Mille's Rambles

recycling this blog!!! [They/He] now you get to hear my rambles on my other 3 fics Butterfly Pea (Safety At Home), Direct Variation, and Flip-Turned Upside-Down!!!

[milles-rambling]

This project is retired in favour of Safety at Home, my Hoenn fic. Instead if being sent to Alola, Izumi finds himself at his home region — Hoenn. Under a new name, he joins Team Magma as a favour to "Professor" Maxie, who saved his life when he was sixteen.

On AO3. And there will be a new blog for it bc heehee... (plenty of Steven Stone content because I say so.)

[whumpbox]

memory loss starters send a sentence, get a drabble.

“ trust me. we’re [friends/family]. ”

“ you’re groggy from the medicine. ”

“ this isn’t funny. stop it. ”

“ i know you’re scared and confused, but i’m here to answer your questions. ”

“ you’ve suffered a shock. ”

“ i’m [name]. don’t you remember? ”

“ trust me. ”

“ hey, hey. don’t overexert yourself. it’s okay. ”

“ you’re talking nonsense. ”

“ you lost your memory. ”

“ take your time. ”

“ you…forgot me? ”

“ the doctor said it’s temporary. ”

“ be patient, it’ll come to you. ”

“ tell me what you remember. ”

“ who are you? ”

“ let me go! i don’t know you! ”

“ i’m sorry. i wish i could make myself remember. ”

“ prove it. prove that we know each other. ” 

“ i need answers, and i need them now. ”

“ help me understand. ”

“ don’t go. i’m scared. ”

“ you look…familiar.”

“ do we know each other? ”

“ i can’t remember anything. ”

“ don’t come any closer. ”

“ i’m sorry, but we’ve never met. ”

“ maybe i don’t want to remember. ”

“ my memories are gone. ”

“ i’m not joking! i don’t know who you are! ”

“ [name]? who’s that? ”

“ everything you’re saying could be lies. ” 

[allthewhumpygoodness]

Concept: B has never had anyone who cared about them before, but is v attached to A — and then smth happens to A (I'm thinking kidnapping?) and B is a mess, and by the time they find A (who managed to escape themselves maybe?) they're exhausted and even tho they aren't the type to show weakness they hug and collapse from exhaustion/relief and A is shocked/worried

Aww I love that. And even though A is dealing with their own trauma of being kidnapped they're so concerned about B's reaction they can't even think about it for a minute, and then B feels guilty for "stealing their attention" and tries to make up for it by doing everything they can to help them even though A insists they're fine, because they had no idea B cared so deeply about them and would be that much of a mess.

[milles-rambling]

"What do you mean, Shiso?"

"I mean that I've never taken a picture before. Not that I'd remember, at least."

Hau and Lillie looked at him in disbelief,

"You're joking, right? You can't've never taken a photo before..." Hau shook that thought away, "well then... Let's be your first! Right, Lillie?"

She nodded, taking off her hat.

Three friends in a picture. Shiso didn't know what to feel about it; but his friends were happy, he decided he should be as well

[milles-rambling]

"You... You almost died, Shiso! How are you so calm?!"

"poggers."

He felt now that his fear of heights was officially justified. He leant his head on the boulder, clutching onto it as he saw the death drop of the ravine. It's good he hadn't died yet.

Shiso saw this as his second time cheating death. Thanks, Tapu Koko.

[milles-rambling]

nsjidkfnvke i’M FINALLY POSTING BHGJBWEHW i kept her design almost the same but took out the braids and changed her eyes.

anyways lillie time ~

LILLIE AETHER

( official name : Lillie Selene Aether )

⇉ RUNAWAY AND ALOLAN PROFESSOR RESEARCH ASSISTANT (as of 2016)

⇉ Kantonian-Alolan with Alolan citizenship.

⇉ 07.07.05 || 2017 ~ 12

2018 ~ 13

⇉ BLONDE hair ; GREEN eyes

⇉ Alias : Lill'

Fren

Blondie

The Nice One

Emerald

⇉ C-STATUS — CIVILIAN ¡

⇉ SNOWY // alolan!f!vulpix

CONNIE // f!cottonee

⇉ motherly, sweet — very reserved but also a peacekeeper. observant, feisty.

⇉ CURRENT STATUS : ALIVE!

⇉ "you shouldn't try to be someone you're not. even if that someone is a past you."

