and it's a warzone 💔

I never wanna live in fear I don't wanna hold back all the things I need to say. You used to always let me in Do you even know you changed? you're my favorite sin

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ftelly :

“It’s October! And do you know what that means!!”

“ halloween !! “

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noahbreaux :

“Is it really a fall fair if I don’t get to bob for apples? Or if it is 90 degrees?”

” wait ... there’s not apple bobbing ? “

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chlorcilly :

“i’m sure you are not a taylor, and if you are what hit songs you got up your sleeve to scorn these lovers? But if it makes it any better I’d assume like Taylor you’d know what love is. So, that’s kind of a good thing if you think about it, even if it hurts. You know the reality.” 

” that’s probably the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me. sadly though, i can’t sing and i’m not too sure on what love could entail. “

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oliviavbye :

“I probably should’ve. Just throw on an extra fee for incredibly rude people. I’m not sure how well that would go down.”

” ah ! see, now you’re getting it ! besides, no one should be treating you that way. “

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jcelwrightt :

“oh so you set us up with it going to be something dull then? I’m not too bad, how are you? nothing new, never much new and nope not a dog. Not sure a dog’s a good idea my sister already thinks there is a ghost in the apartment let alone a dog do something and she thinks there is more than one ghost.” 

” nope, just way to normal for it to be something fun. im good, today is a good day where im just chilling. Actually, I believe that dogs scare away ghosts than actually bringing them in. Also, they’re really cute ! “

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ffsfinn :

it would’ve been so easy to get mad at finn. it would’ve been probably the easiest anyone could ever do, ‘cause no, he hadn’t told anyone about the baby. only noah. his childhood best friend was the only person that knew about the baby. not even his parents, nor his room mate. not even the girlfriend he had at the time mina had broken the news to him. no one but noah knew, and it might sound bad. it might sound like he didn’t care, but really the reason he hadn’t told people was because he cared too much. she’d left him, she hadn’t even said goodbye. she was just gone one day, and to feel his heart being ripped out like that, he hadn’t been able to talk to others about it. knowing that they’d just question everything, questioning mina, the baby, how it all happened. he hadn’t had the strength to deal with everybody else whilst dealing with losing a child. but now they were back, both of them, hopefully for good. now would be the time. “ i told noah, “ he admitted to without mentioning not having told anybody else, “ i couldn’t contain missing you two, and.. therefore i couldn’t cope with telling people. not at that time, but i can assure you     i promise you that you can trust me on this. and i’m gonna tell people, heck, i’m gonna scream it from the top of that shitty ass castle in disney land. i’m not        … mina, there are sides to me that     … i’m not playing. alright? you can trust me. “ god, his chest hurt having to talk openly about his feelings and himself like that. he could feel the poisonous sting slowly making his heart twist and turn, and he feared it failing him for a second. his physical health being another thing he had to tell her about, though he’d ask about the baby’s health first before worrying her about his own. but that’s when she revealed it to him in a sentence so beautiful. finn’s head had dropped in shame. shame of himself, his actions, his thoughts, his feelings. in shame of who he was and what he’d done. but that one word had him raise his head again and his green eyes locked with hers. “ wh- what?      … i’m, we’re having a, a boy? “ he asked, and not because he didn’t believe her but because she’d caught him off guard, and frankly it showed in the surprise and happiness that suddenly was beaming from his body, the sparkle in his eyes back, and an actual smile forming upon his lips, even if it wasn’t a big one, “ we’re - we’re having a son? that’s my son? “ last question asked as he pointed to her round belly.

just by hearing that one name, she knew. finn didn’t seem like the guy that would go around yelling that he knocked up some girl he had sex with once. it was pretty sad actually. “ i get it. “ was the only thing she could comment to that, which she really did, but to keep it away from elle ... that one she didn’t really understand. “ kind of like those things where if you don’t mention it, it didn’t happen, right ? “ she asked rhetorically with her shoulders falling in a small shrug. “ cinderella’s castle .. “ mina murmured, just over the fact that she was surprised over his sudden change of expression. the two haven’t known each other for long, and to be honest she hasn’t seen many sides of finn, and to see this one was different. “ it would be cruel if i didn’t give you a chance ... but finn, i swear if something goes wrong, i can’t just, you know i can’t just stick around for the bad things when i’ve got to worry about a little one. im talking about the partying, drinking, and all that comes with it. “ with that she was serious, and even though her tone faltered to show that, she meant it. how could she be serious when he seemed shocked that they were having a boy. “ yeah, he’s yours. “ the pronoun left her lips again, confirming it. her features softened, a smile on her lips while mentioning and thinking of the baby. “ i went to an ultrasound before i came. seeing him, that just ... made me want to come here and tell you that myself. “ and for a moment, she felt like things were going to be okay. “ he’s an active kid with the amount of kicking i’ve been feeling. “ she couldn’t help talking about the baby, especially with finn. mina knew that finn was the main person she really wanted to talk about it with, she just didn’t want it on him if he didn’t want it. “ i know it’s stupid, and you’re probably not gonna want it. apparently dad’s don’t really care for it, but i’ve got a picture of the ultrasound if you want it. “

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chlorcilly :

“see i love tom so i was hoping to see something good, but i just don’t think taylor can handle relationships. the public thing is better than having people beat you for the secrets.” 

