omfg. i haven't been on here in a while! i've recently made a new blog that's anime-centric and i've been spending all of my time there. i miss you all here and I hope you're doing well!
i've fallen out of kpop for the most part... i still keep up with a few groups but since victon (my ults) disbanded and woodz has enlisted, i feel a little discouraged and my heart isn't in it. however, i am seeing enhypen in less than a week so i'm hyped about that! maybe that will bring me back into the kpop world! who knows. <3
i saw woodz last night and it was absolutely incredible. it doesn't even feel real... he even sang hope to be like you which is my favorite song and wasn't on the setlist... he's the sweetest person ever and believe me when i say he is the most stunning person in real life. if the opportunity ever comes up to see him, GO!! you won't regret it.
a/n : i'm sorry in advance if these come off as repetitive (esp in the beginning), and i hope it all makes sense! i'm really trying to get back into the groove of writing!! i hope you enjoy anyway <3
scenario : while visiting a flowerfield, you place a flower behind your boyfriend's ear, and your faces are closer than ever.. he thinks you're going to kiss his lips, of course, but what if you had a different plan?
heeseung
after finding a spot in the shade, the two of you sat down amongst the flowers. the two of you sat in comfortable silence, you choosing to pick one of the flowers beside you.
turning to your boyfriend, you tapped his shoulder. once he turned to you, you leaned forward with your hand on his cheek, using your other hand to place a pretty pink flower behind his ear. once done, you leaned back, realizing your faces were super close together.
"can i kiss you?" you shyly asked, watching as he nodded, preparing himself for your kiss.
you, however, just placed a kiss on his nose. his face dawned a shocked expression as you got up and ran away giggling.
"yah, y/n! get back here!" heeseung called before playfully chasing after you.
jay
sitting on a bench beside jay, you noticed a few flowers beside your feet. reaching down to pick one, jay watched you the whole time. when you sat back up and turned to him, you placed the flower behind his ear. when you leaned back, you placed your hand on his cheek, mesmerized by how perfect your boyfriend actually is.
"jay?"
"hm?"
"can i kiss you?"
"of course." jay nodded, closed his eyes, and began leaning in to kiss you.
when you chose to place a kiss on his nose rather than his lips, jay's eyes shot open before he just stared at you in shock.
you bursted into laughter at this, "i'm sorry, my love."
"you owe me a real kiss now."
"of course, of course."
jake
jake had brought you back to australia with him to visit his family. because you had known about this trip for a while, you'd done research on places to visit in brisbane, and you came across a bunch of different types of gardens and flowerfields. jake thought it sounded like a good date idea, and you eventually found yourself laying in a flowerfield beside your boyfriend.
"are you having fun?" jake asked, laying on his side so he could look at you.
"yeah, i love it here." you turned to face him as well, bringing up a flower you'd picked and placing it behind his ear, "can i kiss you?"
jake nodded, closing his eyes when he felt your hand on his cheek. however, after feeling you kiss his nose, his eyes slowly opened once again.
"that's cute, now a real one." jake grinned before leaning in to kiss you for real.
sunghoon
you and sunghoon had brought a picnic basket with you, deciding to have a mini feast in the middle of a small flower field you'd found together.
scooting closer to your boyfriend with a flower in hand, he gave you a confused look. once you'd placed the flower behind his ear, he just went back to sipping his drink.
"hoon," you pouted, "you look so cute. can i kiss you?"
"well, who am i to say no to a kiss?" sunghoon looked up at you with a grin, leaning in and closing his eyes.
to his surprise, you kissed his nose, and not his lips like he previously thought. you held back a laugh as you looked at his confused expression.
"y/n, what was that for?" he huffed.
"that's payback for you ignorning me earlier." you laughed before continuing to eat your food while sunghoon sat there with a pout on his lips.
sunoo
after getting ice cream, you and sunoo found yourselves walking through rows of flowers. it was the perfect end to a perfect day, you thought. however, as you looked at sunoo, you decided to play a tiny little prank on him.
"hey sunoo," you watched as he turned to look at you, "can i kiss you?"
"of course." sunoo replied like it was an obvious answer.
as you placed your hand on his cheek, his eyes fluttered closed. you held back a laugh before placing a small peck on the tip of his nose.
