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Current Fandoms: Our Life | Attack on Titan | Stardew Valley | DE he/him | also known as Casper | I do nsfw | +21

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[avhira]

I could use some luck

[mojo-is-rising]

i feel safe enough to admit that armin irl would prob look like that twink from the medical show. Not like the ig baddies with the perfect surfer curls. Sorry ☹️

[ch3rry10]

So apparently they were in fact NOT referencing Chase from House MD...

But now I'm imagining Armin fatshaming a child T_T

[mojo-is-rising]

Honestly chase kinda reminds me more of a younger erwin 👀

[mojo-is-rising]

i feel safe enough to admit that armin irl would prob look like that twink from the medical show. Not like the ig baddies with the perfect surfer curls. Sorry ☹️

[mojo-is-rising]

This is how it feels when you give up your niche internet community to better yourself in the real world but you fail so now instead of only having online friends you have no online friends no real life friends no job no money no freedom no lover no computer to play funny games no independency no way out and u still an ugly fat uninteristing pig to top it all off

[mojo-is-rising]

who up here likes crazy woman (me)

[mojo-is-rising]

I was inspired by @kami-0-kaze pony AU that i love soo much to finally make an attempt at my self-indulgent dinosaur AU.

i just think all the titan fights would be so badass with kaiju-like dinos 💔 snk was inspired by typical kaiju culture to begin with and dinos play a big part on it

the little dino tidbits are purely speculative btw! i made them up based on current behaviour theories to fit the characters...

all that to say eren is NOT beating the bird allegations

[mojo-is-rising]

2021-»2026

believe in urselves yall, i sure hell don't and still 😭😭😭😭

[gr8lakedogman]

Self indulgent Eremin, please don't throw rocks at me

[bugofmanynames]

DEAR ARTISTS, PLEASE READ THIS POST I STUMBLED ACROSS

IF YOU ARE NOT DOING THIS ALREADY, YOU SHOULD TRY IT

I even tested it out myself, it works great

[aprilpowered]

How do you 'tint' other colors with the color you want to tint with? I usually use Clip Studio Pro but I could probably work backwards from any given program

[demitsorou]

does this help?

[mojo-is-rising]

i know my depression coming back on i focus on toxic yaoi again. stay safe yall

[lastbloomoftheseason]

i’m a diehard aruani stan and one of my headcanons is that they didn’t want kids.

and they both have a secret reason for it that they never admitted to the other one because they feel like it’s a shameful and not good enough excuse.

for annie it’s because she’s developed a visceral fear of pain as a result of the incredibly (physically) painful experiences she’s had being the female titan shifter. and so she is absolutely horrified at the idea of giving birth.

and for armin because he deep down doesn’t believe he is a good enough person to be a good parent and that him being a war criminal would certainly mean he would end up in hell which means he will be separated from his children for all eternity. and that is a fate he is terrified of.

and you know what? i still think they would have gotten pregnant because access to reproductive healthcare would’ve been damn near impossible in a post rumbling world. and contraception/abortion would have been incredibly frowned upon since the world population was reduced to only 20% of its previous size. raising the birth rates would have been a worldwide priority.

they would have spent a very miserable/anxious/terrifying pregnancy all alone with their thoughts because they were too afraid to tell their partner.

:(

[mojo-is-rising]

ik you disabled reactions (probably out of fear of hate?) but this is an absolute goated and very mature opinion. armin has so much survivor's guilt he does not believe he deserves good things and the maturity to realize that perhaps all that trauma is not the best recipe for kids and annie...uhm i have so much to say abt her. first, i think her personality is not fit for raising kids at all, at least not how it ended up being in the canon (she could still develop and mature more after the series ended though). she's very emotionally stunted, lacks communication and empathy skills - which i think are essential for child rearing. i say that not because i dislike her, but because i recognize that in myself too. i think she'd be a bad mother, and honestly, slay. Also, her "end of the series character arc" was annie thriving to stop working for others and being complacent to her surrondings and start to actually work towards her own wishes and what she believed in. it started in season 1 when she abandoned the mission of taking the founder/attack titan and just wanted to go back to her only family and did a full circle when she joined the crew for the battle of heaven and earth. I think it does her character justice to continue that development post-series, perhaps Annie wouldn't care about what the world wanted out of her or whatever other birth rate rethoric said. i don't even believe she'd be an ambassador foreber and would probably want to stray out of that after some years - but that's a personal headcanon not based on any concrete fact the series offered BUT. I also came to understand that people find some comfort in that domestic bliss post all the bullshit that happened in canon. I don't like children, so its not exactly my vision of "bliss" and it's not a "good/comfort ending" i usually like to headcanon for my favorite characters. but im the minority in that and i've accepted it. maybe aruani could come around in canon too, like you said in the tags, and become good parents. Oooor it could create very good angsty situations that im also a big fan of 👀 and that could fit your vision perfectly

[lastbloomoftheseason]

hey! sorry i had no idea i turned off the reactions and i don’t know how to turn them on. (i’m embarrassed that i never learned how to use tumblr properly.)

anyway thank you for your input. i’m so excited to discuss my thoughts.

i’m going to start with annie. she never struck me as someone who would want children. i think she would totally admit that she isn’t well suited for motherhood.

and i fully agree that she isn’t someone who does things to gain the approval of others. she has 2 priorities in life: to survive and for everyone to leave her the fuck alone. that is what solely motivated her until s4. she wasn’t ever really affected by marley’s brainwashing so i deeply doubt she would have a baby just because of someone’s or even the government’s opinion.

