all thy other names thy has given away.

fool thy was born with

[mincedmagic]

You’re never getting over those abandonment caused commitment issues. In Mitski’s ‘the frost’ as a parallel to Don McLeans ‘Empty chairs’

‘you’re my best friend, now i’ve got no-one to tell how i lost my best friend.’

as a parallel to

‘and i wonder if you know? That I never understood. that although you said you’d go, until you did, I never thought you would’

it’s a self fulfilling prophecy - cycle after cycle - it starts with being too committed, having your heart broken by someone who never wanted it in the first place. Until slowly your heart is too shattered to give it away anymore - hands bleeding as you attempt to arrange the fragmented piece’s back together. You don’t want someone else’s because look at the mess you’ve made of your own, you can’t do that to someone else, so you shove them away unaware that you’re shove was to hard, you’ve cause a hairline fracture.

the cycle starts again

[mincedmagic]

Happy wednesday! Oh yeah i’m great thanks. No nothing special, I was just planning on posting my woes on the internet and crying into my pillow dramatically.

how about you?

[hyper-fixates]

THE LAST OF US — 01 x 03, “Long, Long Time”

[mincedmagic]

Do you wonder if Camilla ever thought she was making it up? She looks in the mirror and she see’s his eyes but that’s it, it’s *her* voice that comes from the recorder the only proof of Palamede’s continued existence is Nona a half formed grown up child who kisses her hand the same way he did and a 10000 year old woman God who hasn’t yet proven she can be trusted at all. Do you think she ever just looked at herself in the mirror and wondered if he was ever there?

[mincedmagic]

Don’t think i’ve ever related to something so hard as i related to Elliot smith when he said

‘all spit and spite you’re up all night and down everyday’

No one can convince me that was not written for me personally. Like sure I wasn’t born but that was for me.

[stormyrainyday]

"what is more important, that caesar is assassinated or that he is assassinated by intimate friends" will never not make me insane

[sweatermuppet]

"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time

[sweatermuppet]

also i know what i want. i know the risks. everything has risk. i am already living! why am i living half a life because of what YOU fear? stop talking down to transsexuals