Milkyasuc

18, he/they/any, Aroace, maybe robotkin(???), more active on X/twitter and discord if i post TF content it will be here or r/tf_irl (if i ever do it on reddit)

[milkyasuc]

I have an announcement:

I have successfully masturbated while awake for the first time.

I previously had many wet dreams but no ordinary masturbations,

Apparently, humping with my pants off was what caused my body to climax.

**The thing is that it did not feel like much basically because I'm on the asexual spectrum… I probably won't be trying this again anytime soon since it's messy and I don't feel like cleaning up

[milkyasuc]

Although it's sometimes sexual in the few times it gets mentioned, I noticed that a character eating its own eggs is a very rare trope (especially non-chicken-like eggs) that I've only seen a couple of times (the only notable SFW instance I know of is Jungli's "Teto Word of the Day: Chimera" video)

(No tags because i don't feel like it)

[milkyasuc]

I want to test out some text formatting stuff in posts

And for some reason there aren't many colour choices (on mobile at least)

So I tried to pick the closest colours for the aroace pride flag (in dark mode)

And made each line correspond to the closest aroace colours

I'll see what other features I can toy with

[milkyasuc]

(Drafting since 16 May, will likely retcon when I further develop my sona character)

Stats for my eldritch / robot / non-human-thing OC sona:

Name: Milkyasuc (I have nothing to come up with other than my own name/username as of yet, and I do not wish to)

Height: At least 170cm, up to 185cm

Weight: About 65kg, idk

Body shape: Anthro, spherical head with nanite face (either floating or attached to torso by neck), a tail exists sometimes

(I'm probably going to be a bit loose with physical size or I might leave proportions ambiguous)

Pronouns: Equal to my profile i.e. He/They/Any

Traits: Above average human strength and dexterity, high general IQ (at least 150 by most metrics), excellent recollection of events (excluding extremely small details), and whatever else is funniest for the bit or useful in a situation

About my sona: I ain't exactly a robot or machine and I'm made of a mystery substance that happens to allow all the funnies (I have not decided on other stuff at the moment, PLEASE I NEED A PROPERLY DEVELOPED SONA BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEAS)

[milkyasuc]

When I finally settle on what my sona will look like and whatnot, I might draw two scenarios with the multiple forms of my sona (Human form to somewhat represent irl me and other form to be the main form I settle on as my sona)

"(So) I looked into the mirror, and a reflection of who I wanted to become appeared." - Pre-TF me looking into a mirror to see what I will eventually become

"I felt like I was able to rest and reflect for as long as I needed, and I allowed myself to think for a good while. A lot of things may have happened, but I think my wishes were somehow fulfilled, I guess?" - Soon after the "Metamorphosis™️" where I try to get used to various features of my new body

The specifics will change for sure but the base concept of having a 'before' and 'after' drawing+prose will still be there

[milkyasuc]

Better than nothing I guess (sona art)

(I have a few text-only drafts that I may or may not post eventually too)

[milkyasuc]

I think a lack of sleep has done numbers on my brain because I probably got double aphantasia which I noticed as I think I might be having fewer verbal thoughts (or even thoughts in general). Hopefully getting more sleep over the next couple of weeks might change things for the better

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I also posted these on bluesky but if you don't want to go there then just take these as my doodling progress so far

[milkyasuc]

Here's a draft of something worldbuilding-like (and something that works as a backstory for my sona) I came up with on a whim

The dark mazes: The backrooms (level 0) if it was a sensory deprivation realm instead

- Glow-in-the-dark themes, similarly dim green edges along wall, ceiling (about 3m / 10ft high), and floor boundaries to dictate shape, curved areas like hills or valleys would be rare (or more common perchance)

- Various monsters can sometimes (up to once or twice a week) attack people or groups without obvious warning (sometimes a visual indication or a gut feeling), plays on people's fears of the dark, their negative feelings that make themselves feel inferior or vulnerable, and experiences of any abuse or violence

- Various resources that are scattered around the maze like food, building materials, and other helpful substances that do not have any real world analog (although people do not need sustenance as it is a sort of astral plane that happens to house physical forms)

>> I might want to turn this into a story where finding an unusual gloop and a tv screen (or similarly boxy thing) leads to me putting it on and becoming my sona (a sort of robot tv-head), getting used to new abilities (including seemingly being able to access the internet 24/7 when internet connection to the outside world is otherwise patchy and barely workable for documenting anomalous events)

>> My sona (I) still have the ability to eat food, and can somehow charge my battery indefinitely by waiting at a random power outlet in the dark mazes

>> Group up with other explorers, with some who also had their forms altered or gained minor powers

>> This could serve as a sort of origin story as to why my oc sona would qualify as a kind of "eldritch" creature, and as to how I seemingly have "unlimited" lifespan and being otherwise immortal as long as I don't encounter anything with extreme conditions (10^4 K temperatures, 1000 MPa, 100 MJ/kg impacts); somehow effectively impervious to all natural elements up to cosmetic paint-chipping

>> What else idk I can probably just write random stuff and see what sticks on the wall because it's my bullshit for my own enjoyment, it's fine and it feels fun (^д^) (or maybe [^д^] perchance)

Unrelated but have this random drawing that I also posted on Bluesky just because

[milkyasuc]

Does anyone else want to be a robot…?

