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@michael-stoltz
Somewhere in the afterlife, a ghost feels pain in his heart.
♔ Execution ♔ - That Really Grinds My Gears
Michael couldn’t see what had happened after the trial, but he did remember a sharp pain to the back of his head right after he was found guilty. When he came to, he found himself hanging upside down for some reason. His head was spinning like crazy, and he could taste blood in his mouth. He must have bitten his tongue when he was knocked out. He tried to move, but he found that he was unable. He looked at his body, and realized he was tied up really tight with steel wire. He struggled against his bondage, but he was unable to break free.
Suddenly, he felt the lights come on, and he felt disorientated. He could tell he was suspended high into the air, but Michael couldn’t see just how high he was. He jerked his head around, to get a better view, and he could see the giant contraption that he was in. The room he was in was enormous, yet completely lit. He was hanging under a giant array of gears and belts above him, all of them slowly moving along. Below him, he saw another pair of gears, but these were far larger, and weren’t powering anything. Before Michael could see anymore, he heard a noise.
CUCKOO
Michael froze, confused by the sudden noise. Where did it come from, and why did it sound so loud? Was it some sort of insult for his crime? He tried looking up at where the noise came from, and for a split second, he thought he saw a bird flying through the room, but it quickly disappeared into the giant contraption. At that moment, all the pieces came together. The giant mechanism with the moving parts, being tied up and suspended in the air, and the loud bird noise, all came together in his mind in a flash.
Monoswan had built a giant cuckoo clock.
CUCKOO
Michael tried his hardest to swing his body around, and get a better view of the situation. He noticed a giant pendulum swinging above where Michael was hanging, and at the end of the pendulum, sitting like a queen, was Monoswan herself. Michael felt himself get enraged at the swan, and began to yell at her.
“Hey, you damn swan! What’s the whole idea here! What are you trying to do?!?”
Michael could feel the blood begin to collect in his head, and he figured that it was beginning to affect him. Nevertheless, Monoswan stared eerily at the bound boy, and pulled out something shiny from behind her. Michael couldn’t get a good look at what it was, since Monoswan was on the far end of his swing, but it couldn’t be anything good.
CUCKOO
As Monoswan swung back around, she whacked the steel wire with the object in her hand, and Michael felt the vibrations of the hit from where he was. He began spinning around like a top, and he felt nauseous from the hit. He had no idea what was happening, or what was going to happen. All he knew right now was that he wanted to be standing right side up, and on solid ground.
CUCKOO
Monoswan swung by again, and he felt another hit on the wire. But this time, he had managed to get a clear look at what Monoswan was holding. It was a giant, comically sized meat cleaver, surprisingly unstained and sharp looking. As soon as he saw the cleaver, it hit Michael what was about to happen. He looked down (or up) at the spinning gears below, and was immediately filled with a sense of absolute fear.
CUCKOO
He started thrashing against his restraints, hoping that somehow, there was a loose knot or wire, anything to free him and let him get away. The more he tried, however, the tighter the bindings seemed to get. He couldn’t tell if that was the case, or if he was imagining things again. His sense of logic seemed to be missing at the moment, as he felt yet another vibration from the wire as Monoswan hit him again.
CUCKOO
He couldn’t think straight anymore, and the dizziness was starting to take hold of him. He tried desperately to keep himself from passing out, and shook his head in an attempt to clear his mind. In the process, he felt his monocle fall lose from his face, and he watched as it fell straight in between the two gears below. He would hear a slight cracking as the glass and metal were pulverized, and he watched in horror as he realized he was headed there himself.
CUCKOO
Michael lost his self-restraint, and began to yell at the top of his lungs. He first began yelling belligerent nonsense, but soon his thoughts focused on calling for help, despite the emptiness of the room.
“I KNOW YOU CAN SEE ME! SOMEBODY COME HELP ME, PLEASE! THIS IS INSANITY AND YOU ALL KNOW IT AND I DON’T WANT TO DIE LIKE THIS! OH GOD, DON’T LET ME DIE LIKE THIS!”
His raving was cut short by another shaking of the wire as the pendulum swung by again, and Michael felt the wire choking him now. How long had it been since this torture started?
