click here for pt.1 â You're married to one of the biggest yakuza bosses. It seems perfect, itâs all luxury, loyalty and love. Until a violent night makes you wonder if living this life was the right choice to makeâŠ
đžpairing: yakuzahusband!riki x yakuzawife!reader
contains: fluff violence (beating, gun use) weapons side character death blood hurt/comfort physical assault soft riki protective riki âïž
đŻïž vaehâs note: thank you all for the love on part one! forgive me for the cliffhanger in part one guys I had no choice but to split it up bc of tumblrs block limitđ I hope u enjoy the second part aswell!
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A gunshot fires.
Itâs not Riki.
Itâs one of Kaizenâs men firing.
The shot hits one of Rikiâs men, he jerks back with a sharp shout, hand flying to his side as blood starts soaking through his shirt.
âFuckâ!â
Thatâs it. Thatâs the moment everything spikes.
The man who fired gets tackled immediately, slammed into the ground, gun skidding across the floor.
Riki stands in front of Kaizen. Still tied to the chair. Face wrecked. Breathing heavy. But still shaking his head.
âI told you,â Kaizen spits, voice rough, blood dripping from his mouth. âWe donât have it.â
Riki lets out a quiet, disbelieving laugh.
âYouâre still going with that?â
âIâm not lyingââ
âDonât,â Riki cuts him off sharply, stepping closer. âDonât even try that shit with me.â
âYou borrowed millions,â he continues, voice low but deadly. âYou built everything in here with my money.â
Kaizen breathes hard. âI said Iâll pay you backââ
âWhen?!â Riki snaps.
Silence. Rikiâs expression darkens instantly.
âWhen, Kaizen?â
âI need more timeââ
âYou donât get more time. We had a deal, you broke it.â
âThatâs not enough time for that amountâ!â
Riki scoffs, dragging a hand over his face for a second before stepping even closer, right into Kaizenâs space.
âYou think I care?â he says. âYou think I gave you that money out of kindness?â
Kaizenâs jaw tightens.
âI told you Iâll pay youââ
âYouâre lying.â
âIâm notââ
âYou are.â
Another crash behind them. The man who got shot is being dragged back, someone pressing hard against his wound to stop the bleeding.
âStay with me, manâ stay with meââ
âFuck. Iâ I can't... breathe.â
Riki sees it and something in him snaps. He turns back to Kaizen slowly.
âYouâre costing me people now.â
Kaizen swallows.
âI didnât tell him to shootââ
âYou brought them here.â
Then Riki leans in slightly, speaking into Kaizens ear.
âIf you donât tell me where the money is,â he says quietly, âIâm going to kill you.â
âYou think I wonât?â Riki adds.
Kaizen laughs weakly again, but thereâs no confidence left in it.
âYou kill me and you get nothing.â
Riki tilts his head.
âA life is worth more than money.â
Kaizenâs breathing picks up. âYou donât even believe thatââ
âI believe in making examples.â
Rikiâs voice drops even lower. âYouâve got two daughters in the next room.â
Kaizenâs eyes widen instantly.
âDonâtââ
âIf you donât start talking,â Riki continues, cutting him off, âtheyâre going to grow up without a father.â
âFuck you!â
âYou think Iâm bluffing?â
âYou wouldnâtââ
âI would. Tell me where the money is.â
Kaizen shakes his head again.
âI donât have itâ I swear Riki, I donât have itâ!â
Riki stares at him. Waiting. Nothing changes.
Riki exhales slowly, then reaches for his gun. He steps closer until the cold metal presses against Kaizenâs forehead.
Kaizen immediately starts shaking his head, panic taking over completely.
âStopâ stop, donâtâ!â his voice cracks, breath uneven. âI told youâ I donât have itâ!â
Riki doesnât respond. His eyes are locked on him, but thereâs something off now. The shouting around them fades into the background. The adrenaline and rage blurs every rational thought.
âPleaseâ!â Kaizen chokes out. âI donât have it, I swearâ!â
âThen youâre useless,â Riki mutters.
Kaizen starts yelling now.
âPLEASEâ MY DAUGHTERS RIKI! DONâT SHOOT!â
Then Kenji turns his head, sees Riki's gun pressed against Kaizen's forehead and his voice urgently cuts through everything.Â
Kaizenâs head drops forward. Blood starts spilling down, dripping onto the concrete beneath him.
No one moves. No one speaks. Just the ringing echo of the gunshot still hanging in the air. Riki stands there like even he didnât fully process what he just did.
A few seconds pass. Then reality hits everyone else.
âFuckââ
âWe need to goâ nowââ
âThat wasnât the plan, boss?â
âMoveâ!â
Rikiâs men snap back into motion all at once, dropping whatever theyâre doing, grabbing weapons, dragging their injured with them.
Itâs all panic and urgency. This wasnât supposed to happen, killing him changes everything.
In the other room, you hear it too. The shot. It sounds through the walls like itâs right next to you. Your body goes still.
ââŠfuck,â you whisper under your breath.
The girls donât wake. You move carefully, gently shifting the younger one off your shoulder, lowering her onto the couch without disturbing her.
Your heart is already racing. You stand up and alk to the door. You open it slowly and the moment you step outâ
Kaizen. Limp in the chair. Blood running down.
Your stomach drops. For a second, you feel sick and your eyes sting immediately.
But then your gaze snaps to Riki and something in you flips. You start walking. Your heels hit the concrete loud, echoing through the garage.
You shove him hard.
âWhat the fuck did you do?!â
He stumbles back half a step, clearly not expecting it. Doesnât even react properly. Just looks at you. Shakes his head slightly.
âIââ
You push him again. Harder.
âAre you fucking serious right now?!â
He lets you.
âI told you not to kill him!â you snap, voice breaking with anger. âI made you promiseâ!â
âI wasnâtââ
âDo you even realize what you just did?!â you cut him off.
Your voice is shaking.
âThose girls are in the next room!â
He flinches slightly at that.
âTheyâre going to wake up and their dad is justâ what?!â you gesture wildly behind you. âDead on a chair?!â
âY/nââ
âNo!â you snap, shoving him again when he tries to speak. âDonâtâ donât you dareâ"
âHe wouldnât talkââ
âSo you just shoot him?!â you fire back. âThatâs your solution?!â
âI lost controlââ
âYeah, no shit!â
âYou fucking promised me,â you say again. âYou looked me in the face and promised me.â
He doesnât have an answer for that, he just stands there. You shake your head, stepping back like you canât even look at him the same.
âYouâre unbelievable,â you mutter.
âY/nââ
âNo.â
Before it can escalate further, Kenji steps in quickly, placing himself between you.
âEnough,â he says firmly, grabbing your arm lightly. âWe need to go.â
You try to pull back.
âKenjiââ
âNow,â he repeats, more urgent this time. âThis isnât safe anymore.â
Behind him, the rest of the men are already moving out, dragging bodies, clearing the space. You look around once. Then back at Riki.
And then, a small sound.
Rikiâs head turns. Your head turns. Everyoneâs attention shifts for just a second toward the hallway. The door is open and the little girls are standing there. Side by side holding hands. Just watching.
Your stomach drops. Rikiâs expression changes instantly. Very annoyed.
âFor fucks sake y/n,â he snaps, voice low but harsh. âNow you made them come outââ
You donât even let him finish. Youâre already moving. You rush toward them, your heels hitting the floor hard, but your voice softens the second you reach them.
âHeyâ heyâ itâs okay.â
You crouch down immediately, placing your hands gently on their arms, guiding them back.
âCome on, letâs go back inside, yeah?â
They follow you. Still looking at you like they donât understand. You close the door behind you quickly. You drop down to your knees in front of them. Your hands rest lightly on their arms again. The younger oneâs lip trembles slightly.
âI want daddy.â
It hits hard. You swallow. You force your hand up to her hair, brushing it back softly.
âHeâll come later,â you say gently.
âRight now, you guys just need to sleep, okay?â
They look at you confused.
âButââ
âHey,â you interrupt softly, giving them a small, reassuring smile. âItâs okay.â
You guide them back toward the couch.
âCome on. Lay down, itâs late.â
They listen. Slowly climbing back onto the couch, curling up under the blanket. You pull it up properly around them, tucking it in gently like itâs the most normal night in the world.
âDonât come out of this room, okay?â you add quietly. âJust stay here until someone comes to get you.â
The older one watches you closely. Then nods. You sit down beside them again. One hand resting lightly on the younger oneâs head. Your eyes sting. But you donât let any tears fall.
The door suddenly opens again. You look up immediately.
Riki.
âY/N, we need toââ
You lift your finger instantly to your lips.
âShh.â
Your eyes flick toward the girls. His eyes follow and he freezes for a second. He sees them curled up on the couch and he swallows.
Your voice shifts completely again. Like none of this is happening.
âItâs okay,â you murmur to them. âYou remember I told you about my husband?â
They look at the door. Riki just stands still, so you give him a look.
He then lifts his hand awkwardly.
ââŠhi.â
It feels wrong. Very wrong. You lean down, pressing a soft kiss to the younger oneâs forehead. Then the older oneâs.
âGoodnight,â you whisper. âEverythingâs going to be okay.â
They nod sleepily. Trusting you.
You stand up, turn, and walk straight past Riki without looking at him. Your shoulder bumps into his on purpose.
He exhales sharply, dragging a hand over his face, smearing some blood across his skin without even noticing. Then he turns and follows you out, closing the door.
You donât look back. You walk straight past everyone, past the noise, past the mess straight out of the garage and into the cold night air.
The car is still there. You open the door yourself and slide into the backseat without a word, pulling your coat tighter around you like it might hold you together. The door shuts and you stare straight ahead.
Men move outside. Cleaning up. Dragging bodies and wiping blood like it's casual. You donât look at any of it.
Riki joins you a minute later.
You donât look at him. Instead, you move. Sliding further toward the window, creating distance.
He notices but he doesnât say anything. He just leans back, staring ahead, accepting it.
The driver waits for someone to start talking. He glances at the rearview mirror. The tension is obvious and uncomfortable. He starts the engine anyway. The second car pulls in behind them as they begin to move.
Silence goes on for a while before the driver finally clears his throat slightly.
âWhere to?â
Riki answers without hesitation.
âJust the officeââ
âHome.â Your voice cuts in immediately.
Riki turns his head slightly. You donât look at him.
âWeâre going home,â you repeat.
âY/Nââ
âNo.â You cut him off again. âWeâre going home.â
The driver looks at Riki through the mirror waiting for approval. Riki holds your side profile in his gaze for a second, then exhales quietly.Â
ââŠhome,â he confirms.
The driver nods and turns the wheel. And thatâs it. No more words. The rest of the ride is dead silent.
You swallow once. Twice. But it doesnât help, your vision starts to blur anyway and a tear slips down before you can stop it. You turn your head slightly more toward the window, trying to hide it. But your shaky breathing gives you away.
Riki hears it, and he hates hearing you cry knowing he caused it. But he doesnât speak, doesnât reach for you.
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The car eventually slows as it turns onto the long driveway. Gravel crunches under the tires.
Your mansion comes into view, itâs massive, dark, almost intimidating in the way it stands there. Dim exterior lights cast soft shadows over the stone walls, two sleek black cars are parked at the front.
The car stops. Then Riki reaches forward, patting the driverâs shoulder once.
âThanks.â His voice is low and tired.
âThank you,â you murmur to the driver before closing the door behind you.
The cold hits you instantly. You pull your fur coat tighter around yourself, arms crossing over your chest as if that might keep the warmth in.
Riki notices and steps a little closer, lifting his arm to hold you on instinct. But before he can touch you, you move. Picking up your pace just enough to avoid him.
Clear. His arm drops and he exhales through his nose.
You walk up the wide stone stairs without looking back, stopping in front of the large front door and you wait for Riki. He reaches past you to unlock it. You walk in first.
The house is quiet. Dimly lit, just enough to see, soft lamps probably set up by the maid earlier. It smells clean. Everything feels calm. Too calm compared to what just happened.
You shrug your coat off the second you step into the kitchen area, tossing it carelessly onto the kitchen island and youâre already moving straight for the stairs.
âY/Nââ
Rikiâs voice comes from behind you as he follows but you don't slow down.
âTalk to me.â
âWhat is there to talk about?â
Your voice is flat, like you couldnât care less. That irritates him more than if you were yelling.
âYouâre really going to act like this?â he asks, footsteps quick behind you as he catches up.
You reach the top of the stairs. Turn down the hallway.
âI donât have anything to say to you.â
He exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair as he follows anyway.
You push open the door to your walk-in closet. The lights flick on automatically, displaying rows of designer bags, heels, dresses. Everything perfectly organized.
You walk straight in. Heâs right behind you. But you turn and shut the door in his face before he can step inside.
He knocks.
âBaby...â
Silence. Another knock.
âCome on.â
You donât answer.
âI know youâre mad, but donât shut me out like this.â
âCan you justâ talk to me?â
You change clothes quickly. The silence is long enough for it to start getting to him.
You finally open the door. It swings inward, and he almost steps forward instinctively.
Youâre standing there in a black silk robe, tying it around your waist as you walk out past him like heâs barely there.
He looks. Canât help it. His eyes drag over you quickly before he catches himself. You donât react, you already know.
You walk down the hallway, adjusting the robe on your shoulders. He turns, catching up behind you immediately again, like a baby duck following itâs mother.
âAre you going to follow me everywhere, Riki?â
You ask without looking back, tone with something mocking now. He scoffs lightly.
âIf thatâs what it takes to get you to stop acting like I donât exist, then yeah.â
You shake your head slightly, continuing down the hall.
âYouâre childish.â
âAnd youâre not?â he shoots back, frustration creeping in again. âYouâre acting like Iââ
You stop walking and turn to look at him.
âLike you what?â
He doesnât answer right away. Because he knows exactly what youâre implying. You donât even hesitate.
âLike you killed someone?â you say. âBecause thatâs exactly what you did.â
The words land heavy. You donât wait for his reaction. You turn and walk down the stairs. He follows, again.
Your bare feet are quiet against the marble, the silk of your robe brushing softly against your legs as you head straight for the kitchen. You donât look at him once.
You walk to the fridge, pulling one of the large doors open. You grab a bottle of white wine and pour yourself a glass. You take the glass, walk to the island, and sit down on one of the bar stools, crossing your legs slowly. And take a slow sip.
Riki stands on the other side of the island, both hands braced against it, watching you.
âYouâre just going to sit there and drink right now?â he asks, frustration sounding through his voice.
You shrug. âWhat else is there to do.â
He lets out a sharp breath through his nose.
âSeriously?â
âY/N.â
You finally glance at him.
âWhat.â
âYouâre acting like I did something unforgivable.â
You let out a small, humorless laugh.
âYou killed someone, Riki. A father, of two little girls.â
âAnd?â he shoots back.
That makes your head snap up.
âAnd?!â you repeat.
âYou know what I do,â he says, voice hard. âYou knew from the beginning.â
âThat doesnât make it okay.â
âIt makes it reality.â
You shake your head, disbelief all over your face.
âNo, donât do thatâ donât try to normalize this like itâs just another day.â
âIt is another day,â he snaps. âThis is my life.â
âAnd Iâm part of that life now,â you fire back, your voice rising now. âWhich is exactly why you promised me you wouldnât do it!â
He scoffs, looking away.
âI didnât have a choice.â
âThere is always a choice!â
âNot when someoneâs lying straight to my face, wasting my time, putting my people at riskââ
âYou still promised me!â
Your voice cracks slightly. You hate that it does. He exhales sharply, dragging a hand down his face.
âYou married me,â he says, colder now. âYou chose this. You donât get to pick and choose which parts you like.â
You blink at him.
ââŠwow.â
âIâm being real with you.â
âNo, youâre being an asshole.â
Your eyes drop to his suit. Still stained.
You swallow. âThereâs blood on you,â you say quietly.
âI canât even look at you right now without seeing that.â
âOh please y/n. Donât start with that, youâve seen blood before.â
âYou wanted me to talk, so let me.â you stop, exhaling shakily. âI felt scared, Riki. I never feel scared but tonight I just--â
That makes him look at you again immediately.
"Scared of what?"
âNot of you,â you add quickly, shaking your head. âJust⊠everything. The situation. The way things can just go wrong like that.â
Your voice cracks again.
âAnd those girlsâŠâ you whisper.
âTheyâre in that room, probably asleep, and their dad isââ you stop, your breath hitching. âHeâs dead. And they have no idea.â
You press your lips together, trying to hold it in.
âWe shouldâve done something,â you say, shaking your head. âWe shouldâve helped them. Taken them somewhere. Anything.â
âTheyâre not our responsibilityââ
âThey are now!â you snap, your voice breaking. âWe did that!â
âI canât stop thinking about it,â you admit, quieter now. âItâs stuck in my head.â
âAnd what about us?â you continue, your voice trembling again. âOur future.â
He frowns slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
You laugh weakly. âYou know exactly what I mean.â
He doesnât answer.
âIâve always thought about having a baby with you,â you say, your voice getting smaller. âBut now I donât even know if thatâs a good idea.â
âY/Nââ
âWould you even have time for that?â you cut in. âWould it even be safe? Do you evenââ
Your voice cracks completely.
âDo you even want that?â
Thatâs what breaks you. Your elbows come down on the island, your face dropping into your hands as the tears finally spill over.
The glass of wine sits forgotten beside you.
âIâm just not sure anymore,â you whisper.
Riki finally moves. He walks around the island, grabs your stool, and turns you toward him without hesitation.
Then he pulls you into him. His arms wrapping around you, one hand pressing your head into his chest, holding you there.
âBabyâ itâs alrightâŠâ
His voice is softer now. Completely different.
âIâve got you.â
You donât fight it. You just cry against him, your arms wrapped around his body.
âI didnât mean for it to go like that,â he says, his chin resting on top of your head. âI swear.â
Your shoulders shake. His hand moves slowly through your hair, trying to calm you down.
âI know it doesnât fix anything,â he adds quickly. âBut Iâm telling you the truth.â
âYou shouldâve told me you were scared,â he says quietly.
You sniff, still holding onto him.
âMy job is to make you feel safe. Always.â
You shake your head slightly. âI didnât want to sound weakâŠâ
âYouâre not weak,â he says immediately. âNot for that.â
âYou tell me next time. I mean it.â
âAnd the girlsâŠâ he exhales softly. âIâll handle it.â
You tilt your head slightly against his chest.
âHowâŠâ
âIâll have someone take care of them,â he says. âOne of the women from the office. Someone who knows how to deal with kids. Theyâll be taken somewhere safe.â
You stay quiet.
âThey wonât be alone,â he adds. âI wonât let that happen.â
You stay in his arms for a moment longer. But you donât fully relax. You pull back first. Wiping under your eyes with the back of your hand, avoiding his gaze.
âIâm gonna⊠sit outside for a bit.â
He watches you for a second, like he wants to say something. But he doesnât.
ââŠokay.â
You nod once, grabbing your glass of wine from the counter. Then you walk off. He stays where he is. Listening to your footsteps fade.
You walk into the conservatory, itâs quiet and softly lit. Glass walls reflecting the night outside and he faint glow of garden lights.
