On The Moon

“She was like the moon—part of her was always hidden away.”

[mintou]

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. But my brain hasn’t been working properly lately.

[mintou]

Man….I miss G’raha Tia :’[

[untexting]

Finding old music you used to love is like getting back in touch with an old friend.

[wnq-anonymous]

This is one more piece of advice I have for you: don’t get impatient. Even if things are so tangled up you can’t do anything, don’t get desperate or blow a fuse and start yanking on one particular thread before it’s ready to come undone. You have to realize it’s going to be a long process and that you’ll work on things slowly, one at a time.

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via wnq-anonymous)

[mintou]

My eldest brother, Sung, says trust is earned, that to give someone your trust is to give them the knife to wound you. But Joon would counter that trust is faith, that to trust someone is to believe in the goodness of people and in the world that shapes them.

Axie Oh, The Girl Who Fell Beneath the Sea

[mintou]

My random want for gold fangs have once again resurfaced after watching Sinners.

[mintou]

For the past year and a half I’ve been making it a goal to write a journal entry each and every day. The reasoning stemmed from my memory becoming more hazy over the years. Growing older, stress, trauma, depression, whatever the reason I’ve been having issues retaining and recalling things that happened in the past and I was worried of not being able to remember any of the things I actually wanted to cherish.

Diligently writing down each and every single passing day has been time consuming and taxing, but I’ve been enjoying this hobby. It’s been fun and rewarding recalling each passing day and talking about the highlights from it. Or just merely reflecting on aspects of my own personal being that needed some deeper acknowledgement rather than becoming some fleeting thought or a reoccurring issue.

But at the same time it’s a bit lonely in a way. I do tend to miss writing down little musings here and there and sending them off into the internet. Hoping to reach out to people with similar feelings as my own; the feeling of some type of connection to others in some sort of way. Maybe it’s for some sort of self validation but at least it doesn’t feel as alienating than keeping it all to myself.

[mintou]

I think growing older is funny because now when I breathe in deeply my back tends to crack.

[remanence-of-love]

[mintou]

To feel so much excitement for a song to be released called “I Want To Disappear” feels silly. But potentially having something that can somehow convey these feelings of not wanting to exist anymore just makes me feel somewhat less lonely right now.

[mangojuulpoddd]

[djklmnx]

[mintou]

It’s been over 3 years since I last logged onto tumblr. It’s kind of weird to see how empty this place is, now that everyone stopped using this site, but it’s also nice to see how quiet it became. It kind of finally feels personal now.  I haven’t slept at all so I guess this post is induced by my late night thoughts getting the best of me right now. But also, the ability to potentially be vulnerable for once is very tempting because constantly putting on a happy facade and pretending you’re always ok when you aren’t is a little draining. Maybe one day I’ll take advantage of this quietness to feel vulnerable for a little bit.

[koreanmodel]

Choi Sora, Jung So Hyun for Interview Magazine March 2017

[mintou]

I got new glasses * u *

[thequotejournals]

Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.

Mandy Hale, The Single Woman (via thequotejournals)

[mintou]

I still think it’s really strange that on the day that I saw my last boyfriend for the last time it ended up being the first time I met my current boyfriend. 

I honestly did not have dating on my mind in the least when I met him. I thought he seemed pretty chill and found it a coincidence he lived in NY when we met in Maryland so I thought it would be a good chance to make friends locally. We hung out once and I did not feel like we would work out at all so I just wanted us to stay friends (and I even blatantly told him that) even though it seemed like he liked me. Then somehow us being friends for months I ended up falling for him and here we are.