midnightpoet

When my time comes i shall remember the days spent with you, to count the moments in which i have truly lived. and it breaks my heart to know they were so few, and how many times i missed the chance to tell you how much I love you. .

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Masks

Conversations with him don't usually go any where, both of us, too afraid to put aside the mask. Both of us, too eager to look into others heart. So finally when I said let's enjoy the silence, he looks up into my eyes, breathing into my soul, opening up stained pages of books I keep locked into corners of my heart. Afraid, I succumb to verbal diarrhea and the mask is in it's place again. He slowly turns away, not looking at me again. Not without mask anyway.

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My Han Solo

Knock Knock Who is there? A friend Friend who? The one who will sits by my side. Kissing my tears I am stumbling But friend has a patient hand Steady hand Understanding hand The friend has been hurt The friend understands Friend is kissing my tears One by one Following the trail Driving me to get ice cream. Showing up and waiting outside Friend has to go we haven't talked in a while I yell I get angry I slap his arm and friend smiles Waiting for me to calm down To hug me when i am done It lingers longer We are kissing now Friend leaves through the same door Do people knock when they get out? it's a text I love you Oh! Thank you Thank you? Friend is gone Texts Facebook Skype No calls. No Time flies 1 2 3 4 Men they come they go

Knock Knock Who is there? Love Love who? Love that has been here all along in between your tears and hugs Ice creams and pubs Stumbling and getting up We kiss It linger Love doesn't leave Love is confident Love knows what love wants princess Leia Phones ring Calls Texts Good morning Emoticons Ice cream Coffee Let's plan to meet Let's stay in I will be late Two more hours I can't make it today Busy Trust me Believe me Do you not feel love when we make love?

No, I do not see love in bodies smothered in sweat In panting In sucking Fucking Going wild Oh God yes!

No, that not enough words I stumble I am screaming Tear trails I want ice creams Drives That steady hand Sitting by my side Is that a knock

No, I don't knock when i leave How will you knock without showing up? Chewbacca in me slowly dies

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remains belong to you

One of those days when i think it through

Look into what i've done and how time flew

Me, who was so untamed,

How appearances be-fooled us two

How pointless it seems now

All makes me think just how

The time have made me stronger

And what took to make through

Friends that were everything

Now i am just left with few

Nights that were so lonely

The mistakes that made me new

The pictures i have lost,

The memories that made through,

The voices that once lingered

Are dimming down too

How losing doesn't hurt any longer

Maybe that’s part of walk through

Accepting fault isn’t hard now

I wish making them was optional too

But since love is all that matters

Believe me i love you.