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I'm a 16 so please don't be weird...

[midnightzangel]

About me

You can call me Ellie

I'm a minor

My birthday's on march 4th

I speak Polish English and I'm learning Russian

I love baking, art, music, pusheen, cats, snow, mitski, peace, alone time, reading, movies, strawberries, nana, makeup

DNI: MEN especially old men, racist and homophobic people (and people who just hate others for no reason)

Please send asks I'm always bored

[midnightzangel]

What are you doing this summer?

I don't have any specific plans, but I hope that this summer I'll actually do more than bedrottting..

Hopefully I'll go out with my friends a lot, go to local concerts, by the lake and stuff like this

[midnightzangel]

I slept like two hours longer than usually and I feel even more tired

[midnightzangel]

I really wanna start writing in cursive

[midnightzangel]

Just finished my journal:(

[midnightzangel]

Feeling a lil too emotional today

[midnightzangel]

I almost finished my journal (sob sob sob)

[midnightzangel]

I felt quite pretty today

[midnightzangel]

Uh I'm going to physiotherapist rn and I'm fucking TERRIFIED

[midnightzangel]

Just started watching Hamnet

[midnightzangel]

I'm halfway through the movie and wtf I'm crying my eyes out

[midnightzangel]

Just started watching Hamnet

[midnightzangel]

I'm cleaning my room and I found some old sketchbooks and notebooks and there was like two entries about how I hate my body and how I hate food and that it's just empty calories and stuff and omg I'm so sad because I was 12/13/14 and I still kinda feel this way:(

[midnightzangel]

Today at this festival(?) I saw this boy with longish curly hair and omg he was so cute and we were looking at each other sometimes

[midnightzangel]

yesterday I went to my friend's bday party and surprisingly it was really nice

[midnightzangel]

omg genuinely why the fuck are my classmates so loud

[midnightzangel]

feeling a bit more like her every single day

[midnightzangel]

my two girls wanna go out with me tomorrow after school (prolly to Macdonald's cause there's nothing else in this shit hole) but I don't really have money and energy to do shit.. I'll go anyway because I can't isolate myself more..