Midnight spirals

[kelseyfun]

Reblog if you say "Y'all"

[midnightspirals]

I'm not even a native English speaker but still...

[soft-butch-cassidy]

I was getting pretty fed up with links and generators with very general and overused weapons and superpowers and what have you for characters so:

Here is a page for premodern weapons, broken down into a ton of subcategories, with the weapon’s region of origin. 

Here is a page of medieval weapons.

Here is a page of just about every conceived superpower.

Here is a page for legendary creatures and their regions of origin.

Here are some gemstones.

Here is a bunch of Greek legends, including monsters, gods, nymphs, heroes, and so on. 

Here is a website with a ton of (legally attained, don’t worry) information about the black market.

Here is a website with information about forensic science and cases of death. Discretion advised. 

Here is every religion in the world. 

Here is every language in the world.

Here are methods of torture. Discretion advised.

Here are descriptions of the various methods used for the death penalty. Discretion advised.

Here are poisonous plants.

Here are plants in general.

Feel free to add more to this!

[midnightspirals]

Keep It A Secret

I know it's hard for you.

To understand this foreign concept

of me being madly in love with him.

As it's not very common.

As boys don't usually like other boys.

And you wouldn't see something like that

In a magazine,

or on television.

Well, safe to say

that I'm no different from you.

That even I can't understand it.

Even though I can't see a present without him,

though I can't see a future without him,

I still don't know what kind of a present,

or a future,

I'm expecting from him.

That I'm expecting with him.

Yes, I know it sounds so weird.

But i can't help it.

Can't help being confortable

in the uncomfortable feeling of uncertainty.

I think about him every night,

in every silent moment i have for myself.

I think about how beautiful we could be together,

if only he would ever be able to replicate my feelings,

and reciprocate them to me.

I dream about living a life with him,

sleeping on the same bed with him,

cooking his favorite food and eating with him,

getting to know more about him every day,

getting old with him,

and possibly dying together,

next to each other.

And it feels like im kidding myself,

when i try to remove his face

from those dreams

and try to paste someone else's in it.

It just feels strange,

alienated,

like it doesn't belong there.

As it doesn't,

and as it probably never will be.

I just wish i could find the reason

why my mind draws a picture of his smile,

whenever I'm listening to a song about love.

Why I'm immediately reminded of him,

when i save a food recipe on Instagram.

Why my inner self whispers to me

about going around the world with him

whenever i see a dream place of mine in anything.

But it's just impossible,

to find the roots of this huge,

unbearable, toxic,

yet beautiful

blossom of love.

But i still don't want to stop digging for it.

And guess i never will.

And if you know this person,

could you not tell him?

About anything?

Keep this a secret.

Because if he knew,

He'll think that I'm a freak.

That I'm mad.

That I'm unsafe to be around.

And he'll just drift apart from me.

Run away from me.

Stop smiling at me.

But I don't wanna lose

what i already have with him.

I still want to be friends with him.

I don't want to lose his smile.

I don't want to see him drift apart from me.

I don't want him to stop caring about me

like he cares about me now,

even as a friend.

I don't want to lose the part of him

that i already have.

So, could you?

Keep it a secret?

Edited version of a yap I sent to my friend in the midnight about my crush. Does it sound like a poem to you guys?