Me, You and Life

Michael/21 years old/psych major. I love Buffy the Vampire Slayer, cats, nature and ham subs. Trying to get by the tough times in life. It's hard yes, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Follow me and I'll follow you.

[mikethinkz]

Unexpected

Things aren't supposed to be this way.

I shouldn't be going through this so young.

I'm feeling like I'm getting a divorce.

Losing so much money, time, and effort.

Losing someone I loved that I was supposed to die next to.

Now I'm alone.

Alone in a world that can never understand.

A world that will put me down.

A world that can't understand I rather be an asshole with walls than be vulnerable and hurt.

No one will ever know.

No one will ever try.

[mikethinkz]

Break up

We were going to have everything.

We were going to have a family, a dog, a cat, a beautiful big house.

We were going to be unstoppable.

You can blame me for not trying and giving up.

However, I've been fighting since the beginning.

You can't start fighting after the end.

I told you I would grow tired of fighting with nothing in return.

I told you this would happen if you didn't start trying.

You didn't listen to me.

You didn't listen until it was too late.

Of course I miss and love you.

That isn't the point.

The point is, I have no more fight left in me.

I want to go into your arms and hold you and make all the bad things disappear.

But now, you are the bad thing.

You are a nightmare I will never forget.

[mikethinkz]

[wellthatsprogress]

*screaming* I 👏 NEED 👏 CONSTANT 👏 VALIDATION 👏 OR 👏 ELSE 👏 I 👏 THINK 👏 YOU 👏 HATE 👏 ME 👏 EVEN 👏 IF 👏 YOU 👏 SAY 👏 YOU 👏 LOVE 👏 ME. 👏 IM 👏 SORRY 👏 IM 👏 LIKE 👏 THIS 👏 BUT 👏 I 👏 NEED 👏 VALIDATION 👏 TO 👏 FEEL 👏 WORTHY 👏 AND 👏 RIGHT 👏 NOW 👏 I 👏 FEEL 👏 WORTHLESS 👏

[dysthymiaanddepressionisalright]

[misslindy-lou43]

[rotten-truth]

‘Fear and Loathing’

And now the time is here Baby you don’t have to live your life in fear And the sky is clear Is clear of fear

Don’t want to live in fear and loathing I want to feel like I am floating Instead of constantly exploding In fear and loathing

[alto2soprano]

Help me. Please.

[daughter-of-depression]

[somuchdamnbandmerch]

[disabilityuserboxes]

this user has dysthymia

[somuchdamnbandmerch]

[alto2soprano]

Depression steals everything.

[n--o-n-a-m-e]

[shesbrokenbutalive-blog]

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[alto2soprano]

[somuchdamnbandmerch]

Credit: br0ken-and-lost