runnin' in circles

micah delgado medic at camp serotinin  origin: new york  mood: despondent

[mickeydelgado]

ckamdar‌:

“ and here i thought people would be bounding in here for a long chat and cup of hot chocolate. kind of disappointed that’s not what i’m gonna get. ” mostly because the last time she had hot chocolate was long before the apocalypse actually started. it honestly hurts how she can’t fully even remember that time, like so many others. but that’s not really why she’s here — and borrowing supplies wasn’t either. she just was in the area and popped in that’s all. cordelia set her bag down, sorting through it to see what she had scavenged of from the last place she hit up before here. she grabbed a pack of bandaids — that had five left — and tossed them up to him. “ all i got. i’m pretty low myself. ” and even if she had hoped that he had something — she wasn’t going to be asking now after finding out how low he was. “ forget it, delgado. you already have it and now it’s done. you can make it up to me another day. ”

At the mention of hot chocolate Micah’s mouth immediately begun to water, it was one of the smaller things he truly missed before the outbreak, that and a good cup of coffee. “If I find hot chocolate somewhere in this fucked up world... you’re the first to find out.” he grinned before settling back in his chair. Micah was always cautious about the company he kept and Cordelia was no different, she moved around a lot but for one reason or another he enjoyed when she came around. “You.. really didn’t have to.” he sighed, clutching the bandaids he recently caught. “Here.. at least take this.” Micah protested her gift as he reached into his bag, snagging a small treat one of his brothers had got for him. “Don’t know when the last time you had some candy was.. thanks for the supplies.” he hummed and tossed the treat to Cordelia.

[mickeydelgado]

alexdelgvdo‌:

“You’d be here. You’re too scared to step foot outside this camp anyway, aren’t you?” He let out in a small reassurance to his brother. Micah would survive even it meant Alex had to risk his life for the male. He looked at the cut and made a small face at it and cleared his throat and looked at him. A small chuckle fell from his lips. “Even if there was a pot farm, all the plants would probably be dead because they need light and fresh air to grow. There’s light, sure, but the air? Not so fresh.”

“Yeah..i’d be here.” Micah muttered back, his head dropping a bit to eye his equipment, he truly wouldn’t make it out there on his own, he gave himself a day before something or someone got hold of him. He eyed the cut and pressed an alcohol soaked rag to it, cleaning it out carefully. He took the time to make sure there wouldn’t be a chance for infection before grabbing some of the remaining gauze he had, wrapping it over the cut and pining it at the end. “Oh c’mon.. tons of fresh air ‘round here.” he smirked with a roll of his eyes. “You’re patched up.. just don’t go doin’ something stupid ok?” he pressed, leaning back to eye his brother.

[mickeydelgado]

jessehart‌:

It’s silly, but he can’t stop the bleeding of the gash carved across his forearm, earned from a fractured piece of glass in an abandoned cabin not far from camp. He’d expected to just stem the flow with it wrapped in a clean cloth and let natural healing take it’s course, but that had already become stained crimson, so he’d had little choice in the matter as he met with the medic. “It’s no big deal,” Jesse admits, “don’t waste too much supply on me.”

“And let you succumb to a dirty gash? Never.” Micah teased as he ushered Jesse over, knowing his health was of the upmost importance. “I have enough stitching but you owe me more.” he warned in a teasing voice as he waited for him to sit. He removed the wrapping, his nose scrunching up a bit at the sight. “I’ll only need to throw in three stitches.. but that means you cant be fuckin’ around too much for the next day or two, though I know its hard for you..” he hummed as he grabbed a clean needle and the stitching. “Ready?”

