Live Through This

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[milyhatesplates]

Intro!!!

(TW disordered eating, please block don't report)

My names Emily, but I go by Mily!!!!

I love cats, the color pink, writing, drawing, listening to music (especially Riot GRRL music!!!), poetry, lipstick, and comic books!!!!

My favorite band of all time is Hole, I know EVERYTHING about Courtney Love

I go by she/he/it (ahhhh scary woke)

I'm a lesbian, and currently dating the love of my life!!!!

I have Bipolar (unmedicated right now), a previous depression diagnosis (I still take the medicine even though it makes me manic sometimes, I wanna be dead anytime I try to stop), anxiety, and heavily suspected low support needs autism

I've been disordered and struggled with $H since elementary school, and I've been on this side of tumblr with a PLETHORA of accounts for years

I love having moots and online friends, PLEASE don't hesitate to DM me!!!!

DNI: those in recovery (I hope you get better soon and things go well <3), people who aren't disordered, homophobes, antisemites, racists, trumpies, zionists, ALL that evil stuff!!!

STATS UNDER CUT, TW

HW: 42 kg :(

CW: 41.7 kg (I gained like 2.7 kg since I last checked bc I've been binging, I'm so ashamed I need to lock in. I checked right after a binge so I'm probably a few lbs lighter, but I don't care)

LW: 36.3 kg (I ruined it)

GW1 : 38

GW2.: 36.2

UGW: 31.7 kg

Height: 5'5

[strawberriesandbees]

[pinkkblonddee]

tmi but i feel so light after shitting

[hmiaw]

i love ⭐️ving but the only thing i hate is how it makes me so irritated like i feel so bad for getting mad at my family and friends :(

[milyhatesplates]

I miss being a good person

[dianaxtxb]

Me looking at my old pictures realizing how skinny I used to be now that I’ve gained weight.

[maybunny03]

Competitive May Challenge!- Community

You earn points by various quests, 2 examples:

• Walking 10k

• Loosing weight by the end of the week

(and of course, more...)

If you're into competitive play, feel free to comment or DM me for the invite.

The person with the most points wins the challange!

The community is private because I want to prevent getting t w0rded or it getting taken down, have fun!

[milyhatesplates]

Just went out and bought five 0 kcal energy drinks, WE are so locked in

[thinharmonica]

when i drink caffeine on an empty stomach so i genuinely reach flow state

[milyhatesplates]

If the may challenge community doesn't come back I'm just gonna do it solo, should I weigh myself daily, weekly, or just wait till the end of the month to surprise myself?!?!?

How often should I take my weight

Daily

Weekly

At the end of the month

Voting ended onMay 1

[maybunny03]

Okay guys.

Where is our competitive may challange? The group got taken down.

Reblog to find the creator of it please!!!

We have to make a snap, WhatsApp or ig group, or else this will actually be a struggle.

[milyhatesplates]

Okay like ALL of my friends and family have been making fun of me behind my back for my eating issues, this is a sign to get worse and make them feel ashamed the next time they see me

[milyhatesplates]

I want to die but I just re-dyed my hair and I don't want to be wasteful

[spiederlegzzz]

need a tapeworm or some ozempic

[toothsheeran]

[mushroomering]

WHY DOES EVERY HANG OUT HAVE TO INVOLVE FOOD "do you wanna go grab dinner?", "come over to my house and i'll cook for you", "sweet treat??" NO NO NO NO NO

[xoxo-only-gossipgirl]

I love when my friends just give up and don't care if I didn't eat or not like THANK YOU QUEENN!!! xoxo you're getting scissored !

[pusheen2489]

Why is it so incredibly hard to get out of a b1nge spiral. Like it’s been 4 days I’m so miserable. I’m sad because I’ve e@ten so much but then I e@t because I’m sad, but I’m sad because I @te😭. Today is the day I stop though. Being the sk1nniest this summer is pushing me through. I’m losing while everyone else is gaining🙏🪽