And now for something completely different.
Hey ho it's been a while.
I've been away. I would like to say on vacation but I didn't physically go anywhere. It was like my mind stole away in a taxi early in the morning while I laid in bed to catch an early flight to Somewhere.
You look at all the things you enjoyed and it doesn't fill those dopamine receptors like it used to. Or when you try to fire up some good ol' nostalgia but something breaks and you get frustrated trying to get it to work again.
But it seems like my mind hasn't come back home. Or maybe what I thought was my mind leaving a couple of weeks ago was really a couple of decades ago and I've been replaying that moment deciphering where I went wrong. All those thoughts I've gathered since then, while they play a big part of making me "me", don't kick the snow off their boots at the door in that comforting way.
Not to say that these new ideas are not comforting. Definitely the next book in the series worthy of ideas but maybe an arc that just needs to be written.
I'm never good with good-byes but it seems I was never good at good starts. I may appear here every once in a while, to ring in the good times. But to get to where I want to go, I need to start
Somewhere.