I'm not trying to give up autonomy or get rid of emotions, but I just want to have a form where it is much easier to organise my thoughts and enjoy a higher IQ in everything (though I have no idea what technology is required for this, whether something like this could even come to fruition in the next 100 years, or if it will even be based on electronics)

My current feelings aren't dysphoric but more like "it would be nice to have and I would quickly take up a deal to become a robot once I'm sure it's for me, and I would definitely feel better if I suddenly became one and got most or all the benefits I want"

A physical body with roughly human shape and proportions (so that I would not have to get new clothes) along with human-level dexterity would be especially nice tho, and I'm leaning towards a (boxy) tv head and boot-like feet (somewhat vague conceptions currently). (+ accessing the internet whenever I want or/and not needing sleep could be additional benefits)

Maybe inspiration from protogens or other stuff too when I try to finalise a proper sona as an OC (50/50 on whether I figure something out for a sona this year [though I had already made a sona on a whim months ago], and I will need to somehow lock in and practice a bit of art here and there too, maybe heavily referencing and practicing who knows what)

…I might think a bit more about how much of a robotkin I am when I have free time and happen to think about it

[milkyasuc]

(tw themes of suicide and politics, not an ARG)

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I'm now quite stable now that it's been a few months since getting a more comfortable work environment. If I am in actual danger of hurting myself I would make it much clearer. Still not feeling exactly great though (•n•)

[milkyasuc]

Throwaway TF idea or prompt: Someone gets transfigured (TF'd) into a Shopping mall / Supermarket, the size of at least a football(rugby) field to as large as SCP 3008

A trigger could involve winning a contest and getting invited to a factory, having some Willy Wonka type of stuff happen before a surprise experiment that leads to everything else

As to how the process would even occur, it could be a very heavily detailed transfiguration where the organs morph into appropriate parts of a mall or another thing (anything similar to a mall), maybe the brain turns into a huge supercomputer server or integrates as electronics (or a magical lifeforce) throughout the entire building [there's probably no way anyone would try and explore the mid-TF to immaculate detail]

It would also be interesting to explore how the person / other being turned mall would move around, maybe it would be like Howl's Moving Castle, and they have apt dexerity to view (with maybe security cameras or secret options like telekinesis) and interact with stuff or people within their body or building (using stuff that is part of them like wires, shelves, windows, or any other trinkets) and slightly outside of it

Maybe they could go on afterwards to explore the world and fight against corporate greed or become a benevolent god after experiencing huge gains in power and IQ from becoming a supercomputer / godlike eldritch being that may be able to somewhat warp reality along with space and time by creating anything the former person desires (very broken power(s) on its own and comparable to shapeshifting, that I decided this sapient shopping mall will have)

Inspiration was from a certain plural redditor who had a TF mood of becoming the AO3 website itself and idk what else

Tldr A situational where someone (could be you) turns into an eldritch creature, except it's a shopping mall and could somehow be a commentary on consumerism (I hope this is at least somewhat of a gem of a post for the SFW TF community)

[milkyasuc]

(Please see my other posts first; before you read further understand that I am aroace, not hypersexual to my own knowledge, and that I have only went through the normal amount of asian strictness during my upbringing, so please don't worry about my wellbeing from this post. With that out of the way-)

I have a fetish-like idea turned into a loose idea for artistic nudity narrated or depicted from an outsider view (ie perspective of an alien). >What if one or both of your arms worked like genitals?< , where the genitals that are either on your (fore)arm or are the entire (fore)arm can be fertile or infertile.

But I'm thinking of what would happen if a character had male- and female- behaving genitals for forearms that are infertile but otherwise functional, and there were still functional hands and opposable thumbs on the forearms-cum-genitals (pun intended).

Say the left hand functioned like the human male reproductive system and had a foreskin covering the hand (which is entirely made of the same tissue as the glans penis) as a sort of glove to leave some or little excess foreskin ending at the palm and could unsheath to the wrist area, and the opening (meatus) is on the palm where semen or/and urine exit from, while the right hand functioned like the human female reproductive system also with an opening, the uvula with a urinary meatus and vaginal opening leading to the interior genitalia.

The character could have gotten this through a dubious surgery, a curse from a witch, a scifi tool malfunctioning, anything really could be an origin story for the unimagined/able arm modifications. The forearms are probably boneless, strechy and flexible, which allows them to insert the left arm into the right arm if they feel frisky and want to pleasure themselves, though it depends on what desires the character has. They can also use these arms for intercourse with typical male and maybe female genitalia.

A story involving such a character could explore how they go about using their arms in everyday life, how they explore their new forearms in intercourse if they do decide to do so, whether they try to "fix" or "undo" the modification, and so on, being a sort of slice-of-life depiction of the character.

I would draw something to illustrate what I'm thinking of but my art skills aren't good enough. The character could have male/female/both/neither/other genitalia on their crotch, does not have to be human, and could be a real or fictional species with some creativity.

If you think this idea is good and are inspired to use it in some way, reblog this post or smth idc, credit is optional since someone else could have / has already thought through something similar, in which case **feel free to inform me about it**. I might try to delete this post on artistic nudity if it gets bad publicity or if this turns out to be a temporary hyperfixation.

It's not tagged as mature as I have decided that my interpretation of this is too far removed from most genitalia depiction, it's about halfway in abstraction from human genitalia to plant/fungi/microcellular/etc genitalia and my idea can definitely be taken to that extreme (guess that's another idea, arms with plant-like reproduction parts)

blep idk how tags work but theres only text here guys(gender neutral) sorry, if this abstruse and potentially suggestive stuff is actually interesting to you there's probably nothing more to find than this post (°~°)

[milkyasuc]

If this is the first post you see of me, you're lucky 'cause my 2nd post has a fair bit of explicit stuff

Anyway I'm Milkyasuc, aroace he/they/any if it's not in my description, I'm a lot more active on X/twitter and discord (mostly on the Earclacks and Shasavic Music servers), and I mostly post about Arcaea and Shasavic music theory on those platforms, sometimes other stuff too. Speaking of which,

Wtf was happening with Extant Anima's story and especially 21-5???

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