You’re never getting over those abandonment caused commitment issues. In Mitski’s ‘the frost’ as a parallel to Don McLeans ‘Empty chairs’
‘you’re my best friend, now i’ve got no-one to tell how i lost my best friend.’
as a parallel to
‘and i wonder if you know? That I never understood. that although you said you’d go, until you did, I never thought you would’
it’s a self fulfilling prophecy - cycle after cycle - it starts with being too committed, having your heart broken by someone who never wanted it in the first place. Until slowly your heart is too shattered to give it away anymore - hands bleeding as you attempt to arrange the fragmented piece’s back together. You don’t want someone else’s because look at the mess you’ve made of your own, you can’t do that to someone else, so you shove them away unaware that you’re shove was to hard, you’ve cause a hairline fracture.
the cycle starts again