"y/n!" sunoo scoffed as he opened his eyes, "that was not a kiss."
"it was a kiss, just not one on the lips." you retorted, and sunoo rolled his eyes.
"touché."
jungwon
"wonnie, look!" you gasp, picking a flower that had caught your eye, "c'mere."
reluctantly, jungwon leaned closer to you, allowing you to place the flower behind his ear. jungwon's cheeks were dusted with blush now, only made worse when you spoke again.
"can i kiss you?"
your boyfriend nodded, closing his eyes in anticipation. however, upon feeling your lips on his nose, his eyes opened. giving you a glare, he crossed his arms.
"no fair, y/n!"
"i never said i was going to kiss your lips, wonnie."
ni-ki
"i look ridiculous." ni-ki sighed, looking at himself in his phone camera after you placed a flower behind his ear.
"c'mon, riki, you look so cute! i could kiss you right now."
"oh, yeah? go ahead." ni-ki looked at you expectantly, closing his eyes when you started getting closer.
the feeling of your lips pressing against his nose was enough to make him scoff.
summary : you beat seungyoun to saying those three little words.
a/n : i had fun writing this so i hope you enjoy ! <3
you two are sitting on the couch
you probably just came home from a night out
you two usually had nights like this, coming home at 2am after wandering around the city
but something about tonight felt different
it was different
today was your eight month anniversary with seungyoun
while you two tended to take things pretty quickly, there were some things that you two took very seriously
one thing being the L word
you knew it was a little bit silly, but it meant a lot to both of you
you both agreed it was a big step in a relationship
however, you knew you loved seungyoun, and you were sure he loved you just as much, so why not tell him?
and so, you crawled closer to your boyfriend, laying your head in his lap
he smiled down at you
his smile made your heart race more than it already was
but you pushed away the nerves you felt as you grabbed one of his hands, playing with his fingers
"hey". you started, "so i have something to tell you.. and i've been thinking about this for a while.."
his expression changed a little bit
he looked a little scared tbh, like he was in trouble or something shdjkfns
he nodded at you to continue, so you did
"eight months is a long time.. but one thing is for certain.. i wouldn't want to have spent the last eight months with anyone else. i love you, seungyoun."
his eyes widened
honestly, you couldn't read his expression
he was quiet for several seconds before he let out a loud laugh
"gah, y/n! you beat me to it! i was supposed to say it first!"
and now your boyfriend was pouting down at you,
but when he noticed how nervous you actually were, he leaned down and kissed your nose
a/n : idk how i feel about this especially the ending- i wrote this based off of my personal school experience during covid! i’m not sure how they handled the situation worldwide as i’m from america. if you want to leave a little message in my ask box letting me know what was different, please do! i’m curious!
listen to : lay your head on me by crush
when the pandemic first started, you were over the moon. with school being online, you figured you’d have all the time in the world to see your boyfriend, seungyoun. you kept this mindset for a while, and at first things were going well. you finished a year of school in a flash, and summer came around.
however, when school was back in session, everything came crashing down.
now that your teachers had figured out how to actually use zoom and such, they weren’t as lenient on you as they had been back in march. this meant that you were swamped with assignments and unrealistic deadlines, leaving you no time to take care of yourself. as a result, you had been locked away in your apartment for days and been ignoring every call or text you had gotten.
including those of seungyoun.
as your boyfriend, seungyoun was worried about you. he knew how much your classes meant to you, but he also knew he shouldn’t let you overwork yourself. so, when you heard a knock on your door and opened it to see him standing there, you were more relieved than you’d like to admit. once he walked in and closed the door behind him, he pulled you into the tightest hug you’d ever received, and that was when the waterworks started. you weren’t sure why you were actually crying. because of school? because you’d been needing a hug so long? because you missed your boyfriend?
whatever it was, seungyoun wasn’t very concerned at the moment. all that mattered to him was that you let out all of the sobs you’d been holding in. picking you up, he carried you over to the couch and just held you in silence, waiting until you had calmed down to finally speak.
“you know you don’t have to do this alone, right? i know what you’re thinking.. that crying over classes while in college is pathetic, right?” when he felt you nod your head, he kept talking, “well it isn’t.. you are not pathetic, y/n. in fact, you’re strong for even enduring school at this time. a lot of people couldn’t do what you’re doing right now, and i’m here to support you through it all.”
at his words, you finally turned to look at him. when he wiped your tears, you only wanted to cry more, as you now came to realize that you shouldn’t have shut him out.
