Keni
pixel skylines
$LAYYYTER
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Not today Justin
trying on a metaphor
Sade Olutola
KIROKAZE
styofa doing anything
Love Begins
noise dept.
NASA
Misplaced Lens Cap
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Mike Driver
art blog(derogatory)
Janaina Medeiros
will byers stan first human second
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@jud3-04
My weight increasing because of the muscles i made at the gym is really a double-edged sword because I can no longer rely on a scale to know if I'm losing weight or not
I KNOW i'm losing but I no longer have confirmation based on numbers, and that's hard.
real asf
the @na to gym rat (lowkey ortho) transition is crazy. i was like “fuck my thighs are getting so fat” brother you’re a runner and hit legs constantly —you aren’t fat, you have quads. crazy how eating more than 400cals a day and hitting the gym like a maniac changes you lol
I HATE THE UWU-IFICATION OF AUTISM!!!! I DONT UNDERSTAND SOCIAL CUES! IM GOING TO FUCK UP AND SAY SOMETHING RUDE SOMETIMES!!! MY SPECIAL INTERESTS CAN BE DISABLING!!! MY MELTDOWNS ARE VIOLENT!!! AAAAA
Autism is not some cute quirky thing and i’m so tired of it being portrayed that way. Even as a LSN autistic person i’m still very much so disabled by my autism. I have violent meltdowns where I hurt myself, and if others are near me sometimes they can get hurt. Sometimes i’m rude as fuck and I don’t even notice. Sometimes I say something really mean because I didn’t understand the tone or context of the situation. Sometimes I forget to eat or even lose control of my bladder because I was so sucked into my special interest that I didn’t realize I needed to go. And again this is all as a LSN autistic person, i can’t speak for anyone else.
Anyways i’m just irritated
hey, so wanting to have autism is actually so fucked. allistic ppl need to stop with their self-dx bullshit just cuz "ooh i'm a bit awkward sometimes." that isn't autism. asd is a neurodevelopmental disability not something you have cuz your social skills are lacking. like stfu you dont want this shit, trust me. autism sucks, and i wish i didn't have it. it isn't a difference, it isn't a quirky personality trait, it isn't a superpower, it's a FUCKING DISABILITY. why are so many people obsessed with having a disability????
i'd let you treat me the way you used to, if it meant you still paid attention to me. hurt me as much as you want, as long as you say you're doing it because you love me. I would rather be bruised than ignored
114lbs/51.7kg
got a good grade on my psychopathology exam, but are we even surprised? I have almost 21 years of extreme psychopathology under my belt
no one tagged me but idgaf im still going to do it
how does pinterest see you?
fashion, pantone, movie, food
@pr0ngs4th0ngs, @dec4yingdogteeth, @martyrsorrows, @aliceslittlworld, @hepha048 + anyone else who wants to do it!!!
omg yayyyy !!! uhh i am just gonna say open tag cuz i can’t remember peoples users for shit 😭
im fr fighting binge urges rn so im gonna do tbis 🙏 srry
@tiredtboy @pretty-broken @svnny777 @jud3-04 @angelsonfiilm @riotboy2 @uraniumloves @candidcarcass @r1c3cakelov3r
having friends on tumblr is so funny cause damn i know all your triggers but still don't know your name
im not exactly losing where i want to be (cough cough THIGHS) but my cheeks are starting to become sunken in in a way that i really appreciate lol
i need to be small and fragile. i need him to hold me in his arms and make me feel safe and loved
having anorexia and being involved in the fat liberation movement is so fucking weird
being fat is normal and beautiful and no body type has any less value than any other and you can be healthy at any size. fat people are beautiful and valuable and should be treated with respect.
of course except if it's me that's fat then i should ⭐️ve myself??? what. why.
that said if you post fatspo fuck AWFFF there is nothing to be gained by shaming people for their body types and you're a shitty person
I HATE OCD!!!! I HATE IT SM MAN FUCK THIS STUPID FUCKING DISORDER
psychiatrist saw my blood test results and said i need to eat more -- chat im so cooked
You genuinely seem so cool but also super genuinely nervous to approach you
omg don’t be nervous 😭 i’m literally just some guy, i promise i’m nice! I’d love to chat :)
10 people I'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @bubonicbabybell ✨️
Last song : Monstarrr by Ennaria
Favorite color : right now I would say brown ?
