i (try to) psychoanalyze you by the HQ boy you kin for
warning: if any of these are true, wow i am great at people LMAO. don’t really take all of these seriously! i am pretty sure i got more than one wrong but consider it a character analysis of the HQ boys!
Sugawara: you are afraid of taking the spotlight even when you should technically be taking it, when you have deserved it. You hold so many people together, make sure to check on the others you consider dear that you often forget to allow yourself the possibility of taking the spotlight. You know that (if people did allow you to take the lead role, allow you to shine) you could shock them away even when you are not considered the best.
Atsumu: afraid that someone is going to leave you, afraid that the person that has been attached to you like a twin for a lifetime will suddenly leave. You are so bound by the people whom you decide to know you (to know when you are crying, to know when your world is tearing apart, to know when you need someone to roll up at your doorstep offering a hug) that you are fearful when their paths seem to diverge from yours.
Sakusa: too afraid of making connections, afraid of what is going to happen when the person goes past your boundaries that you become blunt until hearts shatter. You are too afraid of the human mind, the people that could never understand the way you wish for an order, for a direction in having structure. You are so afraid of the world that you question if your hesitance, your weariness with every step is worth each path.
Akaashi: fumbling with anxiety and are trying to be the mediators of it all, trying to control all the variables when you can’t. You would rather scream into your pillows and cry before you let the person you love look too down and miss their open opportunity. You would rather paint the picture of calmness on your face, paint the idea of comforting your friend rather than your heart; you would rather sacrifice nights and mornings for another than yourself.
Kenma: try to sarcastically push away too many of your emotions and wants, trying to push away the negative thoughts and emotions by solely focusing indulgence with a game that can give you temporary happiness. What do you even want in life? Do you want to just indulge today and forget about the worries in your mind? Could you (for today at least) allow me to know about your world and not push me away?
Kageyama: the gifted kid who has all their life together, who makes me see the success you bring on the table rather than the failures you encounter. You desperately yearn to be the winner, to be the ruler of the world you wish to impress that you forget the people you rule with. But you forget about the others, the people who yearn to talk with you (the people who want to know you) that you fumble through words because of you never wishing to be seen as human.
Oikawa: are the person who pushes away their wellbeing for their dreams, pushes away all their wants and looks at the scores on your next test as a sense of validation. You are the person who bites their lips nervously at the idea of receiving anything lower than a B on your next test, loathes the idea of receiving anything over than perfection when others have achieved it before. You are constantly comparing yourself, telling yourself that your all is never enough that your heart breaks at the idea that your passions, your work could be nothing.
Kuroo: either you don’t know where you want to go in life because you’re burdened by financial responsibilities, or how you hold people at a distance that you are cautious of where your true friendships lie. You would love to pursue a career, to pursue every hint of your passions when you know that there is only one choice, when you know that there are numerous factors you have to account for rather than your wants. Is the job enough money? Will it give you enough time to care about your parents? Will it help the hospital bills of your grandparents? You are so invested in every other piece of other’s lives (with taking care of them) that you always push away your own emotions.
Iwaizumi: have a problem with showing affection a lot and are scared at the idea, thinking more affection pushes people away. 😃 You confront the issue of wanting to constantly be seen as strong, to be constantly be seen as heroic on their own that friendships can start off rigid by your unwillingness to admit fears and worries with others due to your tendency of silently caring for them instead.
Tsukishima: too scared of being hurt again because someone hurt you so much in the past that you feel like every relationship you make is going to be met with some mixture of disappointment and nonfullfilment.
Bokuto: uses happiness to drive you until your battery is dead, and you act like it’s not dead. Like you over push yourselves to stay happy (I think), to push through the bad when everyone is looking at your skill and guidance to lead the team. You want desperately to make people smile, to make people believe that you are on top of your game when you want to collapse in your bed and cry.
Osamu: constantly being compared to your siblings/your cousins and are rethinking your aspiration and life choices when everyone is remarking on how passion does not ensure financial success. You hear people going on and on about how your sister is successfully married to some lawyer with a happy family, how your brother has won another gold medal or how your cousin has just graduated from some top college. You try to not react to it that much and justify your idea to pursue a career that you have always longed for, but are now retracing your steps and doubting if you picked the right path.
Tanaka: (not exactly sure if anyone actually kins him) fall in love really quickly and have that “why am I so average?” question on your mind when everyone else seems to be reaching success.
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