ALCHEMIC.

iron skin, gold heart.

[metalmakes]

y’all mind reblogging this to help me get back on my feet ? this is an indie bnha oc blog that i was on about a year ago - i miss her a lot, so i wanna get back to her ! activity will be slow & low but i will be here, and also on a new blog !

[metalmakes]

y’all mind reblogging this to help me get back on my feet ? this is an indie bnha oc blog that i was on about a year ago - i miss her a lot, so i wanna get back to her ! activity will be slow & low but i will be here, and also on a new blog !

[metalmakes]

h...... hewwo........

i may be back?

[metalmakes]

hey what’s up i’m not dead !! if i owe you somethin’ can you please like this post so i can find all the stuff i need to do ? i’m trying to get back in the rhythm of things!

[bullytm-a-deactivated20191003]

hey guys! i’m not about to jump into the sob story, but I was supposed to get top surgery at the end of April. It was really important to me as a transman. It’s a long story but I lost being able to get it. I really want to be able to get this surgery still. Losing it was one of the hardest choices i’ve ever had to make. And I struggled with asking for money for a long time. but. i’ve realized how much i need this in my life. honestly. next month is going to be so hard to get through with knowing that I lost this big step in my life. ANYWAY. i have to raise about 5,000 last time i checked, and with bills and debt i won’t be able to raise that. If you guys could just donate a dollar, if possible. Or at least reblog this that would really help me out. I’ll most likely have to go to therapy for 6 months as well unless I can find a doctor who is fine with going without. Anyway. I’m back to square one. Please help if you can.  

[ignti-deactivated20180708]

locksfate:

misshoodoolady:

misshoodoolady:

viperfang:

locksfate:

Here’s  a  list  of  some  other  trans  /  nb  people  besides  me  who  y’all  could  donate  to  if  you  have  some  extra  bucks  to  spare:

Makoto,  Rome,  Somewhat,  Rocky,  Pascal,  Silas,  Bibi,  Neo,  Luker

also, here is chris’ paypal bc ik he put out a link earlier too

don’t forget my girl violet.

here’s nike’s paypal.

Here’s  some  more  people  !!  Silver,  Brie,  Res  !

hey here is also some valuable people lemon and jenny! 

[metalmakes]

hey what’s up i’m not dead !! if i owe you somethin’ can you please like this post so i can find all the stuff i need to do ? i’m trying to get back in the rhythm of things!

[uncoiles-deactivated20180408]

heres my paypal if people wanna send me anything (it mostly goes towards food and clothes as all my shits falling apart) https://paypal.me/draindive (ignore my deadname)

[ella-bliss]

[metalmakes]

hey ! so since i haven’t rlly been active here i’m linking my personal blog, which i finally figured out the login for. i’ll be there if i’m not active here !

[necromansed-blog]

still don’t have a lot of motivation rn but i’ll writing again soon

[billysniffer]

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Glitch Mob - Starve the Ego, Feed the Soul

[trueshredguitar]

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abby’s faves of the week [3/5]

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[phantomemes]

rp sentence starters taken from  shinji moon’s  work  ,  the anatomy of being. 

“ pay attention to the story. ” “ there are certain things about myself that i romanticize. ” “ this isn’t me being a dreamer. ” “ it’s just me trying to turn this husk of muscle and dirty fingernails into something more. ” “ for so many years i’ve held words beneath my tongue. ” “ my taste buds are revolting against me. ” “ everything leaves before it hurts us too bad. ” “ the body knows all that language cannot say. ” “ my skin was a million tiny mouths yelling ‘ listen ’. ” “ the body is a premonition. ” “ your sadness delivers itself into your organs. ” “ worry drops pebbles into your stomach. ” “ love evaporates and condensates onto the roof of your mouth. ” “ do you think it’s okay to fall apart ? ” “ we live in a  ‘ break it , you pay ’  kind of culture. ” “ there’s no room for mistakes. ” “ we give up so easily. ” “ we are stronger than what these fragile bones can take. ” “ we’re so ashamed of that which fumbles and falls through our fingers. ” “ we walk around carrying  ‘ closed ’  signs around our necks. ” “ i love you for how human you are. ” “ tectonic plates are shifting beneath my skin. ” “ there’s a new continent in my chest that i want to call by your name. ” “ kill me by giving me a grenade and telling me it’s your heart. ” “ i don’t want to know what your favorite color is. ” “ i do want to know what color you bleed. ” “ this is what it must feel like to be the sea. ” “ what else can this heart do but break or fall in love ? ” “ my palms are mines , and you’re just a finger’s length away from leaving me splattered across your chest. ” “ you are just a handful of billions of cells. ” “ you walk like you’re trying to hold the sky up with your palms. ” “ no one ever talks about what came before the flood. ” “ at first , they thought it was a miracle. ” “ i can hear how a heartbeat echoes. ” “ i no longer feel anything. ” “ my fingers are hollow shells , this skin is a shroud. ” “ we are uncharted mine fields. ” “ i shouldn’t ask questions that only i know the answers to , should i ? ” “ have you counted the freckles on your cheeks ? ” “ screw falling in love. ” “ i don’t want your sentimentality. ” “ what i’m trying to say is that you’re not allowed in. ” “ i don’t want to think of all the suns that will rise without you. ” “ i want so bad to forget. ” “ there are certain people who leave scars when they go. ” “ history repeats itself , sometimes in ways you wouldn’t imagine. ” “ there’s redemption in the night sky tonight. ” “ all i’m left with are paper cuts where your hands used to be. ” “ sometimes touches me and i bleed for days. ” “ what the hell do i do now? ” “ we measure catastrophes by how close they hit to home. ”

[metalmakes]

hey ummm as much as i wanna be here idk how much i'll be doing on my blogs for a while ... kinda got hit by depression and it's taking a toll on me but !! i'll do what i can when i feel alright ! thanks for sticking w/ me💖💕 !!!

[esperides]

tag your vibe

days of the week;

monday: snoozing your alarm clock, navy, seeing the moon in the morning, vanilla ice cream, writing poetry, blurry photographs, windswept hair, iced coffee

tuesday: seeing a cat on the street, a light rain shower, untied shoelaces, indistinct music from someone else’s earphones, empty coffee shops, denim jackets, long train rides

wednesday: pastel highlighters, drinking water, group laughter, plucking daisy petals, floral scents, counting down to a birthday, peonies

thursday: old books, a downpour, telling the truth, comfortable silence, hand holding, wrapping a gift, the smell of leather, reminiscence

friday: neon lights, sweet cravings, a little bit drunk, falling in love with a stranger, remembering your dreams, cherry red, late night showers, desserts at midnight

saturday: watering plants, childhood cartoons, a bowl of cereal, meeting someone new, waking up early and laying in bed, spontaneous plans, sitting on a rooftop

sunday: strawberry smoothies, golden hour, a soft feeling of wistfulness, lazy afternoons, 4pm naps, lofi mixes, deja vu, long daydreams, lighting sparklers

[metalmakes]

hmmmm i think im gonna make an o.chako.