Last book : I went to a book cafe today and started reading the comic book Verts by Patrick Lacan and Marion Besançon
Last TV show i watched : probably Faîtes entrer l'accusé
Sweet/spicy/savory : savory (I'm sorry sweet)
Relationship status : single
Last thing I googled : smirk emoji (for my DID calendar)(i use emojis to note who was around each day)
Current obsession : protein
Looking forward to : Halloween, the rest of my internship and for the weather to finally get cold enough to wear a sweater
Tagging @death-feigner @loserpeninsula @themostloneliestday @blu3bloom @burningphantom03 @magnusmarcfails @bendersfolkpunk @death-by-decay @4n0r3t1cb0y @sea-foam-boy
thank you so much for tagging me!!!
Last song: 64 White Little Things by Cake Bake Betty
Favorite color: green! specifically #808000 (it's one of the presets for ms paint on windows xp)
Last book: The King's Men by Nora Sakavic (it's the third of the All for the Game trilogy and it's so so good, highly recommend)
Last TV show I watched: Moral Orel (it was very good, but also very triggering if you have religious trauma)
Sweet/spicy/savory: savory. I love salt so much.
Relationship status : single. I would like to be in a relationship, but tbh I don't think my mental health is in a good enough place. I think I'd just be a burden on the other person.
Last thing I googled : "circle k arizona tea" they just released a new flavor (dragonfruit mango) that's circle k exclusive, and I wanted to show it to my dad so he could get it for me. and then I remembered I am allergic to mango :(
Current obsession: piercings! I love learning about body modifications, and I've been watching videos about learning how to do them. unfortunately, I can't get piercings bc my dad would kick me out and I rely on him bc I'm disabled. but one day! I want a bridge piercing, nasallang piercing, angel fangs, and shark bites. (I think it would be so funny to only have piercings down the center of my face)
Looking forward to: I just commissioned someone to draw on of my oc's and I'm so excited for when they finish it! I love collecting art.
tags: @yellowamericanspirits @applesboys
(I know I'm supposed to tag 10 people, but I get so nervous bc I think I'm bothering people, so I'm tagging these two and whoever else wants to do it!!)
omg omg thank you for tagging me!
last song: teenage dirtbag by wheatus
favorite color: green~ i love like all shades except like that neon kind
last book: world war z— i read it for class.. i need to start reading again
last tv show: kim’s convenience!! i’ve been watching random shows trying to find one that scratches the itch of the ending to how i met your mother
sweet/spicy/savory: i can’t choose between spicy and savory. i LOVE both.
relationship status: single. honestly i’m not mentally okay enough to think n care about another person’s well-being too. hopefully one day though!
last thing i googled: 7-11 philippines location. my mom n i were trying to find a location in her home city.
current obsession: fashion. i’m trying to figure out how to take my basic ass clothes n make them look cute.
looking forward to: my friend n i are supposed to hang out tomorrow! it’ll be the first time ill have seen her since ive graduated high school.
tagging: @small-limbs-and-corpses @stalepumpkinbread
Yayy I’ve been wanting to do this.
Last song: Half a Person by The Smiths
Favourite colour: Dark red
Last book: Lolita. It made me gag I could barely get through it.
Last TV show: I don’t watch TV really so the last film I watched was Skinamarink.
Sweet/spicy/savoury: Maybe savoury
Relationship status: Taken
Last thing I googled: Refeeding syndrome. Yikes.
Current Obsession: Disturbing cinema and what makes it so visceral.
Looking forward to: When I don’t feel horrible and ill.
Tagging:
@6onebe3 @charlies-ana-blog @whitemonsterfan @kissing-kittens @innermonologue0-o @jud3-04 @plumshiis
@rickbackup @gruesomeghost-boy @eepy4nmari
omg tysm for tagging me!!!
Last song: 12 Feet Deep by The Front Bottoms
Favourite colour: dark green (shout out the dark green dysphoria hoodie i’ve had for 7 years)
Last book: just finished “Unmasking Autism” currently reading “Do No Harm” if you want psych book recommendations feel free to ask that is legit all i read
Last TV show: Kastanjemanden (The Chestnut Man)
sweet/spicy/savoury: probably savoury
Relationship status: taken
Last thing i googled: psychopharmacology gender dysphoria
Current obsession: hormone disorders
Looking forward to: a short trip in abt 2 weeks
(i’m more active on ig, feel free to message me and i’ll give you my handle)
tagging:
@leviathan-winters @rat-ofthesewers @stxr-diary
@tranzana @shhhitttinspo @boydinnerrr @gramzore @verynormaleatinghab1ts @ed-rexy @starvingpoet
