they go, we go

lexi 🖤25🖤she/her

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haters will say im bulimic. well

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not me manifesting not being able to keep any food down whatsoever so now i cant eat lmaoo but no im suffering

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it is truly exhausting to have these thoughts and not tell pretty much the only person i see daily. im sorry, my love

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all this glp bullshit im getting ads for on tiktok underestimate me. i could just. not eat. i dont need a fucking stomach sticker to do that.

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next time i step on a scale i expect it to just say fuck you and explode

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i sincerely wanted to d** and then my dog crawled on top of me. im gonna throw up

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or i could take every pill/drug i have and die that way that's prob more fun!!! ok im dramatic maybe not every pill but every Substance could be fun

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fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll just get fatter and die sooner!!!!!!

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it's actually not embarrassing and extremely frustrating to need brain medicine to function! i could just let it kill me but i guess i shouldnt do that to those close to me. i guess

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i WILL be sexy again........im committed this time.......

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day drinking?? on a thursday?? no....i shouldnt....................

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what do i do when im bored and want attention but my fiance is at a baseball game. die?

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i thought i could grow my nails out but that would insinuate mental stability

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my dogs can tell im a bad person . i know because they look at me with disgust

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i love posting on here while im splitting!!!! i dont have the mental capacity to write in a notebook im dumb as hell!!!!!

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that man is NOT a "cutie pie" he will kill you and himself because he believes in equality

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do you think i'll die from this maybe? am i cut out for life? is this the worst it'll be?