Underboss Part I {Maloley FanFic}
So here is Underboss, hopefully you like it as much as Hitman!
Feedback is definitely appreciated
I don’t think you have to read Hitman to read this one but you should ;)
Hitman || Wattpad Version
It’s almost 3:30am meaning I’ve been up almost 24 hours, I absolutely do not enjoy being pregnant the only thing I enjoy is feeling my baby move, it’s weird yes but still amazing.
The space next to me is still empty like it is most nights, I don’t like to be alone especially at night I’m still not a hundred percent over what happened years ago.
I could call Nate but he probably won’t answer, he usually doesn’t.
I think he might be cheating on me.
Never home, always on the phone, if it rings and I’m around he always leaves the room and he hasn’t tried to touch me in forever.
I don’t think it’s because of the baby, he seems pretty to be interested in him or her, it’s me he doesn’t seem to be interested in especially sexually not that I’m looking to have sex everyday I mean I’m 7 months pregnant but I do have my moments like today.
Is he not attracted to me anymore?
I don’t even know what to do, I don’t wanna ask because I probably don’t want to know the answer.
I can’t help but think about how Nate use to be with girls before we met, what if he got some somewhere else?
There’s this girl at my brothers restaurant, that apparently Nate knows from his childhood don’t remember her name but I’ve seen them interact, he said they were just friends but I don’t know if I believe it.
Maybe it’s her, she’s a beautiful girl better looking then I am, perfect body the whole package and she’s older.
But then again, why would he do that around my brother?
My thoughts are interrupted when I hear heavy footsteps coming up the stairs, silently praying it’s just my boyfriend and not a stranger.
“You still up, did you wait?” Nate turns the light on and his face is covered in cuts and bruises.
“No, what the hell happened to you?”
“Just um a rude ass customer” he walks into our bathroom I see from my spot on our bed he’s looking for something to clean his face with.
I ever so slowly get up thanks to my new body, and go to help him.
I laugh and open the other cabinet above the sink “there you go” he grabs band-aids and that spray that always burns.
I offer to clean his face for him since he seemed awfully afraid of the disinfectant spray.
“So how bad was the other guys face?” I half joke wiping blood off, since I know for a fact he can fight.
“He won’t be coming back no more that’s for sure, ow y/n” he slaps my hand away, I guess I pressed a little too hard.
“You know ever since we’ve been normal you’ve become a bitch” I tease
“We far from normal baby” he laughs.
He can’t be cheating, I’m just overthinking if he was things wouldn’t feel so…normal if you wanna say but still I know something is off.
“Okay well our version of normal”
I finish cleaning his face off, he’s got two band-aids on, one above his right eye brow and on his left cheek “You look like 2003 Nelly” I tell him through the mirror he’s now standing in front of with his back to me.
“It’s gettin’ hot in herre so take off all your clothes” he mumbles, I laugh and leave the bathroom I’ve been standing for too long, my back is killing me.
I hate that I can’t just tell her the truth, I wanna so bad but I know she’ll hate me and maybe she’ll leave me, taking my kid with her.
I need them both, it’s weird how I haven’t even met the kid or anything yet, I still got so much love for them already.
I almost cried like a bitch when we heard the heartbeat for the first time.
I pray this kid is nothing like me, it’ll be doomed.
I change outta these dirty bloody clothes and get in bed with her.
Y/n is doing something on her phone, so I just stare at her.
Y/n may look like her father except shes prettier but she is nothing like him at all, she cares about other people, she cares about me.
I need to tell her I know I do but now is not a good time at all but when is there really a good time to tell someone your doing the one thing they hate the most?
John keeps telling me not to say nothin’ because he still thinks Y/n is some dumb kid who just needs to sit back and listen to whatever the men in her life say.
“Can’t help it, I’m mesmerized by your beauty”
She rolls her eyes at me and I swear she just snorted.
“Shut up Nathan” she snaps “but it was cute” I insist but she just shakes her head and repositions herself from sitting up to laying down.
After a few minutes of silence, realizing neither of us were going to sleep anytime soon I feel her look at me.
“So you know how I said I didn’t wanna know what the baby was?” She insisted it would be way more fun to be surprised.
“Yeah I mean it’s much easier to buy stuff for them so I actually made an appointment for tomorrow I’d been meaning to tell you but I haven’t seen you that much lately” that bothers her I can tell but she’s trying not to show it, I’ll admit I haven’t been around much but that I can see it’s upsetting her I need to change that.
“I can’t do it myself” she said it so low I barely heard what she said.
Do what? “Do what?” “Raise a baby”
“That’s what you say but you’re barely here, I wake up and go to bed alone, and other then right now you don’t even seem to want to talk to me, I don’t mean to bitch and annoy you but I…guess I’m sort of lonely”
I’ve been too focused on lying, power & money, that I haven’t even thought about the fact that I made her feel lonely.
“We’re not…” She continues but quickly stops “we’re not what?” “N-Nothing I’ve already bitched enough I’ll leave you alone now”
“You’re not bitchin’ you’re a hundred percent right and I’m sorry I really ain’t mean to do it, I’ll be here more I promise” 5 years ago any girl would’ve said this to me I’d be outta here, I know she knows that.
Does she think she can’t tell me how she’s feeling because she thinks I’ll leave her? Never.
“I thought you might be cheating on me”
“Are you kidding me? Babe I’m not I swear on my mom and our kid I’m not doin’ no one else I’ve been with John” I’m offended she even thought that.
“I believe you, but you don’t seem to want me in that way” she means sex.
“I do I just you’re pregnant and I didn’t wanna bother you or like hurt it” it’s true there’s another person inside her and it moves and it creeps me out!
“you wouldn’t and sometimes I…really need it…”
“I’ll keep that in mind” I tell her and wiggle my eyebrows, she tries not too but she laughs.
“But you love me” she turns back over onto her back “Yeah I do but then sometimes I remember who do this to me and then I hate you”
“In my defense I did use protection”
“Yeah yeah I know you’ve got a magic dick”
“You love it” I kiss her.
“It does get the job done” she admits but I already knew that.
She moves closer to me “Love you”
“How bout I tell your brother to fuck off tomorrow and I’ll stay home, go with you to ur appointment then whatever else you wanna do?” That’s the least I can do, if I’m obsessing over this money and lying to her I could at least spoil the fuck outta her.
“Okay” she mumbles probably finally about to fall asleep.
I gotta make this right, if she hates me it’ll just be worse when the truth comes out.
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