CUCKOO
He was dazed, lost, terrified, and losing his mind as his head got redder and redder from gravity’s effects. His eyes began to water, but whether that was from his fate or the hanging, he couldn’t tell. He tried looking back at Monoswan, and noticed something fly by his face. It was the meat cleaver she had been using, and Michael watched as it fell down onto the gears, and was promptly mangled and pressed. Michael didn’t even react to this, as he had been hung for too long by that point. All he knew was the pain in his head was not subsiding at all.
CUCKOO
Michael didn’t notice when Monoswan pulled out the giant machete out of nowhere, and wielded it like a saber. Nor did he see when Monoswan swung harshly at the wire with it, while the momentum of the pendulum added to her force. He did feel the sharp yank as the machete sliced through the wire in one clean sweep. He tried to scream as he fell, but the sound got caught in his throat, and he instead silently plummeted, right into the giant, spinning, crushing gears.
CUCKOO
The bird’s final tweet rang out through the room, loud and harsh, and echoed for a few moments before it died out. By then, the show had ended, and it flew back into its mechanical cage, never to come back out. The ground was covered in blood, splattered and misshapen, with the remains of the boy’s body collapsed under the gears. His head and most of his upper body were crushed away, but the bottom half had fallen off before it was crushed.
His time of death was 10 o’clock, right on the dot. Even in death, Michael was punctual.
Michael Stoltz, SHSL Clockmaker, has been executed.
Why I've been inactive
I meant to make a post about this. I've been super busy because of finals week, but I promise that I'm not planning to drop this game or anything. I hope that I'm not holding things back too bad, but if you need me to be more active sooner, I'll do my best. Finals end for me around the 19th, which is a while away, but I have not, and will not, forget about the game. I swear.
2 O' Clock - For Whom the Bell Tolls | Michael Stoltz | OPEN
Michael had gone along with everything that happened so far, hoping that it would resolve itself soon. He hoped, slightly, that perhaps finding the killer would let them all go free. He hoped that maybe Mayoi wouldn’t be killed, or that Akira’s death was some elaborate ruse. He’d seen some fairly unbelievable stuff already. Faking someone’s death didn’t seem that hard to do.
But as the gruesome execution was carried out, and the courtroom opened, Michael stood at his podium, waiting for someone to reveal the prank, or expose the cameras. But there was nothing, just people walking out of the courtroom, and soon Michael joined them, unsure of what to do next.
Michael looked down at the maps of the castle, and realized that there were new areas opened. He looked over the new rooms, and decided to take a walk over to the Drawing Room. It seemed like as good a place as any to wind down from everything.
[==> DRAWING ROOM]
Quarter to 2 - Checkmate | Michael Stoltz | ATTN: Jamie
Michael had been stunned into silence after finding Akira’s body in the library. It wasn’t so much that there was actually a corpse in the school, or the realization that one of his classmates had actually gone and killed someone to protect what they valued. Granted, they were both adding to his silence, but it was mostly that, in a small way, he knew this girl. He hadn’t spoken to her much, but it made him all the more aware that she was a classmate of his, someone who was scared about what was happening, and wanted to find a way out.
He hadn’t been able to save or protect her, but what he could do, he realized, was not let her murder go unpunished. The swan did mention a trial, did she not? Without saying anything, he quietly slipped away from everyone, and performed his own personal investigation. He realized, however, that investigating was not as easy as he would have liked it to be. He hadn’t come up with much, and most of what he knew now was public information.
He listened carefully to what everyone said, almost afraid to speak at this point. He heard as Channing gave her thoughts and discussed evidence, clearly in a much better state than she was before. He listened as Nano made a ridiculous accusation at Gosami, of all people. And he listened as accusations started popping up, so soon. Eventually, Michael decided that he was done with silence, and loudly cleared his throat .
"Okay, I’ve been quiet for a while, but I think it’s time I speak what I’m thinking. First off, I want to go off what Channing said about the victim…Akira, not expecting anyone. Personally, I would assume that if she was planning on being in the library, even by herself, she would have been in actual clothes rather than a nightgown. I would think that the only reason she’d be outside her room like that is if she had been woken up and asked to go to the library with short notice, not leaving her time to change.”
"Furthermore, considering the killer was trying to kill her with the chandelier, it would have been pushing it to assume that the killer found her in the library, decided on a whim to kill her, went to find a candle, and then came back expecting her to still be there. Therefore, I definitely think the killer called her out to the chessboard specifically, planning this out beforehand.”
