Man's Search for Meaning

“Man does not simply exist but always decides what his existence will be, what he will become the next moment. By the same token, every human being has the freedom to change at any instant.”

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So damn cold.

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PM: Just because you’re a psychotherapist doesn’t mean you know everything about me, Sir. I might still surprise you. Good job I bought a lot of swimsuits with me.

[milo-levi-blog]

PM: We’ll see.

Good job indeed.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

Get to know me and find out. I can’t give away all my secrets straight away. 

That’s actually really cool. You look smart.

[milo-levi-blog]

PM:  Secrets?  Ha.  No.  Psychotherapist, remember?  

I know your type.  Probably well enough to know I should stay far away from it.  But damn it if I don’t have a weakness for young Cali girls in swimsuits.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

Unfortunately. It’s 10pm. Luckily, girls like me don’t really care about those little details.

Are you a busy man, Sir?

[milo-levi-blog]

Girls like you.  What kind of girls would those be?

I’m a busy man indeed.  Psychotherapist. 

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

Yes, Sir. I’m free tonight if you are.

[milo-levi-blog]

Don’t girls like you have curfews?

Let me check my schedule.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

Do I get a prize for that?

[milo-levi-blog]

I’ll think about it.

Drink first.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

You know, saying that just makes me determined to make you blush now. You may think it’s kid stuff, but I reckon it’s possible. Although any kind of reaction from you, I’ll admit I’d be happy with. 

[milo-levi-blog]

You’ve already got that much.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

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I could never bore of someone that looks like you. 

I can do that. 

[milo-levi-blog]

Now you’re trying to make me blush, right?

Fortunately I’m too old for that.  I don’t really get butterflies in the stomach anymore.  Down there, yes, it’s still active.  But not in the stomach. That’s kid stuff. 

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

Maybe I’ve had a compliment or two before, but I certainly don’t bore of them. They make me feel good, so admire away, Sir. 

Well, I can promise you I’m not lying about anything or trolling you. I’m Anna Al Masri. I just got to Cavendish yesterday. 

[milo-levi-blog]

Right.  Well.  I’m skeptical.

You’ll just have to prove your existence to me by letting me buy you a drink.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

You’re going to make me blush. 

Uh, nope? I’m Anna and I’m very much real, Sir. Why would I catfish you?

[milo-levi-blog]

Oh, bullshit.  You’ve heard it all before.  I’m probably boring you.

God, I don’t know.  I have a hard enough time keeping up with the motivations behind half of what kids do these days.  Just fucking learned what trolling was.  Jackasses who go on the internet and tell lies, gets their rocks off.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

But I might get cold, Sir.

[milo-levi-blog]

With a hot body like that, doubt it.

You’re catfishing me, right?

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

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Damn. I guess I’ll have to find something to cover up with, then. 

[milo-levi-blog]

Now hold on a minute.

No one suggested anything like that.

[theisabellewatkins-deactivated2]

So damn cold.

Well… I’m definitely not in LA any more. Is it always this cold in Canada? ‘Cause I’m not sure I packed accordingly. 

[milo-levi-blog]

Yep.  Always this cold.

Sadly not bikini weather.

[chloe-eva-lynn]

Question Time!

Would having a third cup of coffee be a good idea?

[milo-levi-blog]

Probably not, but I have a feeling you’re going to have one anyway.

[dominantdeclandougherty-deactiv]

Is anyone in your family a submissive?

No. Absolutely not. As far as I know we’ve had a rather lucky blood line

[dominantdeclandougherty-deactiv]

There could always be a chance it’s just been hidden. 

Who knows

[milo-levi-blog]

Yeah, gotta say.  I haven’t got the slightest clue in hell what you mean by that.

Actually I was trying to bring attention to the fact that you seem to be implying that anyone with an ‘s’ on their wrist is somehow less fortunate than us.  

I’m sure it was all a big misunderstanding.

[circusmnstrjessica-blog]

Well, the characters get close, and I guess I got attached? 

That I would be having to see you. I’m not sure if they informed you yet, though I’m sure that’s my responsibility. I was going to do that tomorrow.

[milo-levi-blog]

First I’m hearing of you.  Guess I’ll be seeing you tomorrow then.

[circusmnstrjessica-blog]

Oh. I was told I would meet you, I didn’t know it would be online. 

I almost always pick the pacifist route. I tried the genocide and got emotional..

[milo-levi-blog]

Emotional over the death of video game characters.  I must be getting old.  I don’t think I’ve ever felt the slightest hint of empathy for the legions of pixelated ghosts I’ve devoured in Pac-Man.

Anyway.  You were told? 

[circusmnstrjessica-blog]

No, it’s a video game where you can either act as a pacifist or perform genocide. It’s a very funny game, even if the concept is really deep. 

It’s nice to meet you. Levi.. like Doctor, right? Or am I mistaking you for someone else?

[milo-levi-blog]

Yep.  You’ve got the right man.  

So which do you choose?  Pacifism or genocide.