X.A.N

This is my trash can: the home of discarded ideas thrown with an aim lacking in confidence. / 24 year old enby.

[frogayyyy]

Return to Tomorrow (deleted scene), 1968 // 765874 Unification, 2024

Together, forever. I hope someday, with someone, you'll find out what that is...

[eveofdestinyy]

young mana

[mind-wont-ize]

Mana-sama is so beautiful 

[tojis-wife3]

he’s so beautiful🥰

[mind-wont-ize]

I am now Atsushi Sakurai-sexual and nothing else

[ritualware]

[mind-wont-ize]

The most beautiful person on earth in my sincere opinion

[kirkysixx]

Sir… pleaseeeee

[illustratus]

The Observatory of Alexandria with an astronomer measuring the heavens with some instruments (cross staff, mariner’s astrolabe) which actually belong to a much later period (source: Camille Flammarion, L’Astronomie Populaire: Description générale du ciel, Paris: 1880).

[mind-wont-ize]

from one broken heart to the next

[mind-wont-ize]

the only thing hotter than a bad ass b is two bad ass bz bad assing 2gether

[mind-wont-ize]

I just want to know if you’re alive.

[mind-wont-ize]

Music was given to Apollo as a gift from Hermes…so no wonder every time I hear classical music, I feel thankful.

[mind-wont-ize]

She told me to get louder. That what I hear is comparable to light wind blowing through the window gaps for others who need a storm to shake their doors so they can react. It’s not easy being loud. It’s not easy to feel myself shake and live. It’s not easy to live because, I think along the way, I decided it was better to stay in the background. But like a calling, living, my own way, haunts me and makes my fingers tingle. I want to push the bow down on my strings without fear of a neighbour knocking on my door. I want to paint my subconscious without fear of my family morphing me into what comes out. I want to be loud. 

[mind-wont-ize]

Trust is the most insane leap of faith to me because I’m aware of what people can do- of how selfish and beastly someone can get if no restriction were set and no judgement or memory came afterward- but it is a leap of faith that will keep me sane. At least this is what I tell myself. But maybe we are all just insane pretending.

[mind-wont-ize]

Isn’t it stuoopid how I want to capture the lil candid moments of life but refuse that anyone frames me in any way shape or form in their mind or on picture?

[mind-wont-ize]

kinda just want to restart at life and move somewhere no one can get to me. 

[sictransitgloriamvndi]

Magdalene with a Skull - Mateo Cerezo

[mind-wont-ize]

Really into that goth black no. 1 hurr mode rn.

[mind-wont-ize]

quarter life crisis underway.