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Madison Gordon
Her Point of View Ch. 3
You can read Ch. 2 here!
https://autumnash.tumblr.com/post/159760469615/her-point-of-view-ch-2
STEP 2 - FEMININE BODY
The website did its now-familiar routine of a quick blue screen into unending flicker, but by this point I was used to it. I barely even saw the flicker anymore, so focused was I on the words that slowly scrolled into view.
“You’ve begun to change your appearance, but that simply won’t be enough! Lesbian women don’t want to fuck people who wear girl clothes, they want to fuck girls. If you want to capture Elena’s affection, you need to commit to a more serious change!”
That was odd. I didn’t remember telling the website Elena’s name. It must have been one of those endless personal questions I answered when I first started the program. It wasn’t inconceivable that I had forgotten a single question out of dozens that late at night, but it was still strange.
Before I could ponder any further, the music began to play in my earbuds. A new song this time, somehow even catchier than the ones from before. My train of thought interrupted, I bopped my head to the beat and turned my attention back to the screen.
“There are a number of procedures that Her Point of View can provide for you. It’s your choice which ones you opt for, although for best results we strongly advise you undergo all procedures. There is no need to worry about your future, as all procedures are completely reversible should you find yourself unsatisfied. The only stipulation is that you complete the 7-step program and see things from Her Point of View before you can request a reversal. There is absolutely nothing to worry about. When you are ready to see the list of procedures, please say ‘Change me.‘”
It made a lot of sense. Despite the clothes and the surprisingly good makeup job I’d done, I was at best androgynous. If I wanted Elena to be attracted to me, I had to look more like a girl, that was just simple logic. And the website said everything was reversible, so since it wasn’t permanent I couldn’t see a reason to give it a shot. Worst case scenario is I skip classes for a week until I can go back to normal. Absolutely nothing to worry about. So why was I still worried?
“Change me,” I said, my voice trembling slightly and the music swelled to a happy crescendo. Despite my worry, it put a smile on my face. The screen went a bright pink for just a moment and then new words began to fade in.
“HER POINT OF VIEW: BODY MODIFICATION PROCEDURES:
1. Body/Facial Hair Removal - complete
2. Facial Restructuring - recommended
3. Body Remodeling - recommended
4. -Locked until Step 4-
5. -Locked until Step 4-
6. -Locked until Step 7-
Please say the number corresponding the procedure you would like to complete first. Order is unimportant, so please begin with the procedure with which you are most comfortable”
I guessed that “Body/Facial Hair Removal” was the flash of light I’d gotten hit by earlier. It certainly seemed to have worked. Every part of me, from my chin to my legs, even my cock and my asshole were completely hairless and smooth. I had to admit, having smooth legs felt pretty fucking good. And I did look amazing. Maybe the rest of these wouldn’t be so bad.
Almost as though it was in response to my thoughts, the music went mellow, happy, lethargic, the kind of thing you can’t help but smile when you hear. It got even better when I said “2, please”.
The woman’s voice from earlier came back and spoke to me, as her words appeared on screen underneath the list.
“You have chosen Facial Restructuring. This procedure remolds the bones and underlying structure of your face in order to give you a more feminine and beautiful appearance. As an additional benefit, it also rejuvenates your skin, greatly reduces acne and acne scars, and can help to prevent skin cancer. Side effects may include temporary increased sensitivity, especially around the lips and mouth. When you are ready to proceed, please say ‘Change me’”
That… sounded pretty great honestly. Even if I decided to reverse the procedure later, it was hard to say no to less acne and no skin cancer. “Change me,” I said, more confidently this time.
As soon as I spoke, the white light from before flashed again, filling the room and blinding me. The pain was focused on my face this time but it hurt so much more. I was sobbing by the time the light faded away, my face burning in agony. Finally it ended, and the woman’s voice came back.
“Congratulations! Procedure number 2 has been completed. Whenever you are ready to begin procedure number 3, please say ‘Change me more.’”
I couldn’t do it. It hurt too much. Whatever Body Remodeling was, I knew it would take longer and hurt more than what I’d just experienced. “No, thank you,” I said, the words coming through despite the pain and tears tightening my throat.
The music in my ears turned discordant, painful, hard to listen to. The voice spoke to me, “Are you sure? This procedure is vitally important to the success of the program. 98% of lesbians polled said they would not date someone without the features this procedure gives you. When you are ready to continue, please say ‘Change me more.'”
“I can’t,” I said, tears still rolling down my face, my head pounding as the music jangled, each off chord setting my teeth on edge. “Please, I can’t. I just can’t.”
“You’re not being a good girl, Ash. Are you giving up on the program? Are you abandoning your soulmate? Don’t you want to be beautiful?” she said, her voice sharp, unyielding, almost angry.
“Yes, I want it!” I half-screamed this time, guilt filling me. “It just hurts too much. I can’t do it. It hurts too much”
Suddenly, the music went back to its normal pleasant, soothing tune. I looked up and the screen was a comforting green. “Of course, Ash. We understand completely. The process can be quite difficult. You can continue the 7-step process without worry that this will affect your chances,” the voice said comfortingly, the harsh tone gone. Maybe I had imagined it. Why would a computer program be yelling at me? It didn’t make any sense.
“Please take as much time as you need in order to care for your face and return here once you are done. We think you will enjoy your results once you’ve had some time to recover.”
I tore my headphones off and ran to the kitchen. I spent the better part of an hour lying on my shabby old couch, my face covered in ice, thinking about what I should do.
* * *
An hour later, I came back. I put the headphones on without even thinking. If I was on the website, I had the headphones on. It just made sense.
“Welcome back Ash! We’re glad you came. You still have lots to do tonight!” the words appeared on-screen, accompanied by what almost seemed like a lullaby, quiet and soothing.
“I think I should stop this,” I said to the computer. It was what I had decided while lying on the couch. Something strange was going on with this, and whatever I was getting out of it wasn’t worth the risk. It didn’t strike me as at all strange that I was talking to a computer and expecting it to understand. That was just the way the website worked.
“You can’t stop now Ashley! You can still win Elena’s love! Just look at how far you’ve come!” and with that, my webcam turned on and I saw myself.
This time, I really was beautiful. My shoulder-length brown hair framed the face of an angel. Full red lips, high proud cheekbones and rounded cheeks. My skin was smooth and soft, completely clear from all acne and scars. My jawline and forehead had both been softened to fit in with the rest. And my eyes… they’d always been one of my best features, but now they were simply gorgeous, huge with slightly dilated pupils and framed by some of the longest most-delicate eyelashes I’d ever seen. The green in them seemed stronger, more vibrant than before. I was more than a little hard just from staring at myself.
“See Ashley? You make such a good girl. It would be a shame to abandon your quest. Why don’t you continue with the procedure? We promise, there will be no more pain.”