⇉ after running away, she spent most of her time in akala. she fled to melemele island and met the professor. she now spends most of her time at the lab.

⇉ ACCEPTED INTO : n/a.

⇉ has been properly diagnosed with: hasn't been diagnosed properly, but has symptoms of anxiety and ptsd. is afraid of the alolan police and well dressed adults. is especially uncomfortable with aether foundation products. she is severely underweight.

⇉ extra information : after a failed experiment with a cosmog which resulted in her father going missing, her mother went insane. she suffered heavy abuse through the memorable parts of her childhood. her mother had begun to purposefully starve her to keep her skinny and delicate. she was told constantly that she would be unloveable if she wasn't skinny and elegant. her brother ran away and she followed suit in march of 2016, where she ran away with the cosmog, warping into akala and working(and spending any free time volunteering) at a hospital, where she was noticed by a professor. a few months later, she had been present to witness a suicide attempt. she and the victim(once he'd got better) became friends and travelled to melemele island together after his discharge, meeting a third person and becoming a trio.

[milles-rambling]

OKAY HERE'S MOMMY

SERENA YVONNE

( OFFICIAL NAME : Serena Yvonne )

↝ KALOSIAN SUBSITUTE CHAMPION AND CAFE BARISTA (as of 2016)

↝ Kalosian blood with Kalosian citizenship.

↝ 30.04.03 || 2015 〜 12

2016 〜 13

↝ HONEY BLONDE hair ; HAZEL eyes

↝ Alias : Rena,

Y,

Vonnie,

blondie,

mommy,

sweetie,

yvonne,

bee,

↝ N-STATUS — NUZLOCKE ¡

↝ PINNIE // m!chestnaught

BOO // f!vaporeon

PSY // f!meowstic

EGGIE // f!clefable

NUAGE // m!altaria

ÉCLIPSE // m!absol

↝ motherly, loving — aware of feelings, efficient and kind.

↝ CURRENT STATUS : ALIVE!

↝ "are you alright? you seem to have had quite the fall!"

↝ hyperaware of the missing champion situation, and she knows more than she would like to admit. she isn't sure what everyone else knows and would like to talk about the topic in detail to figure out the pieces she can fill in. that isn't possible though, since the league is open 24/7, so she has no chance to leave or talk to authorities regarding the matter. she needs to make sure to take care of each challenger and defend violet's spot as best as she can.

↝ ACCEPTED INTO : The Sycamore Programme — children are to write a knowledgeable essay about a certain topic regarding pokemon evolution or type. out of the children who send their essay, 6 will be chosen to attend this programme. travel expenses are covered by the SYCAMORE LAB and the children, in their group, receive the travel experience all the while filling in the kalos pokedex. the goal of this programme is to bring out the potential of the best minds in the region.

↝ has been properly diagnosed with: she is a healthy girl who has grown up in a loving family. she has no medical diagnosis nor any pre-existing diagnosis.

↝ extra information : she has always been the oldest person in any situation and has taken the role of a mother in most of her groups. she's a major people pleaser, and loves to see others happy. her mother has always pushed her to be the best and she values her studies, finding great interest in mega evolution and flying types. she's never had any big issues that could have caused her mental problems, but you don't need to be broken to lend a helping ear. she listens to vents thoroughly and enjoys seeing the relieved face of her peers as they finally let a burden of their chests. she knew that violet had gender dysphoria, and even told violet that she could help her with transitioning prices if they were too expensive. she was reluctant to let the issue go. she is the mother of the sycamore programme group.

[milles-rambling]

the first ref sheet i made for this thing lol

TREVOR MAPLE

( official name : Trevor Maple )

↺ KALOSIAN PHOTOGRAPHER AND RESEARCH ASSISTANT (as of late 2015)

↺ Kalosian-Unovan blood with Kalosian citizenship.

↺ 06.09.04 || 2015 〜 11

2016 〜 12

↺ ORANGE hair ; GREY eyes

↺ Alias : minou,

trevs,

troty,

maple,

assistant,

citrus loser,

↺ O-STATUS — ORIGINAL ¡

↺ CALLIE // f!raichu

FLEUR // f!florges

PEBBLE // m!aerodactyl

AOI // f!flabébé

BONBON // m!sylveon

SALEM // m!charizard

↺ aloof, collected — observant, doesn't appreciate the presence of unknown others.

