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Mar 15, 2022. Tuesday.

Hello world!

Good morning. I just woke up feeling like writing a new entry here and realised that I'm writing too much (right now I haven't posted about me being homeless yet lol).

But I guess I'll keep doing things like this.

So about my morning: I woke up early with cramps. Got my period the moment I went to the bathroom. Not to brag about it but I like the way my body works. A certain type of cramps = periods. Always. And I always get the timing right. 😌💝

So I've been thinking about what I would like to do with this blog. Besides using it as a fancy version of my Twitter, of course.

I guess I'll try to write more about the things I want to do and the person I want to be. Like, doing more interesting stuff and journaling in my self-made journal (I'll post pictures of it as soon as I can!!).

Ok that's it. See you soon.

#journal entry #dear diary #Mornings #Period #cute cats

Mar 14, 2022. Monday.

Hello, world! I'm basically homeless!

In like. Home—-less. As for "having no home".

So. Last Saturday me and my family (mom, bro, 5 cats and 1 turtle) had to move away from our home.

I mean, it was rented, so… not really hours. But still.

We didn't find a new house. Things got tough and right now my mom and bro are staying at my grandma's with 2 cats and the turtle, while I'm staying at my boyfriend's place with 3 cats.

Thursday my boyfriend had to travel to his home city. It's like 8 hours away. I stayed here with my girls 🙏🐱🐱🐱.

Yesterday he told me his parents are looking forward to coming back with him. This week.

They were supposed to come a few weeks from now, so we thought I had more time before having to leave. But well, right now I'm at risk of being homeless for the second time in a month.

Pray for me! (Or buy some commissions if you're not the religious type. Some extra money would help.)

#Cats #cute cats #journal entry #dear diary #life update

It was just about the makeup ☆

#vscogirl #makeup #alternative #punk aesthetic

Mar 13, 2022. Sunday.

Yes, still the same day. I told you I would be writing more in a second.

So, it happens that I just graduated. Actually, my graduation ceremony was 3 days ago. Congratulations to me! Yay!

I graduated in Advertising. It's marketing related. Also I work in the field. Which sucks. !?!?

I wanted to study Audiovisual stuff. Or Visual Arts.

But it's complicated to explain how it works here where I live. So let's just say that, as I got an Advertising scholarship, that was my only option. And don't get me wrong, the college experience was awesome and all my teachers were amazing. However, I don't really like working with that. I never really wanted to. Gods, I just wanted the title and a nice experience.

As a result, right now I feel stuck.

My job and colleagues are nice though. The workplace, I mean. Which doesn't really help as I am currently doing home office. And I have attention issues. And anxiety issues. Also issues with routine and responsibilities. As a result: I suck at my job and I highly dislike it.

The worst part is that: I want to quit so bad, but I don't really feel like I really can.

I can't quit.

(And yes I'll end this entry here, so you'll be left wondering what mysterious forces tie me to this job).

#dear diary #journal entry #cute cats #vscogirl #illustration #sketch

Mar 13, 2022. Sunday.

Hey you, hi.

You probably don't know me. I'm Julia. I'm 23, I have bpd, 5 cats and a boyfriend that I love very much. Also, english isn't my first language. This might be important, since I'm writing in english.

Today is Sunday, but ironically, there's no sun. Sunday is also known for being a free day, but unfortunately, not for me. These words you read are me procrastinating. And this whole diary-journal-thing is also a result of procrastination.

"What could you possibly be procrastinating for on a Sunday?" You might ask. Well. I didn't do my work during the week, as I should have done. So I have to do it now, as fast as possible, otherwise I'll be in a huge problem. But as you can tell, I'm not doing it. I'm blogging instead.

I've wanted to have a blog since… forever. I've had a thousand diaries and started a lot of blog pages, but never continued them. I have like 5 or 6 "2014 Tumblr pages", forgotten in time.

But today I was watching Mina Le's Youtube video on the comeback of Tumblr Girl Aesthetic and realised I'm still a Tumblr Girl at heart, just as cringey and kinda borderline toxic as the best Tumblr Girls used to be.

But this entry is already getting too long. I'll be writing more in a second since I don't feel like working yet.

#journal entry #tumblr girls #dear diary

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