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❛ so, we meet again. don’t you remember me? ’ 

                                                         ❛ yeah, i remember you. you were selling flowers. ’

                                   ffvii roleplay blogs written by summer & hamlet.

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crimson  runs  in  embarrassing  streaks  across  gaunt features     ,     blanched  and  flustered  at  the  very mention     .      taut  at  the  very  mention  and  reeling     ,     ❛     no     !    𝐢  𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭  𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩  𝐚  𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦  𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐨’𝐬     !     ❜     as  though  he’d  be  caught  dead     !     bubbling  brook  laughter  dances  against  tenor chords  as  hands  frantically  wave  to  shake  it  off     .     the  thought of  it     ,     and  her  audacity  for  bringing  it  up     .     do  you  remember     ,     cloud     ?     ❪     Q     :     do  you  remember anything  you’re  supposed  to     ?     ❫     he  lies  about  this  too     .     ❛    𝘢𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘩     ,     𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴  𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴     .     ugh     .     𝐡𝐨𝐰  𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤  𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭    ?     wait   ...   does  this  mean   ...   𝙮𝙤𝙪  𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘵  𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨     ?     ❜          @aetla          !

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❛     𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩  𝙮𝙤𝙪  𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚  𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜  𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧  𝙩𝙤  𝙙𝙤     ?     ❜     oh     ,     the  vitriol     .     it’s  almost  unbecoming     .     a  growling  and  unsoothing  sound     ,     so  unlike  his  own  meandering  timbre     .     now  his  voice  shakes     ❪     &&     flashes  of  the  cells  and  disease  and  rot  flash  in  his  mind     ,     sickening     ,     twisting  sharper  than  a  white-hot knife  within  his  gut     .     dizzy  without  anything  left     .     ❫     ❛     aren’t  you  supposed  to  be  dead  somewhere     ?     𝐢  𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐭𝐨  𝐛𝐞  𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐢𝐧  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐧  𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦     !     sephiroth     ,     𝘪  𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦  𝘺𝘰𝘶     !      ❜     cloud  dreams  of  absent fathers  and  contorted  roots     .     ❛      𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚  𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧  𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚  𝙨𝙤  𝙞  𝙘𝙖𝙣  𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙡  𝙮𝙤𝙪  𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣     !      ❜          @hisadvent          !

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a  lying  mouth  typically  poses  no  threat     ,     yet  now  suffers  the  cost  of  it     .     the  repressing  of  it  lost  somewhere  in  the  unknown    ❪     dreamless  eyes     &&     dreamless  mind  discontent with  the  wanderings  of  the  world     ,     or  what  is  lost  because  of  it     .     ❫     you  always  hear  the  hero  say     :     it’s  easy     ,     don’t  worry  about  it     ,     let’s  mosey     .     but  this  one  stutters softly     ,     tenderly     ,     and  hides  behind  ash  dyed  fringe     .     ❛    𝘩𝘶𝘩     ,     𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭  𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴  𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥     .     ❜     he  sounds  radiant like  a  thousand  suns  yet  to  be  eclipsed     .     ❛    𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘣  𝘰𝘯  𝘮𝘺  𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬  and 𝙨𝙚𝙚  𝙞𝙛  𝙮𝙤𝙪  𝙘𝙖𝙣  𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙡  𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩  𝙡𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙧  𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣     .     ❜          @rosaguard          !

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DAWWWWWWWWN !!

@holyworn / @rosaguard​

anyone who knows me knows that i can never do anything on time or within reason or without seemingly being extremely late to a party i should have been at ages ago. am i proud of this fact? no. but this is more than a little late / more than overdue and i feel like i can't spend the rest of this day relaxed and reasonable without posting about how much i love and admire dawn. for everything we've been through, through thick and thin, and how despite my worser days, you've never left. i love that. i love like you. ( emotions, you'll notice, aren't my strong suit unless i'm portraying them via someone else. ) not a day goes by where i don't think of you. there's always something i see that reminds me of you. that reminds me of our dumb little conversations. of luna, of aeris, of yuna, or ashe, or any of the women of the ff series that have obviously not been given the best treatment                                     and that i know, were they in your hands with your unique portrayals, they would be a force to be reckoned with. your compassion, confidence, and humility shows through all your muses ( and you're pretty hilarious too. )

i think we're comfortable. good. we work well together. we play off each other's strengths. you constantly have me thinking about why i've written certain things the way i have, make me thing about relationships, and the evolution of things as they grow. that's important! and i used to really not care! but at the same time, you've helped me not care about certain things i used to stress over before. i think you helped build up my confidence to what it used to be before i was scared and nervous and anxious about not being around. in the grand scheme of all things, no one cares about tumblr rp and that's important! so thank you, more than i could ever say, for what you've done for me. it means a lot and i think about it all the time. you mean so much to me! dawn: jump. me: how high?

ANYWAY, ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT IT'S BEEN A BLAST. it will continue being a blast. i'm glad that you've been around for as long as you have in the way that you have. it makes everything feel like it's going to be just fine.