I was only half-listening, utterly mesmerized by my own gaze. I gave a slow nod, never breaking eye contact with myself. I have absolutely no idea how it recognized the nod, but it was obvious by this point that this website was something else. My face faded, to be replaced by more words.
“Now it’s time for more instruction on how to see things from Her Point of View. Tonight, your training is focused on appreciation of the feminine form.”
I almost snorted at that. That one I had pretty well in hand.
“One of the most important things women look for in a relationship is someone who appreciates them, who thinks they’re beautiful and more importantly, who shows that they think that. Your future partner needs to be able to see just from the way you look at her that you worship her body. It’s also important that you learn to appreciate those who appreciate you, as once the program has completed, your future partner will love the way you look. Whenever you’re ready, please say ‘Continue.'”
That all made sense. A bit confusing there at the end, but I figured it would get cleared up in the training. “Continue.”
Once again, the screen went blue and came back flickering, more frequently now than ever before. Behind all the flickers were a picture of one of the most beautiful women I had ever seen. I leaned in for a closer look, but she was gone as fast as she came, to be replaced by another equally gorgeous woman. The music sped up, faster and faster until it beat in time with the flickers. Every few seconds, the picture changed, switching between these supermodels. Some were just staring at me, their eyes boring into mine. Others were showering, running, sleeping, fucking. That last one I may have imagined and it was gone before I could double check.
My eyes were glued to the screen. I stared mindlessly at every picture, absorbing it as completely as I could before it disappeared forever. The music was frantic, pulsing, and my mind moved with it, too fast to think. All I could do was watch, listen, and obey. I don’t know why I added obey to that, but it seemed natural. It seemed right. Before I could question it anymore, the picture changed, the beat moved on and my thoughts followed. It almost seemed like there were words being whispered into my ear, hidden lyrics to the song that never stopped. I couldn’t quite make them out and I didn’t have the focus to try any harder. If they were important, the voice would have told me.
Suddenly, the pictures changed. They were all one woman now, with shoulder length brown hair and a slender shapely body. I watched her boobs bounce as she jogged down a street, men staring at her from the sidewalks. I watched her bend over in a yoga pose and saw every woman in the class sneaking a glance at her perfect ass. I watched her fucking herself on a dildo the size of my forearm, moaning for the hundreds of strangers who watched through her webcam. Eventually, after what felt like hours of these scenes, I saw her face. It was mine. My new perfect feminine face, whose lips were now locked around a cock as I- as she gave the most enthusiastic blowjob I’d ever seen. My face smiling and winking as I pulled up my shirt to reveal two perfect tits to a pair of gawking teenage boys. My face, contorted in ecstasy as I orgasmed for my audience and let the tips roll in. My face.
The music began to build, growing yet faster, louder, more powerful. Different women now, although the one with my face was still there amongst the rest. The pictures changed faster than I could process them, my mind unable to keep up with the sensory stimulation.
Finally it all stopped, just as the music reached its peak. The last picture on the screen was a close up of two eyes the exact same sapphire blue of Elena’s eyes and as I stared, my gaze locked to hers, I heard one word as clear as day amidst the whispers of song. “Worship”
I came immediately. Without any stimulation, my hands still at my side, I orgasmed, my cock spraying cum all over my face, the sensations seemingly unending. I opened my mouth and caught as much of it as I could while my muscles kept contracting. I don’t know why. It felt like what I should do.
It took at least a full minute before I finally stopped cumming. Exhausted, I licked the rest of the sweet salty jizz from my face and swallowed the whole load. I was a good girl and that’s what good girls did. Completely drained, I fell asleep right there in the chair.
* * *
I woke up the next morning feeling amazing. There was a message on my phone from Jenna, asking me if I wanted to hang out later that day. I smiled and stretched lazily, like a cat. I wriggled out of my cum-encrusted shirt and was surprised by two small lumps on my chest, one underneath each nipple. I shrugged, and went to go take a shower. There was absolutely nothing to worry about.
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Her Point of View Ch. 2
You can read Ch. 1 here
https://autumnash.tumblr.com/post/159462929365/her-point-of-view-ch-1
STEP 1: EXERCISES
The rest of the day went by in a blur. I grabbed the makeup on my shopping list from a different store. It was way easier than going into the women’s section at the mall had been for some reason. Maybe I was becoming desensitized, or maybe I was just too caught up in my own head to notice or care if people were staring at me.
I couldn’t stop thinking about what had just happened. My first day trying Her Point of View and I get more action than in the past month? It seemed too good to be true. My mind kept going back to the fact that I was supposed to be doing this because I was in love with Elena but I breezed past that, reasoning that I needed more experience if I was going to be a good lesbian fuck toy for her.
Where the fuck had that come from? I wasn’t the most dominant guy in the bedroom (this morning’s encounter with Jenna being a prime example), but I’d never thought of myself as a fuck toy before, let alone a lesbian. Still, it was a pretty hot idea though, now that I thought about it. Me in skimpy lingerie, tied down awaiting my Mistress’ pleasure, my tits straining against the ropes that bound them…
My train of thought was interrupted by walking into my front door. In my reverie I hadn’t realized that I was already home and quickly running out of stairs. I swore a little bit and fumbled with the keys, trying to unlock the door without dropping any of my new purchases.
Finally the door opened, and I rushed to my room and booted up my laptop. The bright pink homepage of Her Point of View greeted me, quickly replaced by the same blue screen and persistent flicker from last night. For some reason, it didn’t bother me as much this time.
“Hello Ashley! Please put on your headphones to continue!” the screen said. I obeyed, and the now-familiar smiley face and GOOD GIRL appeared. I smiled back at it, and new music started playing in my ears, just as catchy and upbeat as before but somehow more riveting. I just bopped my head to the beat and listened for a few minutes before looking at the screen again.
“Your next session will unlock in: 3 hours. In the meantime, why not practice today’s lessons?” Underneath was a bright pink YES button, again without a NO button in site. However good this site might be, they really needed to hire a better web designer. I clicked the button anyways. Might as well kill some time until I could continue my training.
A new window appeared with my face in it. I didn’t remember turning my webcam on, but it seemed to be working just fine so why worry?
A woman’s voice spoke into my ear, “In today’s exercise, we’re going to teach you how to properly use all the items you bought today. Make sure you have everything ready and available before continuing. Please say yes when you are ready to begin.” I quickly grabbed all my shopping bags and brought them over next to my desk. I sat back in front of the webcam and said, “Yes!”.
“Please stand up, and position yourself so that you can see your whole body in the camera,” said the voice. I did as she said and was rewarded by a change in the music, as it shifted from the catchy pop tune to something more slow, more sensual, with a powerful pulsing beat. I could feel my hips begin to move with the beat, and did nothing to stop them.
