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My parents thinking I’m having a sober night.

Me: Do you have the OJ? Did she take it into her room?

Them: It must be gone, sorry dear.

Me: That’s okay! *grabs iced tea*

- Also me - : Fuck well, now I have to drink this vodka with iced tea..

Anytime I drink OJ in one glass and vodka in the other, I always think of how my (now ex) boyfriend told me that was retarded and that we aren’t in HS anymore..

#rude

kingkumaaa

When the whole party is down but your bard is up

mikaelasm

I’ve been sad all day and this totally brought my spirits up. Love me some JB, always <3

prehistoricmancunt

person: how are you

me: waiting for death but not seeking it out so i could be worse

pastel-lipz

I wonder who’s arms would I run and fall into if I were drunk < in a room with everyone I have ever loved

I saw a comment underneath this once, reading “furthermore, i wonder who would still catch me” (via meggordon) Wow (via pehnumbra)

thetime-ishere-deactivated20180

Falling back into a destructive mindset after being okay for a while is exhausting and upsetting.

mikaelasm

Currently feeling this

mikaelasm

sooooooo much rn

lookingforthemooninthenightsky

phaxes

mikaelasm

Reblogging. Literally me the past few days.

20aliens-deactivated20200625

PATRICK MCCORMACK

mikaelasm

I miss the snow. And the quiet and beauty it brings with it.

mikaelasm

This post literally gets me every. single. time. I remember the days of driving by myself in the silence of the snow, and feeling SO alone. Like I was the only one awake. The only one that felt anything. The only one who sat by myself at 2am crying over some stupid boy, or a stupid situation that could have been prevented.

But it also made me feel alive. Like if I didn’t do something about it, nothing would come from it. I love the silence. Love the sound of my heart beat in the hushed blankets of snow. Love the way my breath looks when it comes out in crystalized breathes of fresh air.

Sometimes being alone and lonely teach us the best lessons.

Sometime I feel like Empath and Depressed are the same description of a feeling

I’m realizing that I am an empath, and am feeling so many things right now...

I never really took being an empath as a thing until I realized how deeply and connected I did feel to certain things. Regardless of if it's a person or place, or sometimes an object even, I just feel these energies, and they stick with me. I don't just feel my own feelings, I feel other people's feelings and emotions. I can tell when they're off. They don't have to say anything. I can see a Facebook post and I just, I feel it. I feel, what's the word, I feel, I feel like I get it. Like I get the tone. I don't even have to know you. I can just be around you and I can feel if something's bothering you, or if you're happy, or whatever it is, I can tell. And because of that, I feel like many times I reach out to others and ask if they're okay. And I wish it was reciprocated sometimes. Lots of people aren't like me. They don't feel others feelings strongly like I do. And that’s okay. I'm just realizing that now. I've been feeling so... so down, these past few days, and I want someone to notice. I guess I'm good at hiding it and playing it off, and acting like I'm okay, and you know, I'm carefree, and I'm happy, and a lot of the time - most of the time - I am. But when I am down, I wish somebody would see that. I wish someone would reach out to me and just say, "are you okay?" Because even if I don't want to talk about it, I know that somebody notices, and that's all I want.