INTO HEL

penned by ori // pages under construction

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dragon age starters

feel most free to change pronouns ,  etc .

❝ it doesn’t matter that they won’t remember me. what matters is i helped. ❞ ❝ bad things should happen to bad people. ❞ ❝ i’m here to set things right. also ? to look dashing. that part’s less difficult. ❞ ❝ planning has never been my strong suit . now, killing…killing & love-making. those i am better at. ❞ ❝ oh ! we could get matching outfits ! ❞ ❝ i’m not saying i should be your first pick for a dance partner at the ball , but in the deep roads , i’m your man / woman. ❞ ❝ draw your weapon & say that again ! ❞ ❝ we’re here to kill them all, yes ? for sport ? ❞ ❝ you tend to get up to interesting things. you meet interesting people & then you kill them. ❞ ❝ i never worry, darling. a leash can be pulled from either end. ❞ ❝ it’s like you need permission to be alive. ❞ ❝ has anyone told you what marvelous eyes you possess, my dear ? ❞ ❝ have you ever licked a lamp post in winter ? ❞ ❝ i’ll try not to hit anyone. ❞ ❝ there you are. everyone’s been looking for you. ❞ ❝ the last man standing gets final say on who is right or wrong. ❞ ❝ i like my hair the way it is, thank you. ❞ ❝ do you think about how to kill everyone you meet ? ❞ ❝ are you… sassing me, ____? ❞ ❝ yes, but she/you seems more… “ooh, pretty colors !” than “muahaha ! i am princess stabbity ! stab, kill, kill ! ❞ ❝ congratulations ! you have found a wastebin . ❞ ❝ what are you going to do with that sword ? ❞ ❝ not listening ! la la-la la la ! ❞ ❝ i saw you looking at the girl/boy in town earlier . ❞ ❝ anyone wishing to accuse me of weakness is welcome to try. ❞ ❝ …did you cut your own hair ? ❞ ❝ ”one by one they follow, drowning in the sea”. the rest of the poem is sad.. ❞ ❝ you aren’t all stone, ____. there is a person inside of you. ❞ ❝ we crush the heads of rude women when we feel like it. just so you know. ❞ ❝ protect what matters with everything you have, or you’ll have nothing, and deserve it. ❞ ❝ i want you to know that what we had was real. ❞ ❝ in the end you are always alone with your actions. ❞ ❝ somebody’s been drinking. ❞ ❝ let’s show them our hearts, and then show them theirs.. ❞ ❝ do you feel that ? my magic-sensing nose is tingling. ❞ ❝ well, shit. ❞ ❝ you worry me, you know that ? ❞ ❝ i’m cold. & it’s indoors. this is so wrong. ❞ ❝ i saw what you were doing back there. ❞ ❝ we will never speak of this again. ❞ ❝ you’re a big softie ! ❞  ❝ i’ve got just the thing to cure that pout. ❞ ❝ eight, nine, now you die. ❞ ❝ daughters never grow up. they remain six years old with pigtails & skinned knees forever. ❞ ❝ i don’t need my pants, anyway. ❞ ❝ smiles. we must be careful how we present ourselves. ❞ ❝ be careful what you wish for. power is treacherous. i have seen many people–great leaders–consumed by it. ❞ ❝ don’t touch me ! stay away ! ❞ ❝ i think of him/you/her as much as he/you/she thinks at all. ❞ ❝ i knew nothing of friendship before we met. ❞ ❝ you can approve or not approve as you wish, but this is one thing you cannot influence and mold to your liking. ❞ ❝ there you go, breaking my heart. ❞  ❝ does anyone else feel the verge to vomit? ❞ ❝ i…love you. just… wanted to tell you that. ❞ ❝ let those who would destroy us step into the light. ❞ ❝ it’s dangerous when too many men in the same armor think they’re right. ❞ ❝ if you love a character, you give them pain, ruin their lives, make them suffer. maybe even throw in a heroic death. ❞ ❝ i do quite like watching you leave. ❞ ❝ send him a fruit basket. everyone loves those. ❞ ❝ did i stutter ? ❞ ❝ are you kidding ? i’m surprised you didn’t kill anyone just coming over here. ❞ ❝ the world may want my time, but you have my heart ❞ ❝ have you ever heard the saying ‘let sleeping abominations lie’?  now would be the time to consider it. ❞ ❝ that sounded much better in my head . ❞ ❝ i have an excellent sense of dramatic timing. & good hair.  ❞ ❝ the air hurts. i have to stop. ❞ ❝ challenge someone to arm-wrestle me. ❞ ❝ so, you’re not like a lot of other girls/boys. ❞ ❝ not long ago this was impossible to imagine. you, the man i love, victory close at hand. ❞ ❝ how do you do that ? make everything better with a smile ? ❞ ❝ it gets no easier. your struggles have only just begun. ❞ ❝ there comes a time when you must stop running, when you turn & face the tiger.  ❞ ❝ it’s family, you protect. doesn’t matter who it is, blood or not. ❞ ❝ perhaps we should carve our names into the giant tree ? ❞ ❝ hey ! that’s mine ! ❞ ❝ our mistakes make us who we are. ❞ ❝ fear makes men more dangerous than magic ever could. ❞ ❝ don’t let anyone tell you when to move on. take their hand & say, “my choice". ❞ ❝ words are easy, like the wind; faithful friends are hard to find. ❞ ❝ shitballs. fuck. shit. crap. ❞ ❝ living a lie … it festers inside you, like poison. ❞

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Oiii! Name's Operator. Likes telling puns. Going to uni to become journalist. Use a lot of <3 emoji.

ori tries to make friends | accepting.

hello operator! i’m ori and i’m the type of person who thinks all puns are cringe but i still end up laughing at most of them. <3 back at you.