“you’re right.. but.. it’s been so hard and i didn’t want you to see me this way, you know? but i know i should have at least texted you back..”
“it’s okay, i understand. you don’t have to apologize. now, have you eaten? i’ll make anything you want. your health always comes first, y/n, okay?”
treasure reaction ➵ their s/o is embarrassed by jyp’s behavior at an award show
requested? : yes!
pairing : treasure x idol!gn!reader
genre : crack (?)
a/n : in this reaction, there is a established public relationship !!! + hope you don’t mind the format! i just didn’t want to repeat myself too much. this request had me giggling so i hope anyone reading this enjoys it <3
hyunsuk, junkyu, jaehyuk, jeongwoo
they go over the top with their reactions, as they’re also embarrassed. they’ll turn to you, yelling over the music- “are you seeing this?” “y/n! oh my god! what is going on? i can’t even look!” to be honest, they might make you feel even more embarrassed with their reactions sbhjkasn.
yoshi, doyoung, haruto, junghwan
they’re literally frozen in place. they come back to earth when you hide your face in their shoulder, but they’re still in shock. they’ll whisper “is this really happening?” while trying not to look at the stage, where jyp was embarrassing himself- and everyone around him.
jihoon, mashiho, asahi, yedam
they’re embarrassed too, but are better at hiding it than the others (and you). with that being said, they will probably jokingly cover your eyes or something, as it distracts both you and them from the scene unfolding in front of you two on stage, "this is one of the only times i'm glad to be under yg."
a/n: sorry i'm just getting around to requests! tbh i have no idea how long these have been in my inbox as i haven't been looking through it very much.
to the anon: i'm not sure if this is exactly what you asked for, but nevertheless. i hope you enjoy! also please remember that this is all my opinion and i'm open to feedback!!
hyojin
it's nothing out of the ordinary. after all, you two are adults, so there should be no problem. the other members really don't mind. they enjoy your company, and they especially like to see hyojin happy, so they don't say anything. he absolutely has a bag of things you may need (toothbrush, toothpaste, etc.) that he keeps in his room just in case. i see hyojin as someone who likes to lay close to you when he sleeps, but doesn't want to cuddle. the most i see him doing is draping an arm around your waist! he wants to be touching you, but doesn't want to smother you. he'll love if he can just talk to you until he falls asleep. it's comforting to him, and he knows that you won't judge him no matter what he says. he often claims that he 'can't sleep without you by his side', and although it's cringy, you love every bit of him.
seungjun (j-us)
despite it happening often, seungjun can't help but boast about it to his members, especially if he's the only one with a s/o. he's just so proud of himself for having a partner as amazing as you. he loves to cuddle. he doesn't care if he's the big spoon or little spoon as all cuddling is welcome to him. i'm a firm believer that he likes to talk about his day with you as you two drift off to sleep. this helps him to get over any worries/concerns that he had throughout the day.
changyoon (e-tion)
he's always so excited to be with you. a lot of times it doesn't even feel like you're sleeping over as his s/o, since he's so playful that he feels more like your best friend (in the best way possible). he doesn't care about showing affection around the members, and they're used to seeing it at this point, so who cares? he loves to cuddle before falling asleep, and will tell you random things about his day, or even just something he thought of while you were laying there.
jaeyoung (wyatt)
despite his tough appearance, he's shy. he loves having you over, but it doesn't happen as often as it does with the hyung line. it's not that he's ashamed or doesn't want to see you, but he just can't stand the teasing from the others. he can hold his own, but he'd rather not have to. when you do stay over though, he insists that you wear his shirts/hoodies to sleep instead of wearing your own clothes. he finds you to be so adorable. he can go either way on cuddling, but if you do, he's going to be the big spoon. he loves having you close to him <3
minkyun (mk)
all hell is breaking lose with this man. minkyun is very loud and energetic, anyone who has ever met him knows that. it's one of the things you love so much about him. he loves to talk, so be ready for him to tell you anything and everything. if you're lucky, he'll serenade you until he's about to fall asleep. if you're sleepy before him, he'll sing you to sleep. i don't see him as one for cuddling, but i do see him as someone who hogs all of the blankets, so be ready for that battle. he loves having you around and the other members can absolutely see how much he lights up when he mentions that you're staying the night.
