relapsing

She/her // 22 y/o Minors DNI // Dec 23

[mindlessxspineless]

Introduction post

Hello random person who stumbled across my blog on this particularly destructive part of tumbler. You can call me M. I’m currently 21 years old and majorly struggling with an ed. I’ve always had a strange relationship with food but I’d say I started to ⭐️-ve myself as a form of coping when I was 15. I guess I’m using this account as some sort of a safe space to share my thoughts because I feel stupid sharing them with people irl. I’m also here for the memes tbh

If you’re a minor, please do not interact with my page.

Seriously, that’s creepy and I want no part in it.

My pronouns are she/her and I’m hella queer. If you have some sort of issue with that, kindly fuck off.

I normally don’t get to post much as I live with my partner and I don’t think they’d be too happy about me having this account. Currently in university but very much in the middle of an identity crisis. I enjoy painting, reading thrillers/true crime, listening to music and going to shows. My perfect breakfast is a big cup of coffee with a splash oat milk and cigarettes. If you’re 18+ and need someone to talk to feel free to dm me

My stats

Height 5’5

sw 134lbs

cw 106lbs

gw1 104lbs

gw2 100lbs

ugw ???

[thatsamebookishh0e-deactivated2]

I saw something today that said “I’m fine, I’m just not happy anymore” and I’ve never related to anything more in my life

[dahlias-delight]

sum thinspø/malespø i’ve come across recently

i usually save darker themed thinspø cuz it gets me more

[mindlessxspineless]

I tried recovery but now I just feel insanely stressed and uncomfortable in my skin. Love that for me tbh

[myriadsubtletiess-blog]

The worst part about having mental health issues is that you’re seemingly required to have a breakdown in order for people to understand how hard you were trying to hold yourself together.

[mindlessxspineless]

I ordered my Halloween costume in the extra small and for the past week I’ve been terrified that it won’t fit and be way too tight because I’ve been eating way too much lately.

The costume came today and it’s too big on me. This feeling is better than drugs I s2g. I feel so euphoric

[jud3-04]

being an adult w/ ana is so annoying cuz im like "oh I should do a water fast tomorrow" but I have groceries in the fridge that'll expire if I dont use them soon and I dont wanna waste money D:

[kittvyblog]

it’s so relatable

[d1s0rdered-di-deactivated202311]

ME

[empty-solaces]

whoever said life is worth it fuckin lied

this shit sucks ass

[chubby-baby-deactivated20220630]

Reminder

18+ means 18+, not “I’m 14 but I don’t get offended by your posts” or “I’m 16 but I’m mature for my age”

// If you’re a minor, get off my page, this isn’t for you //

[drnowfanblog]

For the last time if you’re really mature for your age you’ll respect others boundaries

[mindlessxspineless]

Grocery shopping is so much easier when you have to be quick about it because you feel like you’re gonna faint tbh

[dietcokeflavoredair]

HELP so real

[mindlessxspineless]

Do I want to kermit sewerslide or am I gonna wait until my eating disorder ends me?

[ajjaye]

when i skip the dinner but dont wake up thinner 😞

[bitchelix1r]

Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors

[mindlessxspineless]

My partner is coming back in a few days and part of me really wants him to be worried bc I’m at my lowest weight yet while another part of me doesn’t want him to notice so I can keep going in peace

[blessyx]

I can't say "I'm shitting myself" as a form of laughter because i'm anorexic :(((