you're my twenties

sarabi. 19. female. aries.absolutely in love with words. black lives matter. actual mermaid

[honeyxhae]

back on rp shit. gotta test the gifs n shit. yeet. hopefully this works.

[mintclique]

ay gotta test these gifs. I can tell they still have the dumb update which everyone and their mom hated. smh. Tumblr. so now I gotta find that html for the old dashboard smh. smh/

[infernalentity]

Today is the only day you can share this meme. Precisely 2000 years prior to March 6th 4017. The day Squidward trapped himself in the freezer. March 6th 2017.

[mintclique]

I think this week has been a bit rough for me. At first it was hard to see you and pretend you weren’t there. To pretend we were strangers. Time went on and it was easier. But it wasn’t as satisfying as I thought it would be. I think I was just numb.

snaps i’ll never send

[mintclique]

It’s not enough to just like each other. That would’ve worked in middle school and maybe even in high school. But we aren’t kids anymore and it’s not enough. That’s our other problem. We don’t think about the present because we always plan the future.

snaps i’ll never send

[dearjisoo]

like the autumn sky, it’s empty between us

[mintclique]

I let go of my pride for you and you still broke my heart into a thousand pieces.

amgh pt 100000

[mintclique]

God put a sword where my tongue should have been.

unknown (send me some author creds)

[mintclique]

I'm smiling but I'm actually crying inside because I miss you, but I won't tell you that because I have too much pride. I'm also scared to tell you how I feel.

snap text I'll never send

[mintclique]

I was born of the ashes of a dreamer's defeat.

unknown (send me author creds)

[mintclique]

golden husky

I think it was the first time I felt something for someone. Something more than a friend. It was as if God was tired of us tip-toeing around each other. I haven’t been that comfortable with a guy. Ever. We were so close. This time. Literally. I never thought I’d lay down and listen to the heartbeat of someone. I never thought I’d be able to fall asleep with my head on your chest. How lightly you traced my spine. Everything was right. We were content in silence. Sometimes I’d catch you looking down at me. We’d make eye contact and smile. Smile because, the moment, no you were fleeting. Now. 4 days later Not a single text or call Not a “here’s a hot af snap video of me” Nothing Just as we began my heart felt nothing. I did nothing. If we had a contest on pride I’d win. You were in my building and still didn’t come see me. Nothing See I do petty stuff to protect my heart. To make sure small things like this don’t break it To shield my heat from the reality of life. To shield it from you. To make her unaware you exist at all. So when you left I left too So when you left My heart didn’t shatter. At least not until now.

[nepturne]

the 1975, this must be my dream.

[grvnge-wallpvpers]

I just wanted to add, if you’re having problems or you aren’t in a happy place, don’t keep everything to yourself, try to tell someone :) it can really help you.. @spoonfulloffaithandconfidence is a blog that is dedicated to people who need help, I hope that it will help you, even if only a little bit :) remember to stay strong and love yourself <3

[vintagepales2-blog]

Multnomah Falls, Portland Oregon

[mintclique]

about him

I don’t tell people how much I like you because I know if I did they’d tell me that you weren’t worth it. That I deserve better. How I don’t need someone who is not there. Ever. Maybe I like you so much that I’m willing to hurt myself countless times than have someone tell me you’re not right for me. Maybe you aren’t.

[mintclique]

Browsing History

Clear History. Tip, next time go incognito that way you won’t have to delete your history again. Incognito. How easy would that be? To browse without any traces you were there To simply close the window and it’s gone. Not having to look back and be ashamed at the link Oh how easy life would be See, you taught me what incognito was Granted it was the kind of lesson that was taught by doing but I learned You were hiding, waiting to right click the exit on us. On me. I couldn’t see the ‘X’ highlighted in red. The letter you wanted me to become. . . .

[mintclique]

Wrigley named their gum after you. Extra.

me about my siblings

[mintclique]

One day you’ll call, text, or snapchat me and it won’t hurt. I won’t be tempted to reply. I’ll be able to ignore it without feeling bad. I won’t second guess myself that maybe you want me back. That one day you’ll realize you hurt yourself in the end.

amgh pt. five