Silv @metallic-code - Tumblr Blog

I'll try to keep this brief. Hey, I'm Silver/Kai, an OSDD-1B system host, check out my strawpage if you want to know more.

I'll probably be posting mostly source related work, but I could branch out into other things.

When it comes to posts about me, don't treat me like a character, I am my own person. Do not treat posts about me as fanwork, any posts that are about me and not my source character will be tagged as such with #metal.mirror

Tags are listed below

#metal.png #metal.txt #metal.zip #metal.mirror #metal.source

Hello, today's my system birthday (as in I formed a year ago today), so I'm fronting for that and wanted to pop in. We also have a new system account that another alter made to help us use tumblr more and reduce how triggering it is. @st4tic-screen

#metal.txt

Hope you're doing okay

hey, hex here, sorry it took so long to get an answer to this, we dont really use tumblr anymore and it took me a few days of deciding on if i should answer this at all we as a system are doing well, we've been making a lot of improvements and are in therapy, our life is gradually getting better as for silver, its pretty hit and miss on if hes doing okay or not, hes not very active right now but usually fronting isnt super fun for him, we try to make it so that it is though, so he'll be okay eventually

and if this is who we think it is, youre always free to message us

I think it's been over 48 hours since I've last been able to eat

Everything hurts so fucking much, I feel so torn open and betrayed and abandoned, I wish I did things better I wish I didn't let my trauma and disorders control me so much but it's so hard and I've been trying so hard and I know it's exhausting having to deal with me putting my walls back up after breaking them down but so many things trigger me into setbacks and I never meant to be this difficult

I want to go back I want to fix things I want to be better I've always wanted to be better I've always been trying

And I will keep on trying, no matter what, but it's so hard and I'm so tired and everything hurts

#metal.exe

everytime i post anything that isnt preciousmetals on this account

#metal.txt

They need to make stoves that are low enough that you can sit in a chair while using them, my back hurts so badly from standing

#metal.txt

can i PLEASE stop getting flashed by sex bots PLEASE

leave me alone!!!

#im so tired i just want to browse my feed #metal.txt

fleabag-15

could you do a drawing of silver and gold chatting? if you want! not forcing you

i spent alot of time trying to imagine words! but thats like my weakest trait dont ever ask me for help in the lang. arts department but theyre cute anyways i love johto

#oh my god #the shorts #theyre so cool #i love this so much #metal.zip #metal.source

ndcultureis

Low emotional permanence neurodivergent culture is describing your bad day as "a bad week" because you immediately forget you were ever content with your life the moment things are bad.