“Good girl,” she said and my whole body shuddered with pleasure as I remembered Jenna saying those same words right before giving me the best orgasm of my life. “Please remove your clothes in order for us to begin physical calibration.”
I did so without a second thought. There were no roommates to worry about, and it’s not as though I couldn’t trust the website completely. With the music pulsing in my ears and my hips already swaying, it become almost a strip tease as I let my body move how it wanted, just letting myself enjoy the feeling.
“Good girl,” the voice said again, and another shudder. Something about those words really got me going and I could feel myself starting to stiffen. “Please stand still.”
Suddenly, the room turned white and my body felt like it was on fire. As quickly as it started everything went back to normal and the fire on my skin went away as though it had never been. “Thank you for your cooperation,” the woman said. “We have now removed all hair on your body below your eyebrows using our proprietary WebCosmetic technology. Please take a moment to familiarize yourself with your new hairless body. The effects are permanent, so enjoy.”
I was utterly shocked. They had made my webcam shoot out who knows what kind of crazy x-ray thing and permanently removed all my hair just like that? What the fuck was that about? I was going to find these people and sue the shit out of them. You can’t just do that to somebody without their permission.
“Please relax and enjoy,” the voice repeated calmly, and it didn’t seem quite so bad anymore. I hadn’t had any plans to grow a beard or anything, and it would be nice not to have to shave every morning. I rubbed my legs against each other and I had to admit that they did feel pretty damn good. Maybe this wouldn’t be so terrible after all.
“Be a good girl,” she said and just then the music came to a sudden crescendo and immediately dropped so deep and so fast that I couldn’t help but drop with it, and then I wasn’t worrying about anything anymore. I closed my eyes and followed the voice and the music and didn’t think at all for a while.
Some amount of time later I opened my eyes. I was relaxed, lethargic, almost like I was high on something, and absolutely rock hard. The music was playing in my headphones, but I didn’t pay it much attention. It seemed right that it was there, just a normal part of the background.
I was wearing the clothes I had bought earlier that day. The jeans that clung to me like a second skin, the top that flowed around curves that weren’t there, the white lace panties that rubbed against the sensitive head of my aching cock every time I shifted. The jeans were velvet-soft against my newly hairless legs and I took a minute to enjoy the sensations. Finally, I looked at my face on the computer screen.
It was the same face I’d seen in the picture from the first day’s training; a beautiful androgynous version of my own with perfectly done up subtle pink lipstick and mascara and eyeliner that made my eyes look striking and utterly gorgeous. I even had the same smile as in the image, a sultry come hither look that challenged men and women alike to come and take me if they could. I almost questioned why I’d thought about men as well, but my mind fell back into the flow of the music before I could fully form the thought.
“Thank you for your cooperation. You have now completed your instruction on how to use all but one of the products you purchased today as part of your training. Future steps will expect you to be able to replicate this process yourself but you should find it simple now that you have been successfully instructed,” the calm woman said, her voice rising and falling along with the music.
I had done this myself? I suppose it was the only way it could have gotten on my face, but I’d never done anything like this before in my life. It must have been some fucking amazing instruction techniques to teach someone like me to make my face look like this.
“When you are ready to learn the proper usage of your final product, please say ‘Fuck me’” the voice said.
I started at that. What final product? I hadn’t bought anything else. And what kind of voice command was that? But seemingly outside of my control, my voice said in a surprisingly high and feminine voice that practically dripped sex, “Fuck me please.”
“Please take the final product out of its bag,” she said, and my hand moved to obey. I pulled out of a small pink bag that I didn’t remember getting a large realistic purple dildo that I definitely didn’t remember buying. The thing was maybe eight inches long with veins wrapped around the shaft, and a perfectly shaped mushroom head that was just begging for my lips to be wrapped around it and-
There it was again. These thoughts kept popping into my head. I definitely wasn’t thinking them. It wasn’t as though I wanted to suck this dick slowly and sensually, focusing on pleasing the imaginary man attached to it, and then slowly tease my ass with it and eventually fill myself with-
“Please lube up the product heavily. It’s important to use a great deal of lube to ensure product use goes smoothly,” the voice said, its words weaving through the music as though they were simply lyrics that had been there all along and were just now coming to the surface.
I obeyed, of course. I couldn’t disobey. I didn’t have enough control of my own body to fight back at this point. My limbs were moving with the music, following the path the voice set for me. Out of the same pink bag came a huge container of lube which I squeezed out liberally onto the dildo, using my hand to lovingly stroke the shaft as I spread the lube all over its length.
“Please insert the product into your pussy. Move slowly at first to avoid any damage, but you must fit the entire length of the product into your pussy in order to ensure proper testing.”
Pussy? What pussy? I wasn’t a girl yet! But my hands knew what the voice wanted. I went down on all fours and brought the lubed-up dildo to my now-hairless asshole and began to push it in, slowly, inexorably. The pressure was immense. I didn’t think there was any way for it to fit, but I just kept pushing until finally the head slipped inside my virgin ass. It hurt like nothing I had ever felt before. I began to scream as more and more of the cock filled my ass but my hands kept fucking me with this dildo even though my vision was starting to go black.
And then suddenly, the pain went away. I had pushed the dick most of the way inside me with only an inch or two still left out, and it didn’t hurt anymore. I only felt pleasantly filled, complete in a way.
And then it went away. I let out a little whimper of sadness before I could stop myself, but I pulled the dildo slowly out of my ass anyway and was left empty. Then suddenly and without warning, I shoved the cock back into me, pistoning my asshole with this massive dildo and it felt fucking amazing. It was even better than the blowjob I had gotten from Jenna just hours before. I began to moan now, not with pain but as a means of expressing this overwhelming pressure as I fucked myself to the music and the words of the voice and my cock just kept getting harder and harder. It was as if there was a direct line from the cock in my ass-pussy to my own dick, and the harder I fucked myself the more pure pleasure flowed through me like electricity until finally I writhed with a powerful orgasm, shooting buckets of cum out onto the ground while the cock kept pounding me, milking my prostate with every thrust.
Every muscle in my body gave out trembling and I collapsed, my face landing on one of the ropes of jizz that now coated the floor. Only the arm that held the dildo kept going, fucking me relentlessly. I came again and again lying there on the floor until finally my mind gave out, and everything went black.
Some amount of time later I opened my eyes. I was relaxed, lethargic, almost like I was high on something, and absolutely rock hard. There was no dildo, no little pink bag, no cum covering the floor. My ass didn’t hurt, my limbs seemed to be completely under my control, and it was as though nothing at all had happened.
My face was done up exactly like it had been in what must have been a dream, perfectly painted to the exact image from last night’s session, and I was wearing all the clothes I had bought (or rather stolen) earlier that day.