You sit down on the couch, pulling your legs up under you, the silk robe shifting around your thighs as you settle in. You stare out. Not really seeing anything, just thinking. Your fingers trace patterns along the glass.
It takes a few minutes before you hear footsteps again. Riki steps into the room quietly. Changed into loose black trousers and a robe hanging open over his bare chest.
He walks over and he sits down beside you and gently pulls you toward him, one arm wrapping around your shoulders, guiding you until youâre leaning fully against his body.
Your head rests against his chest. His arm stays around you. Holding you there.
âIâm sorry.â
His voice is quiet. You donât look up yet.
âI shouldnât have said those things,â he continues. âAbout you choosing this and just⊠dealing with it.â
His hand moves slowly over your arm.
âThat wasnât fair.â
âI messed up tonight,â he admits. âAnd I know that.â
His chin rests lightly against the top of your head.
âI broke my promise. And I donât do that,â he says, softer. âYou know I donât.â
You finally shift a little, tilting your head just enough to look at him. His eyes meet yours.
âIâm a man of my word,â he adds quietly. âI made this mistake once. It wonât happen again.â
You study his face for a second. Then you exhale softly and let your head fall back against him.
âAnd what you said earlierâŠâ
You hum quietly.
âAbout a family⊠I want that,â he says. âWith you.â
âI justâŠâ he exhales, looking up at the ceiling for a second. âI need to figure out how to do both. This life and that life.â
âBut I will,â he continues. âIâll make it work.â
His hand moves up to your head, gently brushing through your hair.
âIâd do anything for that.â
You tilt your head up a little, looking at him again.
âAnything?â
He huffs a quiet laugh.
âYeah.â
You narrow your eyes slightly, a hint of your usual tone slipping back in.
âPoopy diapers? Sleepless nights?â
He groans softly, dropping his head back. âYeah yeah...â
âImagine you with a baby,â you mumble, resting your head back on his chest. âYouâd be so dramatic.â
âI would not.â
âYou would,â you argue lightly. âThe baby cries once and youâre calling ten people for help.â
âThatâs called being prepared.â
âThatâs called being extra.â
He scoffs quietly. âYouâd be worse.â
âExcuse me?â
âYouâd cry along with the baby.â
You lift your head again, lightly hitting his chest.
âI would not.â
He grins slightly. âYou definitely would.â
You shake your head, but youâre smiling now. He looks at you for a few seconds. Then he leans down and kisses on top of your head.
âI love you, baby.â
âI love you too.â
Your body relaxed on top of his, his hand resting on the back of your head, holding you there. You both go quiet again. Just listening to each other breathe.
Until you lift your head slightly, looking up at him.
âRiki⊠did you actually get the money?â
He pauses and looks at you. Thereâs a small, almost guilty smile tugging at his lips.
ââŠno.â
You blink at him. Then let out a disbelieving laugh.
âYouâre kidding.â
He shrugs slightly. You grab a pillow and smack it against his head.
âAre you serious?!â
He laughs, trying to block you as you hit him again.
âAll that for nothing?!â
âYeah, I meanââ
âYou killed the poor man and didnât even get the money?!â
You hit him again, still half laughing now.
âYouâre not real. Gosh, I can't believe this...â
He catches the pillow this time, pulling you back down against him.
âRelax,â he mutters, still smiling a little. âIâll figure it out.â
You shake your head, still laughing softly as you settle back onto his chest. You roll your eyes, but smile anyway.
âYou fucking idiot.â
âMhm. I love you too.â
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đïž vaehâs note: tysm for the love on part one, I hope you all enjoyed part two!! It wasn't my intention for this story to become a series, but I had to split it up due to Tumblrs block limit. This part is basically just the end of the story, so my apologies if u were hoping for a super spectacular second part and it didn't meet your expectations.
You're married to one of the biggest yakuza bosses. Your life is filled with luxury, loyalty, love and always being by his side. Everything feels perfect, until one night makes you realize what his world really means.
đȘ pairing: yakuzahusband!riki x yakuzawife!reader
đŻïž vaehâs note: this took me months to finish (literally) but yakuza Riki is finally here! im obsessed with this fic but itâs way longer than intented it to be... im so tired bru
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Youâre in the mall. Designer shopping bags hanging off your wrist, another in the crook of your elbow, the faint scent of luxury perfume still clinging to your skin from the testers you tried five minutes ago.
You pause in front of a mirror near one of the stores, adjusting your grip slightly, glancing at your reflection.
Heels, perfect. Hair, gorgeous. Dress, classy.
Your phone starts ringing. You look at it, Rikiâs assistant.
You sigh. You let it ring, slipping your phone back into your purse like itâs nothing. Not right now.
You turn slightly, already heading toward the next storeâ
It rings again. You stop and stare straight ahead for a second. Then ignore it and keep walking.
Then immediately starts again.
You let out a quiet breath through your nose, shifting the bags in your arms before finally digging your phone out.
âWhat?â you answer, not even trying to sound polite.
âMrs. Nishimura--â he starts, slightly out of breath, like heâs been trying to reach you for a while. âRiki needs you in his office. Now.â
You frown, slowing your steps.
ââŠWhy?â
Thereâs a brief pause on the other end.
âHe said no questions.â
Of course he said that. You close your eyes for a second, irritation flashing across your face.
âFor fuckâs sake.â
You hang up before he can say anything else.
âUnbelievable,â you mutter under your breath.
You turn on your heel immediately.
No more shopping. No more perfume. No more wasting time.
Your heels click against the marble floor as your pace quickens, jogging through the calm atmosphere of the mall. People glance at you running out the mall with your arms full of bags, but you donât care.
The automatic doors slide open the second you approach, cool air hitting your face as you step outside.
Your car is already waiting. Black Jeep, tinted windows. Itâs huge and it looks intimidating.
You walk straight toward it, not slowing down, the driver already stepping out to open the door for you. You slide in without a word, dropping your bags onto the seat beside you.
âOffice,â you say simply.
The door shuts and the car drives away immediately.
--
You didnât meet Riki in a normal way. Nothing about him was ever normal
It was years ago. Back when you were still working as a receptionist at the most expensive hotel in the city. It had polished floors, gold details, the kind of place where people whispered instead of spoke.
You were behind the front desk. Calm. Kind. Bored, if anything.
Then the doors slammed open fast and loud. Six men rushed in, guns already pulled and loaded.Everything shifted in seconds.
Screaming filled the lobby almost instantly. Guests dropping their bags, people ducking, others freezing completely as guns were pointed straight at them.
âEverybody down!â one of them yelled. âEverybody on the fucking floor now!â
Someone cried. Another tried to run and got shoved hard to the ground.
You didnât move. You just watched. Hands resting calmly on the counter in front of you, eyes tracking the chaos like it was a fever dream.
They moved fast. One group toward the cash registers. Another toward the second floor.
Orders being barked, staff being dragged through doors, ordered to unlock safes for them. One man was pulled forward roughly, a gun pressed against his head as he struggled.
Thatâs when you noticed him.
Riki.
Standing behind a man, one arm locked around his shoulders, holding him in place with a gun placed steady against his temple.
âIf you donât cooperate,â he said, voice calm. âIâll shoot.â
You watched him.
He noticed you.
A shift in his focus like something didnât add up. Because while everyone else was panicking, you were just sitting there, looking straight at him. Unbothered.
His grip on the man loosened slightly.
Then he shoved him forward without warning, letting him stumble away as he stepped out from behind him, for one of Rikiâs guys to push him to the ground and beat him up just because he can.
Meanwhile Rikiâs attention shifted fully to you.
He walked toward the counter slowly. Your eyes followed him the entire way.
He stopped in front of you and placed the gun down on the counter. Right in front of you.Â
Your eyes dropped to it for a second, then lifted back up to his.
âDonât worry,â he said, a small smirk pulling at his lips. âI donât hurt women and children.â
You held his gaze for a moment. Then slowly you turned your head slightly. Your eyes flicked to the side.
A woman sat a few feet away on the floor, clutching her head, blood seeping through her fingers as she cried.
You looked at her. Then back at him. One eyebrow raised.
Riki followed your gaze for a second. Then scoffed lightly, shaking his head.
âThat wasnât me,â he said, like it actually mattered. âOne of my guys got carried away.â
You didnât react the way he expected.
You didnât cry, didnât call for help, you didnât even break eye contact.
Tilting your head slightly, you glanced at him like you were trying to figure him out, not like he was standing in front of you with a gun in the middle of a robbery.
âAre you like⊠the big boss or something?â you asked, voice calm, with just a hint of attitude.
Riki let out a quiet chuckle at that.
âDo I look like I am?â he shot back, raising a brow.
You shrugged lightly, leaning your weight onto one arm against the counter.
âYou act like it.â
There was something in your tone. Not fear. Not even respect. Just confidence, that made his smirk widen.
He studied you for a second longer before asking, âYouâre not scared or something?â
You frowned a little, like the question itself didnât make sense.
âWhy would I be scared?â
He let out a short breath, glancing around the lobby like it shouldâve been obvious.
âMaybe because six armed men are robbing the place,â he said, gesturing vaguely. âPeople screaming, blood, guns out, ringing any bells?â
You followed his gesture lazily with your eyes, taking in the chaos for half a second before looking back at him.
Then you shrugged.
âI hate this job anyway,â you said simply. âIâve been waiting for something to happen so I could get compensation money and get the hell out of here.â
There was a pause.
Then Riki laughed.
âI like you,â he said, shaking his head slightly like he didnât expect that answer.
You didnât react much to that either.
Just leaned back in your chair a little, arms crossing loosely.
He watched you for another second.
âDâyou like whiskey?â
That made you smile. You leaned back a bit more, crossing one leg over the other, eyes still locked on his.
âDependsâŠâ you said. âIs that an invitation?â
It was.
You told yourself you wouldnât get involved.
Not with him. Not with any of it.
He was trouble from the first second you saw him, you knew that.
And yet it didnât stay at just that one conversation.
He came back for you.
At first, it was just small things. A conversation here. A drink there.
Then he introduced you to his assistant. Then you found yourself visiting his office more often than you shouldâve. Then you started recognizing the faces around him, his people, his crew.
They started recognizing you too.
It happened so slowly you didnât even notice when the line disappeared.
The first time you really crossed it was small.
Just slipping a packet of money into someoneâs hand on the street, doing Riki a âfavor.â
You told yourself it didnât mean anything.
But then there was another and another.
Then came the first time he put a gun in your hand. Standing behind you, guiding your grip, correcting your stance, his voice low in your ear as he taught you how to shoot.
After that there was no going back.
Now? Youâre not just around him. Youâre part of it.
You sit on his lap during meetings. While he discusses deals, threats, plans, your fingers play with his rings, your nails, anything within reach. Subtly sliding your foot up his leg underneath the table when you sit in front of him.
You distract enemies when needed. Wink at the right people. Talk when it benefits him.
Sometimes youâre the reason things work out smoothly.
Other times youâre standing right next to him while heâs beating information out of someone, arms crossed, completely unfazed, watching like itâs just another part of the day.
You donât look away anymore.
And Riki⊠heâs completely gone for you. Itâs obvious to everyone.
He doesnât listen to anyone the way he listens to you.
One word from you, and he changes direction. One look, and he understands. You donât even have to ask twice. If you tell him your feet hurt, heâs already picking you up before you finish the sentence, carrying you to the car like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
--
The car stops and the door is pulled open for you.
You step out, heels hitting the pavement as you look up at the building in front of you, tall, black, intimidating and expensive.
The glass doors open immediately.
His assistant is already there, like heâs been waiting.
âMrsââ
You walk straight past him.
He falls into step beside you quickly, trying to keep up as you move through the lobby.
âHe needs youââ
âI know, Kenji.â You cut him off smoothly, not even looking at him.
He opens his mouth again, then seems to think better of it, adjusting his pace instead.
âLet me take those, maâam,â he offers, gesturing to the bags hanging off your arms.
You shake your head, barely sparing him a glance.
âIâve got it.â
A small wave of your hand dismisses the offer completely.
Youâre already heading for the elevator. He stops there. You step inside, pressing the button, your reflection staring back at you in the mirrored walls.
The moment the doors open again, youâre moving. Straight down the hallway.
You push the door open hard. It swings in.
You step inside, slightly out of breath from the rush, immediately dropping your bags onto the black couch near the door with a soft thud.
Riki is already standing hehind his desk with a glass of whiskey in his hand.
He sets it down a little harder than necessary.
âWhat took you so long?â he asks, his tone low, but edged.
You barely react, just shrug slightly, tilting your head toward the pile of bags behind you.
âI was shopping.â
He exhales through his nose, clearly not amused.
âWhen I say I need you,â he says, his voice tightening slightly, âyou come. No delays.â
You walk toward him anyway, unbothered.
He sits back down in his chair, jaw still set.
âAnd donât do that again,â he continues, already slipping into that tone he uses when heâs about to lecture you. âWalking around a place like that without anyone with you.â
You reach him, placing yourself casually on the armrest of his chair like youâve done a hundred times before.
âI donât want a bodyguard,â you say calmly.
Your fingers slide into his hair like itâs instinct, nails lightly dragging against his scalp as you start playing with it absentmindedly.
âYou need one,â he argues, looking up at you now. âYouâre involved in things you werenât before. People talk. You donât know who knows what.â
Your fingers keep moving. Slow and calming. You tilt your head slightly, looking down at him.
âBaby⊠I handled myself just fine before all of this,â you say softly. âRemember?â
He doesnât respond immediately.
You lean down a little, your touch with more intention now.
âYou walked into my hotel with a gun,â you remind him, your almost teasing. âAnd I didnât even flinch.â
Your thumb brushes lightly along his temple. Your other hand is still in his hair.
âYou really think I canât handle a mall?â
He exhales again, but itâs different this time, less sharp. Your touch is working, italways does.
You lean in just a bit more, pressing a soft kiss near his temple, then another.
His shoulders relax slightly under your hands. You pull back to look at him again.
âSo,â you murmur, voice smooth, like none of this was ever tense to begin with. âWhat did you need me here for?â
Riki watches you for a second after you ask, like heâs deciding how much to say first. e exhales and straightens slightly, his tone shifting back into business.
âWeâre going out in a few hours,â he starts. âThereâs a man, Kaizen Ito. Runs a garage on the south side. Big place. All money laundering.â
You hum softly, half-listening as you step away from him, crouching slightly by the couch to pull one of your shopping bags closer.
âHe borrowed money a few months back,â Riki continues, eyes following you. âLarge amount. Deadline was last month.â
You open the bag, pulling out a shoe box, inspecting it briefly.
âHe didnât pay,â Riki adds simply.
Of course, you think, do they ever pay?
You set the box aside and reach into another bag.
âWeâre going there tonight. Me, Kenji, four of my men. We keep it clean. No unnecessary mess unless he makes it difficult.â
You nod faintly, but your attention is clearly split as you dig through your things.
Riki narrows his eyes slightly.
âIâll handle him,â he goes on. âKenji stays near the entrance. The others check the place, make sure thereâs no surprises.â
You pull out a pair of heels, holding them up for a second like youâre debating something.
âAnd youââ
He pauses.
Youâre not even looking at him. Youâre fully focused on your bags.
Clap.
His hands make a sharp sound.
âHey.â
You glance up.
âCome here,â he says, nodding toward himself. âAnd listen.â
You sigh softly but do as told, setting everything down and walking back over to him.
âAlright,â you mumble.
He watches you approach, making sure youâre actually paying attention this time before continuing.
âHeâs got two daughters,â Riki says. âTheyâre usually in a separate room in the back of the garage.â
Your brows lift slightly.
âI donât want them coming out,â he adds, voice firm. âNot while weâre there.â
You tilt your head a little, already understanding.
âSo youâre going in there,â he continues, âkeep them distracted. Talk to them, play with them, whatever you need to do. Just make sure they stay put.â
âLast thing I need is kids walking in while Iâm fucking up their dadâs face.â
You nod slowly then lean in slightly, your gaze shifting to his face again, studying him.
âI can do that,â you say softly. âIâm good with children.â
He huffs out a quiet breath, one corner of his mouth lifting.
âYeah?â he says, eyes dragging over your face. âDidnât know that.â
You shrug lightly.
âMaybe youâll find out one day.â
âYou planning on being a good mother or something?â he echoes, stepping closer.Â
Your lips curve slightly.
âMaybe,â you murmur.
His hands are on you before you can say anything else. He grips your waist and lifts you effortlessly, turning you around and setting you down on the desk behind him.
You let out a small breath of surprise, hands instinctively landing on his shoulders to steady yourself.
He steps in between your legs immediately, his hands sliding up your thighs, fingers pressing into your skin.
âCareful what you say,â he mutters, leaning in, his lips brushing against your neck.
The kisses are messy and distracted. Like heâs thinking about too many things at once but still canât help himself.
You tilt your head slightly, giving him more access without even thinking.
âAre you free right now?â you ask, voice quieter, a hint of teasing underneath.
He lets out a low chuckle against your skin.
âNot really,â he murmurs. âGot a meeting in fifteen.â
You hum, fingers sliding lightly into his hair.
âFifteenâs enough.â
He pulls back just slightly, looking at you with a dangerous expression.
You tilt your head, a small smile playing on your lips.
ââŠQuickie?â
His grip on your waist gets even tighter, and his eyes flicker between your eyes and your lips. He lets out a low exhale, already moving a little closer.
â...Twenty seconds max.â
He whispers, and it sounds like a challenge. His words are hot against your mouth.
You chuckle softly, placing a soft kiss on his lips before speaking.
âYou think we can finish in 20 seconds?â
He keeps his eyes focused on your lips. He can feel your breath on his own mouth.
âIâm fast.â He mumbles arrogantly, and his nose brushes against your cheek.
ââŠIâm not.â You say with a smile.
âYou'll see.â
He finally closes the distance fully and kisses you deeply. He lets out a low sound when your mouth opens against his, and he slips his tongue inside, wasting no time. The kiss is messy, distracted and sloppy. Tongues are twisting, teeth are clashing, saliva is mixing.
His hand slides behind your neck to grip onto your hair as he kisses you. His other hand moves up to the hem your skirt, tugging it down slightly.
âLift up for meâ.
You place both hands beside your legs on the desk and push your hips up so he can slide your skirt down your legs. He blindly throws your skirt somewhere on the floor.
His hands go back to your inner thighs, his fingers trailing up to run over the fabric of your panties slowly.
He pulls your panties aside and starts moving his fingers over your clit for a while, before sliding two fingers inside.
He curls his fingers inside you just right. Your lips are still on his. Not much kissing, mostly just panting against his mouth.
He wants to hear you, though. He wants you to moan his name. So he picks up the pace, pumping his fingers in and out of you faster.
Your eyebrows furrow and you throw your head back out of pleasure.
âAh fââ you pant.
"What was that?" He asks arrogantly, moving his lips to your neck. "C'mon let me hear you, baby."
His fingers are fast, sliding out of you to start working on your clit, then back inside again. He knows how to please you.
âMmh fuckââ you moan.
Hearing your satisfied sounds makes him smile into your neck.
