Cumming after 720 days or almost 2 years
I see Sir adding an event on his phone for next week. Sunday 3rd May @ 1pm: Use Pet
He goes to tell me that he will fuck my ass and make me cum whether I like it or not. That he would recommend me edging and not ruining to make it easier but that this will be happening.
That night I edge. Well, I try. Sir fucks me before we sleep and I struggle to get to the edge. I'm scared. You see, his cock is 7 inches and I can barely take him in my pussy. He tells me that I can handle 3/4 of it, but he rarely goes all the way. I'm so scared.
I edge and edge and egde. Every morning I put my alarm on 10 minutes earlier to be able to edge. I missed the routine of edging on a schedule. Sir uses me most nights before we go to bed. Bed, fuck, cum, sleep.
My pussy is a waterflow again. I'm dripping on my leg when I wake up. I fall asleep full of cum most nights. I'm so edged out and I'm horny 24/7.
I wake up with Sir grinding on me in his sleep. I'm immediately horny but I need to wait until he's awake. I gently ask to edge. Sir says yes. I browse through reddit and my blog feed. It's all a haze (yes it was just yesterday) but I remeber being on my stomach arching my back so my ass was a little in the air and Sir pushing a plug inside me. I'm clearly a mess because when I took it out, it was way bigger than I expected. I'm usually really scared but my ass swallowed it up. Sir fucks me that morning. I go make us coffee and tea plugged. I say hi to his flatmate and I giggle thinking that he has no idea I'm full of cum.
I spend the day with my family and I meet him back at his late at night. I fell asleep on the sofa but he wakes me up to get back to sleep. I'm sleepy but Sir grops me. He tweaks my nipples which immediately gets me all achy. Withing minutes he's fucking me and I'm edging. It's getting harder and harder to handle not ruining. All I can think about is the next time I get fucked, it's in my ass. I fall asleep immediately. Maybe Sir's cum is like hot milk to me? It helps me sleep!
I wake up and ask Sir if I can edge. He says I can but I need to make him his coffee. I explain that I could edge and then go make it all drippy and keep edging after? He agrees. He's on his phone ignoring me as I edge. It feels so good. I ask him if I can suck his dick gently as he scrolls on his phone but he says no. I pout. He tells me he wants his coffee. I make it. We are in bed having tea and coffee together whilst my pussy is dripping and so horny. I ask to edge again. He agrees. To not be annoying, I turn around and edge quietly. Sir turns towards me and strokes my body. He strokes my back and just the top of my ass but never below. I don't even need porn. Just his touch alone makes me edge. At one point, he just had his leg between my legs. Not touching me but just there. Fuck. The back onto his leg. Just the sensation and pressure of his thigh on my pussy makes me happy. I feel my pussy leak down my ass and leg onto the bed.
I stop edging and we hang out in the living room. We need to wait until his flatmate leaves because we both know I won't be able to be quiet. He finally leaves but we are just watching TV. Randomly, Sir turns me over and spread my legs so he can grop and stroke between my legs. The lightest of touch makes me a mess. The episode finishes and Sir tells me to crawl to the bedroom. We rarely have the flat to ourselves enough for this. It's the first time I've done it with him. I usually feel a little embarassed crawling, but not this time. We get to the bedroom and I put my arms on the bed so I'm just kneeling. Sir spanks me and then pushes my trousers and underwear down to my knees and spanks me again. Fuck. I love being spanked.
Sir gets a pen and write on my forehead
Free Hole & Fill me with two arrows
He writes on my lower back
It's time. I'm scared. Have I told you how HUGE his cock is? I start to edge as I suck his cock. I love how he tastes and his moans. I edge and edge and finally I say.
Sir gets the lube. He finds a plug, I don't know which one as I'm head down, ass curved up. Slowly and gently, my ass swallows the plug in. He tells me it's bigger than the one from yesterday. Fuck. It didn't even hurt. I edge, we kiss, I edge, we kiss. Sir presses on the plug so it gently fucks me. I'm getting lost in it. After a little while I ask for more. Sir asks if I want another plug but I want his cock. I'm scared. I breath in and out. It's time.
I get on my hands and knees. I'm ready. He gently presses against my ass. Fuck fuck fuck. He's big. I knew he was big but he feels huge. How?? I gently back into him. The angle takes a while to get right but fuck. I moan but Sir thinks I'm in too much pain but it was just my pleasure. I know I'm only taking maybe a third of his cock but he's going in and out. It's a mix of pleasure and pain. I'm edging hard. Waves of pleasure and then waves of pain. It's building up, building up.
Of course you can cum, cum after two years
Everything tenses. I grab his arm. I can feel it build and build. I don't take my toy off. I go beyond the peak. I stay there. Everything clenches tight. Pleasure pleasure pleasure pleasure... then pain pain pain. The explosion is huge but I don't have time to come down from it as I'm being pounded in the my little delicate ass.
Ow ow ow. He checks in but I want to please. Keep fucking me please. The rest of his fucking is about me surviving this 7 inch cock. Nobody has taken his cock in the ass but I want to be the first person he cums in. I want to be that girl. That slut. So I breathe through it. I feel pleasure in the middle of all this. I can do it. I love it. I love being present. I love being in pain knowing that turns him on. I love arching my back and taking it.
I forget about the fact I just come I just need his cum. He asks me if I want to tap out. I say I don't know so he says lets stop. I get upset. I want his cum. I need it. Sir strokes himself and thrust into me. It hurts but I can feel his cock throb and cum. I love it. Feeling every spasm and rope of cum fillinf me up. I feel happy. I did it. Once it stops, I drop.
I'm sad. I'm happy I chose him to cum for. Someone spoke to me about the fact that I'm making a huge deal of it last year and that I'll be sad with whoever I cum for. But that's not true. I'm so happy I got to cum with Sir. I'm happy he's the one I did it for/with.
I'm sad because I feel like I've lost this part of me. That's a little dramatic but my kinky label. Something that was special about me. I'm just an ordinary sub. I also miss the fact I'm not horny. I keep quite flat. The orgasm felt really good but I still stand that ruins can feel even better.
I really don't regret cumming. I'm happy I did. I'm just having to grief my denial streak.
PS: After care consisted of cuddles, shower cuddles, Sir washing off all the pen, pizza and a film. :)
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