I don’t normally have dreams like that. Not even close. My last wet dream was when I was 13. And I’ve never dreamed something so lifelike. But the facts were the facts. I must have had some weird fantasy sex dream about being forced to fuck my ass with a dildo until I passed out. Perfectly normal, right?
A ding from the computer drew my attention, and the music that still played in my ears changed from the slow sensual song of earlier back to the normal happy tune.
“Congratulations Ashley! You have completed Step 1 on your way to seeing things from Her Point of View! Are you ready to continue?”
I licked my lips in anticipation, and tasted something salty and almost familiar. Whatever it was, it didn’t stop me from clicking the only button on the screen. I was ready to continue. I wanted to be trained.
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Her Point of View Ch. 1
PROLOGUE:
It all started at the bar. With a girl. And I was drunk.
Not exactly a recipe for success, is it? Still, it didn’t seem like such a bad idea at the time.
Every Friday I go to my favorite bar with some of my friends and drink away the stress of the week. Saturday is recovery day, and Sunday I spend doing all the work I’ve got to get done. This week though, I was by myself. My two regular drinking buddies, James and Alex, had bailed on me for some frat event. They’re both super into Greek life, but it’s never really been my scene. I’m more of a “get tipsy with some close friends” than “a get smashed in front of everyone I’ve ever known” kinda guy. Plus, it’s just all a little too… dudey. I mean, there’s just a lot of sweating and chest beating and dick measuring and “bros” and it’s really not my thing at all. James and Alex are good guys though. They’re a bit saner than most of their frat brothers.
Anyway, I was at the bar alone, drinking away the thought of my physics midterm, when she walked in. She was beautiful. I mean completely fucking gorgeous, with long wavy red hair, sapphire blue eyes, and legs up to here. Her dress, a little dark green number showed just the right amount of her impressive cleavage, and was so tight around her ass that I couldn’t tear my eyes away. Neither could any of the other guys in the room. She sat down a few seats away from me, and gave the bartender a long list of instructions on how to make her a drink that she had apparently designed herself. He didn’t seem to mind, especially since her emphatic gesturing as she laid out the process made her breasts jiggle in all the right ways.
I’m not the bravest guy, but as soon as she walked in I knew that I had to talk to her. I’d never forgive myself if I let this beautiful vision slip away without even giving it a shot.
I scooted my stool closer to hers. “Mind if I sit here?”
“Not at all,” she said with a smile. If I thought she was beautiful before, her smile was awe-inspiring. I almost lost my train of thought, just basking in her attention.
We talked for a while, just chatting it up. I was surprisingly smooth for me, making her laugh a few times and getting some information out of her. Her name was Elena, she went to school here, she was an English major just about to graduate, and we ended up going off on a long talk about our favorite books. I was head over heels and it hadn’t even been fifteen minutes.
“Alright, I have to be honest with you, Elena. I think you’re amazing and beautiful and I’d really like to get to know you better. Would you like to grab coffee sometime?” Okay, maybe not as smooth as I’d been earlier, a bit direct, but I didn’t actually fall over so I counted that as a success. She looked at me with a bit of a sad smile on her face.
“Oh. Listen, I really like you Ash, but-“
“That’s okay I totally understand sorry to bother you” I interrupted, flushing with embarrassment.
She grabbed my arm when I tried to stand up and walk away.“No wait, please. I really do like you. I just don’t exactly swing that way.”
“Oh. Uh. You mean?” At this point I wasn’t really up to anything more than monosyllables.
“If you were a girl Ash, I’d be all over you,” she said with a wink. “As it is, I’d really like it if we could be friends.”
“Oh yeah, friends, definitely. I’d really like that.”
And that was it. We had a really nice evening, talking until 2 am. I got more than a little drunk, and she helped me back to my apartment, and scrawled her number on my arm (So I could text her and let her know I was okay. Pathetic, but I’ll take it).
It was the wink that did it for me though. Without that wink, I probably could have let it go. But that wink… God, I was completely out of my mind crazy for this girl. I couldn’t just give up now.
So in my drunken stupor, I grabbed my laptop and googled “How to convert a lesbian”. Alright, yes. Not my proudest moment. But I was desperate for something, anything that would let me be with her. I was obsessed.
I sifted through results for about an hour, reading everything from angry forum discussions to web-pamphlets on how to “pray the gay away”. Finally, around 3 in the morning, I found it.
It didn’t look like much at first, but at this point I was happy just to run into something that was formatted like it had been written this millennium. A website called Her Point of View, a resource “for the straight man with a lesbian soulmate”. I guess that’s me.
The gist of their argument seemed to be that there wasn’t anything that a girl could provide that a guy couldn’t. What I had to do was figure out what Elena wanted from a partner, and make myself into that. I was more than a little skeptical, but like I said, I was desperate. And besides, it made some kind of sense. A woman can do anything a man can, so a man should be able to do anything a woman can, right? I had a woman’s name already anyways (thanks Mom and Dad, really appreciated the name Ashley all the way through middle school but I guess it’s coming through for me now), so I had some kind of head start.
They had a multi-step guide set up. You unlocked each step a full day after starting the one before it and apparently you needed to use what you learned each lesson on the next one. Basically, I had a day to do each lesson, and I had to do it well if I wanted to succeed.
I would win her over. I needed to. Whatever I had to do, I would do it. And so, at 3:30 am on a Saturday, I began my journey.
STEP 1: FEMININE FASHION
So it looked like before I could do anything on this site, they needed me to take some kind of quiz. Supposedly it was to “personalize the experience”. They were probably just gonna sell the information for ads, but I was drunk and desperate so I went for it.
The first few questions asked for my name, address, phone number, email, that sort of thing. Then the screen went blue for a second, and I freaked out, thinking I’d gotten a virus or something. It went back to normal pretty quickly though, and the website was telling me that I should put in headphones, that it was important to the personality test that I be able to hear the instructions. I didn’t get why they couldn’t just put them up on the screen, but whatever I guess. Annoyingly, whatever caused the crash seemed to be making my screen flicker randomly.
I put my headphones in, and lay back down in my bed, with my laptop resting on top of me. There was a sort of pleasant music being played, something cheerful and upbeat without being annoying. It had a bounce to it, and I started moving my head in time with the beat. Once I had the headphones in, the website started playing a slideshow, with pictures and questions, and a woman’s voice read them out to me as they appeared onscreen. Most of them were pretty innocuous, asking the usual psychobabble bullshit. After a minute or so of passively answering these questions, bopping my head to the beat and getting ticked off at my flickering screen, I sat bolt upright in bed.
The question on the screen was “On a scale from 0 to 5, how much do you want to suck cock?”, with a picture of a giant dick staring me in the face underneath it. The voice sounded very suggestive when she asked me the question, almost as if she wanted me to say 5.
