[metalrawrlexi]

Just reminding myself how far I’ve come.

120 pounds down. Nov 2020 til now

[metalrawrlexi]

I had an amazing night. Best birthday ever ❤️

[metalrawrlexi]

He always keep a tight grip on that mf 🤤

Ready for tomorrow ❤️

[rowdyismo]

High Life (2018)

[metalrawrlexi]

Life is great:

working, trying to get back into school, and working on my relationship with the man I’ve loved for the past year.

Now excuse me while I roll this leaf and spend some time with my Detroit Nigga ❤️

[cannibalfairy]

[sandmandaddy69]

[metalrawrlexi]

Sitting on the bed with the kids and for some reason the thought came across my mind….

After what happened on the bed this morning, y’all really laying with your brother and sisters right now that didn’t make it 🤣🤣🤣🤣🙃

[metalrawrlexi]

[metalrawrlexi]

Vent post:

I want to eat. I can’t. I’ve lost over 100 pounds because I rarely feel hungry anymore.

For over a year, I’ve been struggling to eat. Not because of finances or lack of food…

I SIMPLY CAN’T.

This is why I never noticed the weight coming off, I was never trying to lose weight! Whenever I feel hungry, I have to eat within 10 minutes of I completely lose the feeling. Or sometimes I’m hungry until I put the food in my mouth, then I start to feel nauseated and can’t swallow. I literally only eat a half a sandwich or a few spoonfuls of a meal EVERY OTHER DAY. I’ve tried (and continue to try) to force myself to eat but my body won’t let me.

Today I started to feel hungry, thought about food, then vomited whatever liquid that was in my stomach. And apparently whatever is going on has more started to make me not want to drink any liquids at all, but those are easier to force for now.

And now I have to quit the job I just started working almost a week ago because of my health. The job is a lot of physical labor and passing out on the job could be deadly.

Welcome to my life.

[metalrawrlexi]

Miami in two months. Atlanta in August. Spontaneous trips in between ☺️

[wifey-type]

As an overthinker i really need things made clear to me.

[nipplesndimes]

Mood: We’d be straight fuckin if you lived closer lol

You know who you are

[metalrawrlexi]

I ain’t think this trip to Charlotte was gonna involve a blown tire.

Oh well. I’m alive and the Camaro is safe ☺️

[toya2228]

[kinkysista6969]

😋😋 oh I know

[sxcmilf88]

Yassss 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😈😈😈😈😈

[eeahs]

if you’re 26 and older, reblog.

[metalrawrlexi]

Weight loss appreciation post because these jeans are looking 🔥