âYeah? âS that good baby?â
âY-yeah⊠fuckââ You moan out.
He slides two fingers back in to start pumping your insides and uses his thumb to rub your clit at the same time.
Your moans come faster and faster as you almost reach your climax.
âShhitâ Riki⊠iâm gonna comeââ
He looks down at his own fingers creating a mess down there and he canât help but smile.
âYeahhh. Thaaatâs it, baby.â
Riki canât take it anymore. Heâs twitching and leaking in his pants at this point.
He lets you go and his hands work fast to undo his belt. Once he gets his pants off he quickly moves your underwear to the side again and presses the tip of his dick against your entrance and pushes into you. He groans loudly at the feeling of being inside you.
He moans into your neck, then he parts from it to get some air. He pushes his hips forward, his hands moving your thighs apart more so he can get in you more.
His hands move back to your waist and hold you up as he started to bounce you up and down on his dick.
He moans louder by your ear.
âAhhâ f-fuck.â
He shifts the angle slightly, hitting a spot inside you that makes you cry out. You place both your hands on his shoulders, keeping yourself steady. You canât really form any words, itâs all just Riki. Riki. Riki. And some slurred curse words.
His hips stutter, heâs too deep into it to focus on holding and bouncing you on top of him right. So he puts you back on the edge the desk, spreads your legs and starts pushing his hips into yours.
He groans as he pressed his forehead onto yours.
âShitttâ
Ring.
The phone on his desk starts ringing. Nobody cares. You keep going.
Still grinding his hips into you while his lips find yours again.
The phone eventually stops.
Until it starts again.
Ring.
This time it snaps Niki out of his little pleasure bubble for a moment, he groans against your neck, stopping his movements.
âGod damn it...â
You throw your head back and groan in annoyance.
Riki exhales loudly through his nose.
âDonât move.â
He leans over and reaches for his phone, swiping to answer the call.
He clears his throat. "What do you want Kenji? Iâm kind of busy right now."
He tries to catch his breath and gather himself as best as he can. His hand on your waist, squeezing it as a warning for you to keep still.
You try to listen to the little voice speaking through the phone. It sounds stressed.
âI know. Yesâ I know Kenji. Give me two minutes.â
Riki says with a very annoyed tone before hanging up the phone and throwing it back on his desk.
âWhat is itââ you try to ask.
But before you could finish your sentence Riki was already kissing you again, clearly trying to finish what he started.
âDonât worry âbout it.â He says between kisses and pants. âNeed to finish this first.â
His hands move to your ass, squeezing it as he starts thrusting up into you quicker, trying to finish faster. Then he moves his lips to your neck, biting and sucking on your skin while his hands slide up your shirt, squeezing at the soft flesh of your waist.
âMm fuckâ iâm close, baby.â Riki moans into your neck.
He guides you down so youâre laying flat on his desk, legs in the air, wrapped around his waist. His body hovers over you as he kept thrusting. One hand braced on the desk beside your head while the other goes back to playing with your clit.
âFâ fuck! Riâ Riki!â
Your second orgasm crashes over you, enough to make you moan a little too loud for the room youâre in right now. Your eyes roll back and your legs start shaking.
He feels your body shake under his as you come, the sight and sound of it pushes him over the edge. His hips start moving faster and harder on instinct, he comes inside you with a low, raspy groan.
âAh sâ shit.â
He lets his upper body fall on top of yours. You both catch your breath for a second. He breaths heavily, his face buried in your neck.
By the time you both pull yourselves together, heâs already too late.
Riki is standing near the side of his desk, fastening his belt with one hand while the other smooths down the front of his shirt. His hair is slightly messy, a few strands still out of place from your fingers being in it moments ago.
He notices in the reflection of the dark window and drags a hand through it quickly.
âShit.â
Youâre fixing yourself too, adjusting your skirt and straightening your top, checking your makeup in the black screen of your phone.
âYou look fine,â you tell him casually.
âI know,â he mutters. âStill late.â
You smile a little.
He grabs his watch from the desk, sliding it back on, then reaches for his rings and slips them on one by one.
He looks like nothing happened. You, on the other hand, still feel a little warm of pleasure.
He notices you staring and walks over, tugging lightly at your sleeve.
âI have to go.â
âWhen are you done?â you ask.
He opens the office door halfway, already halfway into business mode again.
âLate.â
âHow late?â
He glances back at you.
âLate late,â he says dryly. âWeâve got too much shit to discuss for tonight.â
You pout immediately.
âThat long?â
âYes.â
He leans in and kisses you once by the doorway, his hand sliding down to your butt to give it a nice squeeze.
âGet Kenji to drive you home.â
Your eyes roll instantly.
âI donât wanna go home.â
He exhales through his nose, already expecting this.
âThereâs nothing to do there,â you continue, following him out into the hallway. âIâll be bored.â
âYouâll survive.â
âNo.â
You grab his sleeve lightly.
âIâm coming with you.â
He keeps walking.
âNo.â
âYes.â
âNo.â
âRiki.â
He stops walking and turns to look at you. You blink at him innocently.
âYouâre acting like a toddler.â
âBut am I coming?â
Then he sighs. âYeah. Come on.â
You grin immediately and slip beside him, he can never actually say not to you.
He resumes walking, one arm sliding around your waist automatically, pulling you close as the two of you move down the long corridor together.
Your heels click sharply against the floor beside his heavier footsteps. Employees step aside the second they see you too coming. Nobody says a word.
His hand rests possessively on your hip the entire walk. You like it that way.
At the end of the hall, two guards open a set of big, dark wooden double doors. Inside is a massive conference room, with a long black table, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, and around twelve men already seated.
All expensive suits, watches worth more than houses, expressions that range from bored to dangerous. Cigar smoke hangs faintly in the air.
You recognize maybe half of the men. The others are new faces, there are always new faces. Some fix their posture slightly when Riki enters. Others donât care to move.
But what catches his eye is the table.
Weapons laid out openly.
Loaded magazines.
Loose bullets.
Half-burned cigars in golden ashtrays.
Photos of men spread across the wood surface.
Brown envelopes stuffed thick.
Maps.
Notes.
They already started discussing.
Riki stops walking. The room changes instantly.
His expression goes cold. âWhat is this?â he asks.
Nobody answers immediately.
One of the younger men clears his throat. âYou were late.â
Riki turns his head slowly toward him.
âI donât care how fucking late I am,â he says, each word controlled and sharp. âYou do not start without me.â
Then he glances back at you and his entire tone changes like he wasnât just about to kill someone with a look.
âCâmon, baby,â he says casually, pulling a chair out beside the head of the table. âSit down.â
Several men avoid reacting. A few exchange glances.
You smile to yourself and walk over, taking the seat beside him like it belongs to you.
At first the meeting is interesting. You sit back in your chair beside Riki, one leg crossed over the other, quietly watching the room work. Men speak in turns, passing folders down the table, pointing at photos, listing locations and names.
Riki barely looks at the papers. He already knows everything.
He listens with one hand resting near you, fingers occasionally tapping the armrest while someone talks too long.
For the first twenty minutes, you pay attention.
You catch some pieces.
Routes.
Payments.
Someone stealing from one of Rikiâs clubs.Â
A man who needs to âdisappear.â Another who needs to be made an example of.
Then more money.
Then guns.
Then territory.
Then money again.
An hour in it all blends together.
You stare at the expensive watch on one manâs wrist for a full minute just to stay entertained.
How these men can talk about this for hours, youâll never understand.
You almost yawn.
Riki doesnât miss one thing.Â
Heâs sharp the whole time. Impatient when someone wastes his time.
Twice now heâs slammed his fist against the table hard enough to make envelopes jump.
âThen listen when Iâm talking.â
The room goes dead silent immediately.
Then not even two seconds later, he glances sideways at you.
âYou okay, baby?â
The shift is absurd.
âIâm fine.â
âYou want a drink?â
âNo.â
He nods once and turns back to the room like nothing happened.
âContinue.â
Every time things start getting heated, you calm him without speaking.
Your hand settling on his thigh under the table.
Your fingers brushing over the back of his hand.
Sometimes lifting your arm up for a moment to lightly squeeze tension from his shoulder. It always works.
Even these dangerous men have noticed by now.
They glance at you sometimes like they canât figure out how you do it.
Right now, another argument is building.
Two men are talking over each other about tonightâs confrontation. One wants extra men posted outside. Another says itâll attract attention and cops.
Riki leans forward slowly and his eyes shift to someone further down the table.
A younger face.
New.
You noticed him earlier because he looked different from the others, face tattoos diamond earrings, gold teeth, trying hard to look tougher than he felt.
Riki points once.
âYou.â
The room quiets.
The young man straightens immediately.
âWhatâs your name?â
âKaito, sir.â
Riki studies him for a second.
Then reaches across the table, grabbing one of the pistols laid out there.
He slides it across the polished surface.
It stops right in front of the young man.
âDo you know how to use it?â
Kaito looks at the gun.
Then at Riki.
His throat moves.
âYes, sir.â
You glance at Riki.
You know that look on his face. He already knows the answer is no.
Riki gives a single nod.
âAlright.â
He taps two fingers against the table.Â
âShow me how to load it.â
Every eye lands on the younger man.
He reaches for the gun too quickly, trying to look confident, but the second itâs in his hands itâs obvious he has no idea what heâs doing. He turns it awkwardly, presses at the magazine release twice before finding it, then fumbles with it like heâs never touched a gun before.
The young man reaches for a handful of bullets on the table.
Wrong bullets.
Riki leans back slowly in his chair.
âSo you donât know.â
His voice is dangerously low.
The young man starts stammering. âIâI do, sir, I justââ
âShut up.â
Riki stands abruptly, palms flat on the table.
âWho brought this little kid here?â
No one answers.
His eyes flick across the room.
âI asked a fucking question.â
Still silence.
The younger man stares at you like you might save him.
Riki laughs once, humorless.
âWhy are you here if you donât know how to use it?â
No answer.
âWhy did you lie? You thought you could just lie to me?â
Nothing.
Riki steps around his chair now, voice rising with every word.
âYou look like some big fucking gangster with all that shit on your face and your teeth, but you canât even load a pistol?â
âUnbelievable.â
Riki points toward the door.
âAnd since nobody wants to tell me who dragged you in here, get the fuck out.â
The kid stands so fast his chair scrapes loudly against the floor.
You can see the humiliation on his face. Heâs young. Scared and trying too hard.
And Riki is stressed enough tonight to tear anyone apart, he drops back down into his chair.
Before the boy can move, your hand slides to the back of Rikiâs neck.
Your fingers slip into his hair, scratching lightly.
You look past him to the young man.
âSit back down,â you say calmly. âItâs okay. You can stay.â
The room watches in stunned silence.
The boy hesitates, then nods quickly and lowers himself back into the chair.
Riki slowly turns his head toward you.
He sighs, leaning closer.
âBabyâŠâ he barely whispers. âWhatââ
âItâs okay,â you say, still scratching his scalp gently. âHeâs young.â
Riki bends down and leans himself into you without shame, arms wrapping around your waist while his face presses into the side of your neck.
The most feared man in the room suddenly clinging to you like heâs exhausted.
He whispers against your skin.
âIâm so tired of these people.â
You smile faintly.
âI know.â
âTheyâre useless.â
âI know.â
âNo one listens.â
âThey do. Youâre just strict.â
He huffs softly against your throat.
You smooth a hand through his hair.
âYouâre doing fine.â
He kisses your neck once.
Then again. Then lifts his head just enough to kiss your lips, slow and careless, like the room full of armed men doesnât exist.
When he finally straightens, half the table is very obviously pretending to study papers.
âMind your business, men.â
Everyone immediately looks elsewhere.
He wipes a hand over his face, then points at the younger man again.
âThis might be life or death for you tonight. So you better figure out how to use it before we leave.â
He taps the table once.
âOr youâre out.â
Another tap.
âNo money.â
Another.
âBack to the streets.â
The young man nods quickly.
Riki narrows his eyes.
âYou understand, Kaito?â
The boy swallows hard.
âYes, sir.â
Riki leans back again, one arm draping behind your chair.
âGood.â
Then he looks at another man down the table.
âNow continue. And try not to waste my time again.â
--
Rikiâs headquarters is far bigger than most people would expect. Twelve floors of offices, vault rooms, meeting spaces and hidden doors to drug labs.
You practically live here too, which is why you have your own room.
Not officially, of course. Officially, itâs still listed as an office.
But the moment Riki married you, one of his longtime members was told to pack his things and share space with another man by the end of the day.
No discussion. Your husband wanted you to have your own place in the building, and thatâs it.
Now the room looks nothing like an office. It has a massive soft cream couch. A vanity. Fresh flowers that get replaced every week. A giant desk youâve never once worked at. A TV. Trays filled with jewelry and perfumes Riki got you.
Your own safe. Your own keycode.
Everyone calls it your office anyway.
By the time night settles over the city, the atmosphere in the building feels different.
Outside your room, nobody is as chill as you currently are.
Men loading magazines with bullets in practiced silence.
Others wrapping their knuckles with tape, testing their fists against their palms.
Some are portioning little bags of drugs and weed at a side table, counting stacks and sealing them quickly.
Others still stand over maps and papers, arguing routes and positions.
A few useless ones wander around carrying random folders or talking into dead phones whenever Riki walks by, pretending to be productive.
Outside in the underground loading area, two large black cars stand there with engines running.
Their trunks are open.
Duffel bags are being loaded in. Weapons cases. Cash.
Everyone whoâs coming is nearly ready.
And Riki is standing beside the first car, checking the time already irritated.
Then he glances around. Youâre not there.
His eyes narrow.
âKenji.â
His assistant appears instantly.
âYes?â
âWhere is y/n?â
Kenji looks around once, already nervous.
âI⊠donât know, boss.â
Riki slowly turns his head.
âYou donât know.â
Kenji swallows.
âI thought she was with the women upstairs, or maybe in her officeââ
Riki steps closer.
âWhat exactly are you useful for?â
Kenji lowers his gaze.
âSorry, boss.â
Riki scoffs, furious now because they should already be leaving.
He yanks open the rear car door, slams it shut in anger, then turns toward the building.
âWait.â
He walks inside himself. Straight to the private elevator.
The ride to the ninth floor is silent except for his impatient tapping against the floor.
The doors open he steps out and walks down the corridor toward your âoffice,â muttering under his breath about how nobody in this building can do anything right.
Then he reaches your door.
The door suddenly flies open hard enough to hit the stopper.
âY/n.â
Youâre stretched out on the long white couch in your office, lying flat on your back with one arm over your stomach, staring at the ceiling and trying not to fall asleep. Regretting every decision that led to you staying.
Your black leather high-heel boots are kicked off near the side of the couch. One leg hangs lazily over the edge.
Youâve been waiting for hours.
You jolt upright.
He stands in the doorway in his black coat, not looking too happy, one hand lifting his wrist to tap the face of his watch.
You blink at him once.
âOh.â
Then youâre up immediately, scrambling off the couch and hurrying toward him in quick little steps, trying to balance while grabbing one boot, then the other.
He watches you with visible annoyance, but thereâs something amused in his eyes too.
You hop once, forcing your foot into a boot. Then the other and rush right up to him.
âIâm ready.â
Youâre almost through the doorway when his arm lifts suddenly, palm bracing against the frame in front of you and blocking your path.
He gives you a look.
âYouâre forgetting something.â
You turn around.
Your eyes land on the desk.
Your gun lies there neatly beside the open half-empty heart shaped box of luxury chocolates he bought you last week.
âOh.â You say.
You hurry back, grab the pistol, check if itâs loaded, then slide it carefully into the garter strapped high against your thigh on top of your jeans.
Riki nods once. âNow youâre ready.â
You walk back to him and he lets you pass.
The two of you head for the elevator together.
Inside Riki leans against the metal bar on the back wall, dragging one hand over his face before rubbing at his forehead still irritated.
You know that look.
He hates mistakes, when anything moves outside the plan he built in his head.
You glance up at him, then tilt your head slightly with a small smile, lashes fluttering.
âSorry.â You say softly.
He looks at you and he sighs. âItâs not your fault, baby.â
You smile wider.
âKenji shouldâve done what heâs hired for,â he continues. âGet you downstairs on time.â
You bite back a laugh. Nothing is ever your fault in his eyes.
The elevator dings.
He reaches for your hand automatically, threading his fingers through yours as you both step out and head through the lobby toward the front entrance.
The giant glass doors are already opened by the time you reach them.
Cold night air sweeps in.
Kenji is waiting outside, holding your black fur coat carefully over his arms like itâs worth more than him. Which, to him, it probably is.
He steps forward quickly.
âYour coat maâam.â
You let him place it over your shoulders.
Riki doesnât even look at him. You hide another smile.
Then the two of you walk toward the waiting black car.
A guard opens the back door.
Riki gets in first, then holds a hand out for you.
You take it and slide inside beside him.
The door shuts.
Inside it smells like leather, cigar smoke, and his cologne.
Riki leans forward and taps the drives shoulder twice. âLetâs go.â
The car pulls away, the second car following it, city lights sliding across the tinted windows.
Riki leans back into the seat, one arm stretched along the backrest behind you, the other resting on his thigh. His expression is still tight, mind clearly already at Kaizen Itoâs garage.
You turn slightly toward him, pulling your coat closer around you.
âWhy are we with so many tonight?â
He glances at you briefly, then back ahead.
âBecause Ito isnât some random junk. He runs his own operation,â Riki continues. âSmaller than ours, but itâs one of the bigger ones.â
âSo he has people?â
âHe has a lot of people.â
You nod slowly.
âIf we walk into his place,â he adds, âHe wonât surrender. His men will show up in no time. Weâre not taking risks with that.â
You hum softly.
âThatâs why everyoneâs coming.â
âYeah.â
You look out the window for a second, then back at him.
âWhy are you so mad at him though?â
Riki scoffs under his breath.
âHe borrowed a large amount,â he says, shaking his head, getting reheated over the situation. âReal fucking money.â
âFor what?â
âExpansion.â
You tilt your head.
âHe wanted to grow fast. More territory, more product, more connections. Came to me asking for back up.â
âAnd you gave it to him?â
âI did.â
âAnd now?â
âHe used it,â Riki says flatly. âBuilt himself up, got real comfortable⊠and then decided he didnât feel like paying it back.â
You wince slightly.
âOh.â
âHe thinks because heâs a âleaderâ now, he can negotiate with me.â
âI asked politely once, then had somebody threaten him. Still no money.â He scoffs. âFuck around and find out.â
The way he says it makes it very clear how thatâs going to go.
You stay quiet for a second.
ââŠwhat about his daughters?â
Rikiâs jaw tightens slightly.
âWhat about them?â
âHow old are they?â
He shrugs. âI donât know.â
âYou donât know?â
âNo.â
You frown a little.
âHave they seen you before?â
âNo.â
âDo you know who the mother is?â
âNo.â
âDo they know what their dad does?â
Riki exhales, already getting impatient. âNo. I donât care.â
You blink at him.
âAnd it doesnât matter.â
You look at him for a moment longer, then shift a little closer.
âIt matters to me.â
He doesnât respond.
