Hey all. I know I don't tend to post here a lot. I just tend to repost stuff and lurk. But I thought I'd come here with an update.
I would love to keep the writing requests open. I love having them open. Despite the fact I don't think I've received a new request, I'd love to keep them open. I still adore writing. I have so many Google docs worth of writing that I love.
I just found out I've lost seven of those docs, potentially more. My Blue Lock, Nanbaka, Number 24, Fe3h, Rain Code, Demon Slayer and BSD docs. Ive lost them. There are some of which I can save to a degree, I've written stuff physically in notebooks and saved/posted other things elsewhere so I can salvage some stuff. But I've lost thousand upon thousands of words. I think I know why, but even if I am correct in my assumption I cannot recover the docs. I remain certain pieces for all of these docs. Some of which I know I've lost forever now.
I'm also about to head into my final school year. I'm already unbelievably stressed. Alongside this, I've had hospital appointments every few months to try and figure out why I have pain in my hip with little to no answers.
TLDR: life's kicking me while I'm down. I'm doing to delete my writing request post and simply turn this account into an account for me. About me. I know this isn't going to reach many, I'm not asking for it to. But those this did reach, be it strangers, followers or mutuals, thank you for reading this
Varhen is proship cuz varka calls lohen “kid” Wriollette is proship cuz neuvillette “knew wriothesley as a kid” Illuflins is proship cuz flins is 700 years old and lies to illuga (emotionally abusive) aaaand post !
My cat had an emergency vet visit today, and it won't be the last visit she needs. And I need money for it, a lot
So I'm reminding you about my Patreon! Here, you can find exclusive content, spoilers for comics, comic pages sketches or get a monthly commission for character of your choice. There is also a Tip option, if you can't afford higher tiers but want to support me still. I will be insanely grateful for it!
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I was not prepared for Lyney Rerun in 6.5. I was ready to pull Lauma and do a lunar bloom team with Neuvi but no they decided 6.5 was the best time to rerun my favourite character
I've abandoned ship and committed myself to exploration. There are primos awaiting me and I need my magical twink
With the banners minutes away from resetting, I thought I'd say how my pre farming went!
Both my luck on the drops for this boss, and with dream solvent haven't been very good (I think I got the actual drop about once or twice from the boss?) I'll just have to keep chipping away at it over the weeks. I have 78 wishes and am on 6 pity on chronicle. Let's see how this goes!
Am I the only one not that happy with the Fire Force ending?
Spoilers ahead obviously
It felt far too reliant on you being a Soul Eater fan for the epilogue to be actually enjoyable. Prequel or not, if a show's ending being good relies on you haven't seen another show, that's not a good ending. They hardly explain anything to you because they expect you to know things. I can't be satisfied with the ending when I can't understand what is happening in the world anymore.
I have other gripes. Joker's fight with his doppelgänger was non existent. I'm aware this may be an anime-only issue. I plan to read the manga so I don't know if that complaint with stick. Beni's fight with his doppelgänger while short, was pretty funny, so I don't mind that. For how big of a threat he pretended to be, calling Faerie's encounter with Sho a 'fight' is generous. Iris being the eighth pillar was really good, but they didn't give her enough to do as the eighth. They reveal she's the eighth and then she's in adolla and boom- dead.
Speaking of dead, the ending also feels like a bit of a cop out. Arthur dying in space was a brilliant moment. Dragon vs Arthur was a fight I really anticipated and it ending in both of their deaths was amazing. Only for Arthur, and literally everyone who died before him to return. If it was just Arthur I think I could have let it slide but Rekka and the guy from the 2nd? (Him and the white clad gal who killed him going out was funny though). Obi getting his throat slit by his Doppelgänger was fucking intense and such a stressful and moving moment, yet he survives through the dumbest possible means instead of any of the other possibilities.
The fights in the second half of the season weren't that long. They rarely went over an episode, which isn't always a bad thing. Waka's fight against his old man still felt satisfying. Ogun vs Charon and the entire Giovani conflict were a few of my favourite fights in the show. Yet the fight against Raffles felt so important for it to be such a short fight.
This one is an incredibly minor nitpick and this is just an excuse for me to complain about it but Hinawa and Maki???? Never once did their interactions lean even close to either of them being interested in each other. I don't want to hear 'they developed feelings off screen' bullshit. Hinawa and Maki's relationship was never romantic. It just feels tacked on for the sake of it. Shinra & Iris and Tamaki & Juggernaut work. Hell, even Inca's stuff with Shinra is funny and holds water. Anyone who says Hinawa and Maki being a canon couple didn't come out of thin air is lying to themselves.
Despite my long list of complaints, I adore Fire Force and its cast of characters. I just think the ending is weak and would be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit disappointed. Fire Force has such great world building and to me it feels like it was all thrown away just so it could flow into Soul Eater.
I'm forcing my StanXeno headcanons on all of you. Cope. (I'm anime only so no spoilers please!)
Xeno grew up with a pretty stable living. His father worked a high paying job, probably a fancy business order or something adjacent to that. His mother stayed home and cared for him.
Stanley on the other hand had it a bit rough. His mother was perfect, but she worked in the military and therefore wasn't around too often. When she was gone, his father would try to turn Stanley into the 'perfect son' and anything seen as otherwise would lead to punishment.
After Stanley and Xeno met, it wasn't uncommon for Stanley to appear out of the blue or stay over when his mother wasn't home. Xeno didn't have to question the marks or bruises Stanley would show up with. He was smart enough to understand what was happening. Xeno's mother made sure to care for Stanley the best she could in such a situation.