[mickeydelgado]

msplacedsrvor‌:

To be the one needing healing was by far the weirdest thing Thomas had to admit to being a possibility. Given, the injury actually wasn’t bad enough that he couldn’t take care of it himself if he truly wanted to; it was just… inconveniently placed, a gash on his upper arm, running along where he could just barely see it, gotten because he’d somehow managed to get caught in what must have been the remnants of a barely functional trap stuck in a tree. It hurt like hell and needed treating, so… Better to seek out another medic than waste time trying to break his neck to get a proper look at it. With one hand awkwardly pressed onto the wound, Thomas stops two steps into the room. “I think it’s just a flesh wound, honestly, no need to waste plenty of supplies on it. Sorry that I have to trouble you with it. I’d treat it myself but… I can’t reach it… ”

“It’s what i’m here for.” Micah chuckled before standing up and turning to look at the wound. Seemed to be easy enough to tend to, he thought to himself as he took out a clean rag and dabbed some alcohol on it before moving Thomas’s hand. “It’s gonna burn like hell..” he warned before pressing the rag onto the wound, making sure he was able to get into the cut to disinfect. “Just want to get all the shit out of this, infection can kill you faster than those fuckers out in the woods.” he mumbled.

[mickeydelgado]

minniiem‌:

                             ought   to   be   more   careful   ,   she’s   heard   it   countless   times   in   the   past   four   years   .   that   she   needs   to   watch   her   mouth   ,   watch   her   games   ,   watch   herself   .   well   ,   she’s   still   alive   ,   that’s   all   that   really   matters   at   the   end   of   the   day.   ‘   listen   ,   i   only   need   supplies   .   ’   she   tells   him   ,   already   digging   in   her   pockets   for   things   to   trade.   ‘   the   cut   i’ve   got   is   pretty   nasty   ,   so   i   can   patch   it   up   myself   ,   i   just   don’t   have   anything   i   need   ,   i   assume   you   do   .   ’   she   nods   towards   the   kit.

“We can’t waste.. just cmhere.” he muttered, extending his hand out as the other sifted through the bag, pulling out a small patch of gauze. “Can’t just hand shit out either... we’re low as we speak.” he explained and pushed his fingers through his hair. “I’ll clean it out, it’ll be quick.” he explained.

[mickeydelgado]

alexdelgvdo‌:

“we’ve been over this every time you fuckin’ patch me up, micah. being careful isn’t in my nature.” he let out to his brother and shook his head. alexander had gotten into a small mess when he was out for a raid and practically thought he was about to die. “nothing hurts, just give me something to get high or something. this not being able to do drugs is killin’ me.” he shrugged and cleared his throat.

“And one of these days I might not be around to take care of your old ass..” Micah teased, the joke holding a bit too much dark humor but in these days nothing was off limits. He waited for Alex to sit down before sifting through his kit, tapping on his chin as he tried to assess the situation. “Your cut is infected again... and you know I don’t have anything.. even if I did I wouldn’t just pass it along for you to get high..” he shot back, his eyebrow raised. “Should go raid a pot farm if they’re even still out there.” he teased.

[mickeydelgado]

ccntrclledchaos‌:

“Yeah, yeah, yeah, don’t step where you shouldn’t and all that crap,” Cassidy said sharply before crossing her arms, “Can you just make me not broken anymore?” She hissed in pain as she grabbed onto the spot on her leg that had been struck. She hated being like this, being helpless, being unable to move when there were things that needed to be done, things that she wanted to accomplish so she wouldn’t feel useless for the day. “God, I hate this,” she said through her teeth.  

“Just.. sayin’..” Micah protested, arms up as she shot back her remark, knowing it got old to those who frequented his tent. At her works he let out a small laugh, nodding as he ushered her in, moving his chair next to the small bed beside him. “I’ll do my very best.” he promised and moved around some things in hid med kit, looking at the wound that definitely needed some cleaning. “It looks worse than it is.. but we’ve got to make sure it doesn’t get infected.” he spoke softly, taking a small amount of rubbing alcohol onto a cloth before dabbing it on the wound. “What’d you even do, Cas?” he questioned.