Michael then held out his hands for everyone to see, showing them to be clean and injury-free. Channing had made a good observation by noticing the blood on both ends of the glass. However, he then turned his attention to Jamie, the security officer he’d met earlier. He felt a little curious about how he’d reacted to Channing’s request.
"Say, Jamie, I’m curious as to why you don’t want to show your hands to everyone. I can understand having personal reasons for things, but right now, it’s probably best to just eliminate possibilities, you know?”
[[Never leave me alone.]]
Carried Away| Yuri| Motive Reaction| OPEN
This couldn’t be happening.
None of this could have.
Being spirited away for some demonic killing spree? Every man for themselves? What was the point of it? Why everyone here? Why Yuri? She glances around anxiously at her peers, eyes focusing on monoswan when the motive is reveled. Yuri grips onto her charm for comfort, but her comfort is short lived when she realizes..if no one dies,her source of comfort could be gone forever. No, killing was wrong. No one should have top die over an item. Right? Everyone was on the same page as her, or so she hoped. Still, now that there was a means of drive for bloodshed, the swimmer felt uneasy.
Could someone here truly kill another person? She sits with this for a while, eyes downcast. The figure next to her is barely addressed for the longest time. Until, finally, she speaks up.
"N…No one here..i-is going t-to die..r-right..?"
Looks like she needed some comfort.
Michael finished up his food, still feeling a little uneasy, and noticed the small girl near him look scared. He managed to calm down a bit after all, and despite his failure the previous day, he decided to try and talk to the girl and calm her down.
"No, I;m sure no one's gonna die. I mean, it's been three days since she told us about this...whatever this is, and we're all still here. I think we're safe."
He held out his hand to the girl, in introduction.
"My name's Michael, by the way. What's yours?"
Quarter Past 1 - Missing Parts | Michael Stoltz | OPEN
Michael had plenty of time to think about the mutual killing game these past few days. Everyone’s reactions had ranged from confusion, to outright breakdown. But he noticed, most people had seemed to eventually settle down to a sort of forced ignorance. No one really wanted to be the one to remind everyone of what Monoswan had said, and she hadn’t shown up at all since then. No one was dead, so it seemed that no one was really planning on participating in this game.
At least, that’s what Michael thought when he was making his way to the Great Hall for breakfast. He noticed immediately that Monoswan was waiting for them. Michael felt a shiver go down his spine, but he noticed they didn’t say anything, so he decided to sit at the table and begin eating breakfast. But then, she actually began to speak.
She spoke about a motive, an incentive to start the killing among them all. Michael almost laughed, it felt almost like cheating from their point. But he heard what they had to say, nevertheless. The thing that is most important to you will be taken, she said. And a deadline of only a day to do so. And just like that, she was gone, leaving them all alone.
Was she serious? Michael knew that he hadn’t brought that much with him when he moved into the school, so apart from his clockmaking tools and assorted projects, he couldn’t think of anything he’d lose of value. Maybe he’d lose Marty, but even then, murder? He didn’t have anything at the school that was worth that mu…
Wait, what if…she didn’t mean the item had to be with him?
That…that’s not possible, right? Michael shook his head and pushed the thought out of his head, as he tried to eat his breakfast without any more problems. But still, the thought hung in his mind, an annoying and scary what if? that he just wished would leave him alone.
I don't bite, but can you believe it?|Elijah Hayward|Chapter 1|[Closed: Michael]
"<You’re right, I’m not going to be trusting of anyone. It’s a really fucking stupid idea.>"
After all, one never knew who might get desperate enough to try things. Better to not rule anything out. …Well, most things, anyway.
"<But either way, I’m not going to try going into your room and murdering you, I can promise you that. Even if I were interested in murder — which I’m not — I can think of a lot of reasons why that wouldn’t be sensible. And that promise includes no tampering with things, by the way.>"
No one wanted to be wondering if poison could be absorbed through the eyes while they were putting in their lenses. Or wondering if their own room might be booby trapped somehow.
Holy shit, Elijah’s mind was wandering to all kinds of gruesome places all of a sudden. He assumed that to be the announcement of the mutual killing game working its insidious magic. He still had his (admittedly very few) principles yelling that murder was a stupid idea.
Michael nodded at Elijah's proposal. It wasn't the most ideal situation, and the more he thought about it, it was probably a sick joke by Monoswan to set things up like that. But Elijah was right, there were plenty of reasons why murder wasn't a good idea, besides the obvious moral ones.