yuto (u)
since he's the youngest, he's shy. however, being the maknae comes with advantages too. for one, he loves to tease the hyungs that his s/o is staying over, especially if they don't have one. you'll often join in on teasing them, which is enough for them to leave you alone for the rest of the night. i think yuto is the type of person to make playlists for every night you stay over. he'll compile songs that he finds into playlists on the days you're apart, so when you're there overnight, he can share the songs he's recently discovered with you. like hyojin and minkyun, i don't think he's much of a cuddler, but i see him holding his s/o's hand while he sleeps! <3
a/n : aaa i love writing about onf. if come across this somehow and you don’t already stan them, pls do! they just had a comeback.
hyojin
this man… he acts as though you two are married already. you’d have constant dates, mainly romantic dinners. he’d sing to you all the time and encourage you to sing too even if you can’t/think you can’t. he takes care of you in both subtle and non-subtle ways, just wanting what’s best for you.
seungjun (j-us)
the cutest person ever. he cherishes every single second with you and never goes a day without letting you know that. he loves being around you since he gets a break from being a leader. now it’s his turn to be taken care of. (but he definitely takes care of you despite you telling him it’s his time to rest. it’s just his nature).
changyoon (e-tion)
he adores you. he’s going to give you little gifts almost every time you see him, whether it be a bracelet or your favorite flowers or candies. little subtle ways to let you know that he’s always thinking of you. he likes doing domestic things with you, like cooking or even just cleaning the house. your presence alone makes him super happy.
jaeyoung (wyatt)
his tough persona washes away around you. he’s attentive and caring and likes to be cared for. he’ll spend every second of his time off with you, always asking how you were and trying to help you if something is wrong. he’s protective, so expect him to always be holding your hand or have an arm around you when you go out.
minkyun (mk)
he is the clingiest boyfriend ever. he loves you so much and never lets your forget it. expect a lot of stay at home dates, but also trips to the cat cafes and movie nights. like hyojin, he’s always going to serenade you, especially if you say you like a certain song. he’s a silly boyfriend too, opting to make you laugh all the time because your laugh is his favorite sound.
yuto (u)
since he’s fairly young, everything is an adventure with him. he’ll want to be with you as much as possible. he’s going to tell you stories from trips he went on with onf and people he met, promising you that he’ll bring you to all of those places one day and let you meet everyone he met and more. always talks about taking you to see his favorite places in japan!!!! he’s going to be the best boyfriend, just expect that things will be awkward sometimes.
synopsis : ever the good students, you and minhee will do anything to get a good grade, including spending a day with each other.
you and kang minhee never got along. not when you were children, and not now, even in college.
everything was a competition for the both of you, whether it was being the best player on the soccer team, or having the best grades in school. you refused to lose to minhee, and he refused to lose to you.
life can be funny sometimes, but you and minhee definitely weren’t laughing when you saw your names listed together for a project. you shot each other glares from across the lecture hall. it was bad enough that you both decided to attend the same college, and chose the same major. now you had to work together? you were cursing the universe as your professor dismissed you, trying to leave the hall as fast as you could.
of course, you weren’t moving fast enough, because you soon felt minhee’s presence beside you.
“listen, i don’t want to be your partner either, but this is a big part of our grade.” minhee rolled his eyes when he noticed you were ignoring him, “you know what? fine, i’ll write the essay, you draw the visuals. i’ve always been a better writer than you, anyway.”
“as if.” you finally looked at him, “you are not better at writing than i am, kang. you’re not better than me at anything.”
“that’s not what our marks said last semester.” minhee snickered as your face fell into a scowl.
“you’re not writing that essay.” you huffed, and minhee raised an eyebrow at this.
“so, what then? do you want to do it together?” he joked, but he became serious when you nodded, “what? no way, y/n. i’m not spending my weekend with you of all people. i have a life, you know. i have something called friends, i’m not sure if you’re familiar with those.”
“by 'friends', do you mean hyeongjun?” you shot back, “i believe that’s just a friend. singular.”