[mickeydelgado]

ofrenas‌:

  normally  cold  expression  is  withered  into  something  a  little  more  familiar  to  her  old  self  .  mickey  was  a  good  kid  ,  and  it  might  have  had  something  to  do  with  the  brown  eyes  ,  that  reminded  her  of  another  that  still  haunted  even  the  most  locked  off  parts  of  her  subconscious  .  fingertips  drummed  with  her  free  hand  ,  the  other  outstretched  to  him  with  knuckles  bloodied  ,  in  need  of  fresh  gauze  .  “it’s  alright  ..”  she  finally mustered  ,  moving  in  her  seat  .  “got  an  vodka  lying  around  ?  tends  to  do  the  trick  .” a  fatal  attempt  at  a joke  ;  she  used  to  be  funny  ,  once  upon  a  time  .  

Micah’s expression remained soft as he looked at her hand, nodding a bit at the injury, wasn’t anything to be concerned about, just needed to stay clean. He lifted his head, a small smile pulling at the edge of his lips. “I don’t think I have to amputate just yet.” he joked back though they both seemed quite solemn. He held her hand delicately, grabbing an alcohol wipe and gently brushing over the wounds before unraveling a small amount of gauze to wrap over her knuckles. “If I had vodka lying around you’d be the first to know.” he shot back with a playful wink before trying off the gauze with a small pin, examining his work before letting her hand go. “What happened?” he asked, nodding to her hand.

[mickeydelgado]

ckamdar‌:

cor never did like to stay still. being in one spot for so long bothers her — and yet, she’s stuck around ailton tower for the better of two years now, or what she just assumes is two years. even though she’s formally a member of that group, cor does her habit of wandering off. which is the sole reason why she was even at another camp — because she wandered off. and since she was at the camp for the time being, probably not sticking around longer than an hour, she figured she would pay a visit to the medics. see if they are running low on anything and what she could borrow. “ don’t get many visitors who aren’t in pain or something? ” she didn’t even mention any pain but guess that’s the life of a medic now. “ you can put the meds away, i’m just visiting. what are you low on? maybe i got some with me. ”

Micah’s head picked up with a soft expression on his face as he folded up the kit, noting she didn’t seem to need his services. “Nowadays? Nah, either need me or they don’t bother coming in, though I don’t blame ‘em..” he chuckled and leaned back against his chair, his arms crossing over his chest with a raise to his eyebrow, noting her company was new. “I’m low on... well just about everything.. gauze.. medicine.. scouts haven’t been able to locate much these past couple days and i’m just lucky no one’s been stupid enough to get sick.” he teased as he stood up slowly, scratching the back of his head. “I don’t want to take your supply though... it’s already hard to come by..” he hummed, curious as to just why she wanted to help out.

[mickeydelgado]

“You know you’ve ought to be more careful...” Micah mumbled beneath his breath as he gathered the small med kit he kept under his desk. He pulled out . some gauze and stitching as he looked over at the individual . that had just sulked into the tent. “What’s hurtin’? i’ll do my best but we’re low on supplies.” he sighed, his fingers pushing through his hair.

[mickeydelgado]

if they’re dead, they’ll just keep walking, right?

“It’s…  quite ironic isn’t it? That they keep walking..” Micah noted, his voice low as he looked off in the distance, his lips quivering at the thought that he may one day join the herd. “This isn’t what I imagined life to be, a bunch of dead.. walking.. something out of a bad dream isn’t it…” he  pursed his lips together and shook his head. “We’re fucked..” 

[mickeydelgado]

are you listening to yourself? you’re talking paranoid.

“Paranoid… no.. Ghosts still exist in a hell like this and I can promise you they’re ten times scarier than they used to be..” Micah mumbled beneath his breath as he looked up at his brother, his hands occupied with a needle as he stitched up one of the camp members. “So… that knocking I heard in the middle of the night? A demon.” he concluded.