"<Well, I'm glad we're on the same page here. I wouldn't want anything to go wrong, or either one of us to get hurt.>"
Elijah wasn't agreeing with him, nor was his frown really going away. Michael scratched his head awkwardly, trying to think of what he could say, but there really wasn't anything left to say, was there?
"<Well, um, it was nice speaking with you. I hope you, uh...have a good day?>"
There wasn't any way to end this without being awkward, so he just walked away slowly, hoping he wouldn't get yelled at again.
The Fourth Kind | Channing | Monoswan Reaction/Open
All of a sudden, Channing felt the world drifting away from her as if she were floating in astral suspension. If only the world could be that complicated, as it appears the giant steampunk-esque gentlemen had just pulled her into his arms. Now, contrary to what may be expected, Channing could have pulled the shy schoolgirl act out again, as it would fit the situation, but at the moment she was a little more concerned about the heavy agony of anxiety pressing in her chest, ripping her mind to shreds, to really give two s***s about the romantic implications of what was happening. In fact, this terrified her further.
Unable to bring her voice up enough to scream for further help, she instead opted to screeching and trying to worm her way from Michael’s grip. She had known she was going to die here, she knew it was going to happen, but she didn’t know it was going to happen this suddenly. If only she could strain her voice enough to get one of her other classmates to help her, to care enough that she was possibly about to be murdered.
Where on earth was Jamie and Bennett?
But apparently, the monstrous man didn’t have it in his intentions to murder her violently just yet as he laid her down apart from the others. But for what purpose? To distance her from the madness? Channing was the one taking the news with her brand of insanity.
She eyed the man through her tears, an emotion besides panic welling inside her chest; anger. This man knew knowing, he knew less than nothing. How dare he even attempt to act like he knew what she was thinking?
"F-f-feeling sad?! Y-you think I’m f-f-f***ing sad?! Yeah I-I’m sad I’ll nnnever get to see my b—-my boyfriend again, but what i-i-idiot thinks this is sadness?!”
"I-I’m f-f-f-***ing t-terrified. I’m t-terrified because I-I can see through th-this. I know when i-it’s pointless to h-ave false hope. I k-now th-the evils of man, a-and the enemy we face. Y-you may not have as much to w-worry about, because y-you don’t know them. Y-y-y-you may walk away from all this, but I kn-know for a fact they a-are g-g-g-going to k-kill meeee,”
Wait, who was they? The way she possessed such fear of them, it couldn’t be the students she was talking about. The students had just been given an incentive to kill over not five minutes ago, and almost everyone of them was convinced it was fake. There was no reason for Channing to speak against them with such fear in her voice. No, they were a third party entirely, but who were they?
Channing made no response to clarify this, and instead began shivering as if she were in a snowstorm, her eyes bounding with tears. But through it all, there was still the sound of her tiny, terrified voice, whispering to herself “killmekillmekillmekillme”.
The situation seemed to get more and more stressful as Michael tried to calm down the girl. He hadn't gotten any information from her, but worse, she was in a worse state outside than inside. Everything Michael tried seemed to backfire tenfold, it seemed. She clearly was not in the right mood to talk to him, or anyone for that matter.
"Um, listen, I'm sorry for upsetting you, but, uh..."
Michael couldn't even tell if she'd heard him. He didn't want to leave her like this, but he started to worry he was only making things worse. He decided that perhaps she just needed some time alone, and decided to go back into the Great Hall to see if he could find someone else to talk to, and maybe even help with her.
"Um, if you ever need someone to talk to, you can come to my room at 2B, ok? Just...be careful, ok?"
He was fumbling now, and decided to just leave her be before he messed things up even worse.
1 o' Clock - Right On Time | Michael Stoltz | OPEN
Michael took another deep breath, and felt like he could think a bit more clearly. He still felt scared about what was happening, but he held his shaking back for now. He was very good at holding still when he needed to.
"I apologize, I probably should have expected that no one here had any idea. I didn’t mean to imply anything, of course."
He decided that perhaps the best course of action at this point was to try and learn what he could from this girl. Starting with her name. He held out his hand to greet her, carefully.
"Allow me to introduce myself. My name’s Michael Stoltz. Do you mind if I ask what your name is?"