“whatever. when and where are we meeting? i’d like to get it done all in one day, so let’s not meet too late, alright?”
“pushy much?” you pulled out your phone to check your calender, “i’m free tomorrow around noon. yunjin is going home for the weekend, so you can just come to my dorm. make sure you shower first, though. you smell.”
you could hear minhee cursing you out as you walked away from him, a grin forming on your face.
➳ the next day. noon.
minhee was knocking at your door exactly at noon.
i guess he really meant it when he said he wanted to be done as quick as possible, you thought.
opening the door, it took everything in you to not let your jaw drop. you’d never seen minhee dressed down before, and it was a miracle that he actually looked… good.
“are you gonna let me in, or are you just gonna stand there looking stupid?” his voice was laced with annoyance.
shaking your head to clear your thoughts, you moved out of the way so he could walk in, “don’t be an asshole. i think we established that neither of us want to be doing this, so don’t make it worse than it has to be.” you closed the door, leading minhee over to the small desk in the corner of the room.
minhee said nothing as he sat down, before he pulled his laptop out, and then his notes. sitting beside him, you couldn’t bring yourself to look away from him as he did so. you hated to admit it, but kang minhee was attractive.
“see something you like?” minhee’s voice broke you out of your thoughts for the second time since he’d been there, but this time, you could tell he was smirking.
shooting him a glare, you scoffed, “you wish, kang. don’t be so full of yourself, it isn’t a good look.”
“what if i did? wish you’d look at me like that more often, i mean.” minhee challenged, “what then?”
“what the fuck are you talking about? do you feel okay?” you spoke, despite the shock coursing through your veins.
“i feel fine.” minhee leaned closer to you, “what about you? how do you feel?”
refusing to back down, you stayed where you were, “fine.”
minhee just smirked as he leaned even closer. you could feel his breath on your face, and you’d be lying if you said you weren’t anticipating his next move.
“is it okay…” he placed his hand on your cheek, “if i kiss you?”
“ew, don’t be gross.” you grinned before closing the gap between your lips.
pulling away after a few seconds, you and minhee could do nothing but stare at each other. had all of the hatred between the two of you blossomed into attraction? neither of you were sure.
“that was a one time thing. that’s not happening again.” you finally broke the silence.
“never again.” minhee agreed with a nod, beginning to type away on his laptop.
as you began to work beside him, you couldn’t hold back the smile that was forming on your lips.
rumor has it that it was most definitely not a one time thing.
summary : minhee likes you, but you’re dating wonjin
a/n : i left an open ending.. if you’d like part two, just shoot me an ask!
part two
minhee had been your best friend for as long as you could remember. you couldn’t think of a time when minhee wasn’t cheering you on or standing by your side. even through high school, you two had stayed close despite everyone saying you would eventually outgrow each other.
now, here you were, in college. you had both applied, and gotten in, to the same college. you’d had this plan since you were younger, and now that it had all worked out, you felt like you were dreaming. you had everything. your dream college, your best friend by your side, and a loving boyfriend.
you’d started dating your boyfriend, wonjin, about a month into your first semester of college. you’d gotten along very well right off the bat, and started dating about two weeks after meeting him. according to minhee, you were moving too fast. he kept telling you to be careful, or that you should focus on your studies more. it wasn’t like minhee to go against what you were doing with your life, but you figured he was just looking out for you.
however that couldn’t be further from the truth.
minhee had been telling himself for a long time that he couldn’t fall in love with you. after all, you’d said many times that he was like a brother to you. as much as it hurt him to hear, it was enough to make him push his feelings aside for a little while. but, when he had asked you to prom senior year and you had said yes, it started to become harder and harder for him to suppress what he was feeling. he knew you had just said yes because you were best friends and did everything together, but he would be lying if he said he gain a little bit of hope that maybe you liked him too.
so, on prom night, minhee had planned to tell you how he felt. he was determined to find out if your friendship could turn into something more. anything more than it was now. however, after consulting his friend junho, he quickly changed his mind.
what if he ruined everything between you two?
what if you couldn’t look at him the same anymore?
that left minhee where he was now, sitting in a diner booth across from you and wonjin. honestly, it made him sick to watch you two share a milkshake while he just had a lousy cup of soda in front of him. he didn’t understand how you could let wonjin take all of your time, especially when all of your time used to be given to him. he felt guilty, knowing that you were happy and that he couldn’t be happy for you, but he couldn’t help how he was feeling.
