Aradia

25/ not pro anything/ please block, don't report! MINORS DNI!!! Active March 24

[radias-broken-brain]

@radias-backup-brain is my other account..yk just in case

!! MINORS DNI !!

Seriously, I will block you, I'm not here to promote anything, this blog is for me, and I dont want minors interacting. If you're a minor and I accidentally followed you please block me.

This is an ED account. If you don't know what that means, are triggered by that kind of content, or if what I post makes you uncomfortable please block me 🖤

This is just for me to vent and meet other people who struggle like I do. I don't have any support system other than here.

Feel free to rb any of my edits or memes, but DO NOT add ed tags ❤️

My name is Aradia, I'm 25, nonbinary (She/They)

!!TW!! - Stats -

I've had an ED since I was 12 but started restricting again in February 2021.

I got stuck in a really bad plateau from binging for about a year and a half, and then I started to lose some more weight again, thanks to working out.

5'4" / 162cm

Hw: 311lbs / 141kg

Sw: 290lbs / 131kg

Cw (Lw):177lbs / 80kg

Gw: 120lbs / 54kg

[lullxbyblue]

Trauma hasn’t made me strong I am just broken and scared

[goth-oatmilk-latte]

how it feels to eat on edblr

[st4rboundd]

i have no secrets other than my social media accounts dedicated to my eating disorder. Thats a pretty big one.

[radias-broken-brain]

Actually almost died from my bf choking me lmao I passed out and didn't know what was going on. I remember trying to tell him to stop bc i saw double, but then i forgot what happened, i thought i was just too high and forgot my sentence or something, till i saw him staring at me, scared asf 💀

[thefishybish]

[fairycosmos]

anyone else afraid worried concerned anxious freaked out etc etc

[cats-healing-diary]

I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

[capacity]

*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

[problematicpastries]

ever sense i’ve stopped focusing on just my ed, i feel like my life has gone to complete shit

[sylvias0ven]

[radias-broken-brain]

TW!! S/h

J and I had a biiiig crying conversation/disagreement, it ended well other than he made it verrry clear I'm not allowed to s/h anymore 💀

Which I think I can do right now, but im not sure how I will handle it later

[sickspiderstarving]

[radias-broken-brain]

So it was J's first valentines day with a partner, and we didn't do anything crazy but he didn't get me flowers, so I asked him to surprise me with some, and I genuinely thought he forgot about it...But he came home today and surprised me with theseee 🥹🥰

[nepttuno0]

if anyone in my family ever discovers this account

[iamthetruestrepairman]

They call me 007. 0 rizz 0 bitches 7 mental health diagnosises

[iamthetruestrepairman]

Honestly I’d rather people didn’t find this one

[radias-broken-brain]

I've gained so much weight since we started dating and yet this man still picked my big ass up 🤭 I love how strong he is, but I'm determined to lose more so he can reeeally pick me up 🥰