↺ CURRENT STATUS : ALIVE!

↺ "you're kidding, right? love is overrated."

↺ takes lead of the injured pokemon and fairy type research units within the pokemon lab. he's mostly known in the research lab for the fairy flowers he keeps around. he can be found in heavily wooded routes or within the sycamore pokemon lab. he shares a healthy teacher-student relationship with the professor, seeing him as a guiding figure.

↺ ACCEPTED INTO : The Sycamore Programme — children are to write a knowledgeable essay about a certain topic regarding pokemon evolution or type. out of the children who send in their essay, 6 will be chosen to attend this programme. travel expenses are covered by the SYCAMORE LAB and the children, in their group, receive the travel experience all the while filling in the kalos pokedex. the goal of this programme is to bring out the potential of the best minds in the region.

↺ has been properly diagnosed with: BULIMIA NERVOSA*, PTSD, and PANIC DISORDER. *he no longer has bulimia nervosa, 3-year-long therapy and tierno have made sure of that. his abandonment by his parents leaves him with panic attacks when his sister leaves the house unannounced. he prefers not to have many close relationships as he fears he will be left by them as well.

↺ extra information: when he was 5, his parents started to leave the house more often, and when he turned 6, they never came back. because it was during his birthday, he decided he never wanted to celebrate it again, thinking his sister might leave him too. he became far more reserved, becoming a hollow shell of himself. eventually, he believed his parents left him because he was too much of a burden when it came to food costs, and so he would try to not eat, and when he did, he would feel guilty and force it out of his system. he found his solace in his studies, and soon enough, entered the sycamore program with top priority, being able to meet sycamore himself to pass out the starter pokeballs and pokedexes. he continues to believe he is the cause of all of his problems. he is fairly quick-tempered. throughout kalos, he opens up, and gets into a relationship with VIOLET SHIMIZU, but she goes missing a few days after the parade. he is thusly crushed, and as people continue leaving and he is left with only labwork and his camera.

[milles-rambling]

here she is!

VIOLET SHIMIZU

( official name: sumire shimizu || 紫花,清水 )

↬ KALOS CHAMPION (as of 2016)

↬ Hoenn-Sinnoh blood with Kalosian citizenship. born in hoenn, moved to kalos age 7.

↬ 03.06.2005 || 2015 〜 10

2016 〜 11

↬ INDIGO hair ; BROWN eyes

↬ Alias: minou,

vio,

vi,

ma petite fleur,

shimizu,

vinnie

↬ N-STATUS — NUZLOCKE ¡

↬ BLEU // m!greninja

VERT // m!venusaur

BLANC // m!gardevoir

NOIR // m!lucario

HAEIL // m!altaria

BEAN // m!jolteon

↬ sassy, calculating — can be sweet.

↬ CURRENT STATUS : [ MISSING! ]

report to KALOS POLICE STATION if found. (properly declared missing DEC. 2016)

↬ "you? mon dieu, give me a refund s'il vous plaît..."

↬ used to spend time in the pokemon lab or at the league. sees professor sycamore as a father figure as her mother neglected her and she never got to know her true father.

↬ ACCEPTED INTO : The Sycamore Programme — children are to write a knowledgeable essay about a certain topic regarding pokemon evolution or type. out of the children who send in their essays, 6 will be chosen to attend this programme. travel expenses are covered by the SYCAMORE LAB and the children, in their group, receive the travel experience all the while filling in the kalos pokedex. the goal of this programme is to bring out the potential of the best minds in the region.

↬ has been properly diagnosed with: GENDER DYSPHORIA, DEPRESSION, and ANXIETY. she is on antidepressants, no steps have been taken to to subdue her dysphoria nor her anxiety.

↬ extra information: she can speak to pokemon, so she's able to build closer bonds than most other people. ever since she turned 7, her eyesight has been getting worse rapidly. she can only see blobs of blurred colour, and from there has to figure out what's going on. she's never had enough money for an optometrist appointment, glasses, or any of the sort. her neglect comes from her eye colour — the windel family is known for their emerald-green eyes, violet's are brown, like her father's. she was unofficially adopted in 2016 by professor sycamore, but was shipped to a new region by her mother after her twin moved to unova. she has officially gone missing, and her holo caster and pokedex are unresponsive. she was formally disowned.