[lgbtcorp]

    fear the walking dead sentence meme:     episode 4 - 6

they don’t die. they keep coming back.

people like us run like cattle, piled into trucks – one suitcase apiece.

it’s safe inside the fence. outside, everything’s dead. everyone’s gone.

turns out there’s nothing you’ll ever take that nature won’t take back.

it all belongs to nature. and the dogs. and the dead.

she’s helping sick people.

it’s not normal. stop it. stop acting like it is.

they said there’s nothing alive out there.

i think there’s someone out there.

she needs it more than i do. you said so yourself.

don’t be a hero.

curfew will remain in effect until further notice.

be nice. so i don’t have to shoot you.

either you’re gonna go in and you’re gonna talk him down, or i’m gonna go in and i’m gonna take him down.

you’re worrying your family.

i don’t think i can do it.

they keep asking me if everything’s gonna be okay and i – i don’t have the words.

it is gonna be okay.

you’re in my head all day. i can’t concentrate.

you’re the only thing that makes me believe there’s still good in people.

where the hell is my damn truck?

was that make-up sex?

what’s going on with you?

you’re buzzing around here all day, every day, driving yourself nuts.

that is their duty.

are you listening to yourself? you’re talking paranoid.

can’t have that around camp.

there’s nothing alive out there.

i’ve already met four people that swear you’re the reason they’re alive.

he was gonna die. i didn’t know what else to do.

are you the one that decides who goes to this facility?

your friend is in good hands.

you’re a very attractive woman.

my father told me not to have hatred in my heart.

men do these things not because of evil. they do evil because of fear.

what the hell happened to your face?

take it easy!

don’t you hurt him!

he’s not a risk. i’ll look after him.

if you find this, i love you.

what i saw was prophesied. what i saw was godly.

i wish you were here, but i will see you soon.

what kind of man does that?

i don’t know what came over him.

tell me, you fascist pricks!

i’m gonna show you hostile!

you know they’re not here to protect us.

get any sleep?

what the hell is wrong with you?!

what if she dies?

i need you to be strong now, okay?

i can’t hold us together on my own.

i don’t want her to be scared.

this is how we bring them home.

i want to help you.

now we have something to trade.

i don’t want you to hurt him.

these guys are not warriors.

can you help me get my people back or not?

i said you couldn’t do that. i can do anything i want.

i got guns.

get your ass back in the truck.

i won’t hold nothing back.

i’ll tell you whatever you want.

when it comes to getting his hands dirty, he doesn’t want to.

you don’t think she’s human, do you? ‘cause if you do – if that’s what you think – then we’re just a bunch of murderers.

that ain’t a person.

are those bite marks?!

one slip-up, one ‘what if’ and we all start finding out how the neighbours taste.

so when we roll up on this bitch, you stay in the truck.

some people don’t trust the government.

the man with the blade and the man in the chair – they’re not different. they both suffer.

have you no respect for private property?

is that your bike?

i’ll ask the questions.

i’m kind of the law in these parts.

come on, i want to show you something.

they’re not coming back.

i’m not sick.

if the kid turns, it’s your ass.

i told her in detail about the violence, what was done, how we suffered.

do you think she will understand that it was necessary then to survive?

sometimes all we can do isn’t enough.

do you wonder what happened to them?

i can hear them. i can still hear them.

tell him what you told us.

i was wishing we had something to mask the smell of urine.

i look at you and i see someone who knows the meaning of necessity.

i’m gonna require a man with your talents when i make my move.

they all come back.

traumatic brain injury is the only thing that stops it.

we don’t want her to turn.

i thought this was getting better.

i thought we were winning.

it’s not safe for us to stay.

each for our own now.

we’ve got enough food and water to last us.

you won’t get in without me.

you lied to me my whole life.

they did nothing when they came for us.

who are we counting as family?

what is family now?

you might as well kill me now.

he cuts me. he mutilates me.

i will help you find your family.

just cut me loose. please.

i don’t want to have to shoot you.

you should save your ammunition.

you’ll see where doing the right thing gets you.

