Dim Nights
A drunk drifter is in the wine cellar, fondly remembering a past time with Roathe. Then the actual Roathe of this time shows up, ready to cause problems. (I wrote this in like one hour, not quality enough to go on AO3 so take my slop. May rewrite.)
The cellar is dim and solely lighted by the glow of the entrance. Dust was blanketed over everything in the cellar, wine kegs lined each side of the narrow room, and on the wall facing away from the entrance, there was a wine rack.
You and Roathe both had your wine of choice and sat on opposite sides of the keg-ridden walls. Your bottle was decorated with a crimson label and his with a blue one; you went for a wine between dry and sweet while he went for the driest bottle on the rack. The cellar was small, and your legs damn near touched the kegs on the opposite side of the narrow cellar.
You and Roathe talked in that cellar till your bottles were empty, and then you talked some more. At one point, the two of you started removing armor and showing off scars, and then-
"Are you always in mourning for me?" He cheekily chides, and it sounds just like how your lover would say it. His voice causes you to lift your head from sitting on your knees, your eyes looking up and finding him in the wine cellar entrance. The narrow alley and the glow of light behind him makes him look like an angel. How deceitful.
Ā Two strips of smudged and watered face paint smear down your cheeks, clear signs of heartache and weakness in Roathe's eyes. You practically stole all the light out of the dim cellar with the sad expression alone.
Ā How could he love such a pathetic creature? And why did he love how much you mourned him now? A part of him preened at the idea of having someone so devoted with the power you had, another part of him dreaded the emotional headache he assumed you would be.
āSomething tells me if this past version of Roathe knew about how you would mourn him like a scorned widow, he would have fought against the idea of resetting more."
A small smile crept up on your face. Taking a swig of wine from a blue-labeled bottle, you peered over at Roathe. "I will only ever care for him,ā you breathed. āI wonāt regret it, I promised him that.ā This time, you took a long drink, closing your eyes to keep them from pouring tears.
Roathe stares for a quiet moment. At least you had good taste in wine.
Heās going to try to place it nicely, a keyword, try. Letting out a short, humorless breath, he begins, āDrinking until you are an inebriated mess beyond repair is one way to show you have no regrets.ā
Snorting at him, you reply, āIām in mourning, not regretting.ā Yet heās never seen a face that told the opposite. You're a damn fool.
A growl rose from his chest, his claws feeling itchy, āThe lies you spin in your twisted head to weave a blanket of comfort and solitude will leave you cold.ā His teeth are glinting as he speaks, tail lashing in the air.
Your reply came just and quick, and sharp, even for a drunk, āYet here you are, trying to understand it all for your own selfish desire to see what mark you left and how deep it goes.ā
You got up from the ground and, with shaky legs, walked toward Roathe, bottle in hand. If he didnāt know any better, heād think you're threatening him. You might be.
āI bet you wonder if you can leave the same mark.ā Your eyes were filled with a heady amount of anger, restrained only by a past love. Your teeth grit at the idea.
āYou canāt.ā You wobbly whispered into the air as you shoved past him to flee the cellar.
Roathe moves before he can think, his clawed hand latching on your arm and pulling you down a step on the stairs. You were still above him, but it mattered not.
His gaze is filled with scrutiny as he glares up at you with all the hellish intent of ill will, āI would never want you now, and I will never understand why I wanted you then.ā With finality, he released you to flee, shoving your arm back to you.
A sob ripped out of you, delirious cries filling the cellar. Through tears, you exclaimed, āWhat a relief!ā A crooked grin was plastered on your face that exposed nothing but a raw emotion of pain.
Unbearable. You were utterly miserable to look at.
Like an unknown prayer was answered, which is rare for a devil, you disappeared in a burst of void energy. You took all your pain, uncertainty, and grief with you. Even the damn bottle.
Light returned to the cellar once more, but the energy was all gone. It felt like you filled this place, and now it was empty.
With silent agitation, he left the wine cellar, though burning the wine just to piss off the sycophants and to make sure you never returned there crossed his mind.
