You reach over, lightly touching his sleeve.
âRiki.â
He glances down at your hand, then at you.
âWhat.â
âPromise me something.â
He already doesnât like where this is going.
âDepends.â
âPromise me you wonât kill him.â
Silence. His eyes flick back to the road ahead.
He doesnât answer. You feel his hesitation immediately.
Your expression changes.
âRiki.â
He exhales slowly. âDonât start.â
âIâm serious.â
âSo am I.â
You sit up straighter now, your tone sharper.
âThey have kids.â
And he made his choices.â
âAnd you can make yours.â
He looks at you again. You donât back down.
âPromise me.â
He studies your face for a second.
Youâre not asking, youâre telling him.
You almost snap.
âRikiââ
âAlright.â
He cuts you off quickly, voice firm.
âI promise.â
You hold his gaze for another second, making sure.
ââŠyouâre not just saying that?â
âNo, I said I promise.â
Then you lean back slightly, tension easing from your shoulders.
âOkay.â
Riki looks away again, sighing.
Because promises like that donât always fit into plans like his.
The cars roll to a slow stop in front of the garage.
Itâs bigger than you expected.
Not just a place to fix cars, thatâs just the cover up for the trap house that it actually is, this is a full operation. Wide metal doors, security cameras angled at every corner, dim industrial lights buzzing overhead.Â
Engines shut off one by one.
Doors open and veryone steps out at the same time, like itâs rehearsed.
Men reach into the trunks, grabbing weapons, sliding pistols into waistbands, adjusting jackets to hide everything cleanly. The air feels heavier out here, colder, sharper.
You step out beside Riki, pulling your coat tighter around you as your heels hit the concrete.
Kenji moves quickly behind him, handing things off, checking positions.
Then Riki walks up to the large metal door.
Thereâs a small panel beside it.
He presses the doorbell. The sound echoes faintly inside.
You wait.
And wait.
Too long.
Rikiâs jaw tightens.
âWhere the fuck is heâ he mutters under his breath.
Another second passes.
Then a small high-pitched voice crackles through the speaker.
âHello?â
A child.
You blink.
Riki exhales sharply, already irritated, of course.
You step forward slightly before he can say anything.
âHi, honey,â you say gently, voice completely different from the tension around you. âCan you open the door for us?â
Behind you, Riki turns his head toward Kenji, already annoyed.
âWhy is a kid answering the door?â he mutters. âWhat kind of idiot lets that happen?â
Kenji stays quiet.
âEspecially when youâre involved in this kind of shit,â Riki continues under his breath. âYou donât know whoâs out there.â
Through the speaker, the girl answers again.
âI canât reach the button.â
Your expression softens.
âThatâs okay,â you say kindly. âIs there an adult nearby who can help you?â
âIâll go get one.â
You step back slightly.
Riki crosses his arms, tapping his foot once against the ground, patience already gone.
A few seconds pass.
Then the speaker clicks again.
A different voice this time. Kaizen.
âWhat do you want?â
Riki steps forward immediately, reclaiming the space.
âI want to have a word with you.â
A quiet scoff comes from the speaker.
âNow?â
Rikiâs eyes narrow.
âYes. Now.â
Kaizen lets out a short laugh.
âYou donât just show up at my place like thatââ
Riki cuts him off.
âOpen the door.â
Silence, like heâs thinking about it.
âOr what?â
The air shifts.
You feel it instantly.
Riki tilts his head slightly, voice dropping.
âOr we shoot it open.â
âBut I think youâd rather not make me do that,â he continues calmly. âI know how much this place cost.â
His gaze drags slowly over the building.
âMy money, remember?â
No response.
Riki glances at the panel once more. Then leans in slightly.
âIâm giving you five seconds, Kaizen.â
He straightens and steps back.
Grabs your arm gently and pulls you a few steps to the side with him.
Behind you, his men move instantly. Guns are drawn. Aimed straight at the locks, hinges and weak points.
Riki doesnât look at them.
He just starts counting.
âOne.â
Nothing.
âTwo.â
Still silence.
âThree.â
You hear someone inside mumble something.
âFour.â
Thenâ
A loud click.
The lock opens and the massive garage door begins to roll up slowly.
Riki doesnât react.
Just watches it open exactly like he expected.
The garage door isnât even halfway up before they move.
Two of Rikiâs men duck under it first, fast and low, guns already raised. Kenji follows right behind them, scanning left, right, corners.
Three more slide in just after, but they stop near the entrance, half-turned outward, watching the street, waiting for anything that could mean Kaizenâs men are on their way.
Kaizen Ito stands in the middle of the garage, gun already in his hands, stance tense but trying to look controlled.
âDonât come any closer,â he warns.
Riki doesnât rush.
He steps inside slowly, like he owns the place, because he sort of does.
You walk in right beside him, matching his pace. Heel in front of heel, steady and confident. Thereâs a faint smirk on your lips as you chew your gum, completely unbothered by the guns pointed around you.
Kaizenâs eyes flick to you.
Then back to Riki.
âYou brought your fucking wife?â
His tone turns mocking.
âInvolving her in this?â
Kaizen scoffs, tightening his grip on his gun.
âYouâre dumber than I thought,â he continues. âYou know I can kill her easily, right?â
Thatâs when Riki stops walking.
âIf you even think about pointing a gun at her,â Riki says quietly, âIâll make sure you die a slow and very, very painful death.â
You keep chewing your gum.
Riki looks around the garage like heâs bored now.
Then nods slightly toward the side.
âCan you go get that chair for me.â
You follow his gaze, spot an old metal chair near a workbench, and walk over without a word. It scrapes lightly against the concrete as you drag it back, placing it directly behind Kaizen.
Riki gestures lazily.
âSit.â
Kaizen hesitates.
His eyes flick behind riki toward the entrance.
Still no sign of his men.
Riki notices. âYou can stand,â he says. âBut itâs not going to help you.â
Then Kaizen slowly lowers himself into the chair.
âPlace the gun down and kick it to me.â Riki says. Kaizen does.
You step behind Kaizen immediately.
You grab his arms and pull them back, tying them tight against the backrest with ease. He tenses under your hands, but doesnât fight.
He knows better.
Riki crouches down in front of him, lowering himself onto one knee so theyâre eye level.
âWhere are your daughters?â
Kaizenâs entire body stiffens.
âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â
Kaizen shakes his head quickly.
âWhy do youââ
âWhere are they?â
Panic starts creeping into his expression now.
âDo not hurt my daughââ
Riki lifts a hand slightly.
âShh.â
The sound is soft but it shuts him up instantly.
âTheyâre not part of this,â Riki continues, voice quiet. âWhich is why I need to know where they are.â
Kaizen laughs nervously.
âYou expect me to just tell you that?â
Riki tilts his head. âMy wife is going to sit with them,â he says simply. âKeep them safe.â
Kaizen doesnât believe him. He shakes his head again.
âNo. No, Iâm not telling you anything.â
Riki exhales slowly.
Looks down for a second.
Then back up.
âThen I guess weâll have to find them ourselves.â
Kaizenâs breathing picks up.
âAnd if we do,â Riki adds calmly, âI might have to hurt one of them just to make a point.â
âRiki.â Your voice cuts through the room instantly.
He hears it.
He glances back at you.
Youâre already moving, stepping around the chair until youâre standing in front of Kaizen now.
Your expression is dangerous.
You tilt your head slightly, meeting Kaizenâs eyes.
âNobodyâs going to hurt your daughters,â you say. âJust tell me where they are.â
Kaizen hesitates.
Looks between you and Riki.
He knows heâs outnumbered right now. He knows heâs losing.
ââŠback room,â he finally mutters. âThrough that door.â
He nods toward a hallway to the left.
âSecond door.â
You hold his gaze for another second.
Then nod once.
Behind you, Riki reaches out and pats Kaizenâs cheek twice.
Not hard, but not friendly either.
âGood.â
You turn without another word and start walking toward the hallway, your heels echoing softly against the concrete as you head for the room where his daughters are waiting.
You stop in front of the door and listen, muffled voices.
You knock gently. Then you open the door slowly and step inside.
The room is dim, lit by a warm orange glow from a small lamp in the corner. Itâs completely different from the cold garage outside.
A small TV sits on a low table, playing Barbie Princess Charm School.Â
On the carpet in front of it, two little girls sit cross-legged, surrounded by My Little Pony dolls. Each of them has a small bowl beside them with candies, marshmallows. And a mug of hot chocolate resting carefully near their knees.
Everything about it is⊠set up.Â
Like someone tried their best to keep them entertained, distracted and safe.
Your chest tightens slightly at the sight.
The girls both look up with big eyes when you enter.
âHi,â you say gently, stepping further into the room and closing the door behind you. âIâm sorry to interrupt.â
They keep staring.
You give them a small smile.
âMy name is Y/N. I was just at the door. Iâm just going to sit with you for a bit, okay?â
They glance at each other, then back at you.
ââŠokay.â
You carefully lower yourself onto the carpet with them.
You try to guess their ages, one maybe around five. The other a little older. You lean your elbows lightly on your knees, looking at their setup.
âWhat are you guys watching?â
âBarbie,â the younger one answers quickly.
You nod like thatâs the most important thing in the world.
âWhich one?â
She tells you the title perfectly.
You pretend to think about it. âI think that oneâs my favorite.â
Her face lights up.
The older one eyes you more carefully, but she relaxes when you donât ask anything strange.
You pick up one of the little pony dolls absentmindedly.
âAnd these?â
âMy Little Ponies,â she says. âThat oneâs mine.â
You hand it back carefully.
âTheyâre cute.â
You gesture to the bowls.
âWhat are you eating?â
âCandy,â the younger one says again, like itâs obvious.
âAnd hot chocolate,â the other adds.
You nod approvingly.
âGood choice.â
You keep the conversation light. Asking about their ages. What their favorite barbie characters are. Which pony is the best.
They answer kindly, a little shy at first, then more open as the minutes pass.
You donât give them a single reason to question why youâre here.
Then outside something crashes. Loud. The sound muffled through the walls. The older girl glances toward the door. Your eyes flick there too for half a second. Then back to them.
Another noise.
Shouting.
You clear your throat softly and reach for the remote without making it obvious. The volume on the TV goes up.
Barbieâs voice fills the room more loudly now.
âThere,â you say lightly. âThatâs better, right?â
The younger one nods, already turning her attention back to the screen.
The older one doesnât fully relax.
You notice it when her attention drifts away from the TV, away from the dolls. Her eyes flick to the door, then back to you.
Observing everything. Smarter than she looks.
You keep your expression easy, reaching for one of the ponies again, but when you shift your leg slightly her gaze drops to your thigh.
To the gun strapped neatly against it.
Your stomach tightens for half a second.
You react instantly. Pulling your coat across your lap again, covering it completely.
You look back up like nothing happened.
But she saw it. You know she did.
And thenâÂ
âWhy are you here?âÂ
You meet her eyes, keeping your tone just as soft.
âYour dad and my husband have some work things to talk about.â
You tilt your head slightly, giving her a small smile.
âIâm just here to keep you company.â
Another noise echoes from outside.
The older girl flinches slightly.
âWhatâs that?â she asks.
You donât even look toward the door.
âItâs probably about cars,â you say casually. âTheyâre in the garage, remember?â
You pick up a doll and begin to brush itâs hair.
âTheyâre always loud when they work on them.â
She watches you. Still not fully convinced. So you lean in just a little, your voice softer now.
âItâs boring stuff,â you add. âNothing to worry about.â
âEveryoneâs safe, okay?âÂ
Her shoulders ease just a little.
âAnd Iâm here with you,â you continue. âWeâre just going to hang out and have fun.â
She finally nods. Just once. And turns her attention back to the TV. The tension fades slowly.
You play along with their little game, letting them hand you dolls, asking whoâs who, pretending to follow their storyline. You laugh softly at the right moments, ask questions, keep it light.
They relax around you. The younger one starts talking more, giggling when you mix up the pony names on purpose.
At some point, you all settle back into watching the movie again.
Ken comes on screen. The younger one points immediately.
âHeâs funny.â
You smile.
âHe thinks he is.â
They both giggle.
Outside, another crash. You hear it but you donât react.
Then the younger one turns to you again, curiosity back in her eyes.
âWhatâs your husbandâs name?â
You look at her.
âRiki.â
She tilts her head.
âIs he funny and smart like my daddy?â
Your chest tightens slightly at that.
You keep your smile.
âHe thinks heâs very funny, just like Ken,â you say lightly. âAnd heâs⊠smart in his own way.â
That seems to satisfy her.
âDo you have kids?â
You shake your head.
âNo.â
She hums, thinking.
âWhen you have kids, they can be friends with us.â
Your fingers still for just a second.
âAnd our dads can be friends too, and you can be bffâs with our mom!â she adds brightly.
The innocence in her voice hits harder than anything else tonight.
For a moment, you canât answer, because outside that door thatâs the last thing thatâs going to happen.
You swallow it down. Then you smile again. âIâm sure theyâd like that.â
She grins, completely satisfied, already turning back to the movie.The older one glances at you once more like she knows enough.
You hold her gaze for a second. Then look back at the screen. Like nothing is wrong.
Even though you can still hear everything happening just on the other side of that door.
Back in the garage shouting overlaps with the sound of fists hitting bone, boots scraping concrete, metal tools clattering to the floor.
Bodies are everywhere. Half of them are already unconscious, some missing a few front teeth or a broken nose, groaning against the cold floor.
Two of Rikiâs men have one of Kaizenâs guys pinned near a workbench, dragging him up by his collar just to slam him back down again.
âWhere is it?!â one of them yells.
âI donâtâ I donât knowâ!â the man chokes, spitting blood.
A hard punch in his face cuts him off.
Another one follows immediately.
âYou think weâre stupid?!â the other snaps, gripping his jaw to keep his head up. âWe know you have the money. Where is it.â
Across the garage, another one of Kaizenâs men is struggling in a tight headlock, kicking weakly as Kenji tightens his grip.
âStop fighting,â Kenji snaps at him. âYouâre making it worse.â
ThenâÂ
A gunshot fires.Â
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!Based off of this ask! ······················ Martin x fem idol reader
Martin has seen you online many many times before, but now that heâs seen you in person, itâs different. Youâre a solo artist and have been in HYBE only two years more than him, debuting at just 15. Over time, working under the same company as you, Martin has developed a small crush.
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Itâs been a year since Heeseung joined the friend group. Some random guy Jungwon brought into the server one night for a last-minute League match, and who never really left. Every night like clockwork, your group piles into Discord: Valorant, League of Legends, horror co-ops that get you all screaming in sync. Most nights end in swearing, laughing, or someone rage quitting, usually Heeseung, and sometimes everyone. Heâs sharp-tongued, quick-witted, and stupidly good at every game he touches. A little cocky, kind of a menace, and unfortunately for you, exactly your type.
Youâve had a crush on him almost as long as youâve known him. Actually no, youâve been in love with him, not that heâd ever guess. Or maybe he would. He teases you like he knows youâll blush, throws in little pet names and innuendos like heâs testing you for a reaction. But you always brush it off as just another part of the bit. Youâre just the girl he likes to mess with during late-night ranked queues. It doesnât mean anything. Even if your heart does this weird flutter thing whenever he says your name.
âWhereâs my duo?â you ask the second you join voice chat, headset sliding over your ears. âYou bitches better not have started without me.â A chorus of greetings erupts, Jay, Sunghoon, Jungwon, and two others you recognize from another Discord server. Everyoneâs already in the Valorant lobby, bouncing around agents and bantering over voice chat. âCalm down,â Sunghoon laughs. âYouâre only, like, twenty minutes late.â You correct him, âFashionably.â Then his voice comes through. Lazier, deeper, more smug than usual. âNice of you to show up, princess.â You roll your eyes even as your stomach flutters. âSorry, didnât realize I had to run my schedule by you.â you shoot back. Heeseung hums in your ear like heâs unbothered. âYou do when you keep dodging games just to avoid being carried.â You scoff. âCarried? Please. Youâre always the first to die.â Jay cuts in, laughing. âHere we go again.â Itâs always like this, bickering that toes the line between hostile and flirtatious, drawing amused reactions from everyone else in the group. Itâs part of the rhythm now. You give Heeseung shit, he throws it right back, and everyone else acts like itâs some kind of soap opera theyâve been watching for seasons. âBet she top frags this round.â Jungwon says, grinning. âShe wonât,â Heeseung says at the exact same time. Then adds, âIf she does, itâs because I softened them up first.â
âOh my god,â you groan, snorting a laugh. âCope harder.â You lock in Clove. Heeseung picks Jett. Predictable. The match loads in, and everyone starts joking over vc while you check your loadout. Your team takes the first site, and somehow the round is over in seconds, three clean shots from you, one assist, and Heeseungâs kill coming in dead last. âDamn, sheâs actually carrying.â Jay says with mock awe. âSay thank you.â you say sweetly. âThank you, queen.â Then someone else, a guy you vaguely know named Kai, whoâs only been playing with the group for a week or two, speaks up. âCarry me again like that and Iâll eat your pussy, mama.â You freeze for half a second, just long enough for your brain to register what he said, and then you giggle. Not because youâre actually into it, but because itâs so fucking unhinged. âYeah?â you say, leaning into the joke. âSay less.â The whole call erupts in laughter. âBro.â Jay wheezes.âYouâre wild for that.â Sunghoon says.
âDonât test me.â Kai says again, voice still flirty. And then Heeseung speaks. Calm. Too calm. âJesus Christ, can you not be a pain in the ass for, like, one game?â The laughter stops for a second. You glance at the chat window instinctively, itâs like the air shifted. He didnât sound like he was joking. Kai lets out an awkward laugh. âRelax, man. Itâs a joke.â Heeseung hums, dry. âThen try making a funny one.â It goes quiet again, not dead silence, but that weird kind of pause where everyoneâs pretending not to notice the tension. You hear someoneâs keyboard clack in the background. In-game footsteps echo in your ears. âYou good, Hee?â You speak up carefully. âIâm great,â he says, âJust bored of hearing you flirt with losers.â Your heart stutters. That one didnât sound like a joke either. Even Jay seems caught off guard. âYo, that sounded personal.â âItâs not,â Heeseung says immediately. Too quickly. âLetâs just win the round.â
And he does exactly that, goes full sweat mode for the rest of the match. Dashes into sites solo, gets two aces in a row, doesnât speak unless itâs a callout. The rest of the group fills the silence with jokes and teasing, but you donât miss the shift. Heeseung always plays aggressive, but tonight it feels pointed. Like heâs got something to prove. To you. Or to someone else, youâre not sure, but your stomach is buzzing.