if things go sideways – if you see anything – you drive.

you’re gonna be okay.

take care of her, okay?

would you rather they all died?

i don’t want anyone to die.

you can’t save everyone.

if they’re dead, they’ll just keep walking, right?

it’s alright. they’re slow.

please, kill me.

the infection took her.

there’s nothing left to see.

i’ll take you with my family, but we need your help.

the dead will hear you and they will come.

you don’t have to do this, okay?

just put the gun down.

we can follow the river down to the sea.

generators kick on when the power dies.

i feel strange.

we don’t know where we’re going.

it’s like i’ve been living like this for a long time, and now everyone is catching up with me.

the only way to survive a mad world is to embrace the madness.

it doesn’t matter how you die. you come back.

don’t let that happen to me.

[mickeydelgado]

41: Where I want to be right now

“In my parents living room with my brothers, suitably around Christmas.. a fire crackling and the snow hitting the yard outside.. probably a few beers deep..Dad probably at work, Mom upstairs but I get to just be with Nate and Alex… yeah.. that’s what I want.”

[mickeydelgado]

1,3,13,14

1. go to karaoke song?

Micah loves back street boys and he’ll let you know a million times over. His go to song has got to be I want it that way

3. are they good at sports?

Before the outbreak he was played lacrosse and baseball and was very good. He loves sports and even carries around an old baseball he found in the woods, keeps him grounded in ways.

13. best accomplishment?

Micah beat @nathanieldelgado in an arm wrestle after a night of drinking before he moved to Texas for college... he still brags about it, even if he’s lost ever since.

14. greatest fear(s)?

Losing his brothers his Micah’s greatest fear. He relies on these boys more than he can count even if they bicker. He can’t survive on his own, almost everyone knows that. 

[mickeydelgado]

Wanna be nosy. . . here's your chance.

0: Height

1: Virgin?

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What your last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

[mickeydelgado]

( noah centineo. 24. he/him. ) we spotted MICAH DELGADO around toledo today, just another gear in the machine of the apocalypse. i heard he is a MEDIC for SEROTONIN. i guess it fits, seeing as he known to be eccentric & passionate, as well as naive & contradicting. they often have circles by post malone stuck in their head while they work. i wonder if they’re prepared for what’s coming ? 

lucky here again with my 2/2 muse micah, the youngest brother of the surviving delgado family, as with connor tap the heart and we can plot!!

tw death (of course)

born & raised in ny with his brothers nate & alex in a pretty well off part of town, he was the youngest and it shows

he has always been naive, he puts far too much trust into people resulting in getting himself into some sticky situations

has always been far too optimistic as well, he tries to look for the good in everything and this also bites him in the ass

his personality was very bright before the outbreak, he was bubbly, soft and warm

despite his goofy attitude he was very smart and made it through undergrad in pre-med

went to school in texas and fell in love, had a whirlwind romance up until graduation when he moved back home to further his medical degree

after struggling with the move home he decided to go pay a visit to his girlfriend and this was smack dab at the start of the infection

when he arrived to his girlfriend’s apartment the place was a mess and he immediately thought someone had broken in but he was soon proven wrong when she came barreling out of her room, blood on her lips, her roommate dead on the living room floor. 

he had to kill her that night, something that stays with him, something that put a damper on his once bubbly appearance

it didn’t take long for nate to find a blubbering mess that micah became, he was sealed up in the same apartment, clutching a bat and was incredibly underweight. 

nate took micah and they soon met up with alex, the three fending off attacks until they found camp serotonin, he immediately was selected for medic after finding out his skill set

he’s settled in fairly well, he’s a bit on edge most days but who isnt?

he still shows signs of optimism and trustworthiness, can still be goofy and bright on his good days but they’re sometimes few and far between

enjoys his job because it keeps his mind busy, he’s able to focus and tune out the world 

very close to both of his brothers, they are his life and he’ll defend them to the end, no matter what wrong they do