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SLIDES ON INTO YA ASK whaddup it's me local skybean and i literally got described the other day on an ask meme as "too nice" and i'm still reeling from that

ori tries to make friends | accepting.

henlo sky i’m ori and honestly you can only be too nice if you have a big smile on your face and try to talk to me at seven in the morning before i’ve had any kind of caffeine. aka you’re the perfect amount of nice.

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I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU GUYS SO MESSAGE ME YOUR NAME AND SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

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RANDOM FACTS ABOUT THE MUN.

Repost, do not reblog!  Tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when you’re done!

NAME:  - NICKNAME:  ori, lexi AGE:  21 FACECLAIM:  araragi koyomi because his icons are the same style as senua’s PRONOUNS:  she/her HEIGHT:  5′2′’ BIRTHDAY:  january 18 AESTHETIC:  satanic  LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO:  wollt ihr das bett in flammen sehen? // rammstein

FAVORITE MUSE(S) YOU’VE WRITTEN: mcu loki, kanda yuu, emil, and now senua

WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO TAKE ON YOUR CURRENT MUSE:  originally i was just going to use senua as inspiration for another muse who suffers from delusions. but i had his character developed far too much to just simply start writing him in a different way (mind you, these are all my thoughts while playing the game). but by the end of the game i still had a strong desire to write out the struggle senua went through and really wanted to write a good portrayal of someone with psychosis so i can understand it. so i went ahead and made a blog for senua herself.

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE ASPECTS OF YOUR CURRENT MUSE: writing the voices in her head. some are taken from the game, some from my own self doubt. but it has always been the portrayal of psychosis that made me interested in senua and it’s my primary goal to make it seem as accurate as possible.

WHAT’S YOUR BIGGEST INSPIRATION WHEN IT COMES TO WRITING:  music, no matter what muse i’m writing. for senua, i also like to put on a lets play in the background and just listen to the audio for the game.

FAVORITE TYPES OF THREADS:  i like the darker threads. crack is fun and all but i tend to gravitate toward the threads that put my characters into increasingly difficult positions. i find i learn more about them that way.

BIGGEST STRUGGLE IN REGARDS TO YOUR CURRENT MUSE:  the psychosis. i don’t have it myself so everything i know about it is from a third person’s view. i’m always afraid i’m going to do something completely wrong and, at worse, offend someone who actually has psychosis.

tagged by @senuv (thanks twin)

tagging steal it, you thieves.

[scriptios]

Inside me is a dark, unwelcoming forest filled with howling wolves.

they hunt in packs, (x)

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senuv: 

❝ – YOU ARE BEING WEAK AGAIN! ❞ The Shadow’s voice pierces through to its vessel, while words are discouraging, there’s no harmful meaning behind them. Its voice is deep, DISTORTED, as always. Senua needed to pull herself together, r e a l i z e what’s likely to happen if she continues to fail. If this warrior dies, then all that’s been done to get to her lover, Dillian, has been for NOTHING! Oh how darkness had longed to grasp its hands around the girls neck, then she’d really have something to whine about and fear for. 

❝ – DRAW YOUR sword, Senua. Stand up! They’re coming… they will tear you apart. Is that what you want? DO YOU WANT Dillian to know you’ve failed and succumbed to the evil that surrounds you? Could you r e a l l y live with that for the rest of eternity within darkness? ❞

          “ i said GO AWAY!! “  her voice breaks as she shrieks at the darkness, hoping such a LOUD SOUND will make the shadow disappear. but it’s never that easy. the distorted voice persists as it always does and senua has NO OTHER OPTION to do what it says.

          she draws her sword as wisps of shadow forms into that of a towering man-beast. there’s a sharp yell of anger in determination at her foe.  “ no. i will NOT die here! “  senua makes the first move as the rush of anger propels her forward. even in a rage her strikes are quick and concise.              it’s dillion. she learned it all from dillion!            the adversaries fall one after another as senua fights through the rot’s pain.

          “ are you SATISFIED now? “  senua yells at the vacant woods.  “ i fought. i’m ALWAYS going to fight. “  and then in a much quieter voice:  “ i will save dillion. “

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OOC.  sky here, with no good reason as to why i have a new blog.  so could you LIKE OR REBLOG THIS if you’re up for roleplaying with an indie ivan of golden sun?  i’m a sideblog to MUSESOFTHESKY.

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They won’t stop looking at me They are always on my back I don’t feel real

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there’s loki everywhere on my dash and i suddenly miss my boy

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It's cheating that I LOVE EVERYTHING about ur character??

yes that is cheating! but omg thank you anyway.

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generally I love raccoons but this looks like an enemy from a Souls game

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@senuv & @mindrotted

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what is ONE THING you like about the way i play my character?

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video game meme: [3/5] soundtracks  → Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice 

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to do list

starters: @luridacity @welabitchek​     replies: @ofkaldwin​  @senuv​ make: a vocab list of important words, a special thing for @senuv, a sentence pack of hellblade starters, witcher and dragon age verses, what the heck senua wears in her bloodborne verse.