The pair of them started daring in their teens, around 15-16. It's also around this time Stanley's sweet habit morphed into smoking. Xeno wanted to be mad at him, but when his father's abuse was only getting worse the more Stan started to fight back, he didn't want to push. It was also during their Highschool years that's Stan's mother happened to return home and witness the abuse for herself. Stan's father rots in prison from that moment on.
After Stan's first deployment, he brought back with him a retired military dog, specifically a Doberman. While Xeno was not consulted about this, he couldn't complain too much. The puppa was pretty cute
The pair of them got married in their early twenties. It was during preparations that Stanley's mother had to retired due to an injury that led to one of her legs being amputated. Nothing had to be pushed back but they dropped everyone to be by her side while she recovered.
I was not prepared for Lyney Rerun in 6.5. I was ready to pull Lauma and do a lunar bloom team with Neuvi but no they decided 6.5 was the best time to rerun my favourite character
I've abandoned ship and committed myself to exploration. There are primos awaiting me and I need my magical twink
I've just noticed this myself so I thought I'd share!
The works I've posted anonymously on ao3 are no longer listed anonymous. This might have just been a bug on my end up any fanfic writers who often post anonymously id check your fics!!
I'm looking for fellow fire force fans!! Currently watching it for the first time and I've really enjoyed it! I've not been able to find a lot of fan content though and would love other people to talk about fire force with! Please free feel to dm me if you're interested!
I've been really into Gachiakuta lately! I just finished reading chapter 130 and I wanted to share my thoughts on it.
It just keeps getting better and better the more I read. I prefer watching animes. I find it more enjoyable and I struggle to make sense of fight scenes in manga. I also find information doesn't stick when I read it. Yet I could not wait for episode 24 to be dub to read Gachiakuta. It's so good. Potential manga spoilers from this point on! Please feel free to ask me anything to do with Gachiakuta! NO SPOILERS FOR THE DOLL FESTIVAL ARC THOUGH
My top five is probably Enjin, Tamsy, Follo, Corvus and Rudo. Enjin's fucking dumb as hell and I really enjoy those type of charming mentor characters who are also just dumb and irresponsible at times.
Tamsy, Follo and Corvus have gain their spots here all due to manga content. I had soft spots for all of them, but now they've become more developed characters, my love for them have skyrocketed.
Tamsy fucking sucks. He's such a bastard and actually getting to see his sick and twisted thought during this most recent arc I read really made me love and hate him more. I'm super interested to see how he progresses as a villain and how much longer he's going to actually stay in the cleaners
Follo when from being that background character I was fond of for no reason to giving me every reason to adore him. This arc did wonders for him. Seeing him and Rudo fight broke my heart and I panicked so much when he got injured. His vital instrument and the backstory behind it is so good and I really like the fact he chose to keep the scars. He looks amazing with them. And his cleaner outfit looks sick. I like the hat
Corvus the man you are. I got attached to Corvus in first sight purely based on his design but couldn't gain that much love for him until recently due to how little he'd done. His little moments were great, especially his bickering with Semiu, but his conversation with Rudo in 116 BROKE ME. I'm so excited to see more of him when I read some more, especially considering he was not happy when he went to check on Follo. Corvus you know things...
Rudo is a great protag. He reminds me a lot of Sakura from Wind Breaker. A character who doesn't know how to accept love and affection let alone express it. I'm really glad we got to see a lot of Regto through flashbacks and see his relationship with Rudo. Seeing Rudo grow and develop is so fun to watch and I die inside whenever he compliments Tamsy.
Despite not reaching top five, Zanka, Riyo, Gris and Jabber deserve a mention. Zanka's taken a backseat for a while, but with the girl from his backstory (I've forgotten her name now) just showing up in the chapter I just read tells me he's finally getting his spotlight back. His obsession with Enjin is pretty funny, made stronger by his backstory and Enjin being that push to get him out the well. I wish the fandom didn't take it in a weird way but this is world we live in.
Riyo gets more and more interesting every time she opens her mouth. I really liked her from the start but her fight during the big face off against the Cleaners and her attitude with Kuro makes me so interested to find out more about her. Shes so feisty and aggressive and is clearly holding back something. I wonder what will make her snap
Gris is a strong character and I adore those type of characters. He's super parental towards all the cleaners and I got super stressed when he almost died. I was scared he'd be forgotten, and while he's definitely a background character, he has his moments and I'll always be fond of him.
Jabber's nuts. Reminds me a lot of Shido from Blue Lock. I adore his vital instrument and his batshittery. His fights are always the best and he's a super fun character overall.
Ships! I'm a big shipper, and most of that is being thrown into EnGris. Those two are so married. Janka is also really good. Just a couple of insane idiots who don't know what to do with their feelings (mainly Zanka). More recently Tamsy and Corvus have struck my interest. No idea what their ship name is if they even have one but the sexual tension whenever those two are in the same room is incredibly high. Something is going on between them
My favourite arc is still probably the big face off with the raiders, then probably Follo's arc. (I do not know the actual names LMAO). I loved the one on ones and seeing to see what everyone was capable off. Riyo pulling a gun out was far from what I was expecting and Zanka having an acid trip was concerning but funny. Seeing Team Child in action was great, mainly Guita (idk if I'm spelling that right).
Thank you guys so much for being with me, showing interest in this AU and my art in general, for supporting me. I wish you all luck in new year, take care, stay safe and strong. I love you so so much🫶🏻
See you in 2026
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