Me oh MI @mi-sunflower-soul - Tumblr Blog

Spent the day moving, with no help. My fingertips are numb and the rest of my finger hurts to bend. Additionally I start feeling some weird sensation, like when you didn’t wipe your booty properly... I take a shower and what do you know I have my first hemorrhoid. Great way to end year 26, my body apparently couldn’t wait until 27 to break down.

Last time I was on tumblr I hated my dad, and couldn’t wait to leave my parents home. I finally did... then I lost my job and got in a ton of debt. I got a new job, but I’ve been taking out payday loans and I’m finally at a breaking point. My budget puts me at $-1029 this month. So my birthday weekend will be spent moving back home. And even not having to pay rent another month I’m still at $-1029.

At least my dad has started to try and make amends for the past. And my niece and sister live with my parents so I’ll get to see her grow up everyday. Trying to find the positives..

Now to find $1029 for the month..

She’s mood.

#personal #i’m broke

Wow I haven’t used tumblr in years.... apparently last time I used it I was in a super dark place. Not saying I’m fully out of that place I’m just managing it better. I always saw tumblr as a journal for my life, most of which I’ve gone back and deleted. But logging in today and seeing the progress I’ve made I’m super proud of myself 😊 I’d like to personally thank Lizzo for making me want to be more confident. And @taylorswift for making me feel better with music whenever I’m feeling down. I’m not in love nor have I been in love within the last 3 years. But your new songs make me hopeful that I’ll find the right guy despite my past.

Ps. I got a puppy this year she’s super cute and mega annoying 🤷‍♀️ and I still have my Bailey girl.

#taylor swift #thanks lizzo #thanks taylor swift #personal #me #i’m back

letthesunshinein

this is exactly what I needed to hear this morning so thank you

cutegorl

Netflix and don’t play with my feelings

cutegorl

I’ll probably forget my own name before I forget yours.

j.m.n (via blondepancake)

thecreativechristianap

She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cozy bed, and to love and be loved in return.

Starra Neely Blade (via thecreativechristianap)