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[skinny-coffins-deactivated20180]

just a reminder

i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.

if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.

the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.

seek help: 1-800-931-2237

[minimize-me]

Did I ever get clean or was it just an extended break?

I always end up back here :)

[borderlinebaby420]

my favorite conspiracy theory is that they regret what they did to me

[minimize-me]

My friend and I were changing in between things today and she just looks at me and goes: “I wish that I had stretch marks, I think they look cool”

I have never hated my body more

[minimize-me]

Recently I’ve felt so uncomfortable with even people I trust touching my body. It doesn’t matter how small, any physical touch just makes me feel like retreating into myself. All I can think is that they’re going to feel how fat I am or my rolls or anything. I hate this but I don’t know what to do

[thelatestkate]

[to-the-water]

I sweare not a single soul on the planet knows about what I do to my body, the starving, the perging, the drink, the drugs, the menagerie of other horrible things I do to myself...no one who knows me in real life that is.

But I still feel constantly like I'm fine and I must be putting it on for attention and I must be faking it but who in their right mind would fake this life?

[minimize-me]

Oral surgeon: now you can’t eat for 8 hours before the surgery, I know it can be hard but it’s necessary

Me: Are you mocking me?

[niconiconeee]

I just want to hear my stomach growl

[minimize-me]

Music to my ears honestly

[prettylightdainty]

i think the scariest thing is that i physically can’t eat like a normal person. I’m either eating way too much or way too little. There is no “normal” anymore.

[iwillgetoveryou]

FOOD IS NOT A BAND AID FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

I’m prone to eating because of what I’m feeling.

FOOD IS NOT A BAND AID

FOOD WILL NOT SOLVE MY PROBLEMS

*repeat until cravings stop*

[minimize-me]

In three months from now, I will not be regretting the choices I make today. In three months, I will be proud of where my body is, and I will be more comfortable in my skin.

I’m claiming this today

[minimize-me]

I’m the fat friend. I always have been, but I won’t always be.

[killsunkill-deactivated20251112]

[minimize-me]

At this point, I’d rather just be alone. I’m tired of having to protect the people I care about from myself.

[hakurasakura]

sorry mom, i got a small unpopular blog to run

[mellllxxs-deactivated20191003]

Me: I’m really sad.

Me: Maybe this sad music will help.