The match ends with a win, somehow, Heeseung top frags, of course, and Kai logs off without saying goodbye. The group starts leaving one by one. âAlright, Iâm out.â Sunghoon yawns. âGGs.â âSame.â Jay says. âI canât feel my eyes.â âGoodnight, lovebirds.â Jungwon mutters under his breath before he leaves. You scoff. âShut up.â Heeseung doesnât say anything. Eventually, itâs just the two of you. Still in voice chat. The lobby music looping softly in the background. You think about leaving, but your hand hovers over the disconnect button and never quite clicks. Heeseung exhales. You hear the soft creak of his chair. Then, âHow come youâre not leaving?â You blink at your screen. His voice is different now, low and quiet, not teasing. âI donât know,â you say. âDidnât want to so early.â He hums. âGuess that means I scared everyone off.â You smile faintly, chewing on your lip. âYou kinda went off on that guy.â
He doesnât respond immediately. âYeah. I didnât like what he said.â You tilt your head. âBecause it was gross orâŠ?â Thereâs a pause. âBecause it was you.â he says.vYour breath catches. You wish you could see his face, but all you have is the green ring around his icon lighting up. ââŠOh.â Another pause. It stretches long enough to border on awkward, until he cuts the silence with a sudden, dry little mutter, âGod, donât make me say something corny at 3AM. Iâll literally throw myself out the window.â You laugh, soft and surprised. âThere it is,â he says, pleased. âI was waiting for that.â You raise a brow. âFor what?â you ask. âYou always laugh like that when youâre trying not to.â You protest, âi do not.â But your voice is too light, too amused to sound serious. âYou do,â he says, and you can hear the grin behind his words. âItâs cute.â Your stomach flips. âAre you flirting with me, Heeseung?â you ask, trying to make it sound like a joke, but it comes out breathy, shy. He lets out a soft laugh. âI donât know. Are you gonna flirt back this time or just ignore it like always?â You go quiet. Then, âYou notice that?â
âCourse I notice that,â he says. âI notice everything when it comes to you.â Your cheeks go warm. You look away from your screen, heart thudding stupidly. ââŠYouâre not as smooth as you think,â you mumble. He yawns, loud, exaggerated. âMmm. Still made you laugh. Still made you stay in call.â You roll your eyes, âYouâre impossible.â and smile. âYeah, but you like me.â You want to say something back. Something playful or clever. But instead, you just go quiet. He doesnât push. After a beat, he says, softer this time, âYou sound tired.â You lean back on your chair. âMm. Kinda am,â you admit. âBut comfy.â âYeah?â he says. âStay a little longer?â You nod, forgetting he canât see you. âOkay.â Thereâs a long pause where neither of you talk, just the sound of keyboard clicking as he hovers around his screen, maybe checking stats, maybe just filling the silence. Then, quietly, âYou know I wasnât just teasing, right?â Your eyes flick to your monitor. âAbout what?â
âEarlier. The guy. The flirting.â His voice drops an octave, a little husky now. âI donât like hearing other guys talk to you like that. Even if itâs a joke.â You donât answer right away. Youâre too busy staring at your screen like itâs going to tell you what to say. âI didnât think you cared.â you admit. He laughs again, gentler. âIâve been caring for a while, princess.â Your heart stumbles. You bite your lip. ââŠI kinda like when you call me that,â you whisper. He hums, satisfied. âI know.â You giggle, sleepy and flustered and way too warm all of a sudden. He lets out a soft sigh, then mutters, âIf we were on cam, youâd be blushing, huh?â
âShut up.â
âThat a yes?â
âShut up, Heeseung.â
He laughs, warm, lazy. âSleepy girl.â
You giggle softly, cheeks already warm. âYouâre so corny, Hee.â He doesnât miss a beat. âYou love it though.â You pause, just a second too long. âMmm⊠kinda.â He chuckles, just this soft, fond sound that sinks right into your skin. âCute.â Your heart skips. You donât know what to say to that, so you just smile to yourself, suddenly way too aware of how quiet it is now, just you, him, and that little green ring lighting up every time he speaks. Neither of you says much after that. You just sit there in the silence, not awkward, not heavy, just full of something unspoken. Your eyes start to flutter closed. You think you hear him shift in his chair. Maybe yawn. You donât log off. Neither does he.
Itâs almost midnight by the time everyoneâs in the lobby again. League this time, ranked. Youâve got your hoodie on, cup of something warm on your desk, legs curled up in your chair. Your screen lights up with everyoneâs icons, voices overlapping in Discord. âWhy are we doing this to ourselves.â Jay groans as he hovers over his champion. âBecause,â you reply sweetly, âwe have no self respect.â Then, âSpeak for yourself,â Heeseung mutters. âIâm here to carry.â You roll your eyes, âYou wish.â smiling already. âOh my god,â Sunghoon groans. âYou two start the exact same way every game.â
âWait until she dies in lane,â Heeseung says. âThen sheâll blame me like usual.â
âBecause you gank at level six like a coward.â
You hear him snort. âDonât need to gank when you feed their mid laner for me.â
The game loads in. You settle into your rhythm fast, poking, last-hitting, barely listening to the chaos on comms. But every time Heeseungâs voice filters through your headset, you feel it, that lingering buzz from last night. The way he called you cute. The way you didnât want to leave the call. You donât know if it meant something. But you feel different now. Every time he says your name, it lands heavier than before. Fifteen minutes in, youâve got your third kill, and Heeseungâs still climbing his way up in the jungle. You start pushing your lane harder, greedy. âDamn,â Kai says over comms. âSheâs actually carrying again?â
âShe does that,â Sunghoon says. âEvery once in a while.â
Kai laughs. âShit. If I play support next round, will you reward me, mama?â
You groan, already bracing yourself. âI mean damn,â he adds, âIâd let you leash me any day.â
The call explodes with groans. You groan too, out of habit, âYouâre actually insane, dude.â
âYou like it,â he says, clearly proud of himself.
You donât reply, clicking back to lane. Youâre not even thinking about it really. Until you hearâŠnothing. Heeseungâs gone silent. Not muted. Not disconnected. Just quiet. Then your phone buzzes. You glance at it out of instinct, brows furrowing.
Heeseung [12:16am]
tell your little fanboy to chill lol
You glance at the screen, smirking a little. You donât reply , just keep farming, like your heart isnât suddenly going crazy.
Buzz.
Heeseung [12:17am]
kinda annoying hearing him talk to u like that tbh
Buzz.
Heeseung [12:17am]
doesnât even say it right
if anyoneâs gonna call you mama it should be me
You choke on your own breath. Your mouse stutters for a second. One of your minions dies.
Buzz.
Heeseung [12:18am]
jk
Buzz.
Heeseung [12:18am]
unless u like it
Your skin is burning. You tuck your phone away without replying, biting back a smile. Across your headset, the match keeps goingâKaiâs talking again, but his voice barely registers. Youâre not listening to him anymore. Youâre only hearing Heeseung. You donât reply to his messages. Mostly because you donât trust yourself to. Your fingers are still shaky on the keyboard as the match rolls on. Heeseungâs acting normal again in vc, throwing out short callouts, occasionally bickering with Sunghoon, playing it cool like he didnât just imply he wants to call you mama.
Your phone buzzes again once, but you ignore it this time. Your laneâs pushing, and your team is moving toward Baron. You focus. You click fast. And when Kai dies again, whining about being âbaited,â youâre already ready to kill. You slide in, ult ready, and drop three of them before they can react, smooth, clean, and so fast that Jay literally yells through his mic. âOH MY GODâokay, sheâs cracked tonight.â
âBro, what was that?â Sunghoon laughs. âAre you sweating?â
Youâre already smiling to yourself when you hear it. Low. Offhanded. Just one beat late.
âGood job, baby.â
Everything stops. No one else reacts. But you hear it. Loud and clear. Your brain scrambles. You donât know if anyone else caught it, maybe he was leaning too close to his mic, maybe it just blended in with the chaos, but your stomach drops. In a good way. In a terrifying way. You go quiet for a few seconds, and then, ââŠWhatâd you just call me?â Thereâs a beat of silence. Then Heeseungâs voice, smooth as ever, âHm? I said good job.â
You narrow your eyes. âNo, you didnât.â
âMightâve added something,â he says casually. âYou complaining?â
You hate that your face is hot. You hate it more that you smile.
ââŠYouâre annoying,â you mumble, half-giggling.
âStill blushing though.â he replies, grinning into his mic.
Sunghoon: âWhat did I miss?â
Jay: âI knew something was going on with you two.â
You groan, tugging your hoodie over your mouth. âPlay the damn game,â you mutter, but your voice is way too giddy to be taken seriously. And even though everyone goes back to screaming over objectives and team fights, your headâs somewhere else completely. Still stuck on that word. Baby.
Itâs the next night. Everyoneâs in voice chat againâsame group, same vibe. But now you know what he said last time. He knows you heard it. And he hasnât brought it up since. Heâs acting normal again, but youâre not letting him off the hook that easily. The match is halfway through. Youâve just landed a perfect kill steal on Heeseungâs target, claiming the bounty right out from under him. He groans dramatically. âYou seriously just took that?â You smirk, leaning into your mic. âMhm. Had to show off for you, baby.â Silence. Total, absolute, silence.
Jay wheezes. âWait.â
Sunghoon: âDid she justâ?â
You donât say anything else.
But you can feel Heeseung scrambling on the other side of his headset. He doesnât speak for a few seconds, which, for him, is a lot. Then he clears his throat. âYou trying to start something, princess?â You smile. âJust matching energy.â He lets out a low laugh, little breathless, a little impressed. âDangerous game,â he mutters. âCareful or I might start taking you seriously.â You tilt your head, pretending to think. âMaybe I want you to.â He doesnât respond right away. And when he does, his voice is quieter. ââŠNoted.â
Youâre walking behind Heeseung in-game, flashlight beam jittering as you peek into dark hallways. You are playing Phasmaphobia, already regretting letting the boys talk you into this. âIs thatâ? No, okay, thatâs just a shadow.â you mumble, heart racing. Heeseung laughs softly through the mic. âYou alright back there?â
âNo,â you whisper, sticking close. âWhy do you sound so calm?â
ââCause Iâm brave,â he says casually, like itâs obvious. âYouâre the scaredy cat .â
You roll your eyes. âShut up.â
âYou are,â he continues, voice smooth. âCute though. I like it.â
Your stomach flips. You keep your eyes on the screen, trying to act unfazed. âNot my fault youâre so bad at protecting me.â you murmur. He pauses for half a second.
Then, âOh, thatâs how weâre playing tonight?â
You smile, shy but satisfied. âI didnât say anything.â
âMm. You didnât have to.â
Jayâs voice cuts in on voice chat, âGuys? Where the hell are you two?â
âClearing the hallway,â Heeseung answers smoothly. âSheâs being brave.â
You donât say anything, but you know he hears your quiet giggle, even through your mic.
Itâs almost 3AM when the final round ends. Everyoneâs laughing, still on edge from that last chase. Jayâs cackling over some glitch, Sunghoonâs threatening to uninstall the game, and youâre still trying to slow your heartbeat. Then Heeseungâs voice cuts in, calm and lazy through the mic. âAlright, Iâm out. I need to shower before I crash.â You blink at your screen, suddenly still. âDamn, itâs that serious?â Jay says, yawning. âAlright, night bro.â
âNight, losers,â Heeseung says with a smirk in his voice. âLater, princess.â
Your stomach flips, but before you can even think of a reply, his little green Discord ring goes gray. Gone. You try not to pout. The call slowly empties, one by one, goodnights echoing into silence until itâs just you. Alone in the lobby, your fingers hovering over the keyboard, still hoping heâd maybe rejoin. But he doesnât. So you log off too. Toss your headphones aside, get up and do your skincare, brush your teeth, your hair, fluff your pillows. But you donât feel sleepy yet. Youâre scrolling aimlessly on your phone, tucked under your blanket, when it lights up suddenly.
Incoming call: Heeseung
Your breath catches. Heâs calling you. At 3:27AM. You stare at it for half a second, then answer. âHello?â you say, voice soft and a little surprised. âHey.â His voice is warm, low, a little rough. You can tell heâs laying down too. âI thought you were going to sleep,â you murmur. âI was,â he says, quieter now. âShower helped, but⊠I donât know. Something felt off.â You wait, heartbeat picking up. âDidnât get to talk to you.â Your lips curve into the softest smile.
âI was waiting for you to stay.â
âI know,â he says. âI wanted to.â
Then thereâs a pause, intimate, quiet. âYou comfy now?â he asks. âMhm. Just got in bed.â Another pause. âWish I could see you.â
You bite your lip. âYouâre sweet tonight.â you whisper. He chuckles. âYou make me sweet.â
Heeseungâs quiet for a few seconds. Then, casually, âYou played good tonight.â You blink, surprised. âReally?â
âYeah,â he says. âCarried my ass a couple times.â
You let out a soft laugh. âI always do.â He chuckles too, low and warm. âYouâre not gonna let me be nice, huh?â
âMm, maybe not.â
Thereâs a pause, not awkward, just weighted.
âYou ever think about playing just us?â he asks, voice a little softer. Your heart stutters. âLike duo by ourselves?â you say quickly, trying to play it cool. He hums. âSomething like that.â You bite your lip, smiling into the darkness. âMaybe.â He doesnât push it. Just lets the silence stretch again. âYou sleepy?â he asks gently. You nod, even though he canât see. âYeah. You?â
âMhm.â A beat. âDidnât wanna sleep without hearing you again.â You go quiet, your heart going crazy. ââŠYouâre sweet,â you whisper. He breathes a little laugh. âDonât tell anyone.â You smile. âSecretâs safe with me.â Thereâs one last pause, so full of things neither of you say. Then finally, he says, âSleep well, princess.â
âGoodnight, Hee.â
He hangs up. But you donât sleep for a long time.
Discord is chaotic as alwaysâhalf the team is yelling over each other mid-match, someoneâs mic is echoing, and Sunghoonâs pretending to AFK just to piss people off. Youâre trying to focus, but your mindâs a little too full of Heeseung. Ever since that late-night call, everything feels shifted. More intense. Every time he talks in call, your chest gets tight. And when his icon lights up just to say your name, itâs worse. âOkay, SaturdayâHeeseungâs place?â Jake says. âYeah, Iâm in,â Sunghoon says. âSomeone bring snacks.â Then Heeseung, smooth as ever, âYou coming, princess?â You blink. Swallow the flutter in your chest. âUhâŠyeah. Sure.â you say quickly, trying to sound casual. But barely a beat later, your screen lights up with a DM.
Heeseung [11:45 pm]
u donât sound excited
Your lips twitch.
You [11:45 pm]
i am
Heeseung [11:46 pm]
lol?
thatâs all i get?
You shake your head, smiling to yourself.
You [11:46 pm]
focus on the game hee
Thereâs a short pause.
Heeseung [11:47 pm]
not when you say my name like that
You bite your lip.
But before you can answer, Heeseung suddenly says in vc, âYoâwho just stole my red buff? I swear to god.â Everyone starts yelling again. The moment breaks, but not completely. It lingers underneath the noise, quiet and warm.
Itâs almost 2:30 a.m. when your phone buzzes. Youâre curled up in bed, scrolling aimlessly, already half-asleep. The soft glow of your screen lights up your dark room.
Heeseung [2:28 am]
u still up?
You blink at the message, a tiny smile tugging at your lips.
You [2:28 am]
barely
was abt to sleep
Heeseung [2:28 am]
wait
look at this
A photo comes through. It loads slowly, thanks to your shitty Wi-Fi, but when it does, your breath catches. Heeseung, shirtless. Pyjama pants slung low on his hips, just enough to tease, the band of his boxers peeking out. And right in the center of the frame, curled up perfectly in his lap, his small, fluffy kitty, fast asleep.
Heeseung [2:30 am]
isnât she cute :)
You swallow, staring at the picture a little too long.
You [2:31 am]
so cute
must be comfy there too
The typing bubble appears almost immediately.
Heeseung [2:31 am]
yeah?
u jealous princess?
You grin at your screen, heart racing.
You [2:31 am]
hmm
maybe a lil :3
He doesnât respond right away. You wonder if you went too far, until your phone vibrates again.
Heeseung [2:33 am]
could make room for u too
You stare at the words, pulse jumping.
You [2:33 am]
bold
Heeseung [2:34 am]
not bold if itâs true
u always look tired after carrying me anyway
You let out a soft laugh, trying to hide the way your cheeks are burning.
You [2:34 am]
i hate u
Heeseung [2:34 am]
no u donât
you like me too much
You donât reply right away. Instead, you bite your lip, heart pounding in the quiet dark.
You [2:35 am]
maybe :>
Heeseung [2:35 am]
see you saturday bby
sleep tight
You set your phone down on your chest and stare at the ceiling, grinning like an idiot. No shot youâre sleeping now.
You hadnât seen Heeseung in two weeks, not in person, at least, but the late-night texts and flirty voice chats had kept him pressed into your mind like a fingerprint. Every time he called you âprincessâ every teasing message he sent before bed, made you blush behind your screen like some lovesick idiot. So yeah, now that you were about to see him again, you were nervous. Stupidly nervous. You stood in front of your mirror for way too long that afternoon, picking out something cute but not obvious, landing on a short, flowy dress that made you feel pretty. It felt casual enough not to raise eyebrows, but still, you hoped heâd notice. You wanted him to.
You met up with the others at the corner near Heeseungâs place. Everyone was buzzing with energy, talking about what games theyâd play, what movies theyâd watch, how long they were gonna stay. You tried to laugh along and act normal, but your heart beat louder with every step closer to his house. And then, you were there. One of the guys knocked on Heeseungâs door, you held your breath. A few seconds later, it swung open. He was standing there in a black hoodie and gray sweats, hair a little messy like heâd just run a hand through it before opening up. His eyes skimmed lazily over the group, and then landed on you. They didnât move for a moment. Neither did yours. âYo.â one of the others greeted him. Heeseung smirked. âYou guys are late.â Then, to you, voice a little quieter, a little warmer, âYou coming in, princess?â Your stomach flipped. âUh, Yeah.â You tried to play it cool, stepping past him like your skin wasnât already prickling from just hearing his voice up close.
You walk into the apartment, your eyes adjusting to the soft orange glow spilling across the living room. It was warm in there, literally and figuratively, the kind of cozy that made you want to curl into a blanket and never leave. Lamps instead of overhead lights, a couple of pillows tossed lazily across the couch, the faint scent of something like vanilla and laundry detergent lingering in the air. You quietly took a seat on the couch, smoothing your dress under your thighs. The fabric felt short when you sat, but you kept your expression neutral, pretending like you werenât already hyper-aware of Heeseung moving around behind you. He dropped down into the armchair across from you, spreading his legs slightly, elbows on his knees. The hoodie he wore was unzipped, the edge of a plain white t-shirt barely clinging to his collarbones. He caught your eye for a second, just a second, and gave you a small smile. You looked away first.
The rest of the group slowly filtered into the living room, loud and casual like always. One of them kicked off their shoes and flopped dramatically onto the rug. âSo,â someone said, clapping their hands together. âAre we being normal and playing something like Monopoly, or are we ruining friendships tonight with Uno?â
âUno,â Heeseung said immediately, leaning back in his chair. âNo mercy.â
âIâm voting for Mario Kart,â someone else chimed in from the floor. âGet on later and let me kick your ass, Lee.â
âBro, last time you said that, I fucking stepped on you.â
Laughter erupted across the room. You giggled quietly, tucking your hands into your lap. It was easy being here. Loud, chaotic, but safe, like always. The way it always had been. ExceptâŠExcept now Heeseung looked at you differently. They eventually settled on starting with a few board games, pushing aside the clutter on the coffee table and pulling out the boxes. Sunghoon opened the food delivery app and started taking ordersâhalf the group wanted ramen, the other half wanted pizza. You stayed mostly quiet, watching it all unfold with a small smile, your knee gently bouncing on the couch. Every now and then, Heeseungâs eyes flicked toward you. When they did, he didnât look away. He just watched, like he was content to see you sitting there, finally within reach again.
