Q.20: ๅใ่ตฆใใใ๏ผ
Can you forgive me?
A: ๅคข็พฝใฏใใใใ
ใใใใชใใ่จใฃใใใใญ
ใใใใชใใฃใฆ่จใใใใ็ๅฎใใใใใใฐใใชใใใญ
I forgive you.
You said you're sorry, after all.
If you were told, "I won't forgive you," then you wouldn't be able to keep going, either, right?
notes:
to be totally explicit: the last line is her talking about addressing es specifically. i just didn't include the word "warden" in it because it doesn't sound natural to do that in english. it would literally be: "if you were told, "i won't forgive you," then the warden wouldn't be able to keep going, either, right?" i didn't want it to sound stilted when we wouldn't use a title like that normally in conversation.
there's something i like about muu's songs and how they keep talking about how apologies won't reach anyone. but she accepts es' apology here, and even says it's part of the reason she'll forgive es, too.
i also like the last line of this and her ใ ("either") and the implication of how not being forgiven also made her feel like she couldn't go on, and she doesn't want to do that to es, too. her thinking about how others feelโฆ even if it's on a very basic level, after her T3 she's still at least trying to employ the framework that es offered her for thinking about others. the way it's basically, "this hurt me when it happened to me, so it hurts others, too." not wanting es to feel the same way when she knows how it feelsโฆ
i really love the way that muu feels like she's missing such foundational concepts and frameworks socially. and i know it probably feels very small to a lot of people when she does things like this. but it's definitely an improvement, and shows she's at least trying to think about and listen to thingsโฆ
Q.19: ใๅใฏๆชใใชใใฎใ๏ผ
Are you not at fault?
A: ไปใฏใใใใชใ
ใงใ็ๅฎใใใฎ่จใฃใฆใใใจใ
ใใใใใใชใจใฏๆใ
Now, I don't know.
But I want to understand what the warden's saying to me, I think.
Q.18: ็ฝชใฎๆ่ญใฏใใใ๏ผ
Are you aware of your crime?
A: ใใซใซใใใๆญปใใใใฃใฆๆฒใใใฃใใใ
ใฌใคใฎใใใจใใใใใใใ ใฃใฆ
็ๅฎใใใใ่ใใฆๆใฃใ
Haruka-kun's death made me sad, soโฆ
I thought that Rei's papa and mama must feel that way, too, after hearing that from the warden.
Q.17: ใใซใฐใฉใ ใใๅบใใไฝใใใใ๏ผ
What would you want to do if you got out of MILGRAM?
A: ใใใใชใ
ใงใใใซใซใใใฎไฝใใงใใจใใใฏ่กใฃใฆใฟใใ
ใใใใชใจใใใ ใฃใฆ่ใใใใ
I'm not sure.
But I want to try going to where Haruka-kun was living, since I heard it was beautiful there.
notes:
woke up and saw this question and immediately was eating glass about it. the way that haruka had such an impact on muu... that she'd still want to visit the place he lived even though he wouldn't be there. i also like that it means he apparently spoke to her about things like where he lived. i wish we got to see more of their conversations...
also thinking about how in previous interrogations, she mentioned wanting to see her friends, or her parents. this feels so different now. the shift in her priorities...
also a reminder that haruka was born in nagaoka, niigata! painfully, the first thing you see on the wiki article is the fireworks festival they have there. it's beautiful from the video clips they have of it, though.
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