“minhee,” you called across the table, pulling him from his thoughts, “are you okay?”
“huh, oh.. yeah.” he didn’t look at you, the straw in his cup becoming the most interesting thing in the world.
“you’ve been really quiet.. do you feel okay?” he could feel the concern in your voice, and it made his stomach twist, but you watched as he shook his head.
“you know what, i actually feel kind of sick now that you mention it.. i think i’m gonna head home..” he stood, placing money for his meal on the table before leaving.
as he walked out the door, he could hear wonjin asking why he left. he wasn’t there long enough to hear your reply, but whatever it was, he knew you’d never say the truth.
summary : sometimes when you love someone, you have to set them free.
a/n : this is part two to you love him, i love you. i wrote this while listening to free by prettymuch on repeat <3 it was a lot more dramatic than i intended but i'm pretty happy with it so i hope you all enjoy it.
it had been about a week since minhee had walked out on you and wonjin at the diner, and if he was being honest, he was feeling more and more guilty as time went on. he knows you didn’t go and fall in love with wonjin with the intention to break his heart, but that was definitely how it felt. whenever he saw the two of you, he was convinced you were putting on some sort of sick show just to mess with him.
on the other hand, deep down, he knew he was just jealous and hurt. he had imagined his entire future with you by his side, and now that things had changed, he wasn’t sure how to react. you weren’t to blame, and neither was wonjin. in some ways, he blamed himself for not telling you how he felt that night at prom. part of him wonders if you ever felt the same towards him, and part of him isn’t sure he wants to know the truth.
with all of these thoughts swirling inside his head, it started to drive him insane. it wasn't good for him to be feeling this way towards his best friend. resentment and anger for something you simply couldn't control. he used to talk to you every day, and now he ignores your texts on the daily.
who was he becoming? even he himself didn't know.
☆ ☆ ☆
he wasn’t sure how he got here, standing outside your house, but he knew there was no turning back. as his knuckles hit the door with your super secret knock, he knew you’d realize it was him in a heartbeat.
he was right, as you opened the door not even a minute later. you didn’t say anything, you didn’t have anything to say. he didn’t look like himself. the bags under his eyes were darker than normal, and his hair was messy, not styled like usual.
“y/n..” he breathed, “i need to talk to you.. i know i probably don’t deserve it.. but could you spare me a minute?”
you nodded, stepping out onto the balcony so you were standing in front of him. you had your arms crossed over your chest, waiting for him to tell you something. truthfully, you weren’t quite sure what you wanted to hear from him..
and nothing could have prepared you for this.
“i’m in love with you, y/n.. or, i was.. i don’t know, i’m still figuring it out.” he fidgeted with the sleeves of his hoodie, “i knew i had a crush on you since we were younger, but i thought maybe it was because you were always so nice to me. i wasn’t used to that until i met you.. but when we got older, i knew for a fact that what i was feeling towards you was more than a best friend type of love.. and when i asked you to prom, i wanted to tell you, i really did.. but junho talked me out of it, and-”
“minhee, i can’t do this right now.” you had tears in your eyes, for reasons unbeknownst to minhee, and even yourself.
“i need to say this now, or i’m afraid i’m gonna explode..” he took a deep breath, now looking at his feet, “it hurts seeing you with wonjin because he’s living the life i had imagined with you. part of me is hoping you’ll break up with him right now and come be with me.. that maybe you’ll realize you’ve been in love with me this whole time too, and that i’m everything you want.. but it never fucking works like that, does it? because the other part of me knows that wonjin is inside right now, and he’s waiting for you, right? and you’ll go back to him because you love him.. you love him, and not me, right?”
at first, you didn’t know what to say to minhee. seeing him this way was both heartbreaking and terrifying. you knew he had been going through something, but this was the last thing you would have imagined to leave his mouth.
“for fucks sake, minhee.. i do love you, okay? i do! but it isn't in the way i love wonjin, and i think it’s unfair that you’re painting me to be a bad guy! like i somehow planned to ruin your life, and for what? for fun? does that shit seem like fun? you know me better than anyone, how could you ever think for a second that i did this on purpose?” you had your fists clenched, tears streaming down your cheeks, but this time you knew why.