The living room had grown quieter since earlier, the post-game, post-food lull settling into everyone. Someone had queued up a movie, someone sprawled out across the couch and floor with blankets, while the others argued over what snacks were left and who was going to eat them. You slipped away quietly, rising from your seat and heading into the kitchen with an empty soda can in hand. The orange glow from under the cabinets bathed the room in a soft warmth, the hum of the fridge buzzing steadily behind you. You opened it, pretending to look for something, even though you werenât really hungry. Your heart was beating too fast anyway. You closed the door and turned around, only to find Heeseung standing in the doorway. He wasnât looking for snacks.
His hands were stuffed casually into the front pocket of his hoodie, his expression unreadable in the dim light. The laughter from the living room felt distant, muffled by the walls between you. He stepped inside slowly, letting the door swing shut behind him. âBeen looking at you all night.â he said, voice low. You blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â His eyes dropped, just for a second, to your dressâthe way it clung softly to your waist before fluttering down your thighs. âThat little dress,â he said, a faint smile tugging at his lips. âYou wore it for me, didnât you?â You scoffed softly, trying to hide the way your stomach turned. âShut up.â He tilted his head, amused. âWhat? Iâm wrong?â You didnât answer. He stepped closer. Not touching you yet, just close enough that you could smell the fabric softener clinging to his hoodie.
âYou look so pretty, princess.â he said gently. Your breath hitched. The nickname sounded different when he said it here, alone, with the world gone quiet around you. No Discord call. No other people. Just himâtall and warm and real in front of you. âYouâre gonna make me blush.â you whispered, glancing up at him through your lashes. He smiled. âThatâs kind of the point.â
His hand rose slowly, like he didnât want to startle you, and he touched your cheek. Fingers warm against your skin. You leaned into it without thinking, eyes fluttering shut. And then he kissed you. Soft and slow. Just enough pressure to make your knees feel a little unsteady. He kissed you like heâd wanted to for a while. And you kissed him back. Your hand came up to rest against the curve of his chest, clutching the fabric of his hoodie like you were afraid to let go. His thumb brushed your cheek. You sighed into him, and he pressed his forehead to yours for a second before pulling back slightly.
Before either of you could say anything, a voice echoed faintly from the other room, âIâll go grab a beer, yâall want something?â You both froze, then stifled a laugh. Heeseungâs hand lingered on your face a moment longer before slipping away. âYou should go,â he said quietly, eyes locked on yours. âBefore someone comes in here and ruins it.â You smiled, breathless. âYeahâŠâ But neither of you moved.
You were the first to step back into the living room. No one looked up, the movie was too loud, and everyone else was too busy bickering over what just happened in the plot. You sank back into your spot on the couch, heartbeat still trying to even out, trying to act normal. Like Heeseungâs mouth hadnât just been on yours. A few seconds later, he came in too, casually, like heâd just gone to the bathroom or gotten a drink or something. But instead of dropping into his old seat across the room, he sat beside you.
Right beside you. No one said anything. No one noticed. But you did. You were hyper-aware of every shiftâthe way the cushion dipped slightly under his weight, the warmth of his thigh brushing yours. You didnât even dare look at him at first. You just stared ahead, pretending to focus on the screen. Then, his hand landed on your thigh. Your breath caught, but it wasnât like that. It was soft, subtle. Just a palm resting over the fabric of your dress like it belonged there.
He didnât move it. Didnât squeeze, didnât tease. He justâŠlet it be there. And somehow, that was even worse. Eventually, the others started yelling at the TV again, someone shouting âYOU IDIOT WHY WOULD YOU GO INTO THE BASEMENT ALONE?â and the whole room dissolved into laughter. Heeseungâs hand slid away. But only to settle beside your thigh, knuckles just barely brushing the hem of your dress. You hesitated, heart thudding, before you let your pinky drop, feather-light, against his.
And he hooked it, like it was nothing. Like it was everything. You finally looked up at him, hust briefly. His gaze was already on you. He didnât smile, not quite. But his expression softened, like he was memorizing this, keeping it tucked away somewhere quiet just for him. Your cheeks burned, you looked away, but you didnât pull your hand back.
It was late when everyone finally started gathering their things. The movie had long since ended, and the energy in the room was quiet and warm, a buzz of satisfied laughter and sleepy goodbyes. Shoes were slipped on, jackets thrown over shoulders, as one by one, people trickled toward the front door. You were the last to follow. Dragging your steps a little, pretending you were still putting your phone in your bag, but really, you were just hoping heâd say something. Do something. And he did.
As you reached the door, Heeseung caught your wrist gently. Just for a second. Just enough to make you stop and glance back at him. He stepped closer, leaning down just slightly. And before you could even say anything, he pressed a kiss to your cheek. Warm. Quick. So casual, but not casual at all. His lips lingered for just a second before pulling back. âGoodnight, princess.â he murmured. Your chest fluttered. You tried to respond, but your words caught somewhere between your throat and your racing heart. All you could do was smile, cheeks burning, as you stepped out into the night. You didnât even remember saying goodbye to the others. You just kept touching your cheek where his mouth had been.
Another night, another game. Everyone was online, the Discord call full of laughing and yelling as you all loaded into a League match. But it felt different this time. You could feel it immediately, even before Heeseung joined. Your heart jumped a little when his icon lit up green. âYo.â he said, like always. âHi.â you replied softly. He hummed, low and warm. âMiss me already?â Someone snorted in the background, Kai probably, but you didnât even flinch. âMaybe a little,â you said, light and teasing. âDonât let it get to your head.â He chuckled. âToo late, princess.â Nobody commented. Nobody knew. But you could hear the grin in his voice, and the sound made something tug low in your stomach. You played League. You laughed with the others. The usual trash talk flew back and forth, but the way Heeseung talked to you now? It wasnât the same.
When you stole a kill from him, he groaned dramatically. âWow. Canât believe my own girlfriend would do me like that.â You choked. âHeeseungâ!â
âSorry, sorry,â he said, not sounding sorry at all. âStill pending, I guess.â
Kai laughed. âDamn, sheâs got you whipped.â
Heeseung only hummed again. âCan you blame me?â
Your cheeks burned, but you didnât deny it. You just pushed your mic away a little, smiled at your screen, and kept playing.
You were mid-game, headset on, pretending to be fully focused, but your phone kept lighting up beside you. You shouldnât have looked.
Heeseung [11:26 pm]
u looked really pretty yesterday btw
Your fingers stuttered on the keyboard.
You [11:26 pm]
heeseung please focus iâm literally dying in mid rn
Heeseung [11:26 pm]
how am i supposed to focus when u looked like that in that dress
unfair tbh
Your face was burning. You typed quickly, glancing at your minimap.
You [11:26 pm]
stop distracting me :(
Heeseung [11:27 pm]
canât help it
u get all shy when i text u and itâs cute asf
You tried so hard to keep a straight face. Then, right when you were getting pushed under tower, Heeseungâs champion appeared in lane. Ganked clean. You got the kill. âNice!â you said out loud, a little breathless. And then you heard it through the headset. âThatâs my girl,â Heeseung murmured. You giggled. Couldnât even help it. The call exploded.
âKill me already,â Sunghoon groaned. âGet a room.â
You pressed a hand over your smile, pretending to focus again, but your phone lit up once more:
Heeseung [11:30 pm]
u liked that baby?
You bit your lip, trying not to laugh again. The match was still going, your screen full of chaos, but all you could think about was the heat spreading over your cheeks.
You [11:30 pm]
maybe i didd
The typing bubble popped up right away.
Heeseung [11:30 pm]
yeah?
bet youâd like it even more if i whispered it in ur ear while u were on my lap
Your stomach flipped, pulse thudding deep in your chest. You squeezed your knees together under your desk and stared at your screen, barely registering the game anymore.
You [11:31 pm]
hee.
stoppp thatâs not fair :(
Heeseung [11:31 pm]
aww babyâs getting all shy now?
cute
You didnât answer right away, and he didnât need you to. He knew exactly what he was doing to you. And when he pinged on the map again to come help you in lane, you swear your hands were trembling.
It was past 2 a.m. now. The group was deep into another League match, your sixth of the night. And the fourth loss. Everyone was tilted. Half-joking, swearing under their breath. But HeeseungâŠHeeseung was seething. You could hear it in the way he was clicking. Rapid, furious, sharp. His voice had dropped into this low, tight drawl as he muttered, âThis junglerâs a bot. Actually brainless.â You shouldnât have found it attractive. But the heat in his voice, the frustration curling behind every breath, it made your stomach flutter. But then his mic went quiet. You knew that silence. The kind that was dangerous. âBro, this is unplayable,â Heeseung muttered suddenly. His voice sounded a bit raspy and tired. âI canât do this shit anymore. Iâm out.â Disconnect.
The call fell into stunned silence for a second. Then Sunghoon sighed. âYikes.â Your heart dropped. You stared at your screen for a long second, your fingers frozen over your keyboard. You hadnât even typed âgg.â You stayed quiet. Just tried to blink back the weird sting that hit you way too fast. âIâm gonna switch to Valorant,â Jay said. âAnyone else?â
âIâm in,â you mumbled, a little too quickly. You didnât want to log off. Not yet. Not if he texted. So you launched the game, joined a party, and tried to laugh along with the others, but every second that passed, your eyes flicked down to your phone. Still nothing.
It was almost 4 a.m. by the time you logged off. You barely said goodbye, too drained from the string of losses, but more so from the ache in your chest that had settled there after Heeseung left the call. He didnât text. Not once. You went through your usual motions anyway. Washed your face, pulled on an oversized tee, got under the covers with your phone still in hand, brightness low, just mindlessly scrolling. Checking Instagram, discord, his profileâmore than once. Still nothing. Your screen dimmed. You stared at the faint glow on your ceiling, curled under your blanket, and tried not to overthink it. You told yourself he was just mad at the game, not at you. Your phone eventually slipped from your hand onto the pillow beside you. And sometime after, you drifted off, eyes closed, heart a little too heavy for sleep to come easy.
Buzz.
Your screen lit up softly in the dark. You squinted one eye open.
Heeseung [4:21 am]
sry abt that
Your heart thumped. You reached for your phone with a sleepy hand, your fingers a little clumsy as you unlocked it.
Buzz.
Heeseung [4:21 am]
wasnât mad at u or anything
And then, after a moment:
Heeseung [4:23 am]
missed ur voice tbh
Your breath caught. Your thumb hovered over the keyboard, your chest warm, a smile curling on your lips as you looked at the screen.
You [4:24 am]
it was boring without u :(
There was barely a pause before your phone buzzed again.
Heeseung [4:24 am]
yeah baby?
That one made your breath hitch. You turned onto your back, screen hovering above your face now, your lips pressing together to contain the smile threatening to break free.
You [4:24 am]
mhm
wanted u there
The typing bubble appeared again. Stopped. Then came back.
Heeseung [4:25 am]
wanted to be there too
but u know how i get with that game lol
You giggled softly.
You [4:25 am]
i do
but u still sounded hot all pissed off like that
You waited, then cringed a little, your heart racing like âshit why did i say thatâ. A second later:
Heeseung [4:26 am]
oh yeah?
u like when iâm mad baby?
shouldâve seen me after i logged off
was thinking abt u
Your heart stilled.
Heeseung [4:26 am]
couldnât stop thinking abt ur thighs
Your hand went to your chest like you could calm the thunder in your heart.
You [4:26 am]
hee.
you canât say stuff like that rn
Heeseung [4:27 am]
why not?
no oneâs around
just me n my sleepy girl
You [4:27 am]
hmm
u like my thighs? :3
Heeseung [4:27 am]
i love them baby
You stared at his last message, your pulse loud in your ears. You swallowed. Your thumbs hovered over the keyboard for a moment before you typed.
You [4:28 am]
u love them?
Heeseung [4:28 am]
mmhmm
love how soft they looked when u sat next to me
kept thinking abt how warm uâd feel on my lap
Your thighs pressed together instinctively, breath catching. You hesitated. Then, slowly, like some part of you needed him to see, you pushed the blanket down. Your legs were folded up, thighs squished slightly together. Your tiny shorts clung to you, barely covering the top of your legs. With one hand, you tugged your shirt up just enough to show a sliver of your tummy, skin warm and soft under the low light of your phone screen. Your finger trembled as you tapped the shutter. You stared at the photo for a long moment. You didnât look perfect, not posed like other girls might be. But something about it felt so real. So you sent it anyway.
You [4:30 am]
here :)
Three seconds passed. Then five.
Buzz.
Heeseung [4:30 am]
jesus baby
youâre gonna kill me
so fucking pretty
Buzz.
Heeseung [4:30 am]
canât stop looking
want u so bad right now
Your body was warm all over. You stared at his words with your bottom lip between your teeth, your legs slowly stretching under the blanket again, your heart racing faster than it had all night. You type with shaky fingers.
You [4:31 am]
want u too :(
miss u
You donât even care how needy it sounds, because itâs true. You miss the way he looked at you when no one else was watching. You miss the warmth of his hand next to yours. You miss how soft his lips were on yours.
Heeseung [4:31 am]
fuck baby
wish i could sneak into ur bed rn
kiss u slow n make u feel good
You bite your lip hard. Your whole body feels electric , flushed with adrenaline and want. You prop your phone up for a moment, your hand slipping under your oversized shirt. Your palm covers your left tit, squeezing softly. Your thighs shift and spread slightly as you angle the camera, lifting your shirt a little, enough to show a peek of tummy, the curve of your waist, the swell of your thighs pressed together in the low light. You snap the photo, heart hammering. And before you can change your mind, you send it.
Buzz.
Heeseung [4:33 am]
holy fuck
look at u babyâŠ
canât believe u sent this to me
Buzz.
Heeseung [4:33 am]
ur unreal
my pretty girl
all mine yeah?
Your legs curl up under the blanket again, warmth spreading between your thighs as you try to calm your breathing, but itâs impossible now, heâs everywhere, in your head, under your skin.
You [4:34 am]
mhm! only urs
want u so bad :((
Your pulse thunders in your ears as you shift on the bed, tugging your shirt higher. You take your shorts off, leaving your panties on, the cotton clinging to your pussy, soaked through, and you let your legs fall open. One hand moves to squeeze your tit, fingers covering your nipple, the curve of your breast spilling out just enough. Your shirtâs bunched under your chin, tummy soft and exposed. You lift your phone, and take a picture. You stare at it for a moment. You feel sick with nerves. Then:
You [4:35 am]
see? :(
You send the photo and immediately regret it. Not because you donât want him to see itâyou do, so badlyâbut because now thereâs nothing. No reply. You stare at your screen, chewing your bottom lip. One minute passes. Then two. Then three. Your stomach twists, nerves bubbling up like soda fizz under your skin. Was it too much? Did you freak him out? You reach for your phone again just as the screen lights up.
Heeseung [4:39 am]
âŠ.
Your breath catches.
Heeseung [4:39 am]
princess iâm so fucking hard rnâŠ
You bite down on your lip, heart pounding, legs still spread. His message replays in your head again and again. You canât help yourself.
You [4:40 am]
proof? :3
The typing bubble appears instantly. Then disappears. Then itâs still again for a moment, until your screen lights up with a photo. Heâs shirtless, skin flushed, abs tight. His hand is cupping his bulge through soft gray sweats, and the outline is obscene. Big. Thick. Heavy. You swear you let out the softest gasp, your thighs instinctively rubbing together. Heâs huge. You press your phone to your chest, eyes wide, heart fluttering out of rhythm.
You [4:40 am]
ugh hee this is so unfair :((
Heeseung [4:41 am]
wanna make it fair baby
want u to touch yourself for me
You donât even think. Your fingers are already slipping under the waistband of your panties before you start typing, your other hand barely steady.
You [4:41 am]
iâm already touching myself hee :( canât stop
Your cheeks burn, your breath shaky as you press down, wet, aching, throbbing for him.
Heeseung [4:42 am]
fuck princess
wish i was there
iâd take care of u so good
youâd be shaking on my fingers
Your head falls back against your pillow as you whimper, reading and rereading his messages. Heâs so good with his words, you feel them in your chest, between your legs, everywhere.
Heeseung [4:42 am]
how are u touching yourself baby?
You canât even think straight anymore. His messages have your body burning, soaked and aching, and your fingers are moving slow, desperate circles over your clit, and all you can think about is him. The weight of his hand. The sound of his voice. His lips saying âthatâs my girl.â You need him to see you like this. You pull the covers back just a little, breathing shaky as you lift your phone. One hand slips back under the waistband of your panties, your fingers teasing just enough to make your thighs twitch. You snap a photo. Your hand between your legs. Your panties slightly tugged down. Your thighs soft and parted. Youâre trembling when you hit send.
You [4:43 am]
âŠ
Seconds feel like hours.
Heeseung [4:43 am]
jesus fucking christ
look at you
fuck
keep touching yourself just like that
pretend itâs me
Your thumb hovers over the keyboard, the other hand still movingâslow, desperate circles on your clit, slick and messy. Youâre so close already itâs dizzying.
You [4:43 am]
i always pretend itâs u hee :(
You hit send, barely able to see straight. It takes him a moment.
Heeseung [4:44 am]
fuck baby
youâre driving me insane
wish i could hear u right now
whimpering all soft and needy
Another sharp flick of your wrist and you gasp, eyes fluttering shut. You are whimpering, broken, breathy sounds you try to muffle into your pillow.
Heeseung [4:44 am]
keep rubbing that pretty little pussy for me
slow circles baby just like iâd do it
make yourself cum for me yeah?
You [4:44 am]
mhm :((
are u touching yourself too?
You send it while circling your clit just the way he told you toâslow, trembling, and wet. You can barely keep your hand steady, your thighs twitching at every glide. A second later, his response lights up your screen.
Heeseung [4:45 am]
yes baby
canât help it
your pictures, your little sounds in my head
iâm so hard it hurts
That does it. You rub harder, faster, the heat coiling deep in your belly, your hips stuttering into your hand as you let out a tiny gasp, cheeks flushed, lip caught between your teeth. You need more, and he knows it.
Heeseung [4:46 am]
baby
put ur fingers inside for me
pretend itâs my fingers deep inside u
You whimper at the message, already sliding your fingers down lower, slipping them in without resistance. Youâre so wet, they glide in easily, your head tilting back at the stretch, the heat, the ache.