I’m not gay or anything. I’ve never even thought about a dude in that way, so clicked 0. Big red words immediately popped up, saying, “ONLY CHOOSE 0 IF YOU HAVE NEVER WANTED TO SUCK COCK EVEN A LITTLE BIT. HONESTY IS IMPORTANT. ARE YOU SURE?”. I stopped to consider that for a second. Was I sure? I thought so, but honesty was important and I didn’t want to lie on the personality test if it could possibly screw up the plan to make Elena fall in love with me. I looked at the dick on the screen, so huge, so hard, with a bead of precum dripping from the tip. I didn’t want to suck it, but I guess I could see how someone might. It had a presence to it, and I couldn’t take my eyes away. I clicked 1, just to be safe, and pink letters saying, “GOOD GIRL” popped up next to a big smiley face. It was kinda cute, so I smiled back at my computer.
I got into a groove answering the rest of the questions, even managing to ignore the flickering which got more and more frequent as the test went on, and I lost track of time. The next time I looked up at my clock, it was nearing 5 am. Thankfully, it seemed like I was almost done with the personality test. I only had to input my physical details. It was kind of embarrassing, revealing so much about myself to a computer, but it was important to be honest.
I told it that I’m 5’ 7”, with shoulder length brown hair I keep pulled back and green eyes that get me places with the girls. Well, most girls. Elena didn’t seem to notice. It asked me to rate myself from 0-10, with 0 being masculine and 10 being feminine, and I chose 4. I’m not the manliest guy, and it’s important to be honest. For my best feature, I wrote my great ass (that’s the thing I’ve gotten the most compliments on at least, from girls and guys alike), and filled in the details on my dick. Why it’s important that I’m circumcised or what size my dick is, I had no idea but I had to fill it in to move on. I eyeballed my pants, and plugged in 6” at a rough guess. It might be a bit optimistic, and when I hit continue and a big red “ARE YOU SURE? IT’S IMPORTANT TO BE HONEST” popped up on the screen, I went back and switched it to 5”. I hit continue and the popup didn’t come back. Instead, the screen faded to a soft green tone.
Finally it was done. The music slowed, and I realized it had been going insanely fast for the entire quiz. It changed tone, becoming more peppy than it had been, and the website shifted to display:
“STEP 1: FEMININE FASHION. Before you start doing anything drastic, the first step is to see if you can make yourself a bit more androgynous in appearance. If your lady-love already has feelings for you and is just held back by your manly appearance, a little bit of makeup and some clothes could be the push she needs to fall into your arms. Now, let’s choose your style!”
The laptop went blue for a moment, and I waited patiently for it to come back, which it did after a few seconds, although with the same damned flicker as before. The words on the screen now said, “Rate these fashion looks from 1 to 5, based on how much you like them. Just say the number, and the microphone on your computer will pick it up. Don’t worry about how they’d look on you, we’ll personalize your style based on your body and your preferences once you’ve finished STEP 1!”
It started to flicker faster now, and with each flicker a picture of a beautiful woman showed up. I didn’t even think before I said the number, and then the picture was gone and another one showed up.
Flicker. A brunette in a tight-fitting sweater and jeans. 2 Flicker. A redhead in a light blue sundress. 3
Flicker. Another redhead, in jean shorts and a light pink crop top. 4
Flicker. A blonde in black lingerie, staring seductively at the screen. 5
Flicker. The same blonde, bent over on a bed getting fucked hard from behind. 5
Flicker. A different blonde, in very skinny jeans and a cute pink t-shirt. 2
Flicker. The brunette, flashing her tits at the camera with an impish grin. 5
Flicker. Faster now, I can’t even see what’s going on, I just say the number that pops into my head. 1
Flicker. 4
Flicker. 1
Flicker. 5
Flicker. 5
Flicker. 2
Flicker. Flicker. Flicker. Flicker.
I don’t know how long it lasted, or what pictures I was seeing, but it was fun. I was looking at beautiful women, listening to some fun music, and I didn’t even have to think. I just said whatever came into my head, without worrying about whether or not I was right. I was being honest, and honesty is important. I was a good girl.
I’m not sure where that came from. But it felt right. I was trying to make myself more like a girl so Elena would be into me, so when I was doing what the website was telling me, I was being a good girl. That makes sense.
Eventually the pictures ended. The sudden stop startled me out of my reverie, and I refocused my eyes and thoughts on the screen. The words
“We’ve worked out what your personal Feminine Fashion should be! Are you ready to get started?”
appeared on-screen. Below them was a big green button labeled YES! There was no NO button that I could find. I couldn’t think of any reason I’d want one though. Of course I was ready to get started. I clicked the yes button, and the music in my ear changed yet again, still upbeat but now with a deep bass throb that pulsed into my skull.
A picture slowly faded into view. It was… me. But I looked like a girl. Or, not quite a girl. It was on the feminine side of androgynous, but it was still androgynous. Still, whatever it was, I looked fucking hot. Sure I didn’t have boobs or anything, but the tight baby blue tank top I was wearing emphasized what curves I did have, showing off my slim frame rather than covering it up. And the jeans I was wearing in the picture were so tight they could’ve been painted on. But the biggest change was my face. It was still my face, but it was beautiful. It was done up so subtly that if I hadn’t known what I should look like, I would have thought this was just a gorgeous woman, with all the hard lines of my jaw smoothed away and my lips and eyes emphasized with bright lipstick and sharp curves of eyeliner. And the look on my face. It was a sexy, sultry smile, turned up at one corner with my eyes saying, “Yeah, I know you want me. Come and get me if you’ve got the guts”. I could feel my pants stiffening just looking at it.
Another picture slowly faded in next to the first, the same outfit but from the back this time. From this angle, you couldn’t tell that I wasn’t born a girl in a million years. The top followed the curves of my torso, suggesting the swell of breasts that were just out of view. My hair was lightly curled, and tumbled down my back in a cascade. And my ass in those painted on jeans was a work of art. My hand unconsciously slid down, undid my zipper, and wrapped around my cock.
Next to the pictures, words faded in: “This is the first phase in your Feminine Fashion! Today, you’re going to go out and buy these clothes. The next page has a list of stores near you where you can pick them up. Tomorrow you’ll have a new Fashion step, and you’ll also unlock Step 2 to seeing things from Her Point of View! For now, take as much time as you want to enjoy the view. Remember, this is you now! Whenever you’re ready, just say continue into your microphone”
I barely even read the words, just skimming through, but one phrase stuck with me. “This is you now”. I hadn’t thought about it like that before. I was committing to completely changing my wardrobe and how I look just for some girl? Wasn’t that like number one on the don’t list for relationships? Okay maybe not the n number one red flag, but “Be yourself” was definitely the top piece of dating advice I’d ever heard.
