♡ This is hell ♡

☹☹☹ ☹☹☹ Diagnosed: MajorPsychoticDepression/ocd/ Anxiety/AnorexiaNervosa-Purge subtype Suicide attempts: 4 Current weight: 40kg I'm just really fucking sad and I've tried everything to get better ☹☹☹ ☹☹☹

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can i be ur baby girl

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me minus the eat one

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This is kind of sad

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yummy

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but can never sleep 

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“The Caine Mutiny” (1954) - Edward Dmytryk

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me on the inside

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I wish I could punch u in the face and wake you up from your dreams We all have dreams that won't ever come true We all want things that we can't ever have but believe me I've made it Killing yourself won't end it or make your dreams come true believe me I'm not saying this because I feel sorry for you no don't get upset but I think you're pathetic I've been through this and I know where this is going I'm not here by coincidence i'm here for a reason u will FUCKING REGRET IT REMEMBER THESE WORDS

ok how can i regret it if im dead wtf dude, its not your problem, leave me alone 

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I don't know what to say any more life is not fair get used to it If u want to kill yourself kill yourself nobody is stopping u but believe me suicide is not an easy process it will cause u more pain I've tried it and I felt the most terrifying feeling in my whole life leave this shit and go live your life don't waste your time and be happy and don't over think things believe me you will regret it because I did sorrows don't last for ever angel go of your life and if you want to do it do it bye!

if you were terrified when you tried it that means you still had something left to live for, something worth fighting to stay alive for. With me i'm not afraid at all and i know because ive tried too multiple times and all times i've never been afraid, i just failed in my attempt though this time i have a way that is guranteed so leave me be, though i do appreciate your sympathy xxxxxx

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Take a minute now, and think. 

If you killed yourself ~ how would the people that love you feel/go through? Can’t think of anything? Well I’ll tell you: tears, tears, and more tears. Devastation. Guilt. Pain. Broken. Regret. Miserable.

Ive thought this through a million times over and I don't care about that anymore, I'm going to be selfish an end my suffering. I can not wallow in my sadness much longer 

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