everettxandrews:
I think our acting teachers would all just say that were allowed to have down days and to feel anyway we want to. But the moment we step out on stage its not for us anymore. With that though, you’re most definitely allowed to have a fuck this shit day and throw everything to the wind and drink beer and stuff your face with margherita pizzas - though I think an actually margarita might have a better effect! At which point I would totally invite you over to come and drink these said adult beverages and we’d just like chill and stuff out faces, commiserate on all things life.
Basically, dude. Being on stage is what I’ve poured my heart into, and it’s usually what distracts me from that scary as shit part of my brain that I work so hard to actively avoid. Seriously, I’m worse than the classmate no one wants to sit next to when it comes to avoiding my problems. Usually a pill and some good sleep fixes it, you know? It’s probably just because I feel so fucking stagnant all the time and like nothing has changed. So totally, we should do that. Having a night to just shoot the shit and not have to think about dying in a bath tub every night would be a welcomed change.