Although, I guess this was just being myself. I was in love with Elena, so it only made sense. And besides, I looked fucking amazing. I couldn’t wait to go out and buy those clothes, feel them pressed up tight against my skin, look so fucking sexy…
I realized that throughout my inner monologue, I’d been stroking my cock, faster and faster, keeping time with the slowly accelerating bass beat. It only broke me out of my reverie because it was starting to feel so good I couldn’t ignore it any longer. I couldn’t think of anything else besides how amazing it felt to be jacking off, touching myself while looking at pictures of how fucking sexy I looked in girl clothes. As the music in my ears got faster and faster, and the bass pounded harder and harder, I started to pant with the exertion, struggling to keep up. But it was as if my hand was outside my control. No matter how tired I got, I kept stroking in time with the beat, faster and faster until finally I glanced up at the sultry smile on my face and just as the song grew to its final crescendo, I came, spraying jizz all over my hands, my clothes, my computer screen.
A little even got onto my face. I absentmindedly licked at it while I wiped the computer off. Not bad tasting actually. I whispered to myself as I cleaned “This is me now”, and the screen changed to show a big yellow smiley face on a pink background, saying
“Congratulations! You’re starting to see things from Her Point of View! You are now ready to progress!”
* * *
After my explosive orgasm, I spent a while just listening to the music, which had calmed down from the pulsing bass beat back to a more relaxing tune. I don’t normally go in for this kind of slow stuff, but this was actually so good I couldn’t help but close my eyes and bliss out for a bit. I had been up all night after all.
A few minutes later, the song came to an end and switched back to one of the upbeat pop songs from earlier, and I opened my eyes. The smiley face was gone, replaced by a map of my neighborhood with directions to the nearest mall, along with a short shopping list. The listed prices made my eyes bug out for a second, but I remembered how amazing I looked in that picture, and if these clothes could make me look like that, it was worth blowing some of my rainy day money.
The map said that the mall didn’t open until 10. It was only about ten minutes away, which meant I had about four hours to get some sleep, shower, and eat before my expedition. Not that bad. I’ve had worse after a night of drinking with James and Alex.
Suddenly completely exhausted, I collapsed on my bed, not even bothering to take off my clothes, set an alarm, or turn off my laptop. I drifted off to sleep while the music played softly in my ears.
I jolted awake what seemed like only seconds later, but a quick glance at my clock told me it was 9:30. I could barely recollect some very strange dreams, but as I tried to grasp them they slipped away. It almost felt like someone had told me to wake up, but the music in my ears had stopped sometime while I was asleep, and besides there weren’t any lyrics in anything that had been played so far.
Pulling myself out of bed, I stumbled into the shower, stumbled back out a few minutes later, ate some cereal as fast as possible, pulled on a pair of old jeans and a t-shirt, and was out the door at 9:45 exactly. I had some shopping to do.
The mall wasn’t quite open yet when I arrived, so I took some time to read over the shopping list again. 1 baby blue tank top, 1 pair ridiculously expensive and tight jeans, and an assortment of makeup products. It didn’t seem like a lot, but from what I remembered of last night, or rather this morning, I’d get more fashion instructions tomorrow, when I unlocked the next section. Also on the shopping list was “Variety of panties, your choice. Optional,” and I didn’t know quite what to make of that. If it was optional, why was it on there? And did they expect me to pick the panties out myself? Wasn’t the whole point of this to have the site decide for me? I decided I’d just ignore the panties for now. It’s not as though I was crossdressing for fun here. I was doing this so I’d look enough like a girl that Elena would realize what she was missing and fall for me. Right?
Finally, the doors opened and I made my way inside. It was huge, and overwhelming, and I was the only person in the store. I guessed that since this was near my college, most of their usual customer base was still sleeping off last night’s hangovers. A sales girl came up to me, gave me a bit of a confused look, and said, “Can I help you with anything sir?”
“Uh, no just browsing, I’m okay, thank you. Sorry”. Wow. Way to go Ash, I thought to myself. Trying to win the affection of your lady-love, and you’re stumbling all over yourself because the girl who works at the mall is cute.
“Alright, well if you ever need anything just let me know,” she said with a wink at me, and turned to go. I caught myself watching her ass sway as she walked and pulled my eyes away. She was really cute though. Blue black hair in a pixie cut, with these incredible piercing green eyes, and the body of a dancer, slender and lithe. Not too long ago, I would have been all over that, or rather I would have tried to be all over that. But now, I was a man on a mission. And that mission involved me being in the women’s section of a department store by myself at 10 am on a Saturday. Nothing weird about that at all.
I wandered around the store aimlessly, trying to look as though I was doing anything but shopping for girls’ clothes, while I slowly worked up the courage to make my way towards the jeans on my list. I figured I’d start with those, since it’s not like I’d be the only guy to wear women’s jeans. They’re just like, super skinny jeans right? It’s not that weird. I’m not that weird
With that mantra repeating in my head, I wandered into the women’s jeans section, found the pair that had been indicated on my list, and walked away quickly. After some more wandering, and peeking to make sure that the green-eyed girl wasn’t looking in my direction, I quickly ducked back into the women’s section, and grabbed the baby blue top. With my clothes in hand, I bolted to the self-service register, thanking my lucky stars I didn’t have to explain my fashion choices to a judgmental cashier.
Right before I got to the counter, I was struck with a thought. I had to try these on before I bought them, right? I mean, I gave the website my measurements, but even I know that the measurements on women’s clothing are different brand to brand. And I really didn’t want to have to come back and return these later.
So I pivoted, trying to make it seem as natural as possible. I didn’t do a very good job seeing as I was at the front of the store next to the registers and the dressing rooms were all the way at the back, but I had to try and preserve some of my dignity.
Again making sure no one was watching, I snuck my way into one of the dressing rooms and out of sight from the hordes of curious observers I’d imagined were glaring at me as I shopped. Granted, the store was completely empty besides the sales girl, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was doing something almost obscene and that I ought to feel guilty for it.
“Fuck that,” I muttered to myself “I’m a grown man, and I can make my own clothing choices. They don’t have the right to judge me.”
And with that self-righteous indignation held firmly in my mind to keep away the lingering sense of embarrassment, I changed into the jeans and the baby blue tank top. It took me a bit longer than I was expecting. Those pants were really, really tight.
Finally it was done. I looked up at the mirror, getting my first glimpse of “the new me”. I looked… good. The top clung to me, both outlining my body in perfect detail and suggesting curves that didn’t quite exist on second glance. It flared out a little at the bottom to give the impression of hips. The jeans were the tightest things I’d ever worn, almost like a second skin. They made my legs look more shapely, more feminine, and drew the eye slowly up towards my ass.
My ass was, as always, my best feature. Tight and well-rounded at the best of times, the jeans flowed around the curves of my cheeks, revealing everything and yet leaving it all to the imagination.
