stressed but blessed.

i miss xanga

[mhcl]

social media is fake

[kugurii]

[lieberballon]

Dear You, 

The longer you're alive, the more you realise that cliches are cliches because they're true. When you're young you think people say, "Love is the most important thing," or "No one ever looked back on their life and wished they'd worked more," or any of the other one million and one seemingly trite things that people seem to say because they're nice things to say. 

But eventually you meet someone or your lose someone and you learn, love is really important and maybe rarer and harder to find again than you thought it was.  

And eventually you realise you spend a lot your time worrying about things that you have no control over. 

And eventually you get called away from something or someone really, really, really important by something as unimportant as trying to do a better job at something that in the end doesn't actually matter. 

And you learn, one by one, that all the cliches are true. 

It is important not only to love but to let love in. 

Be kind.

Don't get distracted by the stuff that looks like life but isn't. 

Stay present. 

And try to learn whatever you can the easy way, before you have to learn it the hard way.

My best, 

Iain S. Thomas 

19.10.2019

[mhcl]

I have so many feelings

[jeanqrey]

Avengers: Endgame + parallels

[keybladesoras]

Steve and Robin’s high adventure

[bellygangstaboo]

I am deceased

[bellygangstaboo]

minor update:

[enbyriot]

reblog to make racists get over 7,500 spam emails and have a well known company make fun of them

[natural--blues]

Yeah there’s a beautiful bot site that if you put an email in it, will subscribe you to thousands of mailing lists.

Oops I dropped the site right here use it wisely

[mhcl]

LMAOOOO

[kseniablog]

[mhcl]

Xanga and Zune

I’m reading my old xanga posts and I remember at one point I read them and thought, “I was just super emotional and thought I was a good writer.” So I didn’t expect much but looking again, I actually like what I wrote back then. Who knew.

[mhcl]

The heaviness with that comes with knowing

(But also the lightness)

[mhcl]

I am BURNT. OUT. slfjsldjskfjskxjeoskfjsod slfjslcjsi

[mhcl]

impending week ANXIETY

[cupcakelogic]

[mhcl]

lmao thank you alcohol

[gendice]

the idea of detective pikachu swearing is so fucking funny like. the absolute disregard from this stupid yellow rat who cant remember JACK SHIT except for his one personality trait of BASTARD because ryan reynolds is his humansona.  the whole notion of pikachu, childhood icon, growing the fuck up and doing adult things like getting jacked up on 20 packs of caffeine and fighting in illicit underground rings, should have, in tandem, included him being allowed to cuss like it’s punctuation. detective pikachu should have been given the liberty to swear as and when he liked but we were robbed.

[chairmanxmeow]

I think all of you are forgetting that he said “get me the hell out of here” when the doors closed in the underground ring. 

[gendice]

in case you could not tell from this post what i meant is: let him say FUCK 

[mhcl]

blah blah blah fear of not being enough blah blah fear of being too much blah fear

I feel sick physically and also sick of myself.

I don’t know what’s happening with my brain lately. (Maybe I’m PMSing.) I really just knocked out and pretty sure I had two nightmares. I don’t even know how my brain came up with one of them — the other one I forgot. I am not doing so great today.

[soracities]

It is no secret that, once gained, the objects of desire often lose their sweetness. The real Paris cannot live up to the dream city. The high-heeled pumps displayed in a shop window that glow with the promise of beauty, urbanity, and wealth are just shoes once they find their way into the closet. After a big wedding, which in all its pomp and circumstance announces marriage as a state of ultimate arrival, there is life with a real human being, who is inevitably myopic, weak, and idiosyncratic. The revolutionary eats and sleeps the revolution, the grand cleansing moment when a new order will triumph, and then, once it has happened, he finds himself wandering among corpses and ruins.

Siri Hustvedt, from “Variations on Desire”, Living, Thinking, Looking