Heeseung [4:46 am]
god i wish it was me
wish i could feel how tight you are
iâd fuck u nice and slow
You moan into your pillow, fingers curling, fucking yourself just like he wouldâthinking about his voice in your ear, his breath on your skin, the way heâd whisper praises in your ear while kissing your neck. It hits hard, your orgasm ripping through you in waves, thighs trembling around your hand, lips parted in a silent cry. You stay like that for a moment, ruined and flushed, before managing to pull your hand away. Still breathless, you lift your phone with shaky fingers and take another photoâyour soaked fingers, a glossy string of cum stretched between them.
You [4:48 am]
made a mess for u hee :)
Heeseung [4:48am]
fuckâŠ
fuck princess
iâm gonna cum
Youâre still catching your breath when your phone buzzes again.
Heeseung [4:50 am]
youâre unreal baby
so pretty
so good for me
my perfect girl
You smile, cheeks hot, curled beneath your blanket now, the ache between your legs softening into warmth. You type slowly, eyes heavy with sleep.
You [4:50 am]
hee
u make me feel so good :(
want u here
wanna fall asleep on your chest
Heeseung [4:51 am]
iâd hold u so close princess
kiss ur forehead
play with ur hair til u fall asleep
You let out a soft, sleepy giggle into your pillow.
You [4:51 am]
mm that sounds perfect
goodnight hee <3
Heeseung [4:51 am]
goodnight baby
dream of me yeah?
<33
You tuck your phone under your pillow, smile still lingering on your lips as your eyes flutter shut, his words wrapped around you like a blanket.
You wake up to the soft buzz of your phone against your sheets, light from the screen spilling across your pillow.
27 new messages.
Your stomach flips. The group chat is blowing up and your name is all over it.
Sunoo
okay so itâs settled?? Heeseungâs place again??
Jungwon
yup tonight
Sunghoon
y/n donât forget your controller
Jay
does she even know whatâs happening rn
You stare at the screen, frozen. Heeseungâs place. Your cheeks burn as last night flashes in your mind, his voice, his texts, your fingers between your thighs. The pictures you sent. The ones he sent. And now⊠this? What if itâs weird now? What if it was just fun for him in the moment, but he doesnât actually want you? What if he regrets it, and youâre showing up like a fool? Youâre overthinking. Still, your fingers hover above the keyboard, hesitation burning in your chest. Then a new message pops up.
Heeseung
y/n are u in?
Three words. Thatâs all it takes to make your heart skip. You wait, ten seconds, twenty, trying not to read too much into it. Then, finally, you reply.
You
yeah :)
You stare at the little smiley face, hoping it doesnât look too nervous. Hoping he sees it and hears the âplease still want meâ in your head. Your phone buzzes again.
Heeseung [1:27 pm] (privately)
morning princess
missed u already
You [1:27 pm]
morning hee
missed u too <3
You send it before you can overthink, then hide your face in your pillow, kicking your legs. Your stomach is still tight with nerves, but his reply melts them just enough to let a smile creep in.
Youâre staring at your reflection again. For the third time. Your skirt is short, but not too short, you tell yourself, sitting perfectly on your waist. The soft grey cardigan you picked out earlier clings to your frame just enough to show it off, the top buttons left undone so collarbones and chest show. Youâre wearing perfume, a subtle one, the same one you wore last time at his place. You look cute. You know you do. You just hope he notices. Hope he wants you still. Hope none of what happened the other night has changed the way he looks at you.
Your phone buzzes again.
Sunoo
on our way! be there in 10
You grab your bag, swipe on a little extra lip balm, and head out. Fast-forward to Heeseungâs front door, everyoneâs already inside laughing and talking as you step in. The same cozy orange light glows through the living room, voices echoing through the apartment. And then you see him, sitting on the edge of the couch in a hoodie and sweatpants, hair slightly messy like always, exactly how you like it. He turns his head the second you walk in. And you swear his eyes trail down your body, slow and shameless.
âHey.â he says, voice low, lips lifting into the slightest smirk. âHey.â you mumble, already feeling your cheeks warm. âYou look cute.â he says simply. Like itâs just a fact. You barely manage a quiet âthank you.â before Sunghoon yells something about Mario Kart and the moment is gone. But not really, because you can feel his gaze on you even when youâre looking away.
The night has that same warm, familiar glow as last timeâsoft lights casting a gentle hue over Heeseungâs living room, the TV humming low as the next movie rolls. Everyoneâs sprawled around the room now, Sunghoonâs half-asleep already with a bowl of popcorn resting on his chest, Jay and Sunoo are arguing playfully about which horror movie is better, and Heeseungâs legs are stretched out in front of the couch where youâre curled up on one end, hugging a fluffy pillow. Your skirtâs ruffled from how youâve been shifting to get comfy, the neckline of your cardigan dipping slightly as you sink deeper into the cushions. You feel his gaze again, subtle but heavy. You glance up just in time to catch it, and he doesnât even look away. He just smirks a little. You flush. Again.
Trying to act casual, you tuck your legs under yourself, tugging the hem of your skirt down just a little more. The warmth of the room, the quiet chatter, the way Heeseung hasnât taken his eyes off you since you walked in, itâs all making you drowsy. By the time the third movie starts playing, your head is dipped against the couch, your cheek pressed to your arm. You fight it for a bit, blinking slow, barely following the plot, but your body is already giving in. Your breathing slows, your limbs go still, and eventuallyâŠyou fall asleep. Heeseung notices immediately. At first, he just glances over, ready to make a comment, maybe tease you, but the words never come out. Instead, his expression softens. The curve of your lashes against your cheek, the way your lips part ever so slightly when you exhale, itâs enough to make his heart stutter.
He shifts, propping his elbow on the couch, letting his fingers curl against his cheek, watching you in silence while everyone else reacts to whateverâs happening on screen. Youâre practically glowing under the dim light, blanket half falling off your thighs, cardigan slipping off one shoulder just enough to make him swallow hard. A while passes like that. Quiet. Intimate. Like itâs just the two of you in the room. Then Jay says something about it being past 3AM, and someone stands, stretching with a dramatic groan. âShould we bounce?â Sunghoon asks, rubbing his eyes. Jay nods. âYeah, iâm dead. Heeseung, all good?â Heeseung tears his eyes away from you for the first time in a while. âYeah.â Someone notices you next. âSheâs out cold.â Jay leans in, whispering loudly. âYou want us to wake her?â
Heeseung shakes his head, protective without even realizing it. âNo. Donât. Sheâs fine.â And just like that, they gather their things. Shoes are slipped on, phones grabbed off chargers, quiet goodbyes are mumbled, but Heeseung stays seated beside you, gaze still locked on your sleeping form. When the door finally closes and the apartment is quiet again, he stays still. His living room is bathed in that same soft orange glow, the credits roll on the TV, and youâre still there, breathing slow and peaceful, curled up with your lashes fluttering faintly, as if even in your sleep, you know heâs watching. He shifts just a little closer. You stir slightly when you feel the couch dip beside you, your body still heavy with sleep. âHey, princess,â a voice murmurs, soft and warm near your ear. âEveryone left.â You blink up at him, slow and disoriented, eyes adjusting to the dim light. âOhâŠI fell asleep?â Heeseungâs face is close, framed by the golden hue of the room, his smile gentle and just a little smug.
âYeah,â he says, brushing a thumb lightly over your cheek. âYou looked too cute to wake up.â You bite back a flustered smile, pulling the blanket tighter around your body. âYou couldâve at least nudged meâŠâ He shrugs, still looking at you like you hung the stars. âDidnât want to. You looked peaceful.â
Your heart flutters, cheeks warming as your sleepiness starts to fade. He doesnât move away, his face is still close, his hand resting beside your waist. The room feels warmer than it did earlier, quieter. Like everything outside of this couch doesnât matter right now. You shift a little, your voice still a bit hushed. âSoâŠitâs just us now?â Heeseung hums, tilting his head. âYeah.â A pause.âYou wanna stay a bit longer?â he adds. âJust us?â And the look he gives you isnât teasing, not this time. Itâs curious and hopeful.
You nod, still wrapped in the blanket, and sit up a little. A quiet yawn slips out before you bring your hand up to rub your eyes, still groggy, still warm from sleep. When you look up at him again, Heeseungâs already watching you, so closely, his gaze soft and heavy, like youâre the only thing in the world worth looking at. His lips are slightly parted, his expression unreadable but so full of something youâve never seen from him before, not like this. Your heart stutters. Maybe itâs the quiet of the room. Maybe itâs the way he hasnât looked away from you once. Maybe itâs the leftover warmth from your late-night texts, from the ache you havenât been able to shake since. But something makes you reach out, slow and uncertain, your fingers brushing against his cheek before settling there gently. His skin is warm under your touch, and his lashes flutter just slightly at the contact, but he doesnât move away.
Heeseung leans into your hand just the tiniest bit. And then, before you can overthink it, before you can get too scared, you lean in. Your lips press softly against his, barely there at first, just enough to feel the way he exhales sharply through his nose. His hand brushes lightly against your knee under the blanket, but he doesnât pull you closer, doesnât rush it. He just lets you kiss him, lets you decide. When you slowly pull back, your breath catching in your throat, you meet his eyes again. Heâs smiling, soft, in awe, and he whispers, âHey.â
A small laugh escapes your lips, bashful and sweet. âHi.â You donât say anything else for a second, both of you just sitting there in the glow of the room. And something in the way heâs looking at you, so soft, so wanting, makes the nerves dissolve into something deeper, heavier, needier. So you kiss him again.
This time with more pressure, more feeling, like all the nights of tension are finally spilling out through your lips. Your hand slips from his cheek to the back of his head, threading into his hair gently, and you feel him breathe in sharply when you do. His hands grip your waist and pull you effortlessly into his lap, and you melt against him, thighs bracketing his hips as his touch slides down to caress them slowly, reverently. You sigh softly into his mouth, and he hums in response, the sound low and satisfied. His fingers squeeze just above your knees, coaxing you closer until thereâs nothing between you but heat and fabric.
Your arms wind around his shoulders, fingers threading into his hair as the kiss deepens, grows hungrier, but still soft around the edges. His lips break from yours for only a moment, breath shaky against your cheek. âCould kiss you forever.â he whispers, voice rough and thick. Your lips are still barely touching when you whisper itâquiet, breathless, almost like a confession. âI missed you.â He pauses, eyes searching yours, hands still resting on your waist like heâs afraid to let go. His voice is gentler when he replies, like heâs matching your softness.
âYeah?â he murmurs, brushing his thumb along the hem of your cardigan. âI missed you too, princess. So much.â You feel your cheeks heat up, but you donât look away, not this time. Not when heâs holding you like that, not when heâs looking at you like youâre the only thing that matters. A shaky breath escapes you before you murmur, âYou have no idea how much I thought about you.â Heeseung tilts his head, his thumb tracing slow circles on your waist. âYeah, baby?â he asks softly, like heâs afraid to hope. âTell me.â You press your lips together for a moment before whispering, âI couldnât stop replaying everythingâŠthe way you looked at me, the way you talked to me last night. I couldnât sleep.â He lets out the faintest exhale, something between a sigh and a groan, like your words hit him right in the chest. âI know,â he says, brushing his nose against yours. âYouâve been in my head ever since i met you.â You look up at him again, shy and aching. âI was scared maybe you changed your mind.â
âNot even close,â he says without hesitation. âYou donât get itâŠI havenât wanted someone like this, ever.â Your fingers curl into his hoodie, heart thudding. His lips find yours again, slower, more sure. His hands cradle you like he canât believe youâre real. âI want you, Heeseung.â For a second, he just stares at you, his grip tightening ever so slightly on your waist. Then he leans in, lips brushing yours, voice dropping into something husky and warm, so low it shoots straight through your spine. âShow me how much, baby.â You donât hesitate. You crash your lips to his in a filthy, needy kissânothing like the soft ones you shared before. Your hands tangle in his hair, pulling him closer as your body presses flush against his. He groans into your mouth, both arms wrapping around you, dragging you further onto his lap. His fingers slide up beneath your cardigan, caressing the soft skin of your waist, and your hips roll instinctively. Heeseungâs lips move feverishly against yours, and everything about him feels hot and overwhelming, like heâs been holding himself back for far too long. âYou drive me crazy.â he mutters against your lips, breathless. You only kiss him harder in response, fingers clutching the sides of his jaw like you never want to let go.
His hands drift lower, until they slip beneath the hem of your skirt. You gasp softly into the kiss when his palms find the soft flesh of your thighs, then higher, until heâs gripping your ass with both hands, squeezing gently but possessively. âYouâre so cute, baby.â he murmurs against your mouth, his voice thick with need and affection. You whimper, biting down softly on your lower lip as you pull back just enough to look at him. His eyes are dark, hooded, roaming over your face like heâs trying to memorize every little expression. Your cheeks flush, your hands stay tangled in his hair, your body warm and trembling in his lap. âYou make me feel soâŠâ you whisper, unsure how to finish the sentence with how full your chest feels. Heeseung leans in again, kissing you slower this time, his thumbs tracing soft circles over your skin. âI know,â he whispers. âMe too.â
Without even thinking, your hips begin to move , slow, subtle rolls against his lap, just seeking friction, something to ease the ache building between your thighs. You donât even realize what youâre doing at first, too lost in the feeling of him, the way his hands are holding you, the way his lips feel on yours. But the second you hear him exhale, a deep, shuddering breath, you freeze. âPrincessâŠâ he murmurs, his voice all rough and low, like heâs holding back. You bury your face in the crook of his neck, your cheeks burning. âHeeâŠâ you whisper, flustered, your fingers gripping his shoulders for balance. âI didnât mean toââ His hands slide up your back slowly, soothing. âDonât hide from me,â he says, and you feel him smile softly against your temple. âKeep going, baby.â Your breath catches, and you nod slowly, your lips brushing his skin as you speak. Your hips keep moving against him, soft and needy, your fingers clutching the fabric of his hoodie like itâs the only thing grounding you. âHeeâŠâ you breathe, your voice trembling as your lips brush against the warm skin of his neck. âYou feel so goodâŠâ
Your soft moan spills out before you can stop itâquiet, breathy, but it sends a sharp jolt through Heeseung. His grip on your waist tightens as his cock throbs beneath you, straining against his sweats. âFuck, babyâŠâ he groans, his voice rough and low. âYou sound so goodâgonna make me lose my mind.â You shiver at his words. You try to bury your face even deeper into his neck, cheeks burning. âStopâŠâ you whisper shyly, squirming in his lap, but not enough to actually get away. âDonât say stuff like thatâŠâ He laughs softly, the sound husky and fond as he presses a kiss to your temple. âWhy not?â he murmurs. âItâs true. Youâre so fucking cute when youâre like thisâŠall needy and shy in my lap.â
Your body moves again, hips rolling against him with a little more need, a little more desperation. Each soft moan and whimper that escapes your lips only fuels him more, your breath catching every time your clothed core drags along the thick bulge in his sweats. âNghâŠâ you whimper, clinging to him. âMmhâjust like that, babyâŠâ Heeseung groans, deep and low, his hands sliding down your waist until theyâre gripping your ass again, squeezing it firmly. His fingers dig in just a little as he helps guide your movements, encouraging you to grind harder against him, a soft moan leaving your mouth. âYeah?â he murmurs, lips brushing your ear. âThat what you want, princess?â You nod quickly, too dizzy to speak. He chuckles under his breath, hands keeping you steady as he rocks you against him, the pressure sending sparks through your whole body. âSo prettyâso fucking softâcanât get enough of youâŠâ
His hands slip beneath your cardigan slowly, warm palms cupping your breasts over your bra, and the soft moan that escapes you only makes his breath hitch. âFuckâŠâ he murmurs, voice low and strained as he palms at you, thumbing over the fabric. Youâre trembling, but still, you find the courage to sit back just enough to slowly shrug your cardigan off, cheeks burning as it falls to the couch behind you. You look up at him with wide, shy eyes, your chest rising and falling. His jaw drops slightly. âHoly fuckâŠâ he breathes, eyes glued to the way your breasts spill against the bra, soft and full. He wastes no time, hands grabbing them over the fabric, squeezing them in his palms. âYou like them, Hee?â you whisper shyly, barely able to meet his eyes.
He lets out a soft, strained laugh, eyes dark. âPrincess,â he groans, âIâm so fucking hard right now, what do you think?â Your whole face flushes hot, lips parted slightly. Still, you manage a soft, almost breathless, âYou can take it offâŠif you wanna,â your voice fragile, and your eyes impossibly big and trusting. He stares at you like you just gave him the universe. Heeseung doesnât say anything right away, just watches you for a moment, barely holding himself together. Then, slowly, he leans in. His lips find your neck, soft and warm, pressing kisses down the delicate skin like heâs savoring you. Each one slower than the last, trailing lower with every breath you take. Your eyes flutter shut, your fingers threading back into his hair as a shaky sigh slips from your lips.
His hands move with purpose, sliding behind you, and you feel the gentle tug as his fingers find the clasp of your bra. With one flick, it comes undone. The straps fall loose against your arms, and he pulls back slightly, eyes meeting yours. You give him a small nod, cheeks burning. He pushes the straps off your shoulders and lets the bra fall between you. Then his hands return to your chest, palms warm and reverent as he cups you fully now, skin to skin. He groans softly, like he canât help it, like the feel of you is too much. âSo soft,â he mutters, squeezing you gently. âSo fucking perfectâŠâ Your head tilts slightly with a quiet whimper, lips parted, body buzzing with heat as he rolls your nipples between his fingers, teasing and slow. âYouâre driving me insane, princess,â he breathes, voice thick and low. âYouâre too pretty for your own good.â
You lean in just a little, shy but needy, and Heeseung catches on instantly. His hands slide up your sides again, and he brings his mouth to your chest, kissing over the soft swell before wrapping his lips around one nipple. He sucks gently, warm tongue flicking, lips tugging just enough to make you gasp. One of his hands squeezes the other breast while his mouth works you, slow and purposeful. You whimper, back arching instinctively, and your hips begin to move again, grinding softly against the bulge straining beneath you. He switches sides, his mouth now on your other breast, sucking, licking, groaning low in his throat like he canât get enough of you. âYou like it, princess?â he murmurs between kisses, breath warm against your skin. âmhmâ you whine softly, your eyes shut tight as you let the pleasure wash over you. He chuckles, proud and a little breathless himself. âYeah? Then keep going, baby.â he murmurs, voice thick. His hands settle on your hips, helping guide your rhythm as you rock against him. âJust like that.â
His mouth returns to your chest, and the room fills with quiet whimpers, heavy breathing, and the soft sound of his lips on your skin. Your fingers tug gently at the hem of his shirt, your voice barely above a whisper. âHeeâŠâ Heeseung doesnât hesitate, he pulls his shirt off in one smooth motion and tosses it aside, and you canât help the soft gasp that escapes your lips. Your eyes roam his toned chest, the sharp lines of his abs catching the dim light. You bite your lip, hands instinctively rising to trace along the ridges, feeling the heat of his skin beneath your trembling fingertips. Still grinding against him, you lean forward slowly, pressing soft kisses to the side of his neck. One after another, each one deeper, needier. His breath catches when your lips suck gently, leaving behind faint red marks, proof of how badly you want him.