I was hot. I looked good. Great even. But I still looked like a guy. Kind of a gay guy honestly, not to buy into stereotypes or anything. My face was still sharp and masculine, with a touch of beard shadow showing even though I had shaved just this morning. And now I knew why they’d recommended panties. My boxers were bunched up underneath the jeans, and some ugly wrinkles showed through the thin fabric. Still though, pretty good for a first outing and without even buying the makeup yet.
If I was going to do this, I needed to do it right. I walked quickly and confidently out of the dressing room, and strode to the lingerie section. Only once I was already out in the open did I realize that I was still wearing the jeans and top. I also realized that I wasn’t the only person in the store anymore. This time, people were staring.
My face burning with shame, I grabbed the closest pair of panties and ran back into the changing room.
Alone once more, the embarrassment began to fade and as I calmed down, I realized what I was holding; a pair of delicate white lace panties. They were gorgeous, sexy and slutty and innocent all at once. I couldn’t take my eyes away. I could hear somewhere in the back of my head the pulse of the deep bass beat from the night before. Almost like I was in a trance, I peeled the jeans off, pulled down my boxers, and slid the panties up my leg, slowly, savoring the feeling of the soft fabric against my skin. I let out a quiet gasp as I reached my dick, the sensitive area reacting to the soft lace by sending waves of pleasure up my spine. My dick started to harden, pushing against the fabric that now covered it completely. The bass grew louder in my ears, and I reached my hand down slowly, sliding it underneath the panties and—
“Mind if I join you?” an amused voice asked. I whirled around, hand still tucked into the panties, and saw the face of the green-eyed sales girl peeking through the door of the changing room. I blushed a bright red, yanked my hand out, and started to stammer an apology.
“Hey no don’t worry,” she said, grinning slightly “I’m not here to get you in trouble. You looked pretty worried out there and I was coming to check and see if you were okay. I knocked, but you didn’t respond.”
“Oh god I am so sorry,” I replied, utterly mortified, “I don’t know how I missed that.”
“Well, looks like you were a little preoccupied,” she said with a meaningful glance at my panty covered cock.
“I’m so so so sorry. I don’t normally do this, I swear. I don’t know what came over me.”
“I’m just sorry I interrupted you. It looked like I was about to get a bit of a show,” she said with a wink.
I didn’t know how to respond to that at all, so I just stammered, and blushed even harder.
“Don’t worry about it,” she said, her tone shifting from amused to sympathetic. “People are assholes. Don’t pay them any attention. You’re trans, right?”
I looked at her dumbfounded, my mouth hanging open.
“Oh my god, I haven’t even asked your name yet and I’m already getting into things that are probably super personal and you don’t have to talk about them at all if you don’t want to. I just saw how scared you were and thought you could use someone friendly to talk to. I’m Jenna, by the way.”
Still utterly flabbergasted at the way this conversation was going, I managed to stutter out “A-Ashley.” Where the hell had that come from? I hadn’t gone by Ashley since I was in kindergarten.
Jenna smiled at me, and I forgot my embarrassment for a moment. It was that kind of smile. “Nice to meet you Ashley,” she said. She moved closer to me, so that there were only inches of distance between us. My still-hard cock was a breath away from touching her. She looked down at it, then back up at me. Her smile turned wicked, and she said, “Mind if I continue where you left off?”
“Um, what?” I replied, then kicked myself.
“Listen Ashley, I think you’re cute. I think I’d like to get to know you a little better. And I think that since you’re already so hard…” she said this last as her hand brushed the tip of my dick through my panties, and I gasped again. That only made her smile more. “It would be a shame to let this opportunity go to waste. Now, I can tell you’re feeling a little awkward about this whole situation. So how about this: If you’re okay with this, you don’t have to do or say anything. If not, all you have to do is shake your head. What do you think?”
The bass beat was back, crowding out my thoughts. I stood there staring, not moving a muscle.
Jenna’s smile grew even larger, and she pushed me back against the changing-room bench, and slowly lowered herself to her knees. “That’s a good girl,” she said, and a wave of electricity swept through my body.
Slowly, maddeningly slowly, Jenna stroked one finger over my straining cock, letting out a little giggle as it twitched in response to her touch. She slid her finger all the way down to the base of my shaft and then slowly back up to the head. There was a small bead of precum leaking through the panties and she scooped it up and looked me in the eyes as she brought her finger up to her mouth and began to suck.
“I like how you taste,” Jenna said, her voice rough with desire. “I think I’ll have to taste you some more.” And with that she closed the distance between us, holding my arms down onto the bench, and licked up the length of my cock, her tongue caressing me through my panties and just brushing the tip that peeked out over the lace.
I gasped. I couldn’t help it. It was better than anything I’d ever felt before. Just that one lick was better than every fuck I’d had in my entire life. I didn’t know what was going on. It just all felt so good, and the bass beat that was pulsing in my ears made it hard to think. It was definitely there this time, not just a memory. I wondered how I was still hearing it when I definitely wasn’t wearing my earbuds or anywhere near my computer, but my train of thought was interrupted by Jenna peeling back my panties, and wrapping her warm, soft lips around the head of my cock.
I let out a high slow moan, and didn’t have the brainpower left to think about how strange that was. Jenna pulled herself off me long enough to say, “You’re being a very good girl,” which sent out another wave of pleasure that swept up from my cock through my whole body. When it reached the bass beat in my ears, it resonated with the music and became instantly twice as intense. This time, it moved slowly down, washing over me in a wave.
Jenna, as though she could see the pleasure sweeping across my body, reached up without taking her mouth off my dick and pinched my right nipple with one hand right as the wave reached my chest. My vision went white for a second, as what felt like fireworks exploded in my nipple.
I must have moaned loudly, cause Jenna shifted up to cover my mouth with her hand. I hadn’t realized. The pleasure was too much. I didn’t know what was going on, this whole thing was feeling too fucking amazing. Jenna slipped one of her fingers into my mouth, and I began to suck on it unconsciously, operating entirely on instinct at this point.
She moved back down, wrapping her tongue around my cock and teasing me relentlessly. Precum was dripping from the tip and Jenna lapped it up eagerly. I bucked my hips against her mouth, desperate to cum.
Jenna pulled away her finger, and I let out a soft whimper, my mouth suddenly left empty. She let it drag slowly down my chest, circling my nipples and triggering another moan from me. I was like an animal, responding to her physical touch and willing to do whatever I had to do to make sure Jenna kept touching me.
She looked up at me, a wicked glint in her eyes as her saliva-covered finger finally made its way down to my cock. Jenna stroked the tip, gathering some of the precum that still poured from it, and suddenly and without warning slipped her hand between my legs and slid her finger up and into my ass.
I cannot describe how good it felt. I’d never done anything around that area before, but suddenly I was bucking against her hand, trying to fuck myself on her finger, just to get more of that indescribable bliss. Jenna slid her finger in and out a few times, driving me wilder with every thrust, and then curled it inwards pressing up against what had to be my prostate.
