Oct 31, 2024
Hi, I'm Mel, a boring girl with no friends, I have a good boyfriend, but I try hard to ruin him, I love him but something just makes me ruin him... I feel tired and a failure, I'm not of age yet but I have nothing, I want to get married and have children, but I feel trapped in the now, without being able to escape to the future, without having salvation, without having a goal to live, I just want to leave this world, but I don't know how, I'm a coward, sometimes I'm happy and other times unhappy, I don't understand myself, I'm tired of my mind, I'm tired of my life…