” how sad is it if i said taylor is me though, with relationships. we just suck when we don’t want to. “

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oliviavbye :

“I was at work, believe it or not.”

” you should have charged them extra, for them being really rude. “

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ftelly :

His eyebrows rose with the surprise of her confession, but a smile held to his lips. Elliot was excited and happy for her. Especially if she was happy and doing well. He wasn’t going to think of her any differently. “Oh no! Why would i be? I’m so happy for you! This is all so good to hear! Babies are great and adorable! We’ve obviously got to start him early cooking and learning French.”

“ whaaat ? you’re already going to be taking the attention away from me by raising my kid ! but if you’d like to help me when he’s here, i’d really love that actually. “

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jcelwrightt :

“killing me? now i really want to know if its that serious to risk my life.” 

” no, it’s really not. i’m just messing with you. anyway, how are you ?! what’s new ? did you get a dog ? “

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oliviavbye :

“Never before in my life have I ever seen someone be such a bridezilla. The woman was completely insane. But, I have to admit, I’ve never had someone threaten to set me on fire before, so that was new.”

” um ... what ? where were you ? “

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ftelly :

“Oh my what! When did this happen?!” Elliot asked in surprise as it was finally brought to his attention. The male hadn’t even taken a moment to really look at her as he was too excited with her return. “But also obviously congratulations! Do you know what it is? How far are you?”

” before i left ! it’s uh ... it’s finn’s. “ mina said with a small sigh. “ i wanted to go home, and then i just decided to come back. you’re not mad ? i thought most people would be mad. i’m due next month. I know that it’s a boy, and he’s perfectly healthy as far as i know from what the doctor’s have told me. “

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chlorcilly :

“Exactly we can do that. she makes mega money, i swear she even probably has her exes names trademarked in her presence and we all know that’a lot of people.” 

” right ? honestly, i was rooting for her and tom ! “

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jcelwrightt :

“actually yours do i even ask about that statement or let that one slide?” 

” nope, the less you know, the less of a reason I have of killing you. “

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ellehq :

“ I could tell. That’s pretty cool of you. ” Elle gave the female a thankful nod with a glorious smile on her lips. “ I really lost a lot. So who’s the little beauty going to take after besides yourself ? Or is that a question I shouldn’t ask ? ”

” oh ... so you don’t know ? like ... he didn’t tell you ? “

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ffsnaeem :

“ well, hello. i’m naeem. exciting, exciting. where have you been driving from? “

” from farther up north, not Canada, but northern usa.... you know. “

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ffsfinn :

he hadn’t meant it like that and he hoped that she somewhere deep down was well aware of that. he hoped that she knew he was staying for good, that she knew that he would always be there if in fact it was his child. yes, it might’ve been a stupid question to ask, but he had felt stunned by her sudden presence, shocked with seeing her again. mesmerized by her beauty, paralyzed by the baby bump. it was all just a little too much right now. he was going to be a father. within, what - a month? if his math wasn’t completely off it wouldn’t be much more than a month he’d have before becoming a father. consequences for acting like a child himself, and now with everything going on in his life, he found it hard to deal with. as she kept walking, he speed up to try and catch up with her. he knew he had to be there for her, be supportive, be a father. it was just so fucking hard when he really wasn’t? how could he when he was such a train wreck himself? how could he live up to her expectations when he didn’t even live up to his own? then she stopped, turning around, and finn almost bumped into her. he managed to stop before that happened though, and that’s when he noticed the tears in her eyes, threatening with spilling over and leaving traces down her cheeks. the question was sudden, it was raw. “ i want you to stay, “ he heard himself admit to everything he wanted from her and the life they were hopefully gonna build up together, even if not romantically, for the sake of their child, “ i will stay till the end of my days to take care of that baby, our baby… and you. i wanna see that little person grow up, and i wanna spend christmas with you two, i wanna get to know that little guy… or girl, whatever. i         i just want you to stay, and never leave me again. “ his voice had slowed down and faded in volume. it was tiny and fragile, something that was very rare to witness.

to stay.... mina didn’t expect that answer to her question. more or less just more of an argument where she would have to run off somewhere to be alone, but all finn wanted from her at the moment was to stay. “ i was scared, and we’re young. it wasn’t fair to just put this on you. you live some sort of life in which i don’t know what could happen the next day. i don’t want to raise this kid around drinking, parties, or drugs or any of that ... can i really trust that you want that ? did you even tell anyone about the baby, the fact that you’d be a potential father ? have you told elle ? ” it would have been so easy to just drop everything, to let herself crumble and believe him --- go on like everything was going to be okay, and it wasn’t going to be hard because they could work together to make a family, but mina couldn’t let herself do it that quick, as much as she wanted to, she couldn’t. it was the fact that before being pregnant, she knew finn as a different person, and nothing really screamed out as him being a father. a nice guy, sure, but this required for him to be more than just nice.  “ i’m not going anywhere... “ that much she assured when wiping her eyes and sniffing softly. “ i came back, because even if it doesn’t turn out well ... you should at least get to see your son when he’s born. it wouldn’t be fair if you didn’t. “ and right then, she confirmed the sex of the unborn child.