I cried out and came like I had never cum before, my vision going black for what felt like minutes, my mind on fire with pleasure, shooting ropes of cum all over Jenna’s face and into her open mouth.
* * *
Some time later when my heart finally stopped pounding and my vision cleared, I opened my eyes. Jenna was smiling at me in a self-satisfied sort of way, a long strand of my jizz still on her face.
“I gotta say Ashley, you’re damn good for a girl’s self-esteem. It’s been a long time since I’ve made someone cum that hard from just a blowjob,” she said.
“That was. Wow. I mean. It was amazing. I can’t believe that just happened,” I stammered out, suddenly realizing that I’d just cum all over both a beautiful girl and a public changing room.
She giggled a bit at that and said, “Unfortunately I have to run now. I’m technically still on the clock, and if I’m gone for much longer my idiot boss might actually realize I’ve been missing.”
I looked crestfallen at that which made her giggle harder. “Oh sweetheart,” she said, “that pouty face you’re making is really adorable. Listen, while you were recovering I put my number in your phone. Give me a call sometime.”
I smiled at her, relieved, and Jenna leaned in and kissed me soft and deep. I could still taste my cum on her lips. “Now I really do have to run,” she said. “You probably shouldn’t try and buy panties that soaked, so I’ll show you out the back way. I’m sure we can find a way for you to repay me next time.” She looked at me lasciviously and gave me a wink before devolving into another fit of laughter.
Jenna led me out through a door marked “Employees Only”. I followed her, content to passively obey, and once we made it to the alleyway behind the store she kissed me goodbye and rushed back inside.
“Hopefully she remembers to clean off that cum before she goes back into the mall,” I thought to myself, and grinned.
And then it all hit me. I’d just tried on women’s clothes, started jacking it in panties, gotten the best blowjob of my life, cum from a girl’s finger in my ass, and somehow shoplifted a complete outfit, all before noon. Somehow, with the phantom music playing through my earbuds that weren’t there, it didn’t seem all that abnormal. I could get used to this.
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The Tucking Masterpost (Please signal boost!)(TW for discussion and some images of genitals)
Hi! Are you a CAMAB transfeminine person who’s sick of only ever seeing resources for CAFAB trans people on your dash? Are you just coming out to yourself and struggling with Peak Dysphoria? Are you a CAFAB trans person who wants to support the people above? Then here’s a post for you!
This is a post about tucking!
Wait Erika, what the fuck is a tuck?
Glad you asked! For those who don’t know, tucking is a technique for achieving a flat groin area. It’s a time-honored tool of CAMAB trans feminine people but, unfortunately, the tradition doesn’t seem to have been communicated very effectively to the current generation.
So what’s the point of tucking?
Tucking has lots of awesome benefits! These include:
Being able to wear pants & shorts marketed to women more comfortably
Seeing yourself with a flat front often reduces dysphoria (it did for me!)
Referring to the previous bullet, it is one of the easiest ways to lessen your dysphoria when you’re still closeted, since you can wear a tuck under your normal pants/shorts and no one has to know
It can help us reduce some of the risk of being outed in public
Oh neat. How do I tuck?
The basics of tucking goes like this:
Push the testicles up into the inguinal canals
Pull the rest of the junk between the legs
Secure the arrangement with very tight underwear (or some other method)
Wait wait wait… What the hell is an inguinal canal?
Alright, so…. this is gonna require some body exploration on your part if you can stomach it. Basically, the inguinal canals are little tunnels in your pelvis above the testicles. If you push your testicles directly up into your body from their resting position, they should slide pretty neatly into the inguinal canals.
Yeah… this is what the TW was mostly for. Sorry, but the visual is helpful.
Ok…. So how do I secure it all in place?
Ok so first thing’s first: do not use duct tape. A lot of tutorials online (particularly ones for and by drag queens) recommend using duct tape, but that shit hurts and it’s super unnecessary!
Instead you need two things:
A tight pair of panties (preferably more, so you can do this frequently without wearing the same undies every day)
Control briefs
…. Control briefs?
I know, I know, so many new words tonight! Ever heard Spanx products? They’re mainly marketed to cis women for “tummy control”, but they have another awesome use as well - tucking! Here’s an example at Target.com (you should be able to find them at any store that sells women’s underwear, but if you’re afraid to go buy them in the store that pair is pretty cheap and you can order it online if you’re in the U.S.)
If you get the right size of control briefs (I would recommend buying a size down) they should fit very snugly over your junk. To hold your tuck in place, simply hold it between your legs, pull up your undies all the way, and pull the control briefs over them. Assuming you’ve pulled everything up as much as possible and kept everything tucked between your legs correctly, you should now have a snug and smooth tuck! Congrats!!!!!!
But wait, I can’t get that stuff! What do I do???????
Hey, that’s ok! Couple of ideas here:
Get a pair of tights (possibly old ones from a friend) and cut off everything but the stretchy part at the top. Congrats! Those are basically control briefs (albeit kinda messy ones)
Contact me and I’ll try to get you a pair of those control briefs from Target (if you live outside the US im sure we can find another website)
Ok…. So is there anything I should worry about with the tuck?
Unfortunately, yeah - mainly discomfort. Here’s a few ways discomfort occurs when tucking and how to avoid it:
After a few hours of tucking (varies depending on how active you are) things are probably gonna start to feel a little out of place. Part of the prevention here is practicing lots to get as tight a tuck as possible. Other than that, it’s something you’ll have to get kind of used to dealing with - I usually excuse myself to the bathroom when a tuck becomes too uncomfortable and fix it in the stall.
After even more hours you’re going to feel a pretty general aching. Much as people who bind shouldn’t do that for too long, you shouldn’t tuck for too long at once. Usually 4-8 hours (again, depending upon activity level as well as experience) is gonna be all you can stand before getting some longer lasting aching. I don’t know if there’s any long-term harm that can occur from tucking too long, but it’s best if you’re not the first to find out.
Generally I find that more & longer pubic hair can cause discomfort and generally make your tuck less effective. Definitely look into shaving down there, or at least trimming up a little bit if you don’t already (I’m not going to go into details about pubic shaving but send me a message if you need help in that department).
Congrats! You now know how to tuck! Go get those cute white capris you saw at Macy’s the other day and ROCK that shit!
If you have any questions or need additional help, feel free to send me an ask. If you have any additional suggestions to add to this post, please go ahead and reblog it with comment or send me a message about it!
Wikihow also has a good article on the topic to check out for some more visuals! (Make sure to skip to the “Tuck without Tape” section)
Please, make this post as popular as possible. CAFAB trans folks all have so much info about binding, but so many CAMAB trans feminine folk don’t know about tucking and could use the info!
Doing my laundry a day late - didn’t have a thing to wear!