Again with the handshaking. Akira stuck her glasses back up her nose and then repeated the same actions as she had with Bennett, though she was less successful with forcing herself to relax.
"Ueno, Akira. I am pleased to make your acquaintance."
She didn’t sound especially genuine, though given the circumstances that was understandable.
Michael wasn't one to notice body language a lot, but he could tell vaguely that Akira was still worried. She didn't seem all that calm from the announcement, but she was keeping herself collected. At least conversation is not something he'd have to worry about.
"I was wondering, what did you know about what's going on and where we are. Anything you can tell me is helpful, and truthfully, it could save our lives to share information."
I don't bite, but can you believe it?|Elijah Hayward|Chapter 1|[Closed: Michael]
Oh, good, that did get Michael’s attention. For a second there, Elijah was worried he might have to use the clockmaker’s actual name.
"<I already know what your name is, Gearhead.>" If he started this conversation in English, then he might as well continue it in English. "<Your dorm is right next to mine, isn’t it?>"
That was a rhetorical question, of course. Elijah already knew that their dorms were on the same floor in the same tower. The words were more for Michael’s benefit, since the guy obviously hadn’t been paying attention.
"<Fact is, you have easy access to my room. Well, easy-ish. Easier than most people. Same thing with myself and your room. So we need to come to an agreement.>”
Elijah didn’t see the need to explain what kind of agreement. Given the recent events, he thought that should be fairly obvious. He also didn’t accept the offered handshake or tell Michael his name. Rude.
Michael hadn't actually checked who his suitemate was, which he now realized was probably a dumb move, and also kinda rude. He looked at his map real quick, and found his suitemate to be one Elijah Hayward. Well, his accent and language definitely suggested he'd be one to have "Elijah" as a name, so his story seemed to check out.
"<It seems you're right! I didn't actually realize who was living in the opposite room until now, but it's nice to meet you. Well, it'd probably be nicer in better circumstances, but...>"
"<And you're right. considering what's going on, I doubt you're exactly trusting of anyone. I can promise you, however, that I'm not going to go into your room and murder you, and I will take your word that you won't do the same with me. You have my word.>"
Michael wondered if any additional precautions would be necessary. It couldn't hurt to be too careful, right?
1 o' Clock - Right On Time | Michael Stoltz | OPEN
"…What kind of a question is that..?"
Of course she hadn’t. This wasn’t exactly a thing that happened that often. Even in abnormal cases, something with this methodology was uncommon. At this large of a scale as well? Unheard of, at least as far as she was aware. She was fairly certain that she would have heard of it, however.
Akira took off her glasses and started to clean them absentmindedly, much more carefully than before. The goose didn’t seem to be in the condition to fix them if she broke them again.
Michael took another deep breath, and felt like he could think a bit more clearly. He still felt scared about what was happening, but he held his shaking back for now. He was very good at holding still when he needed to.
"I apologize, I probably should have expected that no one here had any idea. I didn't mean to imply anything, of course."
He decided that perhaps the best course of action at this point was to try and learn what he could from this girl. Starting with her name. He held out his hand to greet her, carefully.
"Allow me to introduce myself. My name's Michael Stoltz. Do you mind if I ask what your name is?"
The Fourth Kind | Channing | Monoswan Reaction/Open
Channing wasn’t exactly sure of the events that followed her collapse to the floor, the reality around her was blurred and uneven, she could hardly tell what was left and what was up, put that in order as needed. But the first thing she came to notice was the giant man looming over her, the one she had attempted to investigate two days prior. Despite his calming words, common sense was never a staple in horror movies.
“F*** you it’s g-g-gonna be ok! Th-the one who s-says it’s gonna b-be ok a-always dies first!”
No, Channing, wrong group.
It looked like Michael’s words weren’t exactly backed by much that Channing could lean on, for before he could make another response, she crumbled. Her eyelids exploded with tears as she pulled herself into a ball, trying to calm her erratic breathing.
It’s no use, people with hope don’t have anything to base it on. There is no hope, only death. You’re going to die slow and painfully and most of all, in fear.
Fear…fear…fear…
An active imagination is often thought to be the gift of the gods, but in this instance, it did Channing no good. All she could imagine was the multitude among multitudes of ways she was going to die. Fast deaths, slow deaths, painful deaths, some combined forms of death, did it really matter how she would die?
