Junction
It seems like I’ve reached a point in my life where I genuinely don’t know what to do next. I’m currently saturated with writing projects that are going nowhere, and I’m basically just sat here every night procrastinating until I can figure out what to do. I’m sick of staring at the last few lines of each project, and getting literally nothing from it. No ideas on how to continue, no clues. It’s incredibly frustrating. Maybe I just need a break from it all. Or maybe I just need to try something entirely new in the hope that it sparks some creativity towards what I already have.
Aside from writing, I kinda feel like I’m at a crossroads too. I don’t know what my aspirations are, and I don’t really know what direction I’m heading in. I’m just glad to be in a position both financially and with my job, that allows me to think about this with little pressure. I guess that makes it an opportunity, rather than a struggle. It’s choosing what to do with my future. Do I want to think about finding someone to start a family with? Do I want to avoid that? Do I try to climb the grades in work? Focus on a career in the office? I’ve always said that I wouldn’t stay in an office forever, but I’ve been working in offices since I was 17. If I were to change it would have to be a permanent decision, but also financially viable. Being an adult sucks.
Anyway, I’m going to keep this first one brief. You can find me on my main blog at mikeyfer where I do poems and stuff.
Good day!