He groans, low and raspy, and his hands return to your ass, squeezing hard, pulling you closer as your grinding becomes more desperate. âFuck, baby.â he whispers, voice thick and strained, his head falling back just slightly as your mouth moves along his neck. His grip on your ass tightens as he helps guide your hips faster, harderâgrinding down on the thick bulge straining beneath you. Every drag of him against your clothed cunt sends sparks through your body, his cock catching perfectly on your clit, the pressure unbearable in the best way. Your moans come out higher now, breathy and helpless, and it only spurs him on. He groans low, âYouâre gonna cum, princess?â You nod frantically, eyes squeezed shut, hips rocking with desperate rhythm. âPleaseâŠHee, pleaseââ
He doesnât make you beg more than that. One of his hands slips down between your bodies, under your skirt, fingers pressing against the soaked fabric of your panties. He rubs small, fast circles on your clit, syncing with your grinding, the friction making you cry out. âShit, youâre so wet.â he breathes, watching you fall apart on top of him. âFeels good, doesnât it, baby?â And you can only nod again, whimpering, as your orgasm builds sharp and fast in your gutâhis voice in your ear, his hands on your body, everything pushing you closer and closer. You tremble as the wave crashes over you, tugging on his hair as your orgasm hitsâyour soft, broken whimpers filling his ears as you finish, your body melting in his arms. Heeseung wraps you up, his hand stroking gently up and down your back as he whispers, âGood girlâŠso good for me.â
Still catching your breath, you lift your head, take his face in both your hands, and kiss him deeply, slow and messy and full of all the want that had been simmering between you for weeks. When you finally pull back, your lips are kiss-swollen, your cheeks flushed, your eyes shy, but burning with something he canât look away from. You shift off his lap, still trembling a little, and settle down between his legs instead. Sitting back on your knees, you look up at him through your lashes, arms resting against his thighs, pressing your soft chest together just a little. âFuck.â he breathes, his voice raspier now, his eyes dark as they rake over you. His cock is twitching in his pants, straining, aching, just from the way youâre looking at him. Just from you. âPrincessâŠâ he says low, barely holding himself back. Your voice comes out breathy and shy, but so full of want it makes his head spin. âI wanna make you feel good, HeeâŠâ
Heeseungâs eyes drop to your hands as they move gently over the hard bulge in his pants, slow and curious, your fingers tentative but so eager. He swears under his breath, biting down on his lip, the way you look up at him so innocent while touching him nearly making him lose his mind. âShit, babyâŠâ he groans, hips twitching slightly into your touch. âYouâre driving me crazy.â You blink up at him, a soft smile tugging on your lips as your hands press a little firmer, rubbing him through the fabric. âLet me?â you ask quietly, so sweet, so soft, like youâre asking for permission to ruin him. He cups your cheek, brushing his thumb along your skin, voice low and wrecked. âYou can do anything you want to me, princess.â You give him the softest kiss on the cheek, your lips lingering just a second longer, like a promise.
Then, slowly, with trembling fingers, you tug down his sweatpants and boxers, your breath catching when his cock springs freeâbig, leaking, heavy against his stomach. Your thighs instinctively press together at the sight, and your lips part slightly, like youâre already imagining how he might taste. âGodâŠâ Heeseung exhales, his head tipping back as he watches you through lidded eyes. You wrap both hands around him delicately, like youâre handling something precious, and lean in, placing a soft, innocent kiss right on the tip. Your eyes flick up to meet his as you do, wide, shimmering, so sweet it makes his jaw clench. âYouâre so pretty, HeeâŠâ you whisper, kissing him again, lips brushing lightly down the side of his shaft.
He twitches in your hand, groaning low. âYouâre the one thatâs pretty, princess,â he murmurs, voice hoarse. âSo fucking prettyâŠdown on your knees for me.â He cups the back of your head gently, fingers threading into your hair as you continue kissing along his length, so slow, so teasing, savoring every second. Your tongue flicks out slowly, tasting the tip, salty and warm. You kiss it again, before dragging your tongue just a little lower, teasing the underside as you hear Heeseungâs breath hitch above you. âFuckâŠâ he mutters under his breath, his grip on your hair tightening just slightly.
You kiss him again, and then finally part your lips and sink down just a little, taking him into your mouth, the warmth and weight of him making you shiver. The second heâs inside, even just barely, a soft moan escapes you, quiet, involuntary, but enough to make him groan. âYou like it, baby?â he breathes, his voice low and ruined. You hum around him in response, sending vibrations up his shaft, and it makes him curse again. You pull back slightly, your lips wet and shiny, looking up at him with that same innocent gaze. Heeseungâs jaw clenches as he watches you. âGod, youâre so fucking perfect, princessâŠâ You wrap your lips fully around him, taking him deeper this time, your mouth warm and wet as you start to suck with more confidence. Your hand tightens its grip around his shaft, fingers sliding smoothly as you bob your head up and down, eyes locked on his dark, intense gaze.
A thin strand of drool escapes the corner of your mouth, dripping down his length, but you donât care, your focus is on him, on the way his breath hitches and his body tenses under your touch. Heeseung groans, one hand curling around your cheek, thumb brushing softly over your skin while the other finds your hair, guiding your movements like a gentle command. âFuck, baby,â he rasps, voice rough and desperate. âJust like thatâkeep going.â You obey without hesitation, the rhythm steady and slow, savoring every moment, every reaction from him. You take him a little deeper, the sudden stretch making you gag softly. Your eyes water, tears gathering at the corners, but you donât stop, driven by the way Heeseungâs low moan vibrates through you. Pulling back just enough to catch your breath, you look up at him with wide, glistening eyes and ask in a quiet, tender voice, âDoes it feel good, baby?â
The moment the word leaves your lips, his composure shatters. His grip tightens, jaw clenches, and a guttural growl escapes him.âFuckâŠ,â he rasps, voice thick with want and disbelief. âYou calling me thatâŠIâm losing it.â His hands tighten in your hair, pulling you gently but firmly back down as his hips shift, desperate for more. Heeseungâs hands grip your hair firmly, guiding your head up and down faster now. Your soft moans fill the room, the vibrations sending shivers straight through him. He growls low, voice strained with need. âShitâIâm gonna cum, princess.â he warns, breath hitching. You pull back just enough, lips parted and tongue sliding out to trace the length of him one last time. Your hands move eagerly up and down his shaft, keeping the pace as you wait for him to let go. His hips jerk forward suddenly, and he curses, fingers tangling tighter in your hair as he shudders, spilling hot and heavy into your mouth. You swallow it all and then lean in, lips parted, tongue peeking out to show him itâs all goneâclean, obedient, just for him.
His eyes darken as he exhales shakily. âHoly shit, babyâŠyouâre fucking unreal.â You giggle softly, cheeks flushed, and crawl back onto his lap. Your lips meet his for a tender kiss, sweet and slow, but he kisses you back harder, possessive now, hands sliding over your hips before squeezing your ass firmly. The sudden smack he lands on it makes you whimper against his lips, body jolting slightly. Then, with barely a second to catch your breath, he flips you over on the couch, your back hitting the cushions with a soft thud, his body hovering over yours. He kisses you hungrily, like he canât get enough, mouth trailing down your neck, your collarbones, teeth grazing, lips sucking until you know thereâll be marks. You whimper beneath him, arching into his touch, needing more.
He pulls your skirt down slowly, followed by your panties, dragging the soft fabric down your thighs with careful hands, like heâs unwrapping something precious. His breath catches when youâre bare for him, eyes darkening as he settles between your legs. His fingers gently part you, slow and deliberate, and he swipes through your slick with a quiet exhale. âSo prettyâŠâ he murmurs, almost to himself, like he canât believe what heâs seeing. Embarrassment flutters in your chest and you instinctively cover your face with your hands, cheeks burning. He chuckles softly, voice low and warm. âWhy are you hiding from me, baby?â
You donât answer, you canât, not when he leans in and presses a soft, open-mouthed kiss to you, licking a slow stripe that has your back arching. You gasp, your fingers reaching down to grab at his hair. He keeps going, licking, kissing, sucking, slow at first, then faster, more purposeful. You whimper his name, thighs trembling as he keeps you open with one arm wrapped around your hip. And then, his fingers. One sliding in, then another, curling just right as his mouth never lets up. The combination makes your toes curl, your moans growing softer but needier, your grip on his hair tighter with every flick of his tongue. âHeeâŠâ you whine, breathless.
He groans against you in response, like he could stay there forever, completely lost in you. His fingers are working you open, curling and thrusting in a rhythm thatâs already overwhelming. His tongue moves with practiced precision, flicking and sucking at your clit until your thighs are trembling around his head. And then suddenly, his fingers slip out, replaced by both of his arms wrapping firmly around your waist, tugging you closer to his mouth. His hands slide up your body and cup your tits, squeezing gently at first, then harder when you moan. His thumbs brush over your nipples, sending jolts of heat straight through your core. âFuck, you taste so good,â he groans between licks, his breath warm and ragged against you. âCould stay here all night, baby. Youâre so sweetâŠso wet just for me.â
You let out a choked sound, high and breathy, your hands flying to cover his on your chest, needing to feel him, hold him, ground yourself. Your hips twitch helplessly as his mouth drags another moan from your lips. âSo sensitive,â he mumbles, sucking your clit just right. âSo fucking good for me. Canât believe I get to have you like this.â
You whimper, eyes squeezed shut, fingers squeezing his tighter. âPleaseâŠBabyâdonât stop.â you whine. He moans against your cunt, sucking harder now, his fingers rolling your nipples as your body writhes beneath him, overwhelmed by the pleasure building like a storm. Your whole bodyâs trembling, thighs tightening around his head, your hips bucking up into his mouth without you even realizing. âHeeââ you whimper, breath hitching. âIâmâIâm cummingââ
Your hands clutch his over your chest, knuckles white, your back arching as your voice gets higher. âFuck, thatâs it,â he groans, voice muffled against your soaked cunt. âCum for me, baby. All over my fucking mouth.â And you do. A broken, high-pitched moan escapes you as your release crashes through your body, your hips stuttering against his face, your fingers tangle in his hair, pulling him closer. He groans again at the feeling, his tongue still working you through it, drinking every last bit of it up like he needs it to live. Your thighs tremble around him, your whole body going warm and overstimulated, but heâs still kissing the inside of your thigh, murmuring softly, âThatâs my good girlâŠâ
He pulls back from between your thighs, lips shiny, eyes dark and hungry. Still catching your breath, you reach up with shaky arms and hook them behind his neck, tugging him down into a messy, desperate kiss. You moan softly into his mouth, tasting yourself on his tongue. He groans into the kiss, hands sliding under you, one under your back, the other under your thighs, and lifts you like you weigh nothing. You gasp, arms tightening around his shoulders, your forehead resting against his. He carries you through the quiet of his room, the only sound your shallow breathing and the soft creak of the floor beneath his feet. His eyes stay locked on yours, so intense it makes your stomach flutter.
And when he reaches the edge of the bed, he lays you down gently, hands never leaving your body, and whispers, âYouâre so perfect like this, princessâŠâ He crawls over you slowly, eyes raking over every inch of your bare body, like he canât believe youâre really here, like this, under him. His hands trail down your waist, squeezing gently before gliding to your hips, your thighs, your ass. He lowers his head to your neck, kissing and sucking softly, then down to your chest, lingering there, murmuring sweet nothings between kisses.
âIâm gonna make you feel so good.â he whispers against your skin, voice low and rough. You nod, already breathless, lips parting into a pout. âPlease, babyâŠâ you whine, fingers slipping through his hair, playing with it softly. His eyes flicker between yours as he pushes his sweatpants down, his voice low and breathless. âMy sweet little girlfriend, yeah?â he murmurs, gaze heavy with want, but also something softer. You gasp, heart pounding, but you nod quickly, eagerly. âYes, baby⊠please. Wanna be yours, Hee.â He groans under his breath, palming himself through his boxers. âFuckâŠâ Then he slips them off, his cock springing free once again. He positions himself between your thighs, stroking himself slowly as he looks down at you, completely bare and trembling beneath him. âAll mine,â he whispers, leaning in to kiss you again, âGonna take care of you.â
He finds your hand beside your head and gently intertwines his fingers with yours, grounding you, holding you close. âGot you, baby.â he whispers, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek. Then he slowly starts to push inside, inch by inch, his breath stuttering. âGodâŠyouâre so tight, princess. Love this pretty pussyâŠâ You whimper, brows furrowed as you cling to his hand, squeezing it tightly. The stretch burns a little, making you wince, your thighs trembling around his waist. He pauses, his free hand stroking your cheek, eyes locked with yours. âYou okay?â he murmurs, voice laced with care. You nod shyly, breathless. âY-Yeah⊠just go slow, baby.â
As he inches in the rest of the way, your mouth parts in a sharp gasp from the stretch, but before the sound can fully escape, Heeseung leans in and kisses you, swallowing the noise and grounding you with his lips. âDoing so good for me.â he murmurs against your mouth. He stays there, buried deep, holding still, giving you time, kissing your cheeks, your nose, the corner of your lips. You squeeze his hand tighter, chest rising and falling as you adjust to the size of him. âY-You can moveâŠHee.â you whisper shyly, blinking up at him with watery eyes. He nods, pressing a tender kiss to your forehead. âOkay, baby. Iâll be gentle.â And then he starts to move, slow and careful, dragging his hips back and rolling them forward again. He keeps holding your hand, his other brushing down your side. Every thrust melts the ache into something warmer, deeper, and you whimper softly beneath him, each sound making his heart clench. âThatâs it,â he breathes, kissing your cheek as your lashes flutter. âFeels good now, doesnât it?â
You nod quickly, lips parted, eyes fluttering open to meet his. âMhmâŠfeels so goodâŠâ Heeseung leans closer, voice rough and low in your ear. âBeen thinking about you like this since the first time I saw youâŠâ You gasp, your back arching at his words. âAll wet and shyâŠwrapped around my cock like this.â His thrusts get slower, deeper, savoring every second. âFuck, you feel like a dream, princess.â Your hands cling to his shoulders, lips brushing against his ear as you pant, your voice trembling but honest, too far gone to hold back now. âI touch myself to your voiceâŠâ you whisper, so shy but so desperate.âEvery time you spoke, Iâd get so wet.â You whine, tightening around him. âSo wet for you, Hee⊠always.â His hips falter at the confession, breath catching in his throat. âFuck, babyâŠâ he groans, voice rough with desire, and then he thrusts harder, faster, trying to reach deeper just from your words alone.
âYouâve been mine this whole time, hm?â he breathes against your lips. âGetting off to my voice, fuckâdirty little thing.â You whimper, completely unraveling, and heâs loving every second of it. âPlease, HeeâŠwanna ride you, please.â Your voice is all breathy and sweet. He groans low, twitching inside you, the tip of his cock nudging that spot that makes your thighs tremble. âFuckâŠyeah, baby,â he breathes. âCâmere.â He pulls out gently, lays flat on the bed, eyes burning into yours as he guides you up. âCome ride your man.â Youâre quick to move, desperate, aching. You straddle him with shaky thighs and grab his cock, lining him up and slowly sinking down, whining as he stretches you open again. Your hands splay on his abs for balance, your head falling back at the fullness. âSo deepâŠâ you breathe. âF-fuck, HeeseungâŠâ He watches you like youâre the only thing thatâs ever mattered, his hands gripping your thighs, sliding up your waist, thumbs brushing under your breasts. âThatâs it, baby⊠take what you need,â he says, voice low and full of want. âLook at youâŠriding me so good already.â
You start bouncing on him, slow at first, then faster, the wet sound of you taking him again and again filling the room, making his breath catch in his throat. Your head tilts to the side a little as soft, high-pitched moans spill from your lips, your eyes fluttering with every drag of him deep inside. âHoly shitâŠâ Heeseung groans, eyes roaming all over youâyour flushed skin, your bouncing tits, the way your stomach tightens every time you sink back down on him. His hands move up to your chest, squeezing your tits in his palms, thumbs brushing over your nipples just to hear you whine again. Then down, caressing the curve of your waist, trailing lower until they find your ass, gripping it hard, pulling you deeper on his cock, then suddenly landing a sharp slap to one cheek.
You gasp, a broken moan leaving your throat as your hips stutter. He smirks, rubbing the spot he slapped. âSo fucking cute when you sound like that, princess.â Then his hands slide down your thighs, fingers dragging over the soft skin, admiring the way they tense as you keep moving. âFeel so good riding me, baby.â he says, voice breathless.
Your rhythm turns desperate, bouncing faster and harder as your hands cling to his abs, nails digging slightly into his skin. âWant youâso bad, Heeâneed you,â you pant, voice high and breathless, âNeed to beâunder your skinâŠâ He lets out a soft chuckle, the need in your voice making his cock twitch deep inside you. âGod, baby,â he murmurs, his hand sliding down to rub tight, fast circles on your clit. âYouâre so fucking needyâŠâ You nod, crying out as his fingers work you harder, your thighs trembling. âHeeâHee, I love youâlove you so muchâahh!â His hips twitch beneath you, and he sits up just enough to pull you in for a kiss, messy and deep, all tongue and breath. âI love you too, princess,â he whispers against your lips, âIâll always take care of youâmy sweet, perfect baby.â You nod frantically, fingers tangling in his hair, overwhelmed with pleasure and emotion. âIâm gonna cumâgonna cum for you, Hee!â
âCum for me, baby.â he groans, fingers still circling your clit as you crash into your orgasm, moaning loud, hips stuttering. He holds you through it, eyes fixed on your face, utterly in love. Then, with a low curse, he lifts you just enough to slide out of you, stroking himself fast and desperate before finishing all over your belly with a strangled moan, his hand trembling from the force of it. You both stay still for a moment, catching your breath, your skin warm and glowing, his cum sticky on you, his arms still wrapped around you as you sit on his lap. Heâs pressing lazy kisses to your shoulder, his thumbs rubbing gentle circles into your hips. âWas that okay?â he murmurs against your skin, voice low and hoarse. You nod slowly, leaning your head against his. âIt was perfect.â He smiles, nuzzling your neck, âYouâre perfect.â
After a moment, he shifts gently, reaching for a tissue from the nightstand and cleaning you up carefully, his touch tender, eyes always flickering up to check if youâre okay. You just watch him, dazed and dreamy and completely in love. He tosses the tissue aside and pulls you into his chest. You tuck yourself under his chin, your fingers playing softly with his hair. His heartbeatâs still a little fast. âI still canât believe i did this to you.â he whispers. You smile against his skin. âI always wanted you to do it.â You lie there like that for a while, tangled up, warm and soft, only the sound of your breathing filling the room.
His hand finds yours again, fingers interlacing without thought. Then, very quietly, you murmur against his chest, âWant you to fuck me again, Heeseung.â He freezes. Blinks. Tilts his head to look at you, his eyes wide. âW-What? Now?â You look up at him innocently, smiling, eyes wide and full of mischief. âMhm!â He groans, dragging a hand down his face as the tips of his ears turn bright red. âPrincessâŠyouâre gonna kill me.â You giggle, tugging at his hair and pulling him back down for a sweet kiss.
a/n: got lazy at the end. also left a sneaky easter egg whoever finds it gets a kiss :p idk how this got so long sry if it was annoying