Scripted Agenda.

Diana Z. Singapore. xx

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#51 .

Disappointment is a strange feeling. All along you had expectations you never knew.

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Contentment

I live for days that I’ll sleep smiling.

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#50 her

For sure I’ll come to regret

These feelings I have inside

Wanting to be away, far

From her

For sure I’ll miss her

I’ll never find another

And if someday she goes away

Leaving me forever

I’ll forever be broken

It’s not

That I did not love her

With all of my heart

For when she breaks it

I don’t want to feel the pain

Holding it inside

Rather I be away

Far from her

From feeling anything against

Her.

Mother.

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#50 Crush 2.0

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#49 Never Enough

I tried

Thought I did

I wanted you

Thought I did

Thought you did to, or did you?

It’s not meant to be

Or is it

That I’ll never be enough.

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#48 How many times can a heart breaks?

How many times can a heart breaks

How many times is it okay

To feel so broken

To not want to feel anything anymore

To feel like enough is here

And I can live without this

I can be far away from now

I can lead a life of my own

On my own

To safeguard my heart

From pain I refuse to bear no more

From hurt I can’t explain

From loneliness nobody understands

How many times is it okay

For my heart to break the same

Every single time.

How is this okay?

-DZ

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#47 Expectations

I’ll cry myself to sleep

Expectations

Painful and so unsettling Overthinking it was

But I can’t help so

It breaks me inside

As though I let things slide

And I’m not at my top form

It feels bad

Expectations

Tried to keep up, I did

Go easy, I need to.

- DZ

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#46 “I have loved you anyway”

I guess “I’ve loved you anyway” Is coming from somewhere Deep down, unexplainable The urge to give everything Despite the pain

Of holding on When pushed away “I’ve loved you anyway” Holds so much hope To stay together forever That nothing else matters

“I’ve loved you anyway” Doesn’t come easy Someone is hurting Not letting go Compromising.

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#45 Crush

I like the view of you You look like an endless Book to read Like a mystery. I like you The way I feel I don't usually with just anyone But you're someone I'd love to sit and have coffee. I'm possibly crushing on you It's been a while I like it this way I'd appreciate you from far Just because you make me smile. - DZ

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#44 the idea of you

I spoke of you to a friend today. Those emotions I once felt were clouding my thoughts. I thought of you in a vulnerable way How was it that I was once in that state. - DZ

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#43 the past

You used to always cross my mind Not a day went by that I did not wonder. Even though I know you were just fine without me. - DZ

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Lost.

I miss writing. Voicing my thoughts in writing. My mind is so full. My days are so dull. I miss how words used to naturally flow out. I can't seem to find it in me anymore.

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Late night thoughts.

Every successful person worked hard to get to where they are. It's okay to have bad days, I just need to push harder and believe. All will be well.

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# 42 life frails

Friendships failing Lesser companions No true love Not much concern Things changing Day by day Drifting away Work's stagnant Empty moments Time passing by Grass is green Sky still blue If it happens to you Life's just a tale, frail.

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#41 Travel.

Stepping foot in a foreign land Gives me a new life A new hope I forgot about my 9 to 5 Standing among strangers Of different stories and beginnings Leaving behind my worries Living minute by minute Unsuspecting what's coming My way Things I didn't think I'd say Feelings that made me feel complete. - DZ

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#40 Whole Again.

I searched for you in my mind Tried digging the ashes in my heart You’re not there Am I now fine? Thought I’ll never let your shadow escape me Thought that’s where I needed you to be I’ve left you behind, I did Let it all go Far behind me Set myself free I’m almost there Almost whole again.

- DZ

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28.

If I can't keep up with my thoughts Or do what my head is telling me to I won't be able to do much things in life. Time to focus hard and achieve. May it all be well. 28 in 90 mins. Alhamdulilah.