Presence
She was terribly afraid he would not be happy once she left.
There had been many funerals they had attended - friends and family passing had become expected - but he was bitter and tired at the fact he had to attend one she was silent at, and any future ones at which she wouldn’t be present. As his joints grew stiff and mind wandered endlessly at his spent youth, she would badger him to be more active. Life was lived every day unless it wasn’t, she’d say. He didn’t understand how she could stand to grow old, but at night her eyes twinkled back the reflection of countless stars and her smile made him forget about the darkness.
With his gruff chuckle, he continues to wake up every day. He still carries her shoes on walks; she would have wanted her toes in the crumbling earth, stepping through rocks that have been tumbled through years of storms and waves to be made soft. She had written him a note that last morning, a reminder to carry with him always. She never saw the way it straightened his shoulders, lifted his chin, and brightened his eyes. Seeing as his birthday was tomorrow, and it had been a year since she’d last kissed him, he decided he had kept her love and wisdom to himself long enough. On his next trip to the waves he took with him the note… and a bottle.
You are loved.














