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#promotion #ooc #kinda died on this blog here :( sorry... I miss Atty dearly

'First' Days In Hell

And so, here I am again. All the well known pain and endless torture are back, even at doubled rate. I forgot how to speak. All I am able to say are moans, scream and cries of pain.

But yeah, this is how it was supposed to be. This is where I belong. I can hear Houjin cry for me, but I know he will be okay without me. Just like everyone else. Who would need such useless demon in their life? A demon, that stole another life just to live for himself.

I look different as well. My horns and hair are back, along with my real body and face. But what is probably still here, is the tattoo on my back. I beg them to scratch it away from me, but it's probably impossible. It's still there.

#muse #ic

It's all over...

"Taint..."

Dante whispered as he suddenly woke up, opening his eyes into the darkness.

"Where am I... Taint? Taaint!"

He screamed, helplessly, standing up and walking through a really strange, dark hallway. Or was it a tunnel? Whatever it was, it seemed to be endless.

Tears sreaming down the hybrid's face, cold and sadness surounding his body. Helpless, alone.

"M-master where are you... I miss you... where are you?"

Mouth continued to repeat these words endlessly, as a broken record. He was lost in the darkness. No way out, no light, nothing.

And then, when he exhausted fell on the floor, shivering and sobbing, he felt a hand touch his shoulder. So warm and soft...

"W-who are you?"

The Nephilim asked and looked to where he thought the one touching him was, but saw nothing else than two blue eyes slightly glowing, staring at him. Who is this?

"Dante, it's time."

Time? For what? The boy shivered even more and shifted away hopelessly in fear.

"What do you want!"

Screaming out those words in fear and pain, he noticed those eyes move closer to him, then the sudden warmth surrounding his upper half. Was he... hugging him?

"Atend?"

He suddenly managed to realize who it might be. Atend, the demon that possessed his body long ago. The demon he shared his memories, emotions and everything with. Was this just a dream or something?

"Dante, it's time."

The demon repeated, tightening the grip around Dante, as if to make him feel calmer? Warmer? Safe? Dante had no clue about what's going on. His lips dry, yet managed to set apart once again to let out words.

"Wha are you talking about?"

Words silent, calm, yet still filled with fear.

"We need to be set apart, Dante. I already took absolute control over your body and soul. This is your last hour, your last dream. I am going to give you options and you tell me which one you want to go with. First one, you'll sacrifice your body and soul to me, no longer being alive. You'll die. Or... we can be set apart... in a way, that lets you live, but only for couple days, since me leaving your body would take a lot with it. Either way, you're most likely going to die. I want to ask you... what is your wish? Your last wish?"

Demon spoke every word in a gentle tone, preparing Dante for his inevitable death.

Nephilim smiled and wraped his shivering arms around Atend, holding him close.

"I want what I always wanted... and that is to hold my real master in my arms... at least one more time, then, my soul would rest in peace... but, I know that won't happen. It's a hopeless request. So I ask you... to do it now. Take my soul and body, live for your own dreams, Atend."

Dante said and felt only more tears flow down the cold cheeks, hitting the other's shoulder and skin, as he wore nothing.

Atend sighed and slowly moved from the embrace, smiling at Dante.

"Thank you. I'll never forget you, Dante. You saved me and in fact, gave me a new life. A life I can live."

Dante suddenly needed to ask something.

"Are you going to be back in hell?"

Atend nodded and placed a hand on Dante's shoulder, caressed it.

"Yes. I will. And I will forget everything about my life, everything I or you expirienced here will be gone along with me."

Seems like there is no other way. Dante had no options anyway right now. His shattered soul and heart will be gone, but will never find peace. His soul will be endlessly wandering around, looking for his master, willing to sacrifice anything for one hold, for one last touch.

"Alright. Thank you too, Atend. Your abilities and expirience made me see many things I could've never been able to see with my own eyes. Take care."

Atend simply nodded and pulled out his dagger. Such beautiful one, filled with special magical power, aviable to be used only in the victim's dream.

"It will hurt, but it will be the last thing your body's going to feel. Good bye, Dante."

Nephilim nodded and stood up as well, his weak eyes barely staying open, his heart barely beating. Preparing for the last moment, his mind repeated everything he will never see and have again. His brother, his friends, everybody he ever met and knew. All is going to be gone now.

Atend's hand tightened grip around the dagger and without waiting anymore, he stabbed Dante right into his chest, exactly to where his heart was beating.

The sharp pain went through Dante's body, eyes opening wide in shock, but not a single sound could be heard. Only the blood that quickly colored the tagger along with Atend's hand and Dante's body. It was flowing, the red color was the only color Dante could see, before his eyes dropped closed and his feet no longer held him in his position. Body limply falling on the ground with a low thud, blood still flowing. He was still alive, last seconds of his life and the only thing on his mind, was Taint, last thing was the desire he held in his heart and soul.

And then, it was the end. Darkness, absolute darkness. Nothing. No pain, no wishes, no thinking, everything was gone.

#ic #muse is back in hell from now on #doesn't affect the few people I still RP with as him #musing