Day 12 of the 48 days of the Great Lent. Wow! I just realized, that's 25% of the total time already. I'm happy with my meals. This is a perfect example of my staple of buckwheat, avocado, cherry tomatoes and kimchi. In addition to my food restrictions, I have restrict myself from being exposed to media that contains disturbing content. I monitor my thoughts and my words. Although, it has been challenging because, as I entered this Lent Season, I also entered a new episode of severe panic attacks. While the symptoms are purely on a physical level and not in my thoughts (I almost never worry about anything), the severity has gotten so bad over the last couple of days that I turned to God for strength and speedy conclusion. I see some symbolism in it, as without trials, there's no resurrection. #greatlent #fasting #orthodoxy #russianorthodox #easternorthodox #trials #easter