unfortunately the question in this case is whether or not she could access that care, because after the rumbling the medical system would be absolutely destroyed. there would probably be no resources to provide reproductive healthcare (assuming it already existed before) and because the public opinion on birth control/abortion would be so negative, there would be virtually no doctors willing to provide that care to women.

so annie would be stuck in a position where she cannot prevent a pregnancy and she has no way to get ride of it safely if it did happen. and i still think she would prefer having that child over risking her life in a clandestine procedure.

and armin would have supported annie in whatever decision she took despite preferring her to stay safe and alive. he would have tried to stay very neutral on the situation to not influence her which would have driven annie completely mad because she would feel alone in that decision.

now i would like to clarify what i meant in my tags. i think they deeply loved their child (but loving your kid doesn’t automatically make you a good parent). i think they made ill equipped parents who really did try their best but didn’t have the right tools to fulfill the emotional needs of a child. however overall they did a pretty decent job, they just never realized it because they were too busy focusing on their shortcomings.

i finished the show very recently after taking literally years to complete the s4 watch so all of those takes are very fresh. feel free to share yours if you’d like to!

[mojo-is-rising]

A very realistic take. The only reason why i didn't comment on the healthcare or birth control availability in my original reblog is because I don't know enough about human history to make an educated comment on what would be realistic for their options to be in what's attack on titan's version of the 19th century (i think?????????????). Besides, Aot's universe does also have some fantastical elements thrown into it with the whole Titans and Ymir's curse lore, so it is valid to stray a little from realism and get creative with the worldbuilding. Besides that, i do agree that a situation or context similar to what you described would be the most plausible way that aruani have kids (in canon) considering how their characters ended up as, you took the words right out of my mouth. Which im not against, because its suuuuuch a good way to create angst 😍😍😍and im always going to be there for it. I much prefer to read Family AUs that have those realistic takes and are not all butterfly and rainbows. You may be giving me fanfic ideas, but im already too backed up with other ideas

[lastbloomoftheseason]

i’m a diehard aruani stan and one of my headcanons is that they didn’t want kids.

and they both have a secret reason for it that they never admitted to the other one because they feel like it’s a shameful and not good enough excuse.

for annie it’s because she’s developed a visceral fear of pain as a result of the incredibly (physically) painful experiences she’s had being the female titan shifter. and so she is absolutely horrified at the idea of giving birth.

and for armin because he deep down doesn’t believe he is a good enough person to be a good parent and that him being a war criminal would certainly mean he would end up in hell which means he will be separated from his children for all eternity. and that is a fate he is terrified of.

and you know what? i still think they would have gotten pregnant because access to reproductive healthcare would’ve been damn near impossible in a post rumbling world. and contraception/abortion would have been incredibly frowned upon since the world population was reduced to only 20% of its previous size. raising the birth rates would have been a worldwide priority.

they would have spent a very miserable/anxious/terrifying pregnancy all alone with their thoughts because they were too afraid to tell their partner.

:(

[mojo-is-rising]

ik you disabled reactions (probably out of fear of hate?) but this is an absolute goated and very mature opinion. armin has so much survivor's guilt he does not believe he deserves good things and the maturity to realize that perhaps all that trauma is not the best recipe for kids and annie...uhm i have so much to say abt her. first, i think her personality is not fit for raising kids at all, at least not how it ended up being in the canon (she could still develop and mature more after the series ended though). she's very emotionally stunted, lacks communication and empathy skills - which i think are essential for child rearing. i say that not because i dislike her, but because i recognize that in myself too. i think she'd be a bad mother, and honestly, slay. Also, her "end of the series character arc" was annie thriving to stop working for others and being complacent to her surrondings and start to actually work towards her own wishes and what she believed in. it started in season 1 when she abandoned the mission of taking the founder/attack titan and just wanted to go back to her only family and did a full circle when she joined the crew for the battle of heaven and earth. I think it does her character justice to continue that development post-series, perhaps Annie wouldn't care about what the world wanted out of her or whatever other birth rate rethoric said. i don't even believe she'd be an ambassador foreber and would probably want to stray out of that after some years - but that's a personal headcanon not based on any concrete fact the series offered BUT. I also came to understand that people find some comfort in that domestic bliss post all the bullshit that happened in canon. I don't like children, so its not exactly my vision of "bliss" and it's not a "good/comfort ending" i usually like to headcanon for my favorite characters. but im the minority in that and i've accepted it. maybe aruani could come around in canon too, like you said in the tags, and become good parents. Oooor it could create very good angsty situations that im also a big fan of 👀 and that could fit your vision perfectly

[dogmotels]

Aot request dump

[mojo-is-rising]

loving what you don't deserve was supposed to have this piece ready for valentine but got depressed over being stood over and didn't finish it on time 😝

[mojo-is-rising]

you have noooo idea how obsessed i've been lately with the idea of lady baxter (beatrice). its gettting so serious when i envision baxter in my mind i dont even see his original version anymore - i love when female characters make mistakes but are still lovable by the end of the story. besides, female ballroom dancers are the most drop dead gorgeous beings i've ever seen and the men are just. there. THEY'RE SO BLAND. the white n black emo cut would look so good in that shiny gel they have to use for competitions

[mojo-is-rising]

i fucking hate AI. what is this AD, tumblr. why must we pray on the lonely and depressed right at the edge of valentine's day.

[bipolarfujoshi]

[mojo-is-rising]

This was my college experience irl and i play keyframes + spent money on the kickstarter to cope with it btw.