Every part of me says go ahead

36. Broadcasting from 2027. The future just gets weirder kids. I post like once a month.

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Every time believer releases a fire track i die a little inside

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Le secret d'ennuyer est celui de tout dire

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My life

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Been moving for 26 hours straight now.

Still about 1/5th of the house in unpacked. About 1/5th is on the side of the street. 1/5th is at the new place. 2/5ths are in the uhaul.

My brother passed out hard. I’m going to wake him up at 5. Hopefully ill have thrown everything away by then. And we can just unload what’s already in the truck.

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A gigantic roach fell from the sky and landed on my forearm. Its dark so I thought it was a leaf. Then It moved. Fuck outside.

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Petty people just bring you down man.

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bad band names

squirrel retriever bob and the costas bananaslamma reptilicants rude-in-mentally a rapid-fire peasantry the ding dong ditchers shitty local band #9 the long commas mostly warm sand class snore fair the tomato pastes salman and the rushdies

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I don't like the idea of college. Spend 4-5 years of your life studying and come out only marginally more employable than the rest of the populace. Just so that you can try to get hired to make money for someone else and only get a small percentage of your work given back to you as a paycheck. If someone is willing to pay you 100k a year, thats because your work makes them 10x as much. Maybe I'm a cynic but I just don't want to work for anyone else. I want to reap the fruit of my labor 100% all the time. Not a small percentage every other week.

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my girlfriend takes all my tumblr time

now I'm not on much when shes gone either. new things... Im back in school I traveled the country coast to coast this past July (saw the pacific for the first time) my girlfriend is moving in this weekend she will be bringing two cats I will soon have two cats I'm friends with my co-workers except two Who i almost get into fights with regularly I started an eBay business I am thinking about getting a booth at a flea market my car is still very loud that is all i can think of for now. thanks for tuning in, see you again in a year or so uhh future plans.. if anyone likes bombay bicycle club as much as I do, then you should know they will be in tampa and west palm beach late october. I will be going to the Tampa show, its part of some music festival and Im super psyched because I haven't been to a (non-FSU sponsored) concert in over 2 years! hurrrayy! huzzah!

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Via Anne Galloway on Twitter, I just saw Living With Less. A Lot Less, an opinion piece in the New York Times.

I run into some version of this essay by some moneybags twig-bishop about once a year, and it bugs me every time.

Here’s the thing. Wealth is not a number of dollars. It is not a…

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One thing is remarkably clear

I miss my girlfriend very much. And very soon can't come soon enough.

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don't believe my blog description

im 23 now

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no rest for the reminiscent

Sleep didn't pay me a visit. I laid down, dimmed the lights, and tucked myself in but nothing happened. I started to listen to music. And I decided to listen to Florence + The Machine. Her album Lungs, which I haven't listened to in almost 5 years. And so many memories came.  I couldn't figure out if they were good times or not. And I came to realize how remarkably removed from the situation I was. In that past life, I was an observer who did just to do; because why not. I would like to think I am different now.  I am much more of a recluse than I've ever been. But I don't seek the approval of others nearly as much as I used to. I won't pretend theres an abundance of supply for company, but theres even less demand so its a moot point. I feel more involved in the everyday.  I feel the air when I breathe, the rhythm of the day in and out, the melody of those around me. So there it is. If I had to boil it down to one thing. It would be people, I feel like they're easier to understand. Before, I wouldn't know how or why; so I would lie. Now I smile, and share my truth regardless of how unremarkable it is. But the more I understand, the more space I keep. Could there be underlying abandonment issues? Lets not kid ourselves here. I wish I could spend more time on this, but tying up the loose ends would keep me up even more. One thing is for sure, its late as fuck and I'm going to hate myself for not getting more sleep.

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Earlier today #elgaleon #staugustine