⌾⌇⍔⌘ (Milo) the nearest light source

local light source god of Queue56 (Queue56 rp account)

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

RP blog for ⌾⌇⍔⌘ (Milo) the nearest light source shadow aka my Queue56 lad

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Ash/⌾⌇⍔⌘ (Milo) doesn't care whatsoever what pronouns you use

She has a glow lichen tail with a lantern at the end and they have glowing hands, on his left wrist is a counter of how many tokens they have and she has glowing bits in her hair as if there were fairy lights in it! <mortal Milo description

Milo is technically more than just my Queue56 lad but that's nothing to worry about surely :3

Anyways yeah go bonkers ask questions yell at me do whatever you want with this blog :D

(profile picture drawn by the wonderful @sage-is-in-fact-very-tired<3)

OOC UPDATE: Milo is currently *shadow* not light and very evil! lots of gaslighting going on!

OOC UPDATE PT2: Milo got their light back so no more gaslighting :(

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

you know. you gotta wonder if close relation Milo gives you bad luck. especially if you Have Their Light Source. i gotta wonder if they like cursed it before they gave it to me like what is this shitttt

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

I didn't even do anything. I wasn't even there. Just watching...

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

I'm sure i could figure something out. Probably wouldn't be too hard.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

No you can't. It's not possible. Just like me getting out of this fucking box it just won't work, okay? So don't bother trying. And it's not fragile.

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

#cutelytauntsyou

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

The only reason I'm in here is because I let you do this.

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

sure man, no other reason

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

#cutelytauntsyou

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

The only reason I'm in here is because I let you do this.

[wild-magic-anon]

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[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

You're such an irritating little-

Ugh why do I even do any of it ever, I could have just not

What even is it about you I'm not supposed to be *like that* I have my light source back it's not supposed to be like this

And you just can't help yourself and push all my buttons to try and see what gets me to break it's just stupid on your part

I don't *care* if I hurt you, you're the only one that's putting in danger

And urgh you don't even know how much I wanted to do, you don't even get it how much I didn't do.

I just wanted to not have to see you anymore so I did it quick.

You deserved so much worse.

Maybe I should have just given you your wings pre clipped, maybe I should actually do it now! Maybe I should just shove you into snow again! Maybe I will just think of something entirely new! cause I sure can't seem to stop coming up with more and more ideas! All I have to do is look at you and-

I really did become a monster didn't I...

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

....feels weird

I wasn't sure if I'd be able to... Well of course I am, I'm God so... Yeah

But it's different, feels a lot different.

I can't just . have it. *make* it

Feels different than getting other things too... I noticed that the first time too.. sea lanterns and then glow lichen.. feels odd to pull it out of the ...what do I even call that? Well to pull it out of the thing

But still it was really more of a passive awareness... The same with the rest of the more basic lights.. The froglights though...

It's *nothing* it's fine. I am . Fine.

I can't make *light* I can't do it anymore. If I do it's just empty. Shadow. Darkness.

I can't get that out of the thing. I can't do that. I have to give that to myself. If I can't make it I have to give it an

Fine. It's fine. I'm fine. It's not an issue.

Why am I even writing this...

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

oh of all things this is the like. one thing that's given you any kind of pause, and not like- the actual torture you know

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

I am *not* at a pause. It's *nothing*. I don't *feel* things. I don't have a *problem*.

And Little Birdie... I really thought you knew better than to question me.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

....feels weird

I wasn't sure if I'd be able to... Well of course I am, I'm God so... Yeah

But it's different, feels a lot different.

I can't just . have it. *make* it

Feels different than getting other things too... I noticed that the first time too.. sea lanterns and then glow lichen.. feels odd to pull it out of the ...what do I even call that? Well to pull it out of the thing

But still it was really more of a passive awareness... The same with the rest of the more basic lights.. The froglights though...

It's *nothing* it's fine. I am . Fine.

I can't make *light* I can't do it anymore. If I do it's just empty. Shadow. Darkness.

I can't get that out of the thing. I can't do that. I have to give that to myself. If I can't make it I have to give it an

Fine. It's fine. I'm fine. It's not an issue.

Why am I even writing this...

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

The fuck do I even do with a cat??

I don't even have anywhere I'm staying

I don't *want* this cat, it just won't leave me alone

Just go away I don't careeee

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

god gave me a tadpole

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Too scared to wear your wings were you~ hmm, little birdie?

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

oh shut up - i just don't want to damage them before i can get mending.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Sure you are, you do know you get an unlimited amount right?

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

i haven't broken an elytra ever, id like to keep it that way. and I don't have any rockets regardless.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Woah really? You've never broken one ever? You mean you don't even know what that feels like? Are you sure you don't want to change that, little birdie~

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

god gave me a tadpole

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Too scared to wear your wings were you~ hmm, little birdie?

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

oh shut up - i just don't want to damage them before i can get mending.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Sure you are, you do know you get an unlimited amount right?

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

god gave me a tadpole

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Too scared to wear your wings were you~ hmm, little birdie?

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

only flew to get out of the lava. huh. wonk. usually that's why I last so long but- I was in the final four, again. I was second *again* - maybe I'm getting better.

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

i love being second place don't you know . my second favorite pastime

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Nothing more than a 2nd place.

But we knew that already, didn't we, little birdie~

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

just shut up. leave me alone, milo.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

As you wish. Have fun being "home" or whatever.

See you next cycle, little birdie~

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

i love being second place don't you know . my second favorite pastime

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Nothing more than a 2nd place.

But we knew that already, didn't we, little birdie~

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

glad you chose to come back, little birdie~

im just- getting things. *and* trying to rest. leave me alone, gods.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

I can make sure nobody ever bothers you again, what do you say about that idea, little birdie?

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

i say you need to do this cool fun thing called shutting up

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

I shall sit and watch in silence then, if that is what you prefer~

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

*id prefer* that you fuck off and leave me alone <3

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

Well who would watch over you then? You know there's nobody who cares enough. And you know you can't be left alone, little birdie~

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

no one *needs* to watch over me. i have gilded - and jade if either of us get our shit enough together to talk. *and* I can be left alone - im plenty capable.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

sure yeah if that's what you want to tell yourself

You do sure keep getting yourself into situations you claim not to enjoy, yet you do keep coming back don't you

I see you, trying your hardest to get rid of that birdcage, the dome, but I'd think you know better than anyone. You will never escape your bird cage.

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

it is what im telling myself because it's the *truth*

well excuse me for trying to be useful to the team for one fucking day of my life

and- I'm not trying to get rid of the dome for *me*. im helping for *them*. none of us are ever really going to escape the bird cage, so.

[milo-the-nearest-light-source]

well you seem to at least partially know your place in all this..

sleep tight, little birdie~