“i didn’t mean for it to come out that way, y/n.. i’m just.. not thinking straight lately.” he turned his back to you, ready to walk back down the stairs and away from your house.
“minhee, i’m setting you free, okay? you need to move on and find someone who loves you back in the same way..” you spoke slowly, and you swore you heard minhee sniffle, “now please, get home safely.”
as minhee walked away from your house and into the darkness, he knew one thing: he could never love someone as much as he loved you.
summary : wonjin has a crush, but is handling it very poorly.
a/n : this has been sitting in my drafts for a while and i've been having insanely bad writers block so i've decided to post it.. i'm not the happiest with how it came out but i think it's cute nevertheless.
despite being quite loud around his friends, and simply just in general, wonjin had a hard time expressing his feelings. most times, he'd avoid them in hopes they'd go away. however, this time, it was seemingly impossible.
on his first day of university, he happened to sit beside you. just like in some cheesy romance movie, you had asked him if you could borrow a pen as you'd forgotten yours. he gladly handed you one, taking in your facial features. wonjin felt his heart skip a beat when you nodded and mumbled a quick 'thanks'. he knew it was kind of stupid, but he couldn't help himself.
he only found himself thinking about you more after you'd failed to return his pen until the following day. he didn't expect you to remember, and when you did, he thought he could explode. he knew he shouldn't feel like this about someone he'd exchanged no more than twenty words with, but there was something about you that he couldn't get past.
all of that, plus a few more encounters with you, led him to where he was now. he saw you sitting in the library on your own, and figured now was as good a chance as any to try and talk to you for real. beside him sat his friend, jungmo, who was his #1 hype man… and also the only person he knew wasn’t busy.
“dude, just go up and say hi. the worst they can do is tell you to go away,” jungmo reasoned with wonjin, who was nervously shaking his leg, “if it helps, they probably won’t call the cops on you.”
after rolling his eyes at the older boy, he grabbed his books and stood up, slowly making his way over to you. he was thankful that you were so immersed in your textbook, since you didn’t notice him at all. with a deep breath, he slowly placed his books on the table in front of you. when you looked up, you could see the slight panic in his eyes, prompting you to laugh.
“oh, hey wonjin. did you wanna sit here?” you asked, catching him off guard, but he nodded and quickly took a seat across from you.
you two quickly got into a discussion about the lesson you’d had a day earlier, and how it made absolutely no sense to either one of you. wonjin was relieved you two had gotten on so easily, even if it was through talking about the one thing he wanted to avoid. as you rambled on, he kept sneaking little glances at you. what he didn’t know was that you’d seen every. single. one. you found it cute, and could see right through his little plan.
“you didn’t come here to study, did you?” you questioned him, causing him to shift in his seat.
“of course i did,” he scoffed, “what else do you go to the library for?”
“to talk to the person you’ve been staring at for the past ten minutes,” you raised an eyebrow, “or am i just seeing things?”
wonjin was silent across from you, suddenly finding the table very interesting. how could you have known? he’d thought this out so well, right?
right?
defeated, wonjin let out a sigh, “okay, fine. but to be fair, my original plan was to study until i saw you here. i’ve wanted to talk to you, y/n, really.. but i never know what to say. my brain gets kinda… scrambled whenever i try to.”
you blushed a little, finding it adorable how he was so nervous to talk to you. you’d heard about this happening to other people, but it had never happened to you. it seemed like you were living in some sort of teen drama as you were listening to wonjin’s confession.
“i’ve wanted to talk to you too, you know. but you make it hard by running away each time i say hi.” you watched his facial expression change to one of embarrassment, “but don’t worry. it only made me more intrigued, if that helps.”
“i guess this is the part where i ask you out huh?” he laughed, seemingly talking to himself before finally looking up at you, “y/n, would you like to catch a movie this weekend?”
“as long as you don’t run away each time i talk to you, i’d love to.” you nodded, “let me give you my number, okay?”
wonjin watched as you pulled out a little notepad. after a few seconds, you hadn’t made any move to write yet. this made him a little nervous, he wasn’t gonna lie. luckily, his nervousness would soon subside when you spoke again.
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