Surely, they must have found out about her. They must have known what she was up to, and this was their plan to kill her. To eradicate a threat. Try as she might, she had no hope of ever escaping them, no matter how hard she tried, no matter the obstacles she scattered along her path for them to overcome. And the more she trusted people, the more they would claw her out from the inside, the more they would make her suffer.
And she knew in that instant that trusting the giant before her would do her no good except accelerate the speed of her demise and the measures by which she would suffer. Perhaps if she made no other response, he’d leave her alone.
Michael knew he couldn't let himself start panicking again if he was going to help the girl out, but he had never done anything like this before. Also, he wasn't very good at hiding his emotions, and his face did nothing to hide how afraid he was not just at the game of mutual killing, but at being helpless to this girl. Clockmaking wasn't going to help him here.
He lifted the girl up off the floor, and carefully walked her outside away from everyone. Maybe being alone could help? Did she need food or something? Wait, is that babies, or...gah, he hated not knowing what to do!
"Look, I'm sorry that you're feeling sad, but just...do you want to talk about it? Please, I just want to help!"
Michael was freaking out trying to be the voice of reason. If only this girl would calm down a little, they could get somewhere.
I don't bite, but can you believe it?|Elijah Hayward|Chapter 1|[Closed: Michael]
The situation calmed down eventually. So too did Elijah. Oh, he was still pretty angry, but he was no longer in danger of yelling at people who didn’t yet deserve it. Well, mostly. There was still business to attend to.
He searched the room for his floormate. Elijah was pretty sure that he had seen the guy around. That bright green jacket was pretty hard to miss. And lucky for Elijah, the guy wearing it hadn’t left the Grand Hall yet.
The clockmaker was all the way at the other end of the hall, though. So Elijah took a deep breath and shouted in English in Michael’s direction.
"<HEY, GEARHEAD! Get your ass over here; we need to have a conversation.>"
That… honestly made the whole thing sound scary and suspicious, but really all Elijah wanted out of Michael was a simple agreement to a certain thing that only just now became relevant.
Michael was about to make his way out of the Great Hall, and hopefully figure out a course of action for what to do. It wasn't long, however, before a solution made itself visible to him. In the most abrasive, loud, and offensive way possible.
He looked at the guy yelling at him, and went over to him. He noticed that, unlike everyone else, he was actually speaking in English, which was a silent relief to Michael. He wasn't in the mood to make new enemies today, so he just decided to talk to him normally, if he could.
"<I'm not sure what you need to talk about, but you could try not yelling across the room. Also, for future reference, the name's Michael Stoltz. Might be helpful if I knew your name too.>"
He held out his hand in friendliness, in hopes that he didn't already hate Michael somehow.
1 o' Clock - Right On Time | Michael Stoltz | OPEN
Akira was frozen in place. This was impossible. Everything was impossible, obviously, but this was crossing the line. Akira could ignore the circumstances, the elements of the supernatural, forcefully tell herself that everything had a logical explanation until it became a mantra that she didn’t quite wholly believe but could at least take comfort in. But this? This didn’t happen. She studied things like this. Abnormal cases of human depravity, senseless violence that she tried to make sense of by picking through endless photographs, reports, interviews and evidence. Things like this didn’t happen to her. They didn’t happen to people she knew. People whom she had met and were real and tangible in her mind. They were words on a case report, red stains on a photographed wall.
That thought process was the most immature, illogical way of dealing with her work. And until the moment her brain froze and her knees started knocking together Akira would have vehemently denied thinking in such a way because she never realized that she had. She gulped in air, already feeling the uneasiness spread through the room. The doubt. That wasn’t good. That was what the…woman, not swan, wanted. That would be what stretched this volatile situation to its breaking point. Alarmed and running largely on autopilot, Akira turned to the nearest person who seemed to be having a particularly severe reaction.
"Sh-shut up! No one’s dying! You’re only making it worse!"
Michael tried his best to calm down, but it wasn't that easy. He hadn't ever been in a situation like this before, so just telling him to stop wasn't going to work. He tried, though, and a deep breath later at least managed to talk again.
"You're right, you're right. I know I shouldn't panic, but it's just...a shock, you know? I suspected kidnapping before, but having it confirmed just..."
He realized that the girl, despite trying to calm him down, looked very similar to him. He wasn't one to judge, since he probably would have tried to do the same.
"I imagine you've never been in a situation like this before, right?"